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Teacher Qiao's tone was actually not too harsh, not even formal.

He spoke in an eloquent manner, without slowness or rapidity, if he had to say it, it was more like a small talk.

It's like... Yunwan's grandfather told her something about his life, the tone that the elders used to speak to the younger generations.

But it was such a loving and tolerant tone, and the content contained in it was really like a huge nail, nailing Yun Wan in place, unable to move.

Her throat seemed to be choked by something, and her breathing became tight.

"Do not."

Staring at the photo of his student again, Teacher Qiao shook his head suddenly.

With a firm tone, "It's not right to say that."

"It's not so much that Ji Zhou gave You Chenxing the chance to survive, it's better to say that he gave more chances to survive to his colleagues, to the juniors who have gone out of our special military."

"He kept the possibility of more people surviving."

As if he had suddenly figured something out, Teacher Qiao's tone suddenly became very vicissitudes, "Yes, I understand him, this kid should think like this, this is the plan."

Yun Wan didn't quite understand.

His eyes became confused again.

"What do you mean, a chance to live?"

"Xingxing didn't tell you about her pheromones?"

Thinking of You Chenxing's pheromone, which has no smell and can't be smelled, Yun Wan's eyebrows moved slightly.

This change in expression was captured by Teacher Qiao, thinking to herself, it seems that she didn't completely miss it, at least Yun Wan seemed to have smelled You Chenxing pheromone.

"Her pheromone is very, special." Slowly, Yun Wan squeezed out an adjective that she recognized.

"Special...yes, very special, very special." Teacher Qiao nodded in approval, and when he thought of something, he stretched his eyebrows and said, "I still remember that when Xing Xing first entered our department, Lao Yan received a teacher in his first class. , I learned about their S-level alpha pheromones, and quietly ran over to me and told me that the ones that the dean went to find in person are different, she is unique, and she needs to think about how to train and how to use it.”

Xu Shi thought of some interesting things in the past, Teacher Qiao smiled.

But the smile was fleeting, and he quickly returned to the topic, "Her pheromone application is indeed well trained by Lao Yan."

"The high concealment brought about by its characteristics, when released in a small amount, can make alphas of the same level and A-level unaware, and at the same time, she can accurately locate the position of people around her."

"In the first year I came here, I remember that the range was 15 meters around. Later, Lao Yan put a lot of effort into her. When she graduated, with herself as the center, the detection range was expanded to a precise perception within 50 meters."

"Do you know what that means?"

Yun Wan was at a loss.

Teacher Qiao didn't really ask her. After a short pause, she continued, "This means that in a small space, within 50 meters, the enemy's position cannot be physically hidden from her eyes."

"At the critical moment of life and death, the fight is all about reaction and intuition."

"If you have predicted the enemy's position before the bullets fly, it means that the survival rate in the operation is high."

Sighing lightly, Teacher Qiao said proudly again, "She really did it."

"In the four years of college, although she didn't skip a grade, under Lao Yan's hands, the training volume of the S-level alpha in the comprehensive department is twice that of other departments in our college. After graduation, she is wanted in many positions. In the end On my recommendation, she went to the National Security Bureau."

"The third office was working on a big task in the past two years, and the elites were seriously attrition."

"After she joined the National Security Bureau, the loss rate of overseas assignments dropped by more than half. Within the National Security Bureau, the directors of several other divisions, because of her special nature, also assigned her to do missions from time to time."

Looking at the military merit wall, Teacher Qiao couldn't help but brushed the photo of Fu Jizhou with his thumb. The proud expression peeled off from his face again, and more complicated emotions were mixed in. Yun Wan could see how much he didn't understand. Sigh.

Feeling uncomfortable and helpless, Teacher Qiao indeed sighed, "You Chenxing's pheromone determines her importance."

"She is alive, and many people can follow along, benefit and survive in high-risk operations."

"We understand this, and so does Ji Zhou."

"So in the end, he gave You Chenxing the chance to survive, but not only to her, but also to all his colleagues and juniors, the possibility of surviving in high-risk missions in the future."

Yun Wan couldn't speak, something stuck in her throat.

Subconsciously, she followed Teacher Qiao's movements and also glanced at Ji Zhou.

The man in the photo has a handsome face, is smiling, and looks very young.

