The blackened male protagonist of fast wear, please let go

Yu Yan was already a little bit indifferent at the moment, his fingers clenched the collar of Lu Ziming's shirt, and he slammed his fist hard on him, but Lu Ziming was abnormally defenseless, the corners of his mouth were covered with bruises from Yu Yan's blow , looks a bit shocking.

Yu Bai's first kiss, everything Yu Bai has experienced, Yu Yan can't help but feel depressed when he thinks of this, it's almost like going crazy, all reason, all calmness has left him, he wants now Beat this person hard, tell him not to say such words, and let him disappear in Yu Bai and his world as soon as possible.

Yu Bai sat in the shop in a daze, he lowered his head, feeling ashamed and confused by what he said, he obviously loved Yu Yan, and he obviously wanted to spend time with him Live the days to come, but he is afraid of the remaining days, he is afraid that the conflict between them will destroy all happiness.

There was a lot of noise outside, Yu Bai propped his head up and felt that the gangster was heavy and in great pain, he turned his head to look out the window, but was suddenly taken aback, those two familiar people were fighting hard outside, obviously it was Yu Yan had the upper hand, and Lu Ziming's face was covered with bruises.

The tense string in his brain broke suddenly, he rushed out, separated the two people, and stood in front of Lu Ziming, he said fiercely to Yu Yan, "What the hell are you doing?" !"

Yu Yan was gasping for breath, sharp corners of his eyes and eyebrows, his eyes darkened, he wiped the blood from the corner of his mouth vigorously, opened his mouth to speak, but couldn't say anything, let him go and talk to Yu Bai What this guy said just now, about kissing and other relationships, huh, this makes him how to say it.

So he just turned his face away, didn't look at Yu Bai, took a deep breath, and said lightly, "I have nothing to say."

Yu Bai felt more and more depressed, looking at Yu Yan with a touch of disappointment in his eyes, his brows were cold, it was the first time he looked at Yu Yan with such cold eyes, without love and joy, "Yu Yan, you are really So disappointing."

Disappointed...Yu Yan felt a sense of powerlessness in his heart, painful and embarrassing, he obviously just wanted to protect Yu Bai, he obviously just loved Yu Bai, why did everything turn out like this, the two of them Personal feelings are already riddled with holes, how to repair them, how to deal with them, he doesn't know.

His heart and lungs seemed to take a breath of cool air, his internal organs were churning, Yu Yan's eyes were red, and the corners of his eyes seemed to drop a teardrop at any moment, he said slowly in a dry voice, "Yu Bai, you are so cruel. "

Yu Bai looked at Yu Yan calmly, he looked at Lu Ziming behind him, and remembered Yu Bai's violence and cruelty last night, with a strong possessive desire, which made him unable to believe that Yu Yan was the one who provoked him.

So he just looked at Yu Yan silently, and said coldly, "Yu Yan, I think the two of us need to calm down."

Calm down, how can you be so calm, Yu Yan laughed at himself, he took a deep look at Yu Bai, turned and left, without dragging his feet, walking in a chic way, he didn't even look at Yu Bai any more.

Yu Bai inexplicably felt a trace of panic, his heart skipped a beat, but he turned around calmly, tried his best to restrain his trembling, and asked Lu Ziming in a hoarse voice, "Do you want to go to the hospital?"

Lu Ziming was stunned, the expression on his face was very complicated, his fingertips lightly touched Yu Bai's cheek, but Yu Bai turned his head slightly to avoid it, he fixedly looked at Lu Ziming, and asked again One sentence, "Do you want to go to the hospital?"

Lu Ziming nodded, looking at Yu Bai's face, he felt endless heartbreak and sadness in those amber eyes, as if he was about to cry in the next second, that fair face was also almost white Transparent, as if it will fall down in the next second.

He said with difficulty, "Yu Bai, I'm sorry..."

Yu Bai didn't know where his sorry came from, and he didn't want to know, so he just kept silent like this, and took Lu Ziming to the hospital. He didn't want to listen to Lu Ziming's explanation, and he also knew that he hurt Yu Bai. Yan's heart, but he can't get it back now, how can he get it back?

"I will leave," Lu Ziming remained silent, his expression was lowered so that people could not see him clearly, but his voice was inexplicably depressed, "I was wrong, I thought I could be better than him OK, but again I caused these things..."

Yu Bai silently packed his things, got up and left.He didn't answer Lu Ziming, and he didn't want to answer. After such a long time, this person is no longer the gentle squad leader who takes care of himself. He has also become so scheming that he can no longer treat him with a normal attitude. he.

He walked home along the way he usually walked, the room was quiet, he searched around again, Yu Yan was standing on the balcony of the living room smoking a cigarette, his delicate profile was outlined under the warm light With clear lines, he looked up at the sky, his eyes were lonely and indifferent.

There was a suitcase in the corner of the living room, Yu Bai looked over unconsciously, the panic in his heart spread involuntarily, Yu Yan... what do you want to do?

"You're back." Yu Yan turned his head and saw Yu Bai, and then he reached out to snuff out the cigarette in his hand. Yu Bai didn't like the smell very much, so he didn't smoke much.

"Well," Yu Bai looked at Yu Yan's gentle eyes and responded in a low voice, and then he didn't know what to say. The two of them had just quarreled, but he didn't want to stay silent like this, so he had to Trying to bring up the topic, "The suitcase...what is it for?"

Yu Yan rubbed his hair, walked over and picked up the suitcase, his eyes were still gentle, watching Yu Bai's lips slightly raised, even with a hint of love, "You said Yes, we do need to calm down a bit."

His heart seemed to be stung, with dense pain, Yu Bai lowered his head, unwilling to say a word, he didn't dare to keep him, he obviously loved this person, but he was the one who said the calm words of each other , All of this was mentioned by him, and it was he who broke Yu Yan's heart.

He is not qualified to retain.

Yu Yan stared at Yu Bai for a long time, then suddenly put down his suitcase and hugged him, gently kissed his ears and lips, extremely gentle, his voice was low and full of nostalgia, "Take good care of yourself."

"I am leaving."

The door of the living room was closed with a "click". Finally, Yu Bai was willing to raise his eyes and look at the empty room. There were traces of their lives everywhere, and the body temperature of that person seemed to remain in his fingers. On the top of the tip, but now it is quiet and there is nothing here.

Tears finally slid down his cheeks, Yu Bai squatted on the ground and covered his face with his hands, weeping silently.

Here, he was alone again.