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Yun Wan suddenly became serious, not only Zhu Sui and Xiao Jiu were confused, but You Chen Xing also didn't know the existence of "faith".

But Yun Wan immediately explained.

"It's all typed by a computer. You go to the mailbox in another district to send it, and then write the time, place and date of your birth inspection, as well as the letter of Shen Li's ID number and pheromone number, right?"

The content of the letter has been covered by dictation.

Tang Xing sat upright, met Yun Wan's sudden gaze, and smiled, "It's that letter."

Zhu Sui and Xiao Jiu looked at each other, and then looked at Yun Wan's serious face, obviously, they were aroused.

"Why did you send that kind of letter?" You Chenxing frowned.

Tang Xing smiled very satisfied, and asked You Chenxing slowly, "You are so smart, can't you think of what I want to do?"

Of course, she wanted to tell Yunwan the news of her pregnancy.

If no one told Yun Wan, would it be possible for her to exist in secret forever?

She, she doesn't want to, she wants to walk beside Shen Li in an open and honest manner one day.

Even if it doesn't work now, time will always blur a lot of things and cover up a lot of right and wrong. She is still pregnant, and her only family is in her stomach, but she doesn't just want a relative, she also wants a lover .

Someone she loves, who loves her.

Even though the process will be a bit more tragic, once you think about the foreseeable future after all grievances have subsided...

Although it may not be achieved in a short period of time, there will always be a day when time will eat up a lot of love and hatred, and the blood relationship cannot be parted...

There will always be a day when she will get what she wants.

Even if the method of taking it is not bright.

But she had no other choice.

She doesn't have Yun Wan's family background, she doesn't have Yun Wan's beauty, and she doesn't even have the self-cultivation that Yun Wan pampered in the materialistic class.

In fact, at the beginning, she didn't even think about fighting.

She knew she couldn't compete, and she knew she didn't have the capital.

But this child changed her mind.

Why does she have to follow the rules all her life? She has been a good person all her life. Has this world given her anything back? Is it the death of her parents, or this unsightly scar on her face?

What can a good person do to be swallowed up by this society until there is nothing left?

反而像是她前夫那种人，就算被阿礼揍了，家里宠爱，日后还会再娶的，她离开了，总还是会有人因为各种原因忍让他，然后他又回归到老状态，干着An easy job, go out and drink when you have nothing to do.

Why, she wants to be a good person.

Who will give her an award or something?

She just wanted to fight for herself, regardless of the cost, the life she wanted.

she……

Really like Ali.

That started when I was ten years old.

Why, she can't fight for...

Tang Xing's expression became half-smile, mocking, and paranoid that ordinary people couldn't understand.

Zhu Sui didn't think it just now, but now that she is so persistent, he believed that Team You had said that Tang Xing had some mental problems when he came.

"To tell me she exists."

Compared with You Chenxing's tightly folded eyebrows, on the contrary, Yun Wan is unusually calm.

Tang Xing couldn't describe the way she looked at Tang Xing. In short, there was no resentment or anger in those sparkling eyes that she wanted to see.

It was a very peaceful mood, the more I looked at Tang Xing.

The more it irritated her.

Yun Wan didn't mind telling Tang Xing the whole process, "I received it, and this time, I saw you go to the prenatal checkup together."

"I didn't believe it at first, but then I found an acquaintance to check, and it was confirmed that the child you are carrying belongs to Shen Li."

Thinking of something, Yun Wan even added, "You know that Shen Li is too soft-hearted. My first reaction when I saw you was that her friend had encountered some difficulties and couldn't announce that she was pregnant, so Please, this alpha, accompany me to the maternity checkup..."

"But it doesn't make sense. If it's just an accompanying pregnancy test, how can others know her pheromone number."

"If the child is not hers, this string of numbers is very strange."

Tang Xing raised his chin, "It's hers."

Yun Wan was not annoyed, she blinked her eyes, and admitted, "Yes, after the investigation revealed it, I saw it too."

Thinking of something, Tang Xing said, "But I didn't see you that day."

"I'm not on the side of the obstetrics and gynecology department. I'm on the other side. You haven't seen me, and Shen Li probably won't feel that I've noticed. So you passed in front of me, and then left together. I watched of."

Tang Xing was surprised, "You just watched us walk in and then leave?"

Yun Wan was not surprised, "You can't just look at the surface of a matter. If you are Shen Li's friend and I go out and make a scene, I will treat her badly and treat you badly. Of course, although I don't have a bad personality, It's not a person without a brain, so he won't see something and catch wind and shadows, like a cursing shrew."

