She became the white moonlight of the black lotus

Half an hour before receiving the call from Ning Xiangxiang, Huo Xingyu was hurrying to the garage with his car keys.

How to explore the things she doesn't know is a difficult problem.

The people around are either unaware, and the secrets that the insiders have buried for more than ten years will only be brought into the coffin.

Under such circumstances, she thought about it for a long time, and only felt that it was a safer way to go to the hospital to check her diagnosis and treatment records and find her attending physician.

Listening to the slight hum of the Cullinan's engine starting, a great uneasiness surged in her heart, and she only felt that she was standing under the shadow, surrounded by the darkness.

The broken memories in her mind seemed to be a hole sealed under the dusty remnants of the cloth. Grasping the corners, lifting the cover of the cloth, and exploring the secrets required great courage.

In particular, knowing that this secret will turn the Huo family upside down, once confirmed, he will stand on the opposite side of Lin Xian. Everything is no longer a conflict between mother and daughter, but a revenge for killing the father. I, or Lin Xian, as long as I become a loser, I can only die.

Should I do it?

Do you want to do it?

These two questions alternated in her mind.

Huo Xingyu had to admit that he was afraid at this moment.

This was an emotion she had rarely felt before.

Looking back on his own life, Huo Xingyu had never lost in the previous bets.

But she is not a person who cannot accept "losing".On the contrary, in most games, Huo Xingyu prioritized the situation of his fiasco.

She finds it fun, and solving complex problems of all kinds is her forte.

The more difficult it was, the more it aroused the nerve of excitement in her mind.

But I don't know when it started, it seems that as long as everything has any connection with Ning Xiangxiang, she starts to feel uneasy.

All rationality, optimal solutions, and Pareto optimality were all left behind by her.

Ning Xiangxiang is her best solution among all options.

Huo Xingyu only felt that his life was beginning to develop towards peace.

She is about to break away from the power center of the Huo family.

She was only with Ning Xiangxiang, and she hadn't done the things she envisioned to do with Ning Xiangxiang.

But I am like a person floating in a vast ocean, constantly being drawn into the center of the undercurrent by the whirlpool.

Can forgetting be called a blessing?

She turned on the phone screen and looked at Ning Xiangxiang's face on the screensaver smiling so hard that his eyes narrowed into a crescent moon. This dumb, stupid, hardworking Ning Xiangxiang really looked like her favorite little rabbit.

After thinking about it, she swipe the screen to unlock, and replace her dark profile picture with a rabbit.

When everything is over, she can be with the woman she likes for a long time, and no one can separate them.

When she received a call from Ning Xiangxiang, her car was speeding down the road.

Seeing the pulsating caller's name, the corners of Huo Xingyu's lips couldn't help but rise slightly. She felt that as long as she had a little relationship with Ning Xiangxiang, she would be happy.

Thinking about it, she couldn't help feeling that Ning Xiangxiang was amazing.

How capable is she of being able to fascinate someone like herself?

Whether it was ten years ago or now, Ning Xiangxiang rarely called her.

Calling my number now, I think I miss her very, very much, right?

Did you want to say good news to yourself that the audition went well?

Or if the audition was unsatisfactory, this crying bag would probably scold the director angrily at himself.

Huo Xingyu thought, as long as she really wanted to act, it's not impossible to send her in.

Guessing, she held the steering wheel with one hand, and answered the call with the mobile phone on the sliding shelf beside her, with an unstoppable smile in her voice:

"What's the matter, why did you call me all of a sudden?"

Before Ning Xiangxiang could open her mouth, she seemed to have caught some precious cat, and she couldn't help but proudly cocked her tail and said, "I guess, is my little girl missing me? I'm done with today. I'll go see you, okay?"

Huo Xingyu didn't hide her desire to see her at all, but she wouldn't say it outright, she just put a cover on her longing and let Ning Xiangxiang say that she would go there logically no matter how far away. see her.

She waited for Ning Xiangxiang's "OK" for a long time, but she didn't speak on the other end of the phone.

The smile on Huo Xingyu's face began to stiffen slightly, and a feeling of uneasiness spread in her heart. After a while, she heard Ning Xiangxiang's voice resolutely ringing on the phone.

"Need not."

Hearing this refusal, Huo Xingyu pinched the steering wheel and was stunned.

It's not that she has never been rejected by Ning Xiangxiang, this daring little rabbit has rejected her countless times, those words of rejection, some are timid, some are stiff, some are duplicity...

