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Yun Wan has always looked confident, she does meet the requirements, but...

Is this the time to say these things? !

What are the conditions for making such a fuss like recruitment? ! !

Yun Wan's chest rose and fell for a few moments, and she said compassionately, "Then, should I still thank you for your compliment?"

You Chenxing is very generous, "No thanks, you deserve it."

"..."

"........."

Yun Wan turned her back directly and ignored people.

It doesn't make sense, and I can't compare it with shame, so what's the point of talking, there's nothing to talk about, what's the matter with love!

Besides, she is beautiful, there are not many omega of the younger generation who are prettier than her, what's wrong with liking her, You Chenxing is not at a disadvantage, she is 28, women are one year older than her!

If you really want to talk about it, it shouldn't be her if you want to feel inferior.

snort!

With You Chenxing's interruption, the embarrassing atmosphere between the two of them dissipated like smoke.

Yun Wan's whole mind was too busy getting angry, and there was no time for embarrassment.

After sitting for a while, Xiaoying came back after drawing the sand painting. They paid the boss to frame it and put it in the little girl's backpack.

Halfway through the itinerary, You Chenxing glanced at his watch, then at Yunwan's ankle, and discussed with Xiaoying, "Look, your small backpack is so heavy that it can't hold much more. Well, it's too late..."

"I said before, just let me go, remember?"

The children are all playful, the reason is this, after all, they are a little bit reluctant, they glanced at the market on the other side that they have never been to, and nodded with nostalgia on their faces.

But You Chenxing didn't want to leave right away, "Since I remember, let's walk from here to the school for about half an hour, and the outside of the school is also within the market area, so you can play for another half hour, okay?"

Xiaoying's eyes lit up, "Sister You, you are the best!"

Rubbing the kid's limp-haired head, You Chenxing: "Go, we'll follow you, whatever you want to play and buy, call us if you like it."

"It's still the same sentence, don't go too fast, or you won't be able to find you today if you lose it."

"Yes."

Xiaoying happily ran to the front of the two of them again.

When someone was choosing a doll in front of a booth, Yun Wan couldn't help feeling, "Kids are so nice, easy to satisfy."

The eldest lady was finally willing to talk to herself, and You Chenxing followed suit, "Yeah, it's not that complicated, there are so many things to consider."

Perhaps the atmosphere tonight is too good.

It may also be that the chat with friends just now made Yun Wan feel comfortable.

Or maybe it's knowing that the other party likes me, and I have to raise my guard from time to time when getting along, and unconsciously let go of a lot.

Regardless of the reason, Yun Wan followed Xiao Ying with her eyes and said, "I always wanted a child..."

"After my mother left, I felt that the feeling of home has changed. My father is a scientific researcher, and he is very busy. Don't talk about taking care of me, he can eat three meals in the morning and noon on time. Don't stay up too late. Remember to go to It would be nice to have a good rest in the apartment allocated by the scientific research institute."

"I was basically taken care of by my aunt."

"A person grows up only once, and it is impossible to become smaller again."

"I just thought, if I can have a child, take on another identity in the new family, and watch the child grow up well, maybe it will be a pity for myself in disguise."

Yun Wan smiled slightly, "You know, children are always very active and talk a lot. If there is a child in the family, they will be extra popular and lively."

Yun Wan wants a warm home.

Even if it is impossible for her to get smaller, perhaps, she can realize this vision as a mother.

Her past cannot be changed, at least, her child's family is complete in the future.

She lowered her head for a moment, and her tone became a little dull again, "Shen Li's mother persuaded me not to be too persistent, saying that children are fate, when I was young, I didn't think so, I just... always think that I am such a high-level person." Omega, shouldn't..."

"As a result, the one who broke up the family is also a child. I don't know if it's the old saying, the more you want to force something, the more you can't get it..."

At this point, realizing that she had talked too much about personal matters, Yun Wan coughed lightly, waved her hand, and wanted to shake off the unhappiness entangled around her, and said quickly.

"I just looked at Xiaoying and expressed my feelings. I don't mean to have a bad atmosphere. I..."

"I know." You Chenxing interrupted Yun Wan's hasty explanation with three words.

"It's okay." In the night, the woman's voice contained an infectious peace, "It's a good thing that you are willing to speak out."

"The more taboo you have, the more you don't want to talk about it. Isn't it a good thing to be able to say it, which proves that your heart has gradually opened up?"

Among the thousands of lights, You Chenxing turned his head, his long hair was blown up and down by the night wind.

