crime of heart

At the end, Lu Mingshan stopped talking.He glanced at Bai Qingyan, and saw that he bowed his head in silence, as if he was thinking about something. ,

"So cousin, you really did everything you can to Ji Ning! How can you treat Ji Ning like this? How did he repay you? He broke the lead

In Tudu City, why do you still care about his life if you are imprisoned and even tortured like this? "

""

"What's more, that skill is originally yours, you just took it back!"

Despite Lu Mingshan's persuasion, Bai Qingyan still couldn't make a statement.But Lu Mingshan knew that although Bai Qingyan was easy-going on the outside, she had the most stubborn and aloof temperament, no one could subdue her.He could only kneel before the couch, quietly waiting for Bai Qingyan's reply. ,

"So he wasn't all lying to me, he was really my lover back then."

!!!o

Lu Mingshan never expected that Bai Qingyan would come to this conclusion after chanting for a long time? !

"Cousin?"

"As you said, if I didn't want my practice, it wouldn't be on him. But I don't even want my own life, I want him to live Ten years ago, I must have had a deep affection with him No matter what happened later, at that time, I must have been willing to die for him. And he was also willing to die for me at that time—I also knew that.”

"Cousin! That was all ten years ago, and now you have lost your memory, you can't even remember who he is!"

"You're right, I don't remember who he is." Bai Qingyan looked sad.His slightly purple eyes were suddenly stained with despair,

"But if you don't remember love, can you pretend it never existed?"

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"Qingyu, I'll tell you the truth. I struggled for a long time before asking you to come. I don't know why, I only remember the past ten days with him, but I feel like I have a very serious feeling for him in my heart." Reluctance and nostalgia. I am really afraid that you will tell me that I have never had any relationship with him for ten years, and that he lied to me completely.,

But after hearing your words today, I am relieved—maybe he has done something wrong to me before.But at least, we were really a pair of lovers once, and my liking for him is not a delusion.Ten years ago, I was willing to die for him. At that time, I must have no regrets. "

"Cousin!"

"Before, I was still worried. I was afraid that he would really regard the lives of my Yuyao people as dogs and do some violent things. Then how should I face him? But you said, it was Li The adults spread rumors, but he didn't. As for my personal gains and losses."

Bai Qingyan smiled slightly, as if relieved,

"I don't know if I have wronged him in the past ten years, and I don't know the reasons why he bullied me. But he treats me very well now, and I only see his good. Until now, my father and brothers I don't know where I'm scattered, Yuyao is dead, my homeland is gone, I'm the only one left. If Ji Ning is willing to take me in, I'll be by his side, but it doesn't hurt to live on.

"But your cold poison n&

"I know you're doing it for my own good." Bai Qingyan looked directly into Lu Mingshan's eyes, "but you don't know something. The most terrifying thing in this world is not death—it's the boundless world with nowhere to go. If Ji Ning is dead, in this world, I have nowhere to go."

"How could it be?!" Lu Mingshan argued, "You have such an appearance and such a temperament, why can't you find other people to like you and take you in? Back then in Tudu, how many people came to see your face every day. Waiting outside the palace gate

"Maybe. But Qingyu, it's not like someone is willing to take you in. Your home is by that person's side. I haven't lost the memory of that year, but I don't even remember who the person you said was looking forward to seeing me. And Ji Ning O

I obviously don't remember him, but I still do, and I like him to the bone.So how can those people be compared with him?

Lu Mingshan's chest heaved and he almost wanted to smash everything in the carriage.He finally couldn't bear it anymore and questioned Bai Qingyan,

"Cousin, I'm afraid it's all your excuses when you say these things!" "I don't understand what you mean."

"Now I'm telling you, Ji Ning once bullied you, but you said you didn't care, and you didn't want to get back your skills, and asked him to die for you—then if I told you that he really had massacred cities and captured jade Yao people, have you ever been treated as a slave?!"

"Even if he does something a hundred times more violent, I'm afraid you won't ask him to die for you! You will still just run away by yourself, and wherever the cold poison breaks out again, you just let yourself die there It's gone! Isn't it!"

"Qing Yu...

"Cousin, you're clearly just making excuses! You don't want to ask Ji Ning to die for you! I really don't understand—he bullied you! He tortured you like this! He hurt you so badly! That's your kung fu Ah, you have suffered for ten years from the cold and poisonous body phagocytosis, do you want to give this life for him?! What are you trying to do and why! I really don’t understand, Cousin!"

At the end, there was already a roar, Lu Mingshan tightly clutched Bai Qingyan's clothes, he didn't know whether it was questioning or pleading.Even Bai Qingyan's eye circles turned red with him.But he himself didn't know the answer at all.

Who can really comprehend and understand the pain of love?

