The blackened male protagonist of fast wear, please let go

After returning home at night, Yu Bai took off his shoes and socks and lay cross-legged on the sofa. The smile on his face hadn't faded. His finger was hooked to the TV remote control, and he pressed it absent-mindedly. Under the flickering light of the screen, it becomes more and more exquisite and moving.

Yu Yan was very abnormal and didn't go to the kitchen to cook, but sat down next to Yu Bai, his face was still pale, his brown eyes were fixed on Yu Bai, his five fingers were unnaturally gathered, With a little melancholy and deep.

"You are very happy." After a long while, Yu Yan said slowly. He did not use interrogative sentences but affirmative sentences. At this moment, he understood Yu Bai's mood very well. It was nothing more than happy, obviously happy. Yu Bai outside.

"Yeah, you don't know how bad the school Lu Ziming and I were in back then was. The fans always broke during the summer vacation, and the heat always woke us up when we took a nap. At that time, Lu Ziming was really nice. During the lunch break Fan me even if I don’t sleep..."

Yu Bai didn't realize that something was wrong with Yu Yan at all, he happily shared his past with Yu Yan, including his joys, anger, sorrows and joys, he wanted to share with him these things Yu Yan didn't know, wanted to tell him It doesn't matter if he lacks his past, at least he is still by his side and can tell him.

"I do not want to hear."

Yu Bai's words were interrupted before he finished speaking. Yu Yan was sitting on the corner of the sofa, not far away from Yu Bai, his fingers had already tightly clasped his palms, his body It is also slowly getting cold, Yu Bai's past is full of traces of that person.

Only without him.

Does Yu Bai really love him, he knows it, Yu Bai loves him, but there is always such a little distance between him and Yu Bai, the two warm hearts can't get close , they can't achieve real blending.

Yu Bai was stunned, he didn't understand Yu Yan's reaction, a little grievance slowly spread from the bottom of his heart, he just wanted to let Yu Yan know, he had him in his heart, so he also tried to go Rebutted, "I just want you to know about my time, the time you didn't participate in..."

In the time without him, Yu Yan took a deep breath, he just wanted to calm himself down a bit, he didn't want to scare Yu Bai, he didn't want to put his own madness in front of Yu Bai, this is the person he loves, He never wants to hurt him.

"Don't see him again." Yu Yan said in silence. He looked at Yu Bai very seriously, and his eyes were also tightly suppressing the madness. This was the biggest concession he could make. He didn't want to let Yu Bai When he went to meet that person, he was very familiar with the emotion in that person's eyes, the affection in his eyes was like the look he had when he looked at Yu Bai countless times, wanting to get close but couldn't bear to be hurt.

Yu Bai was playing with the box that Yu Yan stuffed in his hand at that time. The packaging of the box was very delicate, and the velvet shell was very soft to the touch. Hearing Yu Yan's words, Yu Bai fell silent for a moment, and then continued Shaking his head, "I don't want to give up this friend."

Lu Ziming occupied his youth for three years, and cared for him meticulously. Although he might like himself to do this, he didn't want to make things so unfeeling. Why did they gradually weaken their friendship, but he absolutely It was impossible to hide from Lu Ziming and not see him.

"I said, don't go to see him!" Yu Yan approached Yu Bai fiercely, clasping Yu Bai's shoulder deeply with his fingers, biting his lip, he could no longer hide the trace of despair and madness , "Isn't it enough for you to have me, why do you want to see others!"

Yu Bai's fingertips trembled, and a wave of anger welled up spontaneously. He had already lowered his posture. He was also a proud person in the past, and he never bent his waist for anyone, but for Yu Bai In other words, he is willing, he has done a lot of things that he could not even do before.

But this time, he couldn't understand why he had to look at him with such eyes, why he had to restrain himself, he shook his hands fiercely, with obvious disappointment in his eyes, "Yu Yan, you are enough, don't push yourself any further Already!"

"Getting ahead, do you actually think of me like this?" Yu Yan looked at Yu Bai paranoidly, with traces of blood in his eyes, as if the pain had reached its limit, and his heart seemed to be twitching, "Yu Bai, you How cruel, when you love, you love like that, and when you become ruthless, you are so ruthless!"

How much do you love me? Do you love me like air, you can’t breathe as long as you pull it away? Do you love me like a tangled vine that will wither if you pull it away? Are you like me? Love is like unrestrained sea water, as long as it falls into it, it will sink.

"Yu Yan, you bastard!" Yu Bai bit his lip, and the small box in his hand came out, brushing Yu Yan's cheek straightly, he was ruthless, was it just because he didn't agree to his request, it was really ridiculous !

If he didn't love, if he was too ruthless, how could he abandon everything for him, even his life? If he didn't love, how could he bring him to his parents, hoping to be blessed!

Yu Yan turned his head stiffly and watched the box rolled under the bed, covered with dust, and his heart seemed to be covered with dust, the original bright heart and those longings disappeared all of a sudden, he Only heartbroken and sad.

Yu Bai's fingers were a little stiff, he was just impulsive, he threw the box out just like that, but when he looked up, he suddenly caught a glimpse of Yu Yan's gloomy expression, with the indifference that seemed to emanate from his bones, he moved his fingers , he still gave up the idea of ​​picking it up.

Yu Bai took a deep breath, got up, put on his shoes, and planned to go into the bedroom, he wanted to calm down, he didn't want to quarrel with Yu Yan, they have been together for so long, and there is still love between them, He didn't want to ruin it overnight.

But Yu Yan got up suddenly, and pressed Yu Bai onto the sofa with his backhand. Yu Bai could only cry out "uh huh" weakly, he didn't understand why Yu Yan was so rude.

Even if this person's personality is not mine, his heart must be mine, so I can only use this method to keep you.