crime of heart

After sitting for a while, Lu Mingshan reached out and wiped away his tears.He took out a bottle from his bosom, took out a few pills and stuffed them into Bai Qingyan's mouth.Diagnosing the pulse and recording the prescriptions, I have been busy for a long time.It wasn't until an hour later that he was done. ,

He sent someone to deliver the prescription to Ran Chen, but Lu Mingshan still did not leave, he sat beside Bai Qingyan, staring at him blankly. ,

"I persuaded you to leave back then, but you refused. Said that if you left, Yuyao would be finished. But at that time, that bastard Ji asked me to go to Daxie to do it.

As a foreign envoy, you insisted on me going.It is because you have known for a long time that Yuyao is powerless for a long time.Even if it is temporarily dead but not stiff, it will only be a matter of time before it completely collapses. "

"Yes. Even if you are a towering giant tree, you are still a single tree. It's just a day, count as a day. After ten years, Yuyao is still perfect.

up.Seeing you cousin like this now, what are you thinking in your heart? "

Lu Mingshan's words had been pressed in his heart for a long time.But asking today is just in vain.Bai Qingyan lay quietly on the couch, her eyes were tightly closed, and she didn't answer a single word.

The huge pain was like a tsunami, wave after wave, washing over Bai Qingyan's body.But suddenly, he felt a coolness in his throat, as if he had swallowed some panacea.This coolness continued down his esophagus, and finally radiated from his dantian. ,

The pain gradually eased, and Bai Qingyan's consciousness emerged from the abyss. ,

In the dream, Bai Qingyan opened her eyes again.

He slowly remembered that he had just passed his 15th birthday yesterday, but during the birthday celebration, his father did not show up.It wasn't until the celebration was about to end that his father's envoy arrived late to take him to Chunyi Building for "birthday celebration".

Bai Qingyan knew that his father lingered in that desolate place all day long, and also knew that this was probably a ridiculous idea that his father had drunk.But for a moment, he almost wanted to go—if he did, he would no longer be a "self-proclaimed" outlier in the Yuyao royal family, and maybe he would be able to get a little love from his father.

Instead of being like this, even my own father looked at me coldly. ,

But

After being rejected, the messenger snorted coldly and walked away.Bai Qingyan knew that probably in his father's heart, his loathing towards him would go even further.Feeling depressed, he came to the back mountain alone in the middle of the night, wanting to use all-night practice to pass this long night.But he didn't expect that under the turbulent temperament, his true energy would flow against the flow, and he was going to go mad!

In the middle of the night, I was impulsive, and there was not even a guardian!Bai Qingyan panicked, and then the pain from his tendons flowed backwards, making him lose consciousness.

But now when he woke up, he found himself lying in a cave.The cave looked inexplicably familiar, as if it had been there once. ,

How did I come to this cave?

Bai Qingyan wanted to get up.However, there was still pain in the abdomen, and the whole body was covered with cold sweat.He barely stood up, holding on to the wall, which was still precarious.When he reached the entrance of the cave, his legs softened, but he was caught by someone.

Looking up, it was a boy.Bai Qingyan was held in the arms of that person, and the breaths of both of them were entangled.The man had a heroic face, a bold nose, sword eyebrows and thin lips, but his eyes were very deep, like stars. ,

Bai Qingyan was stunned for a while, but the boy on the opposite side spoke first. ,

"You don't remember me? My name is Ji Ning." The boy looked a little hurt,

"Last time you made it clear that you must remember my name when we meet again."

""

Bai Qingyan remembered.It seems that more than half a year ago, he once met a young man in this mountain, and was dragged by him to eat a few skewers of undercooked roast venison.At that time, I promised to "remember his name next time I see him".But Houshan didn't come for a long time, so he forgot about it.

Is this boy

"You have lived alone in the cave for half a year?" "It seems that you still remember me." "Why do you want to stay here?"

"To meet you again."

""

met me?Bai Qingyan was very puzzled.

"Why did you meet me again?"

