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Yun Wan didn't go to pick up her phone, her mind was blank, and something was wrong with her, she stood there for a long time.

Even once blurred the concept of time and space.

Yun Wan felt that she should have some emotions, but the ridiculous thing was that she didn't know what kind of emotions she should have in the end, and she didn't know what kind of attitude she should take to face this fact.

Yes, fact.

Even if you are shocked at the first moment, it is unbelievable.

But after all the details in her mind are tightly closed, Yun Wan can't lie to herself.

You can't lie to yourself, as You Chenxing doesn't know.

You Chenxing clearly knew about it.

Even as Shen Li's childhood friend, it is very likely that from the very beginning...

From the beginning...

from……

Yun Wan closed her eyes deeply, preventing herself from divergent thinking.

She is in pain.

All this time.

No matter how much she wants to avoid it, how much she wants to pretend nothing happened, how much she wants to heal all the wounds as quickly as possible...

But people are not machines, how can you let go of emotional matters?

I understand it intellectually, but I can't keep up with my thinking emotionally, and I can't synchronize.

Yunwan's greatest feeling during this period was that she felt as if she had been split into two.

Reason yelled at her, don't be sad, don't be sad, she isn't worth it...

Emotions control the body, causing her to have a real dull pain when she touches everything related to each other.

She couldn't control it, her body seemed to be completely derailed at this time, even if she didn't want to, no matter how unwilling, she would still... still feel the same suffering over and over again...

Even if this suffering will become lighter and lighter with time.

But as long as it exists, Yun Wan will feel the pain unconsciously.

Yeah, pain.

Shen Li was her love at first sight, her only lover in college, they got married after graduation, even though they have been married for so many years, when it comes to getting along, Shen Li is very good to her...

The beautiful past is still vivid.

Less than a month ago, she was a person surrounded by happiness.

The cruel reality was like a slap in the face, which caught her off guard and her head was bleeding.

How can there be no emotion?

She is a living person, not a machine, how could it be possible, all the injuries passed lightly...

She and Shen Li have been in love for two years and married for six years, adding up to a total of eight years.

Eight years, not eight months, not eight days, not eight hours.

In eight years, many habits have already been carved into the bones. If you want to change it, it is tantamount to scraping the bones and knocking the marrow. It is to the extent of tearing the whole person apart, smashing them, and putting them back together again...

Impossible without emotions.

impossible.

She just had to pull herself together recently, so she tried to ignore it all, ignore all the hurt.

Constantly numb myself, so that I don't listen, don't look, don't think about everything that is suffocating.

Time will always heal her.

But why, why so slow?

Before being healed by time, she tried her best to disguise the illusion and tried her best not to recall all the pain. At this night, because of a small discovery, all previous efforts were completely wasted...

You Chenxing was like a stone thrown into the water, breaking the calm she was struggling to maintain.

To make matters worse, she was powerless to stop the inner turmoil caused by this stone...

She couldn't control her emotions, and she couldn't control herself to think...to think, what attitude You Chenxing used to look at all of this...

Think about what you look like in You Chenxing's eyes...

Come to think of it, when You Chenxing looked at the happy life she was trying to pretend to be, was there a moment when she felt like a clown, which was ridiculous?

Have it?do not have it?

There is no way to know, but it doesn't matter, the moment she finds out that the other party knows, the defense that Yun Wan had built up so hard during this period of time, and the illusion of peace that she had pretended, had completely collapsed...

She doesn't know what You Chenxing feels like, but she can't help it, she feels ridiculous...

like a clown...

Feeling sad, feeling like a failure...

And for a moment or two during this period, she actually thought that You Chenxing was better than Shen Li?

This really made people laugh out loud.

You Chenxing knew everything from the beginning, but he just didn't say anything and played around with her.

When she mentioned Shen Li, the woman cooperated with her...

This is really, it makes people laugh.

It's really, really ridiculous.

Yun Wan wanted to laugh, but tears fell down.

Fortunately, she felt that two days ago, after this incident, maybe they could be friends...

friend……

Ha, You Chenxing simply treats her as a fool!

Who gave her the qualification to play with herself between applause, is she still very proud?

Did she really think she had nothing to do with her?

Think her threatening words are just some insignificant, fluffy words? !

Who gave her confidence...

How dare she...

Shen Li is her object, no matter what happens between her and Shen Li, it is a family matter.

No matter how sad Yun Wan is, it doesn't mean that when outsiders see her sadness, they can take the opportunity to step on her wantonly...

It doesn't mean that she can let outsiders bully her...

It doesn't mean that she has no power to fight back!

I don't know how long I sat on the sofa, the night was getting dark, after Yun Wan calmed down a little, she calmly took out a piece of paper and wiped away the tears on her face.

After taking care of himself a little, he picked up the phone numbly.

On the broken screen, another message came.

Yun Wan opened it.

The soldier sent another WeChat message, saying that Shen Li didn't stay with the pregnant woman and went home.

Yun Wan didn't feel anything when she saw it. Ever since she found someone to stare at Shen Li, it was like this every time. Every time Shen Li passed by, he either took someone to the hospital, or left after an hour or so. He never stayed overnight... …

But what's the point?

After killing everyone, is it meaningful to care about whether it was an extra stab or a less stab?

meaningless.

So Yun Wan watched it, and never had any emotional fluctuations.

The most beautiful thing has been ruined, and ruined means that it will never come back.

Since the results are all the same, there's no need to get bogged down in the details.

The other dialog is from Shen Li, a message sent by Shen Li to Yun Wan.

Said that she had gone home, and then said a few words of concern to Yunwan, telling Yunwan to go to bed early, pay attention to health and so on...

Finally, I said good night and said I love her.

Yun Wan looked at it blankly for a while, then withdrew, didn't return, didn't want to return.

After reading these two dialog boxes, Yun Wan accidentally clicked on You Chenxing's.

Input, delete, input, delete... After doing this several times, Yun Wan finally put down the phone.

And didn't send any message.

Yun Wan thought, there is no need.

Aside from all the derived malicious speculations, there is no doubt that You Chenxing knew about Shen Li's cheating.

And there is no doubt that the woman also knows the contact information of the pregnant woman.

That's enough.

enough.

On the other hand, she has a clearer understanding of the relationship between herself and You Chenxing.

It is also enough for her to make a final decision on an important matter that has been entangled repeatedly recently and has been undecided for a long time.

Yun Wan put down her phone and went to the study.

Open the drawer of the desk, and there is an official document on the top.

Recently, Yun Wan kept taking out this flimsy piece of paper, and putting it back again and again.

She was very confused and didn't know what to do in this matter.

Even how to do it right.

Seeing that the deadline for submission was approaching, finally, she had the answer tonight.

Yun Wan sat down, read the document carefully again, and took out a pen from the pen holder.

Touching the header of the document, the printed characters of "You Chenxing" appeared.

Yun Wan leaned over, and finally wrote a pen on this piece of paper.