The eyes were intertwined, and the corners of the woman's eyes and brows seemed to have a faint smile.

Strangely, Yun Wan didn't feel ridiculed, but felt a different kind of understanding.

It seems that You Chenxing really understands...

Dazed for a while, the eldest lady nodded lightly, and said softly, "Yes."

After visiting the market, Xiaoying got a backpack full of toys, and finally passed by a plush doll stand, and Yunwan bought Xiaoying a bear as tall as her for her.

You Chenxing finished his own affairs, Yun Wan knew that they couldn't stay for a few more days.

Before leaving, I want to give Xiaoying a little gift to express my affection.

In the car, the backpack and the plush bear occupy a seat, and a trip to the market can be regarded as a rewarding experience.

When the car reached the road up the mountain, the lights, the crowd, and the hustle and bustle receded one by one. Yun Wan yawned and felt tired.

"It's already 09:30, I really don't feel it at all in the town."

If You Chenxing hadn't called her to return home, Yun Wan still felt that she could continue shopping at the market~

After getting in the car, I realized that I was so tired.

"There are many people, and the lights are fully turned on, so it will be more exciting." You Chenxing said not surprised.

"Xiaoying, what do you think..." Turning her head and seeing the scene in the back seat, Yun Wan couldn't help but shook her head at You Chenxing, "She fell asleep with the bear in her arms."

"Children, they are all like this. They go crazy when they are playing, and they sleep the fastest when they are tired."

"Ah."

After thinking about it, Yun Wan asked, "Are you sleepy?"

"Fortunately, the unit's physical training is very intensive, so today is nothing."

Looking at the road ahead, Yun Wan suddenly became curious, "It is said that you are a military academy supported by the state to go to Beijing to study, so can you choose a major in university? Or do you say that you are all subject to the arrangement?"

"It depends on the situation." Yun Wan asked, and You Chenxing didn't hide it, and said generously, "Alpha and Omega who participated in the support project are taught in the same way in the first year. For basic courses, Alpha will have one more physical fitness test, and Omgea will have one more. A test of intelligence."

"After the first year is over, the students with higher credits have the right to make their own choices, and the latter ones are subject to the arrangement of the state."

Yun Wan: "Your grades are not bad, so you should be in the group that has the right to choose?"

"Well, it's not a big deal, but it's okay, the level takes advantage." You Chenxing pointed out, "After all, it's an alpha of S level, and it always has some advantages in physical examination."

Yun Wan felt that what she said was too reserved, and looked at You Chenxing, "Is there just some, your pheromone is so special, more than one academy wants it?"

You Chenxing smiled, and did not deny it positively, but continued, "Anyway, after the final evaluation, the school suggested that I either enter the field of scientific research, or become a special military branch, and I will have some special missions in the future."

"As you can see, I entered the National Security Bureau."

Yun Wan was surprised, "Are you still advised to enter the field of scientific research?"

You Chenxing did not answer, "Didn't you also say that my grades are not bad?"

But it can't be the same.

Even if You Chenxing doesn't tell the difference, Yun Wan has her own scale in her heart.

It’s okay to have good academic performance in junior high school and high school here. After all, the overall educational resources are not enough, but when I arrived in Shangjing, my academic performance was still good, and I was even suggested to choose a scientific research major. The horizontal comparison of this data is AO, who has top educational resources in Shangjing since childhood. Short. In just one year, not only can he catch up with the children of the aristocratic family in Shangjing, but he can also be top-notch...

You Chenxing's learning ability must be extremely strong.

"How much... have you tested your intelligence?"

The 200 points system of the intelligence test, generally speaking, the default range is between 80-120 for normal people, 120-130 for high-level intelligence, more than 130 is called supernormal, and above 140 can be called a genius.

According to the survey, excluding the highest and the lowest, most of Beta's intelligence range is between 80-130, Alpha is between 105-130, and Omega is between 110-130.

According to the data from the National Bureau of Statistics of China, the national average intelligence of alphas is 113, and that of omega is 123.

You Chenxing didn't answer directly, but instead asked Yun Wan, "How much are you?"

Asked about Yun Wan's strengths, "133."

After the words fell, You Chenxing glanced at Yun Wan in surprise.

Yun Wan raised her chin, raised her eyebrows, and said, "No way, intelligence is basically determined by genes. You know that my parents are both from scientific research institutes. I have high intelligence, which is in line with the laws of genetics!"

