crime of heart

Ji Ning could barely eat anything during this royal welcome banquet.Although he toasted and toasted blessings frequently, his mind was muddled and he didn't know what he was doing. ,

He has no burden to kill, and he doesn't even have a thought about massacring a city.It was war—in wartime, everything was measured differently than in peacetime.What's more, after capturing the city, no one can guarantee whether there are still heavily armed enemy soldiers hidden in the city.The Langye people rode war horses and harvested the middle-aged men in groups, which can be regarded as a permanent disaster. ,

But no matter how cruel he is, he is just a general, not a murderer.

Now that the war is over, those Yuyao people are all women, children, old and weak, and they are unarmed.Killing people is one thing, but killing defenseless women and children for fun?That's another story!

What's more, such a big move, a killing contest that slaughtered thousands of people, and a military carnival, how could Bai Qingyan not be alarmed?

If that person knew such things, how could he bear it?

"General Ji!"

After being pushed, Ji Ning came back to his senses.Looking up, the man was Tatsuno.At this time, the reception banquet was almost over, and Ran Yi left first with Ran Chen.The rest of the generals relaxed a lot, and they drank their wine recklessly. ,

No one noticed, Tatsuno dived over.Ji Ning nodded to him, and the two walked out of the tent one by one. ,

"Why didn't you follow Supervisor Ran?"

"Before the welcome banquet started, he specifically asked me not to follow me." Long Ye looked sad, "Even when he came over, he didn't want me to accompany him, he came first."

"After all, he is the only royal relative here, and he should accompany His Majesty in terms of etiquette."

"Yes, Your Majesty."

Tatsuno bit the last two words very hard.But Ji Ning didn't care about these things, and said,

"What do you think of His Majesty's will?"

"General Ji. It doesn't matter how we look at it, what matters is how we do it?"

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"Or, what can we do?" Tatsuno lowered his voice, "Could it be that you, brother, can still resist the order?"

"Tatsuno." Ji Ning hesitated, "To be honest, I have a major event to do in the past few days. After the event is completed, I will probably leave

In a few days - I originally wanted to entrust Bai Qingyan to you and ask you to escort him to a safe place. "

"Brother?! With Prince Yuyao's body, how can he travel so far?"

"I found a cure for him. But

But if something like this happens with Yuyao people for hunting, Bai Qingyan will never leave.Ji Ning knew this matter well, and Tatsuno knew it well too.

"I understand. Brother, you are so kind to me as a mountain, and you will entrust it to me. However, in this way, where Prince Yuyao wants to be sent, you can only play by ear - how will you contact him in the future? "

connect?Ji Ning couldn't help smiling wryly. ,

Without his martial arts, the position of the great general will definitely be lost.Bai Qingyan went to Daxie again, in the hands of the most powerful person—in this life, I might never see him again. ,

As for the future o

Ji Ning's heart was filled with sourness and astringency, but he felt relieved for no reason.Even though Da Xie's young master is annoying, he is extremely powerful and can always protect Bai Qingyan.Although he is not reconciled, but having this guy to take care of him is better than Bai Qingyan's life and death. ,

"You don't have to worry about this, I have my own arrangements. You send him to a safe place, and he knows how to find someone to help him. But during this period, you must do your best. You call me big brother, this matter I'm begging you, big brother. How about you, brother Tatsuno?"

After hearing this, Tatsuno's expression changed.He hesitated to speak, and finally nodded solemnly. ,

"Brother Ji, is the hunting that His Majesty mentioned going on as scheduled?" "Of course. Everything is going on as usual, and it will be delayed as long as His Majesty can be stabilized!"

The next day was calm.

Ji Ning knew in his heart that he and Bai Qingyan could only be together for two days, and they almost refused to leave him for a moment.When Bai Qingyan was eating, he was staring at him; when Bai Qingyan was changing clothes, he was staring at it; even when Bai Qingyan was reading, he was also staring intently. ,

His eyes were too hot.In the end, even Bai Qingyan, who was always indifferent, couldn't stand it anymore.His eyes kept wandering from the book to Ji Ning's face, and finally couldn't help asking,

"Ji Ning, your emperor is here, why are you clinging to me instead of serving in front of the imperial court?"

"If I don't cling to you, who else can I cling to? Could it be that you despise me and don't want me to be by your side?"

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Bai Qingyan was speechless.He shook his head with a smile, did not speak, and read the book by himself. ,

But Ji Ning still looked at him __ he knew that he was looking at him for a while, and his heart was infinitely sad, but he didn't dare to reveal the slightest bit. ,

Why didn't I cherish the time spent with him if I knew today?After ten years of separation, we can only get together for more than a month after we meet again__But even this

For a short time, it was ruined by him, Ji Ning himself!Blood was piled with blood, tears were stained with tears, except for humiliation and torture, the two of them didn't even say a single thoughtful word to the end, and it was after that person completely forgot about himself that they exchanged lies for a few days of tenderness .

