The blackened male protagonist of fast wear, please let go

What's the use of going where? The kid doesn't know where he is still. Yu Bai stared blankly at the trees and vehicles passing by outside the window and couldn't help being a little dazed. After discussing with Yu Yan that day, he chose After coming out today, he wants to go to that place to have a look.

Yu Yan was driving in front of the car, and he looked at Yu Bai through the rearview mirror from time to time, his eyes were full of absent-mindedness and sadness, and even some strange joy, when he heard the place name that Yu Bai said Finally let go of the heavy stone in my heart.

This person still remembers him, this person hasn't forgotten him yet... He was so happy that he was almost crazy, but he forcibly suppressed his excitement and passed the road he was familiar with countless times in his heart. After all, they met again, this person It is a good thing to remember myself bit by bit, at least, this person is not really a cold and stubborn stone, it is enough for this person to remember him.

With a "tick" sound, the thin and dense raindrops fell on the car window, and soon blurred the scenery reflected on the car window. Yu Bai reached out his hand to touch the raindrop through the glass, but it was still cold. .

It's really not a good weather, he sighed softly, dragging his fingers on his cheeks, feeling a little melancholy, rainy days are like this, there will always be some inexplicable melancholy and mourning, slowly evoking the deepest wound in his heart .

"It's almost here." Yu Yan reminded Yu Bai aloud, his brows relaxed, his fingers holding the steering wheel were clenched a little white, Yu Bai looked over from the side, and saw the line of the man's face was tense Tight, the lips are also a little white.

"Yeah." Yu Bai answered absently, and searched in the trunk, but found two umbrellas, but the style and pattern looked like a couple's umbrella, and he turned his head to look at Yu Yan again. , Could it be that Yu Yan bought it for his girlfriend?

"I bought it for some reason at the time. I haven't used it. I didn't buy it for my girlfriend." The expression on Yu Yan's face remained unchanged. He looked at the road ahead without squinting, but he couldn't help explaining. I know that Yu Bai will definitely think wrong.

Yu Bai suddenly lost the mood of gossip, so he could only sit in the car and look at these two couple umbrellas over and over again, but there was a strange sweetness in his heart, he, this is like sharing a couple with Yu Yan Umbrella, nice...

About ten minutes later, Yu Yan found an inconspicuous tree and parked the car there, and then thoughtfully opened the car door, holding an umbrella in one hand and holding the top of the door in the other to let Yu Bai go. When he came out, his umbrella leaned towards Yu Bai impartially, almost covering Yu Bai's entire body.

Yu Bai silently glanced at Yu Yan's drenched shoulders, stretched out his hand and pushed the umbrella towards him, which at least covered Yu Yan, he smiled slightly with satisfaction, the tenderness in the corners of his eyes was particularly obvious.

Just walking, he found that the umbrella was leaning towards him again, covering Yu Bai steadily again, Yu Bai continued to push towards Yu Yan, and Yu Bai simply refused to give way. The whole person huddled in front of Yu Yan's body, the two of them were so close that there was room for the umbrella.

The place they went to was a dilapidated small town in the countryside. At the beginning, Yu Bai had a falling out with his father once, and a few people lived in this place. Later, his father took him back. Yan's child.

This is probably the happiest and sunny time in all his gloomy life. Whenever he thinks about it, he always smiles involuntarily. He misses this place very much.

The moss-covered cobblestone road could not be seen to the bottom at a glance. A girl was selling a handful of white wild lilies, which were probably picked from the mountain behind. Yu Bai just looked away and looked away. Familiar with the way, he got into an alley and arrived at the door of a family.

The peeling red paint and some dilapidated wooden doors, and a few faded Spring Festival couplets were pasted on them. Yu Bai took a deep breath, went up and knocked on the door, but no one came to answer the door.

Yu Bai knocked a few more times, but no one came out to answer the door.Instead, an old man walked out tremblingly from the next door, squinting his eyes while holding his reading glasses and asked, "Who are you looking for?"

"Grandpa, do you know where the kid named Ji Yan from the next door went?" Yu Bai asked politely with a smile on his face.

"That child," the old man seemed to have a bad memory, he squinted his eyes and thought for a long time before he said slowly, "That child, he went to the city with his mother to enjoy the blessings, and said that he found the child's real life. Father, he moved away a long time ago..."

Yu Bai paused for a moment, and finally dropped his hands in desperation, and replied rather bitterly, "I see, thank you."

He didn't know what else he had to say. He kept thinking that he still had so much time, and that one day he would be able to meet that person again, and you could make up for all he lost, but now everyone I don't know where it is, what position can he have to make up for it, and how can he make up for it?

He didn't remember how he went back in a daze, he only remembered that Yu Yan brought him back to the apartment where he lived outside, with a towel in his hand, and wiped his hair finely.

As if waking up from a big dream, he finally came back to his senses, the corners of his mouth were dry, looking at Yu Yan who was seriously wiping his hair in front of him, he really didn't know what to say, so he could only hold Yu Yan's hand fully. , said softly, "Don't wipe it."

"Would you like to drink some water?" Yu Yan looked at Yu Bai's appearance and didn't know what to say. Although he wanted to tell Yu Bai the truth, it felt cheap. Yu Bai waited silently for that How painful it is for someone who will never come, the person will not know.

It was a loneliness deeper than the sea and an unimaginable loneliness. The rose that waited silently finally bloomed, but it withered petal by petal in my own hands, as if the world was winter, There is no warmth of spring.

"Ah Yan, do you think he is still resenting me?" Yu Bai walked to the refrigerator and took out a can of beer, pulled the tab, his eyes seemed a little erratic, he asked Yu Yan, a little confused Overwhelmed.

Time proved him wrong. He thought that he had always been a free and easy person, but he could never forget those people or things that had been deeply rooted in his heart, so he could only in this bright spring day, He smiled and asked, "When will the old man return?"