After sending Luming Mountain away, Bai Qingyan felt calm in her heart. ,

According to what Lu Mingshan said, Ji Ning never slaughtered the city, nor did he take his people as prisoners.Bai Qingyan felt relieved, and didn't care much about the scars on her body. ,

He had nothing to worry about, and he had nothing to worry about.Although he became a subjugated slave and couldn't leave the square inch of the carriage every day, he himself felt that he had never been so free. ,

For the first time in his life, he had nothing to carry on his shoulders.He can stay by someone's side according to his wish. ,

That night, in order to welcome Emperor Lang Ye, Ji Ning made preparations until late at night before returning.Bai Qingyan was still awake, holding a book on the art of war, reading it at night with the lamp on.Ji Ning was very surprised.

"Qingyan, why haven't you slept yet? These days you are not in good health and always go to bed early, why are you so late today?"

"I've slept in during the day. I'm not very tired at night, so I just want to wait for you."

"I see."

Ji Ning took off his outer robe, walked over to hug Bai Qingyan, and buried his head in the crescent of his neck.Bai Qingyan took a lot of nourishing medicine today, there is a medicinal fragrance on her body, and there is also an indescribable clear breath, which always makes him nostalgic. ,

"Don't wait for me next time. You are not in good health yet, so you should rest more."

"It doesn't matter. If you are afraid that I will be tired, you can come back earlier. That way, we can all rest earlier."

Ji Ning paused.The meaning in these words is clearly insisting on waiting for him before going to sleep, but there is no displeasure at all, instead there is concern.The former Bai Qingyan was indeed so considerate, never overstepping the rules when getting close to others, but people liked her very much.But after this amnesia, how had he ever been so close to himself?Not to mention this nostalgia!

"Qingyan, what did you think of today?"

"No." Bai Qingyan replied softly, "I just don't know why, but I feel that I miss you very much. Although I can't remember, I probably still know that you and I are lovers in my heart, and I always want to spend more time with you."

If I don't stay with you for a while longer, I'm afraid I really won't have a chance.Such a thought flew through Bai Qingyan's mind, but she didn't express it

come out.

"You don't know that Lang Ye's expedition this time has come to an end. His Majesty the Emperor will come to labor in person, and he will arrive tomorrow. In order to welcome him, the army supervisor Ran and I have been busy these two days like spinning tops. It's not that I have no choice, I wish I could stick to you every day, even for a moment.

open.

"Emperor Lang Ye" Bai Qingyan's voice was a bit obscure.

Ji Ning thought he was afraid, so he hugged him tighter. ,

"You don't have to be afraid. There are not many soldiers who have met you, and they are all my confidants. I have warned them a long time ago that they cannot talk nonsense. As for the others, I have a way."

What Ji Ning didn't say was that he had given dumb drugs to those Yuyao prisoners.This medicine is not very toxic, and its effect is only a few days, but it can poison the throat and make it impossible to speak a word.If necessary, of course you can give them antidote, but for the time being, it is not necessary

want. f

Before dosing the medicine, Ji Ning had questioned each of them one by one.The people he sent lied that they were the subordinates of Emperor Lang Ye, so they could be pardoned and sent back to their homeland.Whenever the words betrayed Bai Qingyan, Ji Ning secretly dealt with them.After several trials, it is expected that when Emperor Lang Ye really sends people to interrogate, those people will not, let alone dare to reveal any clues. ,

From Ji Ning's point of view, it was already safe.How long can Emperor Lang Ye stay?After this period of time, he and Bai Qingyan will naturally be friends with each other, and everything will be fine. ,

Thinking of this, he was quite yearning.Putting her arms around Bai Qingyan's waist, she leaned into his ear and said,

"Qingyan, just wait for me for a few days. When I send His Majesty away, we will be free. At that time, if you are willing to go out for a stroll, I will accompany you to see the scenery of the ice field; if you don't like to move, we will be free." Once you enter the capital of Lord Wolf, you will live in my General’s Mansion. There are many flowers and trees in my mansion, and

There are more than a dozen kinds of birds - don't you like grass, trees and birds the most?You will be glad if you live in it. "How long do we have to go to your house?" "

"It's still seven or eight days away from the royal capital, even if there is some delay on the way, ten days is enough." Yu o

After getting this "good", Ji Ning was elated, hugged Bai Qingyan and kissed her fiercely a few times.The treasure he once obtained, and once thought he had lost forever, is in his arms, and he will soon be able to go home with him, how could he not be excited? f

Bai Qingyan let him kiss, always smiling.He nestled docilely in Ji Ning's arms, lying in the quilt with him. ,

Ji Ning's embrace was generous and warm, and the quilt on his body was extremely warm.But Bai Qingyan still felt cold all over, he had exhausted all his strength so that he didn't shiver.

Suddenly, the dantian seemed to be violently disturbed by something, a burst of pain suddenly appeared, and then disappeared quickly.Bai Qingyan didn't move at all, without any expression at all. ,

But in his heart, he knows better than anyone else.

This is the third time in the past few days.It was less than a month, and the cold poison was just around the corner, waiting for an opportunity to attack. ,

He also didn't know if he could survive until the day when he and Ji Ning moved into the Grand Prix Army Mansion ten days later? ?