You Chenxing smiled, "Indeed."

"What about you? Don't worry, I won't laugh at you, the average intelligence of omega is higher than alpha..."

"135." Without waiting for Yun Wan to finish speaking, You Chenxing said.

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Oh, excuse me!

Seeing Yun Wan's stuck state, You Chenxing's smile widened.

The unhappiness of being compared only lasted for a very short moment. After thinking about what You Chenxing's 135 means, Yun Wan was also shocked, "Then it's no problem for you to choose scientific research. Isn't scientific research not good? Why do you... ..."

After a pause, Yun Wan was thinking about how to describe You, and You Chenxing continued for her, "Why did you choose the more tiring and less flattering special army, right?"

"It's not that it's not flattering, just... I heard that you will suffer casualties when you do missions abroad, is that true?"

The omega's greatest understanding of struggle in the peaceful era is limited to infighting within the unit. As for the bloody and dead things in the war, that's too much.

"Yes." You Chenxing was driving slowly, Yunwan asked, and she was rarely interested in chatting, and said, "Except for a few specific places, the National Security Bureau usually lets in first when it comes to foreign missions. new employees to go out on missions, do you know why?"

"Young, fast reaction?"

"On the one hand, the bigger consideration is on the emotional level."

You Chenxing took a deep breath, "The casualty rate is different in different places. The three places are not the highest, but they are definitely in the middle. Sending newcomers abroad, young people do have good physical functions. From an emotional level, if they are unfortunately killed, then Nobody will be too sad when he doesn't get to know most of his bureau colleagues that well."

Yun Wan was silent.

This is a world she doesn't know.

You Chenxing was also aware of this, and after finishing speaking, he waited for Yun Wan to digest it by himself, without urging him.

After a while, Yun Wan whispered, "Compared to this kind of hard-working and dangerous work, isn't it better to be in a scientific research institute?"

"Although you can't close your eyes for a few days when you are busy, at least, while you can achieve something, you will be safe and sound, and there is no danger to your life, right?"

You Chenxing didn't deny it, "That's right, the work of the scientific research institute should be what many AOs yearn for."

But she asked Yun Wan, "But peace is never obtained by begging. If everyone goes to the scientific research institute, who will go to the National Security Bureau? Someone must be at the forefront, right?"

Yun Wan was speechless.

You Chenxing had a calm demeanor, he didn't intend to condemn Yun Wan, and he only expressed his thoughts calmly.

"There is a saying that goes like this—the truth is only within the range of the gunfire."

"The country needs the most cutting-edge weapons, technologies, and medicines developed by scientific research institutes, and it also needs people like us to become an invisible shield to protect the country."

"The battle on the surface is a matter for the Ministry of Foreign Affairs, and the contest in the dark is left to our group."

Yun Wan hesitated, feeling that her thoughts were too selfish in comparison, and at the same time couldn't help but ask: "So, is this why you chose to be a special military branch? Think, dedicate yourself?"

"No matter what industry I choose, this is my unchanging underlying logic." You Chenxing turned the steering wheel, "But what prompted me to choose the latter between scientific research and special military is because I am more suitable."

"Look, I'm an S-level alpha, and I'm the best in terms of physical fitness. Although I'm only one level behind, I'm still incomparable to an A-level alpha."

"Again, most importantly, my pheromones are special."

Thinking of something funny, You Chenxing really laughed out, "You sure don't know, when I finally chose the direction, people from the two colleges almost quarreled over it, right?"

"?"

"The scientific research side thinks that I have outstanding intelligence and innovation, so I should go to them; the other side thinks that I am an S-level alpha, and S-level alphas are almost all advanced special forces. There are few in the first place, so why waste it? Do research."

After a moment of silence, Yun Wan admitted: "It's something that each school in our school can say."

You Chenxing: "At that time, people from both sides came to see me every day, which was very annoying, and they were all teachers, so they had to see me."

"What about the last?"

"Finally, on the special military side, the dean came to see me once."

You Chenxing can still recall that conversation now.

"Did he tell you that going to the special military will give you the best benefits?"

"That's not true, he just analyzed it with me."

You Chenxing: "Because the air contains water, my pheromone smell is equivalent to invisible to the human sense of smell. It has the ability to suppress the normal S-level alpha, and in the case of a small amount of release, it has additional attributes of detection and tracking... "

"Analyze the function of your pheromone?"

You Chenxing shook his head, remained silent for a moment, and said: "Analysis: If I enter a special military branch, the soldiers who are assigned tasks with me will be able to reduce casualties to the greatest extent when facing the same danger."