Thinking of the age at which Ji Zhou died in the line of duty, Yun Wan felt sad again, yes, young, his life will always be fixed at the age of 26, and he will not move forward.

"I……"

Yun Wan felt that she should say something, but her mind went blank, and she got stuck after uttering a word.

After understanding Yun Wan's entanglement, Teacher Qiao laughed and said in a very understanding way, "It's okay, don't need to say anything, this is the path we chose, and it's our responsibility."

"By comparison, would you like to offer him a daisy?"

"The flower language of daisy represents the love hidden deep in my heart."

"Even if they will not be known by the public, they will not be able to enter the Martyrs Cemetery, but here, in the special military, they will always have a place."

Teacher Qiao handed over the pen holder containing daisies. Yun Wan stared blankly at the little white flowers, and silently reached out to take one.

Put it in front of Ji Zhou's photo.

The two of them walked forward, and there was a long silence after the conversation. Yun Wan watched Teacher Qiao put the daisies in front of each photo, and he would look at each photo quietly for a while, as if recalling The life of my own students, at this time, any sound is disturbing.

It wasn't until Teacher Qiao finished placing the last daisy that Yun Wan spoke again, "Did You Chenxing talk about Ji Zhou after he came back?"

Realizing that Yun Wan would misunderstand what she said, Teacher Qiao shook her head.

"No, I guessed the process. They are all students I brought out. It's not hard to guess what they think."

"She didn't say anything. She...has been silent about this matter. When she came back, she recounted the task very briefly. She only described the scene at that time, saying that Ji Zhou let her go. As for what they said at the end, Ji Zhou was What did she think, what did she think, she never mentioned it."

"This matter is a hurdle in her heart."

Teacher Qiao looked at Yun Wan and said kindly, "But I still hope she can speak out one day."

"People can't always be trapped in the past. We have a lot to face. It is too heavy to carry the burden of the past."

"I want her to let go."

After speaking, he smiled again, "But this kind of thing is always easy to say, everyone understands the truth, and it is always difficult to implement."

"But she does intelligence work, the business..."

Teacher Qiao glanced back at the military merit wall, which made Yun Wan's hair stand on end.

Teacher Qiao: "If you can't let go of this line of work, you will only become more and more unbearable when you face the pain of parting in the future."

Aware of the subtext in these words, Yun Wan's back trembled involuntarily, and she opened her mouth twice before asking what she wanted to ask.

"This……"

"Mr. Qiao, on this wall, are there many people who died in intelligence positions...?"

Teacher Qiao was startled, and looked at Yun Wan. The deep sorrow in her eyes made Yun Wan almost unable to breathe.

Without waiting for Teacher Qiao to answer, Yun Wan subconsciously asked, "How much casualties will the activities of large-scale intelligence personnel cause?"

She knew it was impolite.

However, Yun Wan was afraid that after this moment, she would not be able to ask this question again after hearing Teacher Qiao's answer.

After a while, the first thing she heard was Teacher Qiao's sigh.

Half an hour later, Yun Wan was sitting by the military merit wall behind the work desk where the daisies were handed out, her thoughts were all chaotic.

For the first question, Teacher Qiao told her the data.

The second one, Teacher Qiao didn't say it directly, but gave her a few examples to give her a general feeling.

Including the one experienced by Yun Wan 20 years ago.

However, she was only immersed in the pain of losing her mother at that time, and her memory of other aspects of that incident was very vague. She was also very young at the time and could not remember so many things.

But she is not now.

She is now a mature adult.

The long eyelashes drooped down, and in the early autumn weather, even though she was already dressed very warmly, Yun Wan still felt chills.

She knew that this chill didn't come from the weather, it came from her body, it was caused by her... her fear.

She got it.

After knowing it, at this moment, she was not in the National Security Bureau, but she understood the reason for the high-pressure atmosphere in the three offices and the anxiety emanating from the bottom of each employee's heart that she had been feeling recently.

And those rash suggestions for You Chenxing...

She understood.

She understands everything.

She can't be as calm as You Chenxing and Zhusui, she should be in a similar mood to the employees of the third office, more likely, she is worse than them.

She felt fear.

Fear of the damage that may be caused by this case that has no clue.

"For a case of this size, it's hard to avoid casualties..."

What Teacher Qiao said just now repeated in his ears, making Yun Wan frown.

"Give me two, thank you."

