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The scientific research institute of District [-] is mainly engaged in the research and development of weapons, among which the technology related to missiles occupies a large category, and Yunfu's laboratory specializes in missile guidance.

And it was an anti-missile system that allowed Father Yun to win the first-class merit and laid the beginning of his brilliant career.

It was aimed at the newest missile of the Sim State technology at that time. It was successfully developed and the interception rate could reach 100%.

Yun Wan still clearly remembers that year, her father was not yet an academician, but just an ordinary researcher in the scientific research institute. After she came home from school, she could still hear Mica's gentle chatter.

Her grandfather, Kong's family, also frequented her family...

It was also a summer. In my memory, the cause was that the missile project of an old laboratory was about to land. After the acceptance of the theoretical research and development stage, it came to the field test, which was also the final stage to determine the success or failure of the project.

Missile launches and field tests were all completed at the base on the edge of the desert.

There are five to 60 people in this old laboratory of the First Scientific Research Institute. They do field tests, and many small laboratories will also be arranged by the scientific research institute to accompany them.

The big labs are for the experimental conditions, while the small labs are for close observation and communication with the experts.

Originally, Father Yun was not included in the initial list.

But my grandfather felt that the opportunity was rare, and for the long-term development of Father Yun, he found a relationship and added his small laboratory to the list. After the Spring Festival of that year, Father Yun packed up and went to the base on the edge of the desert.

After being away for several months, I couldn't call home.

When watermelons first started selling, the Academy of Sciences arranged a unified family visit, and Mica signed up.

Yunwan was sent to her grandfather's house, and when they parted, Yunmu promised her that she would come back soon, and would take her to buy a new skirt when she came back.

At that time, Yun Wan didn't know that it would be the last time she saw her mother's smile.

The sudden change took place half a month later. My grandmother received a phone call at home. My grandmother kept crying. My grandfather sat silently on the sofa for a long time. Yun Wan asked what happened. say.

The uncle came the next day and took Yun Wan and the two old men to the base on the edge of the desert.

The case was also handled by the National Security Bureau.

When Yun Wan saw Mica again, the first thing she saw was a few pieces of Mica. She was puzzled, and asked the adult in military uniform, where is her mother?

Then they told her in terms she didn't understand very well at the time that Mica was killed, and no complete body was found in the explosion. The only thing that survived and was confirmed by DNA was an arm and a calf... …

Yun Wan refused to accept it, thinking that there must be a mistake somewhere, and insisted on going to see it. She was so young that she didn't dare to take her there, but Yun Wan was stubborn, so she ran out to look for it if no one else took her...

I don't know whether to call her good luck or bad luck.

Mica was not the only one who died, there was a special room where the victims were placed for family members to identify, and the National Security Bureau was there as a temporary office, and the assigned offices were also linked together...

After all, Yun Wan still saw her, who she was familiar with, helped her dress, and held her hand to cross the road.

But this time, the hands were covered with blood, and according to the look, there was no mother's gentle smile.

Yun Wan burst into tears.

She doesn't have a mother anymore.

But the grandfather's family had a big quarrel with Yun's father, and Yun Wan didn't know the details until a long time later.

But knowing it, she would rather she never knew it.

At the beginning of this case, the spies who had been lurking in the dean of scientific research for years actually went for the results of the big laboratory.

Unfortunately, after staying in the desert for half a year, the field test in the big laboratory just failed, and no one was optimistic about it. Father Yun's scientific research project was the first to produce results.

And the latent identity of one of the spies is the assistant of Father Yun's laboratory.

Others didn't know the progress of Father Yun's project before it was reported, but it was impossible for people in the same lab not to know.

In this way, the big laboratory project has been unable to be implemented, and the stealing operation has already started, and it is impossible to return without success. The target of the spies finally fell on Father Yun.

So after the visiting relatives were controlled as planned, the spies threatened Father Yun and asked him to export all the core data overnight and hand them over to their responders to take them away.

Father Yun apparently agreed, but on the way to the laboratory at night, he turned a corner and knocked on the door of the leader...

"At that time, my dad's project was not optimistic at all. Only the people inside the laboratory knew the progress. Except for an engineer who specialized in hardware, only he and that assistant checked all the data. If he wanted, he could completely transfer the data Give it away, when your own project has never been successful..."

"The scientific research institute conducts a thorough investigation. As long as no spies are caught and there is no data in their hands for comparison, they will only go to those key laboratories that are about to produce results, and they will never think of my father..."

It is precisely because of this that the grandfather's family resented her father very much.

It was reported immediately that the spies inside the scientific research institute were wiped out, and most of the relatives in the same group were rescued except for a few who died.

But only Mica, and only Mica, was tortured and died tragically——

That was the last revenge of the exposed spy against Father Yun!

Not to mention that after the follow-up inspection of this scientific research, Father Yun won first-class merit and was promoted to the military rank by virtue of this result and his behavior of reporting...

In the eyes of the grandfather's family, this success is tantamount to getting it by stepping on the corpse of mica...