——"The special military branch needs you."

The words the dean said when he left were still in my ears.

"When I enter the special military, my ability and the difference in pheromone can play the biggest role; but when I enter the field of scientific research, first of all, I am not an alpha from a family, and my family background does not provide me with any advantages. Secondly, compared with intelligence, I have more than 140 A-level alpha and omega, my level does not have room to play."

"I think the dean is right. I should choose the place that suits me best, so I joined the special military branch."

"Finally, after three years of special training, he was assigned to Division [-] of the National Security Bureau."

"During the mission, there were indeed no casualties among colleagues, except..."

I don't know what came to mind, You Chenxing's voice froze, his long eyelashes opened and closed for a few moments, but he skipped this topic, "Except for the last time."

In just six words, the voice dropped several degrees.

The woman didn't choose to expand, and Yun Wan subconsciously didn't ask any more questions, thinking that it should be something the other party didn't want to recall.

When they came back late, Aunt Meng called You Chenxing at the market, saying that the truck that occupied the road before, the family also pulled the goods today, and there were two more trucks, and asked her if she would leave one The road the car passed by.

Yun Wan's ankle was much better, You Chenxing asked her, but finally said no.

In the last section of the road, there were indeed several large trucks blocking the front, and the cross-country parked in front of the house.

After estimating the distance, You Chenxing said, "It takes about 15 minutes to walk."

Xiaoying slept too deeply, and played too crazy today, so she didn't cry out, and You Chenxing recited the last part.

Unable to carry the giant doll, he threw it into the car. The kid’s backpack was bulging, but it wasn’t heavy. Yun Wan helped Xiaoying carry it.

"Wow, there are so many stars here."

After getting out of the car and taking a look at the sky, Yun Wan sighed with emotion.

You Chenxing took a follow-up glance, "That's right, in Xia Tian, ​​the field of vision is also broadened."

More than that, compared to the night in Beijing, it is not an exaggeration to say that the sky is full of stars.

Yun Wan couldn't help but kept looking up, You Chenxing was afraid that she would fall, so several reminders didn't work, so she couldn't help shaking her head, and said helplessly, "Forget it, the road in the village should be repaired, maybe it's okay to say next time I come back gone."

"Before I leave, I'll talk to the village chief. See how the municipal administration is planned. If it doesn't work, donate some more. Since we need to build roads, let's join together. It will be convenient for everyone to get in and out in the future."

You Chenxing's words made Yunwan ask what she always wanted to ask, "Is the first money you donated to the school a reward for military merit?"

You Chenxing was surprised for a moment, nodded: "Yes."

"You donated everything, aren't you afraid that you have no money to spend?"

"I'm paid."

The salary is only a few dollars, which is not enough to go to Beijing to pay a down payment for a house. Yunwan's point is, "Don't you even think about your own?"

You Chenxing was silent for a moment, thought for a while, and said to Yun Wan, "Our starting point is different, Yun Wan."

"You haven't suffered, you don't know what it was like here when I was a child."

"Of course, I didn't mean that you were bad. On the contrary, I hope that there will be more and more people like you, and that the children will grow up prosperously, which means that our country is getting better and better."

"But when I was a kid, here, high school was the highest education."

Yun Wan was surprised, "How is it possible, even if it's not AO, the country still has..."

You Chenxing lowered his head and smiled, he didn't know how to explain to the young lady who didn't know how to suffer, and even for a few moments, she didn't want to explain, not because she despised Yun Wan, but just felt that it was unnecessary.

But maybe the atmosphere was too good today, so he finally said, "There is a support plan, I know."

"But have you ever thought that their family can't wait?"

"The level of education here is like this. When the subsidy is not as high as AO and can only be used for students to finish college, maybe their parents think that instead of studying, it is better to work early and give back to the family. Is it realistic? "

Yun Wan was speechless.

It suddenly occurred to her that You Chenxing was able to go to university because her second aunt was so good at deducting the other party's state subsidies.

The degree of poverty here is indeed beyond her imagination.

"The situation before was even worse, because it is located at the junction of the edge of District [-] and District [-]. If you go there, you will soon enter the desert, and many blasting experiments will be arranged in the base in that direction. The surrounding jobs are either engaged in high-tech scientific research personnel, in the desert base, or like our village, where high school is the highest degree, and the family thinks it costs money to study, and in the end, the grandparents are trapped here for generations, a vicious circle. "

"Of course, it's not that no one goes out, but there is nothing here, and those who go out will basically never come back."