And now the love cheated by this lie will no longer exist!

Thinking of this, Ji Ning really wished he could chop himself in two, who was smugly waving his whip under the tower!

"Ji Ning?"

"Ok?"

She was so engrossed in thinking that she didn't notice when Bai Qingyan put down her book and looked at him worriedly.

"Do you have something on your mind? I think you don't look right."

"No. Don't worry about it."

"I..." Bai Qingyan hesitated, "I don't dislike you either. If you can stay by my side for a long time, I will be very happy in my heart."

Ji Ning realized that this was Bai Qingyan's joke before answering him.His heart warmed, but what followed was even more intense sadness.He stretched out his hand to hold Bai Qingyan's hand, and listened to the man continue talking.

"Ji Ning, these few days, I have also thought about the things between us. Come to think of it, I lost my memory, and you probably didn't tell me the truth. Between us, you may have something to hide from me."

Ji Ning's face changed, and he wanted to defend himself, but Bai Qingyan pressed his lips with a finger. ,

"Don't talk first, listen to me. I am very happy to be with you—I have never told you before, but I will tell you today, you have to remember__I like you very much, and I like being by your side very much. If you're willing to tell me about our past, if you lied to me, I'll listen.

If you don't want to tell me, I'll just pretend not to know.But I don't even blame you. "

Bai Qingyan you

But, from now on, you can't lie to me anymore.Never again.Ok? "

""

Can you promise me, Ji Ning? "

[Okay, I promise you, from now on, I will never lie to you again. "

After getting this promise, Bai Qingyan seemed very happy, and then lowered her head to read the book.But Ji Ning could clearly see that his face and ears were gradually turning red. ,

That joyful bright red was like a knife, cutting hard on Ji Ning's heart—just a promise of "I won't lie to you", made Bai Qingyan so happy and content.But Bai Qingyan, Bai Qingyan, do you know that even this promise itself is just a lie? !

Ji Ning guarded Bai Qingyan until night.It wasn't until the eunuch came to him with the emperor's order that Ji Ning reluctantly left. ,

"Qingyan, go to bed first. You don't have to wait for me, take care of yourself."

Ji Ning knew that this night, in order to prepare for the hunting party in the future, he must come back very late.Tomorrow, I will go out all day to clean up the hunting grounds, and I will not be able to come back at night.He couldn't take care of this person for the past two days, so in order to teach the exercises smoothly tomorrow night, he wanted Bai Qingyan to rest well and accumulate some energy.

But I don't know that people are not as good as heaven.The time when the cold poison reappeared was much earlier than he and Bai Qingyan expected. ,

That night, Bai Qingyan suddenly woke up from her sleep. ,

Ji Ning didn't come back yet, the whole carriage was empty and silent.

A stabbing pain swept through the entire dantian from his abdomen.Bai Qingyan arched her waist, pressed her lower abdomen, and silently endured.But the pain did not gradually decrease, but became more and more serious.Not long after, his forehead was covered with cold sweat, and his whole body was shaking.

If it was in the past, the pain would have to be gradual for a few days before such a violent attack would occur!

How could it be so serious this time?

It was so sudden that Bai Qingyan didn't even bother to make any preparations.But he knew that if he didn't take the analgesic while he was still able to move, what awaited him would be hell on earth!

Bai Qingyan crawled from the couch, struggling to get the medicine bottle.But after only climbing a few steps, she rolled directly under the couch—Bai Qingyan was already unable to get up.The pain in his abdomen was wave after wave, as if it wanted to tear him apart. ,

After suffering for an unknown amount of time, Bai Qingyan was covered in cold sweat and almost collapsed.He was dizzy, and his ears were ringing, and he didn't even hear the carriage door slamming.

"Bai Qingyan!

Ji Ning's voice was vague and distorted.Bai Qingyan could feel herself being hugged tightly, and the voice next to her ear sounded like a hallucination,

"What's wrong with you! Don't scare me, you, has your cold poison flared up again?!" "It hurts so much Ji Ning hurts me!"

A hand tore off his clothes and pressed on his cold, cramped stomach.Suddenly, a warm current came from there, tearing at the pain occupying his body and mind.After entanglement for a while, the warm current continued to flow in, and the cold poison was finally pressed back into the dantian.

Until now, Bai Qingyan was sure that it was the real Ji Ning. ,

As if for a long time, he asked that person for help in his pain.But every time I thought I was saved, it was just an illusion in my head.When he woke up, he was still the only one in hell.These memories have been sealed up, but the dreadful desperation of fear and loneliness still remains in Bai Qingyan's heart.

And this was the first time that he was constantly falling in the abyss of pain, and someone really caught him. ,

And saved him. ,

very nice.Although the pain was still receding slowly in the shadows, it would come back again at some point.Bai Qingyan still felt that it was great.