But there is no sentence that is colder and shorter than this "no".

She tried her best to ease this coldness, and tried her best to make her voice still sound smiling: "Why not, are you afraid that my appearance in front of you will affect your reading of the script?"

"I said no, can't you hear me? You really... There is such a big gap between us, is it interesting to talk like this?"

The smile on Huo Xingyu's face completely disappeared. She was at a loss in her mind, but she still pretended to be stupid, trying her best to maintain the intention of getting closer:

"How can there be a big gap? Are you saying that I am seven centimeters taller than you? Is there a big gap? What do you want to say, you can see me."

"What are you doing here? Come and show me how majestic and powerful you are. If you want the crew to stop working, stop working. If you want us to continue filming, just donate a piece of land, show your gifts, and let everyone be grateful to you." ?”

Ning Xiangxiang's voice fell, and there was silence during the call.

Huo Xingyu was flustered, she wanted to explain that she didn't mean it, she wanted to say that she wasn't going to give gifts, she was just briefly dazzled by jealousy and anger, she,

She just wanted to see her.

Huo Xingyu was fully aware of his inability to comfort and explain this.

From the very beginning, when facing Ning Xiangxiang's tears, she would just stand aside at a loss, until she learned how to make her happy.

She seems to be a late student in class, clumsily working hard to get that love.

"No, Ning Xiangxiang, I just..." Facing her words, Huo Xingyu's voice was filled with rare panic. She tried her best to explain, but the words were cut off by the other party.

"Huo Xingyu, thanks to you, everyone knows that I have a relationship with you. I will be talked about and pointed at behind my back. Listen, "Ah, this woman is gay, be careful, just in case She fell in love with you," but what about you? Why do you live so happily every day?"

Listening to the phone call, Ning Xiangxiang was rarely indifferent and distant, she was stunned, a gust of cold wind came from nowhere and poured into her body, making her feel chills from her fingertips to her heart;

Huo Xingyu tentatively asked, "Who said that to you, or... or did I do something wrong? I will change it."

"How could you do something wrong? You are Huo Xingyu. You have your life to live, and I have mine. Do you know what this drama means to me?"

"Ning Xiangxiang."

"Huo Xingyu, people like you who are born to stand on top of others and look down on everyone with contempt will not understand. I don't want to do this anymore. I feel very annoying when I reply to your messages every day. Very tired..." Ning Xiangxiang on the other end of the phone paused, then continued:

"I think we should stop contacting and go back to your original life, Miss Huo Si, please let me go, we are not from the same world at all."

"I know..." She clenched the steering wheel with her hands, and her voice began to tremble: "I know you've been tired recently, but why? Why didn't you contact me? I don't even have a chance to change, do you know know me……"

Huo Xingyu's voice gradually weakened. Looking at the endless traffic ahead, she felt as if she had fallen into a bottomless abyss: "Ning Xiangxiang, do you know what I have to face when I am with you? I don't care about others. Why...you want me to give up."

"Because I'm bored."

"what?"

"Do you remember that fairy tale, the dream under the willow tree, now all the dreams should wake up, you should go back to live your life, I don't want to put it too harshly, before I start to feel sick to you, we Let's hang out and get together."

Nausea.

tired of...

Do not contact again.

Every word Ning Xiangxiang said forcefully opened a hole in her heart, which made her feel painful and unable to get out.

"Really, why should I agree, Ning Xiangxiang, you still owe me a lot, and you know that we are not equal, who are you? Who am I? Why do you let me go?" Her voice trembled , but the words are still strong:

"I have said long ago that I am your creditor. Do you know what will happen if you evade my debt? I have already said that the richer you are, the more stingy you are, right? I will hug you, tie you up, and bring you back home."

"Huo Xingyu."

Listen to the unemotional shout that came out of her mouth.

There was sourness in her eyes, and she replied, "I'm here."

"It's you who owe me."

"I……"

"On that rainy night a long time ago, the car accident you almost had was not what you remembered."

This sudden sentence made Huo Xingyu stiff.

She didn't know why Ning Xiangxiang suddenly brought up this matter, and she also didn't know what the relationship between the car accident she wanted to pursue and the topic they were talking about.

But there was a violent panic in her heart, and in this breathless panic, she heard Ning Xiangxiang's voice sound again:

"At that time, in order to save you, a woman was caught under the wheel. It has been more than ten years, and she has not woken up until now. That woman is my mother, but you don't remember it."