There was a trace of hesitation on the boy's face, and he seemed a little red. ,

"Want to see you again.

""

"But I didn't expect that when I saw you, it would be like this—what kind of exercise are you practicing? It's so dangerous, and there is no one to protect it, you

Are you practicing by yourself? """

"Do you know that if you hadn't met me, you would have died here today!" z "Thank you."

"" The young man looked embarrassed, "I didn't say what I just said just to get a thank you."

"I know you are kind, but apart from a thank you, there is nothing I can give you." Bai Qingyan smiled slightly, "Although this exercise is dangerous, I have to practice it. You care about me, but you can't change my personality." Someone who can protect me will come."

"I,"

As

"Ok?"

"If you don't mind, I can protect you!"

Bai Qingyan couldn't help but laugh.What he practiced was none other than the top secret of the Yuyao royal family, the Yuyao mentality that was never passed on to the outside world.How could it be possible to practice in front of this young man?But after the grievances of He Sheng's celebration, there was a person who cared about him so much, which made him feel warm in his heart.He smiled and said to Ji Ning,

"No need. Thank you for your kindness. It's just that this exercise is inconvenient to practice in front of others. It's getting late, and I should go too. You"

It is late autumn now.Every winter, there are no animals on the back mountain, and it is covered with snow, which is very hard to bear.Not only is it difficult to find prey, those beasts that also cannot find food will come out to look for food, and it will be very dangerous to stay any longer. ,

Thinking of this, Bai Qingyan told Ji Ning,

"This mountain is not peaceful. Summer is fine, but in winter, there are many wild beasts. You go, don't live here anymore." "Then if I go, will I see you again?"

Bai Qingyan glanced back at him, shook her head, turned and left.The next moment, he felt that his cuff was being pulled, and he couldn't help frowning slightly, feeling a little displeased. ,

"let me go."

""

Not only did Ji Ning not let go, but he even pulled it even tighter.In a blink of an eye, Bai Qingyan's divine soldier unsheathed and placed it on Ji Ning's neck.But Ji Ning didn't even show any sign of flinching, and still stared at Bai Qingyan intently.he asked softly,

"Next time, when will you come over?"

"This is the back mountain of the Yuyao imperial family's residence, and you are from Langye. You shouldn't have stayed here. Next time, if you really see

I, I'm afraid it's time for me to draw my sword and take your life. "

What Bai Qingyan said was actually to scare Ji Ning.But Ji Ning showed no fear, which made him look at him differently.The sword was hanging brightly on his neck, but Ji Ning didn't seem to notice it, and just looked deeply into Bai Qingyan's eyes.

For some reason, Bai Qingyan felt a little uncomfortable.Suddenly, he retracted the long sword, and then the sword light moved, and stabbed straight at it!

Ji Ning didn't evade, he let the long sword come towards him, but it shot straight at his ear one by one.There was a long and sharp cry from behind. It was a Lin Xiao who was shot by a long sword and fell from the sky above the jungle. ,

Bai Qingyan walked over, picked up Lin Xiao and handed it to Ji Ning. ,

"This is for you. You can roast it and eat it. It's repaying the favor you gave me to eat venison that day. You don't want to stay here anymore." Ji Ning didn't answer.He lowered his head to look around, and pointed to a pine cone by the side of the road with his toes. ,

"I still want that."

Pine cones?Do forest owls need pine nut flavor?Bai Qingyan was momentarily confused.But after thinking about it, this is Ji Ning's own business.He followed the good advice, picked it up and handed it to Ji Ning.

"Take it."

Ji Ning took it and held it in the palm of his hand.This time Bai Qingyan really didn't look back, turned around and left.On the way, I heard Ji Ning shouting,

"I won't go!

"I like you very much!

"I invite you to eat venison, and you give me Lin Xiao—but we are still not clear! Today, you gave me a pine cone__I owe you! I'm still here waiting for you! Once, if you want to practice, I will protect you! If you are hungry, I will get you something to eat! I will wait for you right here! Remember, my name is Ji Ning!"

