Escape That Neurosis [Quick Transmigration]

Fu Lianyan lit a cigarette, and the smoke curled up, as if bringing him back to his youth.

"I was 26 years old that year. I was not Commander Fu, but Commander Fu. At 26 years old, leading a regiment of soldiers, I was considered young and energetic. I like to listen to operas. Every time I win a battle, I have to lead my brothers We went to listen to a play. That time I heard that a famous actor named Cheng Xiaolan was coming to the city. I thought this must not be missed, so I booked the show and took my brothers to listen to the play of the famous actor. The first one is "The Drunken Concubine", Xiao Lan played Concubine Yang, I applauded again and again from the audience, after singing, I still hadn't enjoyed myself enough, I insisted on meeting this 'Concubine Yang'. I didn't expect 'Concubine Yang' to send someone to pass the message, He said that it was inconvenient for him to come out after taking off his makeup. I thought this was a deliberate evasion, and I got angry and rushed to the backstage."

"I broke into the backstage and slapped a pistol on the table with a 'slap', which made the crowd scream. I asked: 'Who is Cheng Xiaolan, Boss Cheng?' Everyone was trembling and dared not speak. At this moment, a thin and tall man rushed up to me, with the attitude of a newborn calf not afraid of tigers, pointing at me and scolding: "Where is Qiu Ba, come here to play tricks?" The makeup on his face I hadn't taken off Concubine Yang's costume, and I recognized him as Concubine Yang on the stage just now. Xiaolan was twenty-one-year-old back then, but she was as thin as eighteen or nineteen years old. I He is someone who knows how to play, so he naturally has some respect for famous actors, so he put away his gun and called him 'Boss Cheng', who knew that Lan was still angry, and before I finished speaking, he rushed over to scratch me with all his teeth and claws, and they joked The people in the team were frightened, and hurried up to stop him. I thought it was funny, so I asked him: "Boss Cheng is not happy today?" Listen, spoil the opera!' I didn’t like it when I heard it, everyone in my family loves to listen to opera, I have been cheering for Jiaoer in the theater garden with my father since I was a child, he said I don’t understand opera, can I be convinced?"

"Then I started talking about drama with him. This talk was amazing. Seeing that I was speaking well, Xiaolan became interested and started chatting with me. We chatted all night and had a good time. , had a good chat. From then on, whenever I could go to every scene of his, I would go to join him. After going back and forth, I became acquainted. Later, I found that Xiaolan had a different attachment to me. Every time I go on stage, I have to look for my figure in the audience, and if I can't find it, I will play my temper. I obviously like sleeping with women, but for some reason, I am attracted to Xiaolan, a man."

"At the beginning, it was always gluey, sweet and greasy, but later I found that Xiaolan was crazy. It's good to sing in operas, but his madness is not only in the drama, but also in all aspects. He forbade me Looking for flowers and asking willows, but when a soldier wins a battle, it’s not too much to drink and invite a few women to cheer him up? As a result, he found out once that he was in a hurry to put on his shoes, and ran a few streets in his pajamas barefoot Come and catch me. I stopped him outside the door to prevent him from being mad at my hands and would not show me face. I dragged him back to the house, he scratched and scratched me, and bit me on the face a few times. mouth, and then suddenly hugged me and burst into tears with a 'wow'. You say this is crazy, who can stand it?"

"But I know that the reason why he is crazy is because he loves me. Once the news on the battlefield was wrong, and it was said that I was hit by a bullet and died. Xiaolan knew about it, and she stopped singing. I came to find me on my way to sleep, and got blisters on my feet. When I saw me, I realized that my death was a rumor, and hugged me and cried "Wow". I was just off the battlefield. Annoyed, I just feel so good to be loved by others. I asked him: "If I really die, what will you do?" Dig you out, tickle me and tickle you!' At that time, I was so sweet in my heart, I thought, if he is a woman, I will definitely marry him."

"Later, because of my good military exploits, the higher-ups wanted to promote me, but my political enemy took advantage of Xiaolan and my little shit to make a fuss about. I had a big head. I had no choice but to alienate him temporarily. But Xiaolan is a very Sensitive person, as soon as I distanced himself from him, he would go crazy, so I had no choice but to avoid him. As soon as I hid, he became even crazier. I thought it would be fine after a while, but I didn’t expect that after a while, I waited until Xiao The news of Lan's suicide. I knew he was crazy, but I didn't know he was this crazy."

"After he left, I just felt that the sky was falling. I have killed many people on the battlefield, and I have been hunted down by many people, but I have never felt this feeling of the sky falling. I drink day and night. At night, I feel cold, and I often dream that Xiaolan has come to look for me."

Fu Lianyan took a deep puff of cigarette. After he finished telling this story, the cigarette in his hand was almost exhausted.

Fu Lianyan stared blankly at the costume of "The Drunken Concubine" hanging on the white wall, and said to Ruan Ke: "Many years have passed, and my heart still hurts when I think of him. Tell me, is there any way to make him feel better? I forgot about this relationship?"

Ruan Ke said calmly: "From a scientific point of view, the principle of love is the same as that of opium smoking. They are both addictive behaviors. Since opium smoking can be quit, love can also be quit. If Commander Fu keeps quitting If you don't drop it, then there is only one possibility, that is, Commander Fu doesn't want to quit. Commander Fu, ask yourself, if you have a bowl of soup medicine now, you can completely forget Boss Cheng after drinking it, are you really willing to drink it?"

Fu Lianyan was silent for a while, then shook his head.

"I don't forget, I feel bad; forget, I don't want to. So I can only bear this suffering, right?" Fu Lianyan smiled wryly.

"Commander Fu, you shouldn't forget, but you have to move forward."

"Are you quite experienced?"

"To tell you the truth, Commander Fu, I have also suffered from the pain of 'love'. I like our young master, but I can't love him. Commander Fu, please keep it a secret for me."

This information surprised Fu Lianyan, then he laughed and said, "Okay, okay. I'll keep it secret for you."

Later, Bai Ye asked Ruan Ke why he told Fu Lianyan that Yu Jinfeng liked Liu Yibei. Ruan Ke said that this was a way to make friends. As long as I also exchange one of my secrets, the distance between the two can be quickly shortened.Bai Ye asked again if he had any plans against Liu Yi Beiruan?Ruan Ke gave an eight-character answer: stand still and wait for the opportunity.

Facts have proved that Ruan Ke's method of making friends is very effective. After that day, Fu Lianyan's attitude towards Ruan Ke was quite friendly, as if he had already regarded him as one of his own.Ruan Ke'an worked as a housekeeper's assistant in the commander's mansion, and the opportunity he was waiting for was quietly coming.