Just as she was suffering, a familiar voice rang in her ears, Yun Wan raised her head, Yu Xi dressed very neatly today, and took two daisies from the guarding student on the work table.

Yun Wan sat relatively back, not conspicuous, and Yu Xi didn't notice her either.

After taking the flowers, I went straight to the military merit wall.

Unable to control it, Yun Wan followed her back and followed her all the way to the military merit wall.

The last few steps were blocked by a panel painting, Yun Wan stood up and walked a little further before seeing Yu Xi clearly again.

Then she saw that Yu Xi cast a flower under the photo she had just cast, just like Teacher Qiao, Yu Xi reached out and touched the photo through the glass plate.

Yun Wan couldn't describe her mood at the moment, her mind was very confused, and there were fine beads of sweat oozing from her forehead, which made her feel in an unreal and unrealistic feeling, ups and downs.

Yu Xi stood still for a while.

Only the back of the other party was in sight, and Yun Wan couldn't see if she said anything.

But what Teacher Qiao said about Ji Zhou lingered in her ears again.

——"He kept the possibility of more people surviving."

——"This is the path we choose, and it is our duty."

——"The flower language of daisies... the love hidden deep in my heart."

——"In the field of intelligence work..."

Suddenly, if Yu Xi made some inquiries, he turned his head after a distance of more than 50 meters.

His eyes collided with Yun Wan who had been staring at her.

The moment Yu Xi noticed it, Yun Wan could no longer see Yu Xi's expression clearly, her mind was filled with what she imagined, Yu Xi's expression...

——"I have seen Yu Xi cry for Ji Zhou."

What You Chenxing said at the tea party was suddenly recalled by Yun Wan.

The next moment, Yun Wan turned around abruptly.

She can't breathe, she can't be here anymore, she...

She couldn't stay any longer.

Regardless of Yu Xi on the opposite side, Yun Wan walked fast, wanting to stay away from the wall of military achievements, and away from the disturbing thoughts in her mind...

Be quiet...

Yes, she should, should...

I don't know how far I went, a sudden ringing of the bell broke Yun Wan's thoughts.

Her footsteps faltered, she glanced at her surroundings blankly, Yun Wan took out her mobile phone from her small satchel, without even looking at the name on the mobile phone, and answered the channel, "Hello, who?"

She didn't know, her voice was fluttering, showing a very weak breath, which made the other party frown.

"Yun Wan?"

You Chenxing's voice was transmitted through the radio waves, and the calmness of a woman, like a reassurance, reached Yun Wan's ears, and the irritability around her suddenly sank, and her mind suddenly cleared up a lot.

"Yes. It's me."

"You Chenxing?" Yun Wan asked again uncertainly.

"It's me, didn't you read the number?"

Touching her forehead, Yun Wan blinked, still confused, but her voice finally became logical, "No, no, I... I was walking just now."

Yun Wan: "Where are you?"

Sensing Yun Wan's abnormal state, You Chenxing, who was also walking, couldn't help but stand still, and his voice became more serious, "Yun Wan, what's wrong with you? Did you encounter anything?"

After thinking about it, I chased after him, "Meet someone you know? Did anyone say anything to you?"

If something hadn't happened, why would he open his mouth and want to find her?

"No, I didn't meet anyone."

"Yeah, no one said anything to me either."

A sentence is more stable than a sentence, listening to You Chenxing's voice, followed by her heartbeat gradually sinking, Yun Wan gradually understood her desire at the moment.

"then you……"

"You Chenxing."

Yun Wan interrupted You Chenxing, calling the woman's name seriously and urgently.

"where are you?"

The next sentence was another earnest question, as if the answer to this question was very important to her.

Eyelashes fluttered slightly, Yun Wan's voice became very soft, and she hesitated, "Did you call me to finish talking, did you finish talking about business?"

Without waiting for You Chenxing's answer, fearing that You Chenxing would deny her conjecture, he quickly said, "Even if I haven't finished speaking, can I come over, just... just stand outside and wait for you, don't disturb you, I..."

"I……"

Yun Wan closed her eyes and let out a light sigh. Through the radio waves, this sigh seemed to fall on You Chenxing's heart, which uncontrollably affected her emotions.

Omega's voice was soft and sweet, whispering in her ear, "I want to see you."

"Right now……"

"I'd love to see you."