crime of heart

Bai Qingyan took another step back.His voice trembled,

"You wanted to say from the beginning, you were lying to me from the beginning?! You just want my practice

Ji Ning shook his head.

"I lied to you. But I never told anyone about you. But do you know that I was not sent by Lang Ye alone, but five people?

"What do you mean?"

"They know that you are the only one who keeps this exercise, and they want to pass this information back to Langye. Qingyan, the higher-ups are bound to win this exercise for you. If they find out, you will have no peace. And , they actually found out about me and you, they want me to do it, and tie you up

Go to Langye. "

Having said this, Bai Qingyan calmed down.

"But you didn't agree, did you? Ji Ning, you didn't listen to what they said, and I'm still standing here, so you didn't recite

Betray me. "

"I can't hurt you."

"I know."

There was another layer of mist in Bai Qingyan's eyes.He knelt down, held Ji Ning's face, and wiped the blood away with his palm. ,

"Ji Ning, I love you too."

He stared at Ji Ning's eyes.Now, mist was floating in those eyes, and the stars flickered dimly in them. ,

"So you have to come with me. You can't die, you can't have anything to do, or what should I do?

"You don't understand Qingyan. I can't hurt you. Qingyan, I would rather die than hurt you."

""

"The scout team has already connected with your brother. After I took you away, he immediately announced that you had an affair with the enemy country and deposed your crown prince. They planned it long ago, but I only found out today. I killed all those man, but your brother is still in the palace - he knows you have a wolf love

people.

"You mean,'

"So I must go."

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In the carriage, Bai Qingyan opened her eyes in a daze.He stared at the roof of the carriage. As the vehicle bumped, the patterns on it kept shaking. ,

He seemed to have had an important dream.But the moment he opened his eyes, the dream disappeared like a puff of smoke.Only the face of a boy remained.

The boy's face was covered with blood, and his mouth was opened and closed.He seemed to have said a lot, but when Bai Qingyan woke up, she could only remember a few words—

"I really like you. I'm dying, my mind is not clear, I just want to come back and see you again.

"But I was wrong. I was confused. Yuyao's crown prince shouldn't have anything to do with Lang Ye's scouts. I can't implicate you."

"You let me go, Bai Qingyan."

"But I hope you can remember me. I remember that there was a man from Lang Ye who wished to fall in love with Yuyao's future emperor. Remember my name

The name is Ji Ning. "

Ji Ning

Bai Qingyan turned her head slowly, and saw that the person beside her was sleeping soundly, and in her sleep, she was still hugging her in her arms. ,

The face of the boy in the dream gradually overlapped with the face of the person beside him. ,

Bai Qingyan was at a loss in her heart, and felt a little bit lost. ,

It turned out that this person was really his lover.So when I saw him for the first time after waking up, I felt endless joy in my heart.That's why after amnesia, every time I see him, I still feel throbbing.Just because of his identity as a Lang Ye person, Bai Qingyan has been suppressing this heartbeat of unknown origin, and now he has finally confirmed it.

This man is not lying.Ten years ago, they were a pair of deeply affectionate lovers.At that time, in order not to implicate himself, Ji Ning was willing to betray his homeland, willing to embark on a narrow escape route alone. ,

But between himself and him, ten years of time disappeared out of thin air.This huge blankness is like a natural moat, making the two people who should be the most familiar become strangers.If there is love, that love will also be dust-sealed in the fallen memory, making it hard to find a trace. ,

As if feeling his gaze, Ji Ning opened his eyes.With a hazy sleepiness, he took a look at Bai Qingyan, and then pressed him into his arms.

"Can't sleep?

Ji Ning said, kissing the tip of his nose.

"I woke up suddenly. Ji Ning, I just had a dream."

"Is it?"

While Ji Ning was talking, his eyelids gradually drooped, and this answer was vaguely drowsy. ,

"I dreamed about what happened ten years ago.

Ji Ning suddenly opened his eyes.There was no trace of drowsiness, he looked at Bai Qingyan with deep eyes, and his voice became muffled. ,

"What did you dream about?"

"Dreamed that you killed fellow scouts just to keep me safe. Dreamed that you returned to the cave"

"and then?"

The voice was cold.But Bai Qingyan huddled in Ji Ning's arms, but she didn't feel anything unusual.he said softly,

"There's no after. I don't remember anything, not even in my dreams.

"But I finally know that what you said is true. We are really a couple. We really love each other so well and so much."

After a long time of no response, Bai Qingyan raised her head and glanced at Ji Ning.For some reason, the man's eyes were heavy, but he seemed to have made up his mind. ,

"Bai Qingyan."

""

"Apart from this dream, do you still not remember anything about the past?" "I'm sorry"

"No need to be sorry."