Ji Ning?Ji Ning!

Rumble's mind was shocked, and the name once again caused Bai Qingyan's great reaction.He almost fell limp to the ground, only feeling his headache as if cut by a knife and an axe.The word "Ji Ning" roared in his mind, getting bigger and bigger, deafening.Bai Qingyan's eyes went dark again, as if something was gradually slipping away.Bai Qingyan subconsciously reached out to grab it, but there was nothing there. ,

The dream was shattered. o

In the carriage. Q

Bai Qingyan opened her eyes suddenly, but Lu Mingshan was startled.But Lu Mingshan reacted in an instant, and hurriedly caught his pulse.He found that although Bai Qingyan's heart was beating extremely fast and her pulse was weak, she was fine for the time being, so he was relieved. ,

Lu Mingshan leaned down and asked Bai Qingyan softly,

"Cousin, do you know who I am?"

"...Qing Yu?"

Seeing that he can still recognize people, Lu Mingshan feels more at ease.He couldn't help but hold Bai Qingyan's hand, "Cousin! You really followed a ghost this time."

Close the door and take a trip back, I'm"

But she didn't want Bai Qingyan to keep looking around in the carriage with her eyes rolling around.In the end, I had to ask one question,

"Qingyu, are we sending you to Daxie? Why, Ji He made it clear to you yesterday, and you really didn't run away, and you were willing to go with him?

This sentence tells how Luming Mountain was struck by lightning __Eleven years ago, Bai Qingyan and his close friend Ji He had an agreement to send him to Daxie as a foreign envoy.He was only twelve or thirteen years old at that time, he refused to obey, was forced to go, and planned to escape by himself on the way.That time in his memory, he couldn't escape. Afterwards, the damned Ji He said that he wanted to dissuade him in private, but tied himself to Daxie.

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Thinking of Ji He, Lu Mingshan couldn't help but blush.But he hastened to get these things out of his head—how long had it been since then?At that time, Bai Qingyan was still a high-spirited young prince, he hadn't broken his body, he hadn't been infected with cold poison, and he hadn't sneaked back to Yuyao a few years later, but was arrested from the market to give him a medical consultation. Yuxi team organizes, please pay attention.

What's the matter, cousin?

Chapter 82. You humiliated Bai Qingyan like this, of course he hates you!Will I still like you?

Could it be that the injury was too severe and the drug stimulated, the cousin lost his memory?

The medicine that Lu Mingshan made himself, he knows the nature of the medicine best.Hallucinogenic drugs have been used for too long, so there may be such hidden dangers.Just now, in order to save the emergency, the medicine was used more aggressively.But just now Bai Qingyan called out his name, it seems that it is not a total amnesia.Lu Mingshan couldn't help asking,

"Cousin, do you remember what you were doing before you fell asleep?"

"Me? Last night, I chatted with Ji He until midnight. He said that if you were to be a foreign envoy, he would not treat you badly. Qingyu, I also think what he said is that whether it is the relationship between our two countries, or My personal relationship with him, he will not make you feel wronged. He is also a majestic prince over there, and he has military power. I also asked him to take care of you a

"Wait!" Hearing this, Lu Mingshan was already more than half sure.It just so happened that Ji Ning opened the door and came in, Lu Mingshan stretched out his finger,

"Then do you know who he is?"

Ji Ning was anxious outside.If Ran Chen hadn't stopped him, he would have rushed back long ago.If so, when he heard that there seemed to be some movement inside, he pushed the door open and broke in.

Looking up and seeing Bai Qingyan looking at him with open eyes, he couldn't help but be ecstatic.He strode in front of Bai Qingyan, raised his hand and pressed it on his chest,

"Are you awake? You don't know how many days I've been

Speaking of this, I choked up and couldn't continue.But in his heart, he still had thousands of words to say to Bai Qingyan. ,

You want to say to him: Seeing that he almost died that day, I felt as if I also died once;

Say to him: He has not woken up for the past few days, how panic and fear he is;

Say to him: If I had known that he was suffering from cold poison, I would never be so cruel and merciless;

You should tell him: In fact, in the past ten years, I have never forgotten him day and night.

