The blackened male protagonist of fast wear, please let go

Yu Bai was depressed for a few days, and his life was muddled. Every day, he would lie on the bed and fall asleep half dead. When he was hungry, he would cook some instant noodles or order takeaway. His life was extremely decadent.

He has already figured everything out, this matter is nothing more than something caused by his mother, a strong woman, and he still foolishly believed it, which proves that his IQ is so low. Bai couldn't help but took out the wine in his refrigerator and drank it all over.

It is precisely because he understands all this that he becomes more and more timid and dare not look for Yu Yan. He has done something that is sorry for Yu Yan, so he has no position to stop Yu Yan if he wants to leave, so he is not qualified Go find Yu Yan back.

His heart was empty, as if there was a cool night wind passing through, the tentacles were cold and indifferent, he didn't know how to remedy it, Yu Bai tightened his lips, took another sip of cold beer, his stomach was burning hot He still endured the pain and poured it all down.

Only when he was drunk could he easily say those words, instead of staying here like a coward without saying or doing anything, like a shady plant, secretly sad and painful.

With a blur in front of his eyes, Yu Bai stared at the string of familiar numbers with his mobile phone. He had already engraved Yu Yan's phone number in his heart, but he always lost his courage when he wanted to make a call. Talk about drunkenness, and make it clear with Yu Yan.

His fingertips trembled slightly, and he finally pressed the dial button on the phone. There was a ringing sound from the phone, Yu Bai buried his head in the quilt, rubbing the ring on his ring finger with his fingers, and he calmed down after a while I was a little excited and rippling.

The phone was quickly picked up, there was a soft feed and then stopped talking, as if waiting for his response, Yu Bai was dazed by his drunken mind, he didn't let go of the phone while holding it, his voice was clean Soft, "Yu Yan, I miss you..."

Yu Yan clenched the phone tightly, listening to Yu Bai's words, he felt that his dead heart was beating again. He wished he could find Yu Bai now, but he still calmed down. To this extent, Not enough.

So he remained silent, he didn't speak, he wanted to know what kind of reaction Yu Bai would have next.

Yu Bai couldn't help feeling even more depressed when he heard that there was no response from the phone, he could only lower his voice and say weakly, "I'm sorry...it's my fault, I shouldn't blame you, obviously the worst person is me right……"

"Obviously you are always tolerant of me...I know you like it," Yu Bai grabbed the beer can in his hand and hiccupped involuntarily, and poured down another sip of beer, the empty can in his hand clanging down When I reached the ground, I made a crisp sound, "That's why I'm so unconfident. I always wonder if you will leave me..."

Yu Yan shook his hand, he tried his best to control his emotions, Yu Bai always kept everything in his heart, but never said it out, he couldn't understand Yu Bai's mind, he could only guess, but guessed for a long time He didn't know what Yu Bai's intention was, but this time Yu Bai took the initiative to tell him that he was very happy.

"Are you still refusing to forgive me..." Yu Bai covered his lips, his voice was vague but not very clear, his stomach hurts a little, the junk food for several days made his health not very good, But he still resisted talking to Yu Yan.

He was afraid, afraid that if he missed this time, he would not have the courage to talk to Yu Yan.