Ji Ning's gaze became deeper and deeper.Bai Qingyan just now dreamed of the young boy Ning, who clearly had starlight in his eyes.But the eyes of the person in front of him seemed to be a dark night, without moon or stars.

For some reason, Bai Qingyan's heart tightened suddenly.It seemed that the person in front of him would do something violent to him.He himself also finds it absurd__Ji Ning treats him meticulously, and even more so, how could he hurt him?

But just looking at that expression, the chill in his heart didn't decrease but increased.

Ji Ning just hugged him in his arms. ,

"It's okay if you don't remember. I will tell you a little about the things between us. You and I are lovers, as it should be. You just stay by my side obediently. Don't think too much about useless things. Don't remember You don't have to think about it anymore."

"why?"

"It's nothing. It's just that I seriously thought about our experiences over the years just now." Ji Ning paused, his expression unpredictable.But after speaking again, his

The voice is so gentle,

"I think I should tell you personally." "What happened between us?"

"Yes, the matter between us. You just have to trust me, and you don't have to care if others talk nonsense."

""

"In the past ten years, you and I have been in love with each other, unswervingly, and have never been separated. Even if we are separated, we still only have each other in our hearts. Now you can't remember it, it doesn't matter, you will only be with me for the rest of your life. "Q

__Those plots, betrayals, exploits, and the blood shed, let them go with the wind.If you can't remember it, pretend it never existed.I will tell you the things between you and me, as I like. ,

__If you want to come, you will like it too.There is no conspiracy, no betrayal, no knife stabbed at me by you, and no scars I carved on your body.Only the tenderness and sweetness of ten years ago will always be between us.

__I once wanted you to promise me that I would see your face every time I woke up.But now, I've changed my mind.I will hold you in my arms and you will never leave.It is destined that you and I will only see each other's faces every time we wake up in this life.

- And what you have to do for me is to believe what I say - those that should not be remembered, never think of them again.

There were thousands of thoughts in his head, but none of them showed up.Ji Ning gently kissed Bai Qingyan's face, and locked him in his arms.Perhaps it was too much force, and he suddenly heard a snap. ,

He didn't know that it was a pine cone that had long been dry and dilapidated, and finally could not withstand the erosion of time, and it was broken into slag in the box called memory.

The sky was dim, and without realizing it, Ji Ning spoke for Bai Qingyan all night. ,

Before dawn is the coldest time of the day.Bai Qingyan was barefoot, sitting on the couch with her knees hugged. ,

"So it is."

Bai Qingyan sighed,

"You just told me about our affairs, and I felt thrilled in my heart. It turns out that we have been together for ten years and have never been separated. Even if you had to hide your name and return to Langye to join the army, you never broke the letter." It's better for us to deal with each other like this, both of us only want

There is each other.It's a pity that luck has played tricks on people, but it happened to let us be born in Langye and Yuyao at this moment. "

Ji Ning sat on the floor, looked up at him, stretched out his hands and hugged his bare feet into his arms, as if he was afraid that he would suffer from the cold again.After that, he answered the call,

"That's true. But even in the most difficult time, there was no betrayal or deception between you and me. Now, the war is over, you

I am finally together again.From now on, you don't have to think about anything else, just stay at my side and recuperate.When you are well, I will take you to travel around famous mountains and rivers, what do you think? "

Bai Qingyan lowered her eyes.

"Okay, of course it's good. It's just that I still have some concerns in my heart."

"how?"

"It's true that my royal relatives have no whereabouts at all. Can't they find out where they went? And the people in Tudu City, what happened afterwards?"

Ji Ning originally covered Bai Qingyan's delicate jade feet with both hands, rubbing his fingers on them.Hearing this sentence, he was shocked.But immediately resumed his movements, and his tone was even more nonchalant,

"When Tudu City was captured, you were the only one who resisted the enemy at the city gate. If it wasn't for me who led the army and rescued you, I'm afraid you would have died on the spot. I don't have any of your relatives. See. As for the common people, we were in a hurry, so we passed through the city and let them go

them.He should still be living in the city right now. "

Bai Qingyan nodded, seemingly relieved.At this time, he realized that Ji Ning's hands were slowly moving up, making trouble all the way, and they had already reached the base of his thighs.Feeling a little uncomfortable, said softly, "Ji Ning"

"What do you call me?

""

Ji Ning straightened up, his legs still half-kneeling on the ground, the height was just enough for him to reach Bai Qingyan's neck.He leaned forward slightly, kissed Bai Qing's throat, and stroked his lips along the line of his jaw.Hearing that Bai Qingyan's breathing became rapid, he put the man's legs on his shoulders.

"You always called me Ji Lang." At first, he was thin-skinned and couldn't say it out loud.But later, you and I have been lovers for ten years and there is nothing to be ashamed of. "

As Ji Ning said, he kissed the man all the way down the neck.

"……what!"

"After all, you and I don't know how many things like this have been done."

[Omitted]