After pulling back a handful of hair, Yun Wan said, "And on my own terms, unless Shen Li is blind, why would she take the initiative to cheat?"

"Her job was found through the Yun family's way. I don't want her monthly salary. She will always give me a large bonus. Even if I don't need it, she will buy me gifts to please me." jewelry."

"Her attitude towards me hasn't changed, so why do I 100% believe that she cheated when I saw the picture of you walking together?"

Tang Xing was speechless.

This remark sounds outrageous and unreasonable.

But with Yun Wan's conditions, it has to be said that it really makes sense.

The point is, when Yun Wan recalled the past, when she said this, wasn't she a little too calm?

Is she really not angry?

Isn't she angry?

She... doesn't want to scold herself?

Tang Xing was at a loss.

Zhu Sui and Xiao Jiu stood awkwardly, You Chenxing glanced at them, knowing that they were also uncomfortable here, thought for a while, waved his hands and said, "Go and drive the car out first."

Yun Wan agrees, "You guys go first, I don't have a word to say."

Moreover, this kind of personal matter hinders her upbringing. Even if Zhu Sui and Xiao Jiu are curious about her relationship with Tang Xing, they probably can't afford to have the cheek to insist on listening, it will only be embarrassing.

Zhu Sui didn't even think about it, "Okay."

Xiao Jiu wanted to say something, but Zhu Sui dragged him away.

When they walked out, they thoughtfully closed the door tightly for the three of them, to prevent the neighbors from hearing gossip.

You Chenxing: "..."

Sometimes I don't know whether to praise bamboo and bamboo, or feel "too considerate" as a superior.

After the people left, Yun Wan continued to look at Tang Xing, and suddenly asked, "What reaction do you want from me?"

"You want to see me suffer, suffer, and grit my teeth at you like a loser?"

"Or with a deep hatred for you, say some words to attack you, so that you can taste the taste of victory?"

As soon as Tang Xing entered the door, Tang Xing seemed to want to provoke her. After thinking about it, apart from the emotional feedback she could bring to the other party, it was probably these boring theories of victory and defeat.

Yun Wan's delicate face glowed white under the light, she just looked at Tang Xing like this, and sighed a little.

Tang Xing was stunned with a sigh, what was his reaction?

"Before I came today, I really have nothing to say to you."

"Good, bad, nothing."

Yun Wan said.

The expression was so sincere that Tang Xing, who wanted to refute, was confused, and he was not sure of his hunch.

"You want to see this, I can only say sorry, you came too late."

"I can't say that I haven't experienced these emotions, but they are purely aimed at you, less."

"At first I hated you too, but then I stopped."

Tang Xing couldn't help but shouted, "Why?"

It shouldn't be, Yun Wan's reaction, it shouldn't be.

She ruined her perfect family and she...she should hate herself.

Yes, she is not an omega of the family, but a beta, but she is pregnant, and Yun Wan has been infertile. She shouldn't be so calm, she should have many complicated emotions about herself, she should...

Thoughts were once again interrupted by Yun Wan's too calm statement.

"Because you are just a stranger to me."

"It's not you who really hurt me."

"It's Shen Li."

"If you're pregnant with someone else's child and you're with another alpha who has a partner, then I won't know you at all."

"The root cause of my pain is related to you, but it is not you."

"It's Shen Li, who betrayed me."

"You can be anyone in the world."

"Any pregnant woman with her child will cause the irreparable breakdown of my marriage."

"You are in this relationship, but what I resent, hate, and even pursue, is Shen Li from beginning to end."

"She gave me promises and didn't keep them."

"She said she loved me, but she was unfaithful to me."

"After doing such a series of things, she not only gained benefits, but also looked down on the family's rules of conduct. For her so-called idealized high righteousness, regardless of the safety of my family, she did not make decisions before acting, and always put herself in the In danger, even..."

Yun Wan sighed again, "Even regarding the matter with you, such a big moral issue, she seems to think that I can tolerate it, and just ask for mercy to get over it."

"I heard about your past, and I feel sorry."

"But still the same sentence, you are a stranger to me, she can give you money, because you are a child, give you things, and help you."

"If there is no child, I will not interfere with any of her help to you."

"But all the help is not premised on sacrificing me."

"If you are pitiful, you can hurt others unscrupulously. Because you are unfortunate, should other people also bear your misfortune?"

"There is no such reason in the world."

Yun Wan's clear eyes looked at Tang Xing quietly, neither sad nor happy.

If he had to say it, Tang Xing felt sad for himself.

That gaze seemed to be pitying himself.