"If he is the kind of person who will violate the principle, then he did it more than [-] years ago..."

"In this way, not only can my mother come back, but both sides have a handle on each other, and those spies don't have to evacuate all at the first time to cause suspicion. They can completely leave after a few months or half a year after returning to the scientific research institute, and complete the evacuation one after another. After that, my father Just treat it as impossible and give up this project, so maybe no one will be able to notice from the beginning to the end..."

"They were very affectionate back then. After my mother passed away, my father hasn't looked for him for so many years..."

"He has always felt sorry for me, and has been making up for me..."

"I don't know anything else. He survived the situation back then. Why would he leak the data to destroy his reputation? It doesn't make sense. Fame, money, status, what a scientific researcher can get, Hua Guodu It has already been given to him, why should he dig his own grave?"

At the end, Yun Wan was in so much pain that she couldn't make a sound.

Unable to bear it, Chen Ju still asked himself the last question, "Then your father said, why did you choose to report it in the first place?

Yun Wan nodded and said hoarsely, "I said it once."

"Yes, foreign technology has surpassed ours for many years. If the data is handed over and they are allowed to improve the missile based on the data, then the new anti-missile system for the improved missile may take another ten years. It can't be done either..."

—— "Wanwan, the family not only enjoys the best treatment in Huaguo, but also shoulders the heaviest responsibility of guarding it."

——"I can't convince myself that because of my own selfishness, I will expose the country to the danger I bring."

Father Yun's words are still in his ears, and Yun Wan can't forget them.

"He said that he is a soldier, and so is my mother. For the soldiers of the family, the rights of the country... are above everything else."

Bureau Chen left, and You Chenxing sent it off.

Recently, I was anxious and insomnia, and at night, I took drugs for false estrus, barely suppressed the glands to make the state look normal, but there is still a difference between normal and normal. Under several disturbances, I recalled what I was most unwilling to Faced with the cruel past, Yunwan's emotions completely collapsed...

It's different from crying, she just can't control the tears flowing down.

Usually, she doesn't think about Mica except before and after Qingming. After talking today, when Mica left, she promised to buy her a skirt, and the images of Mica's last relic and body, somehow, they kept going back and forth in Yunwan's mind. Can't disperse.

Both Chen Ju and You Chenxing could understand, and left space for Yun Wan to be alone.

And the two of them have other things to say.

You Chenxing went back to the private room, opened the door a little, listened to the situation outside the door for a while, and then went in.

Yun Wan, whose eyes were red and still unable to hold back her tears, looked up at her.

It looks pitiful, like a little cat, You Chenxing couldn't bear to look at it.

Yun Wan subconsciously wiped away the tears that she didn't have at all, and apologized, "I'm sorry, I, give me some more time... I don't know why, it's just..."

"I know, you have two kinds of drugs on your body, and the interference of gland discomfort, you can't control your emotions, it's normal."

Yun Wan was stunned: "Really?"

You Chenxing didn't change his expression, "Yes."

"……Oh."

Yun Wan put down her hand in a daze, and You Chenxing explained to her, knowing that the source of the problem was beyond her control, Yun Wan seemed to accept it and gave up embarrassing herself.

You Chenxing sat with her for a while, Chen Ju left, Yun Wan didn't need to worry about her image, she curled up on the sofa with her knees hugged, her skirt spread out like a flower.

There was a 10-minute silence before Yun Wan thought of something, and asked You Chenxing, "What did Bureau Chen say?"

She also knew they had spoken privately.

You Chenxing: "Go back and apply and check the files. If what you said is true, by listening to his tone, you should have dispelled your last worries."

You Chenxing didn't say anything dead, Yun Wan panicked for a moment, "If..."

"You lied?"

"No."

You Chenxing nodded, "Then there is no if."

With a decisive tone, without leaving any room, the woman seemed to know what she was worried about. The two of them looked at each other silently for a while, Yun Wan was convinced by the firmness on You Chenxing's face, she nodded and repeated softly, "Okay, there is no if."

It's like cooperating to convince myself.

Seeing that Yunwan had the ability to think, You Chenxing said, "Do you still remember that you promised to listen to me after the medicine that suppressed the glands failed?"

Yun Wan nodded slightly.

You Chenxing glanced at his watch, and said, "This medicine lasts up to three and a half hours, and it's been one and a half now, before it expires, you have to go home with me..."

Yun Wan panicked, "How could I..."

You Chenxing didn't care about her, and finished talking on his own, "My home has an airtight treatment for S-level pheromones, and a ventilation system. This medicine suppresses your glands now. Once the effect of the medicine wears off, the glands will double its release. All the pheromones that are being repressed for hours."

Yun Wan suffocated.

You Chenxing: "You are an A-level omega. The level is very high. The glands emit a large amount of pheromone in a short period of time... I have to watch you for your safety and public safety."

"I don't want to wake up tomorrow and see the news that the alpha in your community is affected and going crazy."

Yun Wan pursed her lips, but stopped talking.