The most important thing is to explain the painstaking determination of the past few days:

The past cannot be followed, what happened ten years ago, the war of subjugation, and the revenge these days have long been worthwhile.I do not hate you

I don't hate you anymore.As long as you live, as long as you stay by my side.

Ji Ning choked up for a moment before he managed to hold his breath.He squeezed Bai Qingyan's shoulders hard, took a deep breath, and raised his head.Bai Qingyan turned her head to look at him, with doubts in her tone—

"who are you?"

"Bai Qingyan, you?"

Ji Ning only thought that Bai Qingyan hated herself and refused to recognize him.Holding Bai Qingyan's shoulder even harder,

"I'm Ji Ning! Do you hate me? I know you hate me for bullying you these days, but I just hate you for treating me like that ten years ago." At this point, he suddenly stopped talking and turned to changed the topic, "but not in the future! You have nowhere to go now, so you stay with me. What

So Mr. Li, Mr. Wang, let me see who dares to touch you!You just

Speaking of this, Bai Qingyan's face became more and more strange, and he pushed Ji Ning away!

"Who are you? As Prince Yuyao, how could I have nowhere to go? Why did you come into my carriage wearing a Langye military uniform? Come, take him out for me, and interrogate him carefully." !"

"Bai Qingyan? You don't know me anymore? I'm Ji Ning! You Yuyao already

"General Ji!"

Before Ji Ning finished speaking, he was interrupted by Lu Mingshan sharply.Lu Mingshan pulled him out of the carriage involuntarily, pushed him to a secluded place and yelled,

"My cousin just woke up, what are you doing to provoke him?! Do you think he died fast enough? He has long forgotten who you are—you don't want to get out of here!" o

Ji Ning has been domineering all these years, how has he ever suffered such scolding?But at this moment, he didn't feel any anger in his heart at all, only one sentence kept crashing in his mind——

Bai Qingyan forgot who I am?How can it be?A few days ago, we did those things on that couch and he was still crying in my arms

But, call my name!

"What does it mean to forget who I am?"

"He lost his memory! He doesn't remember you at all! Get out of here, don't get in the way here!"

"Amnesia?"

As if he couldn't understand the words, Ji Ning was lost, but was pushed away by Lu Mingshan unceremoniously.Ji Ning wanted to ask Bai Qingyan for clarification, but Lu Mingshan was one step ahead of him, and slammed the carriage door shut right in front of his nose. ,

"Amnesia?

Mumbling and repeating, Ji Ning's face was blank.He still had so many things he wanted to say to Bai Qingyan, but those thousands of words rushed down his throat, and he didn't say a single word.

But also, there is no need to say a word.

Whether it's an apology or a miss.Thousands of memories or heartaches are no longer necessary to share.Because Bai Qingyan had completely forgotten him from his mind. ,

At this moment, Ji Ning felt what was a heart-piercing pain.It turned out that the tortures suffered ten years ago were nothing. If this person had really forgotten him, he would have really dug out a piece of his heart. It was bloody, and one could almost hear the cold wind passing through the wound. the sound of. ,

"No, it's impossible! Bai Qingyan! I'm Ji Ning! You don't remember me? I'm Ji Ning, Bai Qingyan!"

Lu Mingshan unceremoniously closed the window from the carriage.Although Ji Ning's heart-wrenching cry was not completely blocked, it was vague and hard to hear.Bai Qingyan frowned, Chi asked,

"Who is this person? Why does he keep calling my name?"

"Who knows who he is. Cousin, you don't know him at all. He is just a madman." Lu Mingshan rolled his eyes, "This person probably admires your handsome appearance and takes this opportunity to get close to you. If you don't follow, He just wanted to humiliate you. Stalking, being shameless, are all bad memories, you don’t have to care about them, it’s a good thing to forget.”