"I grew up and received many gifts from everyone."

"When I was young, the neighbors would help me. After my grandfather passed away, I suffered some grievances at my second uncle's house. The uncle and aunt next door thought I was pitiful, so they would let me have a dinner and let me finish my homework at their house before going back."

"My bus ticket to Beijing was issued by my high school. There are few children going to college here. Due to geographical restrictions, there is no additional way to get rich. There is only one elementary school, junior high school, and high school. The teachers know not to study. No, but I can't persuade everyone..."

After lowering his eyes, You Chenxing said in a very soft voice, "Actually, what I can do is very limited."

"I don't know what I can do to help here..."

"However, educational resources have become better. More people are willing to send their children to study. For those who are able to go to university, the high school will subsidize them. There will always be more families willing to send their children to go to school... "

"I can't figure out how to develop here, but if more and more people go out and raise the base, will there be more people coming back? Looking at the long-term, I can't think of it, but One day someone will discover what everyone on this mountain can do, even if we are still in the three-no-touch zone, will we gradually be able to live better?"

At this moment, Yun Wan felt that You Chenxing's eyes were shining.

"Of course, taking a step back, even if the number of people who come back is still very small and not as good as I thought, it is still good to raise the average education level here from junior high school to high school and increase the average education level."

"The higher the level of education, the more books you read, and you can always think of more ways out."

"What do you think?"

Facing You Chen's starry gaze, Yun Wan was speechless, and nodded slightly after a while.

You Chenxing sent Xiaoying back to Aunt Meng's house, and put her schoolbag aside for Xiaoying. Seeing so many things, Aunt Meng was embarrassed to say that You Chenxing had spent money, and at the same time wanted to give You Chenxing money.

How could You Chenxing accept Aunt Meng's money, he skipped this topic by making jokes, and came out of Aunt Meng's house.

Back to their temporary foothold, after Yun Wan washed up, she was still thinking about You Chenxing's words.

Then I thought of another sentence You Chenxing asked her at the market.

—— "Then what do you think of me?"

Those who couldn't answer at the market, listened to You Chenxing's two words in the car and on the road, and vaguely had a new outline in his mind.

In general, You Chenxing is totally different from what she thought before.

She's...actually pretty good.

Various aspects.

Even when it came to the latter, Yun Wan felt that she shouldn't have asked that way at the beginning. Against the backdrop of You Chenxing's answer, the starting point of her question seemed narrow and selfish.

After washing her hair, the internet connection is set up in the living room, You Chenxing took the laptop to the living room, what are you waiting for to download.

As for washing up, she always moves quickly. When Yun Wan came out, the woman was already documenting.

Before returning to the room, Yun Wan held on to the door rail for a long time, and finally called You Chenxing.

The woman looked up and raised her eyebrows.

Yun Wan's heart froze, and she finally said what she thought she should say, "I'm still sorry about what happened before."

"Although I now know that your mind is not on promotion, but I have to say sorry to you."

"Excuse me."

He lowered his head and apologized in a very low voice, which was really embarrassing.

You Chenxing looked down for a moment, unexpectedly, the woman looked a little helpless.

With a light breath, You Chenxing: "Actually, from your standpoint, I can understand your behavior."

"I have something wrong about Shen Li."

"Actually, I've always wanted to ask you, but I always feel uncomfortable..."

"?" Yun Wan raised her eyes.

After meeting You Chenxing's eyes for a while, You Chenxing finally asked, "Yun Wan, Shen Li and Tang Xing's matter, although it's not wrong to hide it from you, it seems that nothing can be said to be right."

"What you said in the rainy day... Indeed, I know what happened between them..."

"Even if you didn't know it from the beginning, it doesn't matter..."

"After that time, I've been wanting to ask you, since you know everything, then you..."

After a small pause again, You Chenxing asked her in a very soft voice, "Do you want to know from me what happened to Shen Li and Tang Xing?"

You Chenxing: "If you want to ask, I'll tell you."

"The choice is yours."

Under the light, the woman's eyebrows were beautiful, and when they looked at each other, Yun Wan felt a chill down her spine.

Rationality knows that it should refute, saying that the matter has come to this, and it does not want to know.

But emotion stuck to her throat again, making her unable to say no to her no matter what.

After a long silence, You Chenxing saw through, "Understood, you want to know."

Yun Wan couldn't refute.