"If I wanted to do something to you, I would have done it long ago, and I don't have to wait to take you home. Can we reach a consensus on this?"

Yun Wan looked back into those amber eyes and felt that You Chenxing had mind reading skills.

Just when she was thinking this way, suddenly, the woman smiled, very fast and fleeting.

You Chenxing joked: "The expression of 'she knows everything' on your face is too obvious, take it easy, Miss Yun."

"..."

You Chenxing got up, with a slouchy posture, and stretched out a hand to Yun Wan, "When you wake up tomorrow, you will know when you have a clear mind, let yourself go now."

Yun Wan finally put her hand on You Chenxing's.

"Ah."

Yun Wan really didn't have the strength to make things difficult for herself anymore.

After putting Yunwan in the car, You Chenxing left before departure.

The deputy who arrived at an unknown time was already waiting in front of the omega pheromone isolation room, guarding the unconscious Ren Zhao.

"Give me 10 minutes, and when it's over, send him to the police station."

As he spoke, he entered the isolation room, and within a short while, there were wailing and begging for mercy, and the deputy knew that there was no violent scene inside.

It's just that it's hard to say which is worse, being eroded by an S-class alpha with a high concentration of pheromone, or being beaten up by a fat man.

You Chenxing came out 10 minutes later, and he said casually as if he was talking about what he had for dinner tonight.

"Okay, he won't be able to bully people with pheromones within a year of keeping him."

Before returning to You Chenxing's house, at the strong request of the eldest lady, she went back to her small apartment to give someone a change of laundry dress, pajamas, skin care products, towels and toothbrushes...

When pulling out the silk four-piece suit that Yunwan specified from the closet, You Chenxing was silent for two seconds, and asked her, "You don't need me to move your bed away, do you?"

Yun Wan said wearily, "No need, I'm just afraid that I won't be used to it."

"I see, where is your suitcase, I can't hold it anymore."

"..."

Going downstairs to You Chenxing, the effect of the medicine was coming to an end, Yun Wan's limbs were weak, seeing that she really couldn't stand up, You Chenxing took the luggage home first, then turned back and carried Yun Wan away.

Omega's whole body is soft like boneless, and You Chenxing is not used to it.

After walking a few steps, You Chenxing felt the moisture on his shoulders and neck... Yun Wan was crying.

After a pause in her steps, she realized that the medicine had failed, and the pheromones accumulated in the gland should have already affected Yunwan.

After walking a few more steps, You Chenxing heard sobbing, and finally couldn't hold back his voice, "If you are really uncomfortable, just say what you have, don't hold it in your heart."

Yun Wan was probably already very emotional, but she didn't deny it, but said in a very low voice, confused, "I don't know what to say..."

You Chenxing was silent for a moment, "Did you forgive your father?"

Yun Wan didn't speak, but You Chenxing understood, and still complained.

You Chenxing thought for a while, "I think Professor Yun is very noble."

"It's not just you." Yun Wan whispered, "Except for my grandfather's family, everyone thinks so."

"But you don't think so, do you?"

After a longer silence, Yun Wan said softly, "I don't know."

"I miss my mother."

"I really want to."

"I... always can't accept it."

You Chenxing's cool voice was a little gentle, and coaxed, "Then don't accept it, no one is forcing you."

"But my dad didn't do anything wrong..." Yun Wan murmured.

Yun Wan's voice was very soft, if she hadn't said it close to You Chenxing's ear, she might not have heard clearly.

"I just don't know, why me."

"I can understand my dad's idea of ​​wanting to protect the country. He indirectly protected many people."

"But, I only have one mother..."

"If the country is attacked, many people will be hurt..."

"But my mother is gone, and I am also very hurt. For the benefit of most people, is she destined to be sacrificed?"

"Am I being selfish?"

Before You Chenxing could answer, Yun Wan buried her head on her shoulder and neck, and You Chenxing felt warm tears streaming down her shoulders.

Omega's voice broke, "But we are the ones who are really lost. My mother is just a dispensable stranger to everyone else, but to me and my family, she is an indispensable existence... "

"We are the ones who get along with her, and we are the ones who care about her..."

"If there is no real loss, why should others be generous on my behalf and accuse me at will?"

"It's impossible for them to empathize with me, impossible..."

You Chenxing paused, and breathed out lightly, "You are right, others have no right to criticize you."

"And in this world, there really is no empathy."

You Chenxing: "So, don't blame yourself, it's nothing if you can't let it go."

"Not everyone is invincible, and it's okay to be weak."

Yun Wan was a little taken aback when she heard that, "Yes, is it?"

You Chenxing's words were strange, most people just advised her to be strong and be careful.

But You Chenxing didn't, the woman seemed to be listening very seriously, but didn't have to teach her anything.

"En." You Chenxing affirmed.

After a long silence, Yun Wan buried her face in You Chenxing's shoulder again, and did not cry this time.

The eldest lady's voice carried imperceptible sincerity.

"Thank you."

"Everything about tonight..."

This person doesn't seem to be as annoying as she imagined.

"Thank you, You Chenxing."