The blackened male protagonist of fast wear, please let go

Yu Yan, no, at that time he was not called Yu Yan, his name was Ji Yan, he was an ordinary person in a remote and run-down town, but he was looked down upon by everyone just because he was an illegitimate child, yes, he Just an illegitimate child.

Most of the young and middle-aged people in that small town went out to work, leaving only children and the elderly to guard.He and his mother moved here in March last year. The honest-looking uncle rubbed his hands and smiled nervously at his mother, "You're welcome, this is what I should do."

Mother thanked her in the same indifferent manner, waved away the hand that the uncle extended, and took his hand with the suitcase and left. He turned his head slowly and saw the face that was still smiling just now. The honest uncle spat hard, cursing, "What!"

He looked up at his mother again. This beautiful woman's face had lost its former brilliance, her brows were slightly frowned, and her facial expression was very stiff. He knew that his mother was angry.

He also knew what he was going to face next.

He still couldn't help frowning when his body was kicked hard and strangled vigorously. It hurt a lot, but he was already numb, so the pain was nothing. Every time my mother got angry, she would beat herself up. , he is already used to it.

Accustomed to the pain, accustomed to this kind of numb heartbreak, what else can he say and do? All people in this world are probably like this, indifferent and numb, he no longer expects to be loved.

"It's you, if it wasn't for you, he wouldn't have left me at all!" His mother hysterically threw something in her hand at him, and his forehead was hit, leaving blood gurgling.

"If it wasn't for me, he wouldn't be able to talk to you at all!" He sneered, and touched the wet spot on his forehead with his fingers. The extremely strong fishy smell made people sick, and he finally got disgusted and stepped on this woman fiercely. sore feet.

The dilapidated wooden door was kicked open by him, and he walked out quickly, clutching his forehead, his body was a little chilly, but he still kept on walking, he was living like a lost dog, he didn't want to die, he still want to live.

"Are you okay..." A clean handkerchief was handed over to him, gently covering his wound. He raised his head slightly, only to see clearly the man's amber eyes, which were warm in the sun. The light on his lips, the smile on his lips is so warm.

It's a pity that he passed out in the next second.

Who is that?Why is he so gentle to a stranger like himself, the gentleness makes him want to cry, no one treats himself better, he is just a burden to everyone, no one cares about himself, no one tries to give him a little love.

Something cool and cold was applied to the wound, and it felt very comfortable. He couldn't help but let out a sigh, and tightly pulled his fingers into a corner of his clothes, rubbing them together, "Um..."

A warm hand touched his forehead, and the fingertips smelled of mint. The man coaxed him softly, "Go to sleep, and it won't hurt when you wake up..."

How naive, he thought in a daze, but the corners of his mouth couldn't help but curl up, it's so good, it's the first time someone treats him so kindly, this person is really warm, I like it so much.

When he woke up, what he saw were the slender eyelashes and the high bridge of the nose, the delicate and soft lips, fair skin, and a delicate face with a touch of childishness. It didn't look like someone from this rundown town people.

The pair of hands under the pillow are white and slender, with pink nails and round fingertips. It looks like a pampered person, but the appearance is very suitable for him, very beautiful.

He was just a young man, Ji Yan stretched out his hand and gently held that fair hand, the warm touch made him tighten a little bit, he longed for the touch of the skin, longed for the feeling of being loved, Wanting to be hugged is probably skin hunger.

"You're awake..." Yu Bai was startled awake by the movement of his hand, he looked up in a daze at the kid in front of him who was about the same size as him, couldn't help but rubbed his hair, heaved a sigh of relief, "That's great, there is nothing wrong with your body, I was afraid that you would have a fever last night..."

Simple, sunny, without a trace of defensiveness, he looked at the person in front of him, lowered his head and showed a shy smile, as if he was very embarrassed, "Thank you brother for helping me."

"It's okay," Yu Bai smiled, and messed up Ji Yan's hair again, "I like a child like you very much, if you have time to come and play often, I will wait for you, go home now Bar."

He thinks that he will probably never forget that smile, it is so warm, it makes him at least feel that the world forgives him like this, and a ray of light finally ushers in his dark world, even though he is very small, it is enough to make him smile He grasped it and turned it into a light that only belonged to him.

He started this kind of life, staying in this person's house for a whole day, and sometimes he would even sleep in this person's house for a night. He didn't want to see his mother in name, even if the surrounding It doesn't matter if the children laugh at him as an illegitimate child, he only needs that person, and all he needs is his brother.

He is a fanatical believer, but he doesn't believe in any god, he only believes in that person, and he only loves that person.That person is the ray of sunshine and the meager air in all his barren life, without this person, he will die.

People are always so greedy, they want more when they get something, and then it is like a bottomless pit that cannot be filled, and finally goes to destruction.

And he is slowly walking further and further on this path of destruction.

At the beginning, he was limited to just looking at this person, but later a handshake and a hug could easily pull his heartstrings, and then he wanted more and more, wanting to kiss, want to touch this person's heart. Body.

The accumulated desires and desires churned and clamored in his body, making him unable to ignore them, but every time he saw that person's gentle eyes, he couldn't realize his humble thoughts, and he still couldn't cross that line.

He can't lose this person so quickly.

He never knew that this person could have such a cold and unfeeling side. He just sat there with indifference and nobleness in the corners of his eyes and brows. momentum.

He finally understood that there was a world of difference between them.