Lu Mingshan was born in the noble family of Yuyao, just like Bai Qingyan, his speech was originally very elegant.But at this time, I was short of breath, and it was difficult to speak.

Bai Qingyan couldn't help but smile when she heard that,

"Qingyu, why are you so mean. I think you are mischievous, making things up for others. I see his words are fierce, but he is really worried about me. Maybe it is some old friend. To tell you the truth, when I saw his appearance, I suddenly felt a little bit Touched—it's a pity that I have forgotten him."

"What old friend? He insulted you, how can such a person deserve to have an old friend with your cousin! Tell him to go!

Bai Qingyan shook her head.

"Stop messing around. I saw that although he is also a general and has martial arts skills, he can't beat me for fifty rounds. How can he humiliate me?"

Although the words are not fierce, there is a faint sense of pride.When Lu Mingshan heard this, his heart ached.Bai Qingyan didn't know at all that he had already broken his body and was suffering from serious illnesses. He was really a Land Rover Pingyang, and he was humiliated by others.Not to mention Ji Ning, even any strong man can come to bully him and take advantage of him. 0

Seeing his ugly face, Bai Qingyan thought it was because she was worried about herself, but instead said in relief,

"Maybe I went crazy? Or was I seriously injured on the battlefield? No matter what it is, I will be fine after I wake up. As for the temporary amnesia, I may remember it later. Or, you can also tell me listen.

"I,"

As

say what?Said that he has lost both his family and his country, and he has nothing left?Lu Mingshan thought and thought, but he couldn't say it.he had to prevaricate

"Cousin, you just woke up, and your body is still weak. Why don't you take a rest first, let's talk about other things later." 2

Bai Qingyan followed the good advice, nodded, and began to close her eyes to rest her mind.Seeing his sunken eye sockets and haggard face, Lu Mingshan felt sore again and almost shed tears.Afraid of being discovered by Bai Qingyan, she hurriedly opened the door and went out. ,

Outside the door, Ji Ning was guarding in a daze.When Lu Mingshan saw him, his teeth itch with hatred, but he had to hold back his disgust and dragged Ji Ning aside.He enjoined viciously.

"If you want him to live for a few more days, don't tell him that Yuyao has died, and don't bother him with your old messy things, do you understand?"

"Miraculous Doctor Lu! I just want to know, can he still remember me?

"No! He is full of disgust for you, remember what you did?!"

Who would have thought that this sentence touched Ji Ning's nerves.His complexion changed drastically, he grabbed Lu Mingshan's lapel,

"What did you say? Why do you say that?"

"Why can't I say that? Based on what you did before, shouldn't he hate you? You humiliated him like this, hurt him like this, and indulged the snow wolf, almost killing him! Doesn't he hate you, instead? Do you like you?"

Ji Ning fell silent.Seeing him like this, Lu Mingshan still couldn't understand his hatred, he only wished that Ji Ning could be hurt all Bai Qingyan suffered.But at this moment, Bai Qingyan's life still depends on Ji Ning to take care of him, so he can only say bitterly,

"If you still have a sliver of conscience, don't bother Bai Qingyan with your previous rotten things! Stay away from him, and you'll let him go! His current physical condition is not suitable for being sad or excited. You shouldn't be angry—if you remember who you are, it won't do him any good!"

The second half of the sentence entered Ji Ning's ears, but it woke him up immediately.Ji Ning loosened Lu Mingshan's skirt, pressed his shoulders, and asked eagerly,

"Divine Doctor Lu! According to you, could it be that he still remembers me?"

"Impossible! Don't even think about it!"

"Deer doctor! You just said clearly

"Even if he still reacts to your appearance, so what?! If I were you, I would never expect him to remember, let alone provoke him!"

"why?"

"You still have the face to ask why? Do you want him to remember all the filth you have done to him? By that time, he is afraid that he will hate you to the bone and won't even look at you. He already has a cold poison, I don’t know how many episodes you can survive, why can’t you let him go and make him feel at ease? But you want to torture him and remind him of those unbearable things? General Ji, you are really too selfish !"