And what she thought was not wrong.

Yun Wan: "I didn't have anything to say before, but you kept pulling me, wanting to talk to me, wanting to see me show negative emotions."

"Now I really have something to say."

"But it has nothing to do with this child or Shen Li. I just want to tell you."

"When I got married, my dad told me a sentence. I didn't understand it at the time. I understood it a while ago. Now I think it's very appropriate to give it to you. My dad said that you are the whole world of yourself when you are alone. "

"You...are really unlucky."

"But this is not an excuse for you to break the moral bottom line and do this series of shameful things."

"You look for love in Shen Li and a sense of accomplishment in me, even if you find it, what then?"

"And then?" The three words were soft, but Tang Xing was at a loss for a moment.

She felt that she could understand every word Yun Wan said, and could even feel that these were good words, but she didn't understand, she didn't understand why, why Yun Wan said good things to herself.

She didn't understand the nature of this happening.

She doesn't hate her?

No, she doesn't believe it.

Yun Wan: "These are all short-lived and nothingness."

"Whether a person lives well or not depends on the external environment, but internal factors are also indispensable."

"According to your thinking, you have already 'won', and Shen Li and I have also divorced. What are you still looking for?"

"You are not stable. Does everything you have stolen and robbed make you feel uneasy?"

Yun Wan's voice was not high, but Tang Xing's face turned pale when she said it.

Without him, Yun Wan talked about the deepest fear in her heart.

Yes, even with this baby, even with...

But she is still not sure that Shen Li will come back, will, and treat her with the gentle attitude he had before...

Yun Wan: "A person will experience many things in a lifetime, no one can live for you."

"If you only want to pin your hopes on others and judge your own happiness by the attitude of others towards you, then you are doomed to have a bad life."

"Of course, it wasn't long before I fully understood this truth."

"It's not easy for a person to live well by himself."

Tang Xing's voice was hoarse, and he couldn't accept it anymore, "Why, why did you say this to me?"

These... are all good words.

No, Yun Wan shouldn't have said this to herself.

Yun Wan's attitude was casual, "Don't you want to hear what I have to say? I think you really... think of these things, so you just say it."

Those eyes were clean, and even after saying this, even though Tang Xing didn't want to admit it, Yun Wan suddenly became very clean in Tang Xing's heart.

The living room was full of light, but inexplicably, Tang Xing just felt that everyone was standing in the light, except himself.

No, it shouldn't be like this...

Yun Wan: "One more sentence, whether you can accept it or not, I should thank you."

"Thank...thank you?" Tang Xing's voice was hoarse and unpleasant.

Omega's voice was soft and clean. To her ears, it was tantamount to a contrasting cruelty.

"Yes, thank you."

"Before I came, I was actually very resistant to seeing you. No matter what, you were one of the reasons for the breakdown of my marriage."

"After coming, I found you..."

There was pity in Yun Wan's eyes, it was too real, the real Tang Xing couldn't deny the sympathy he felt.

"Your past is really not good."

"Shen Li is right, you are very pitiful."

"Maybe I had some negative emotions towards you before, but now I don't think so. You have too little. I really saw you. You can't make me have those emotions again."

"With you like this, what can I compare to?"

Tang Xing is pitiful, Yun Wan doesn't bother to hate her.

"And seeing you again, I'm really sure, I let go."

"You made me really feel that I was relieved from my previous marriage."

"That's more important than anything else."

Yun Wan even smiled, not as arrogant as when talking about conditions, this smile is extraordinarily beautiful.

Even though she is already 28, the same age as Tang Xing, she still has a rare innocence in her temperament.

"Thanks, you made me sure—"

"I really came out."

"You were a stranger to me before."

"From now on, you will remain a stranger to me."

Strangers, on the other hand, cannot arouse any emotional reaction from Yunwan.

A stranger means someone who has absolutely nothing to do with her.

Since it has nothing to do with each other, the good and bad of strangers are no different from the sun, moon and stars that coexist with Yun Wan.

It exists in her world, but it is just existence.

Yun Wan was bright and dazzling, she didn't say anything vicious, and even enlightened Tang Xing.

However, it was this kind of glowing sentence that pierced Tang Xing's heart so hard that she almost couldn't breathe.

There were three people in the living room, she suddenly found out in despair, compared to the calm You Chenxing, the free and easy Yun Wan.

She alone seemed to be immersed in darkness and gloom.

...only her.

Cold sweat slid across his forehead, and Tang Xing suddenly bent over. He couldn't tell what was uncomfortable, but he felt uncomfortable everywhere.