lone bird

At eight o'clock in the morning, Shi An opened his eyelids and raised his wrist to check the time. The watch that had just been repaired a while ago stopped moving, and the hour hand fell off again. It was not a good omen to dangle in the dial. Shi An smacked his lips and still didn't take off the watch, but just glanced at the time on the central control screen.

"Is there something wrong with me?" Shi An yawned and said to himself: "The people who go through the formalities early in the morning don't go to work, and Yan Feilan can't get out. I'm like a black car all morning. What are you doing squatting down?"

"Hey! Boy!"

Shi An's car window hadn't been rolled up, and as soon as he turned his head, he saw the uncle waving to him from a long distance away, and shouting from half a street away: "Can you go to Guangming Building 25 in the city?"

Shi An said nothing and rolled up the car window, unable to turn on the air conditioner.

Fortunately, the old man didn't knock on the car window again, and Shi An didn't know whether the old man took a black car or stopped a taxi on the side of the road to go to Guangming Building. He was still lying on the seat, but he just glanced at it from time to time and still closed it tightly. The big black iron gate that will open when the time comes.

"When will you BY Fable Saint come out?" Shi An asked while staring at the doll hanging on the rearview mirror.

The doll is older than the watch on Shi An's wrist. The doll was sewed for Yan Feilan when he was still in high school. Less variety of classes, handmade DIY, calligraphy, cooking... What kind of class is so weird? When filling out the registration form, all the students thought it was just a formality. Even if the class really started, it was just to go and The teacher just joked and laughed.

But no one thought that extracurricular activities still exist in Linshan No. [-] Middle School, and teachers are still tirelessly assigning homework.

Back then, Yan Feilan just filled in handmade DIY. When I went there, I thought it was just pinching plasticine and playing with the sand to make a sand sculpture. Unexpectedly, the teacher threw a bag of needlework materials and a drawing in front of everyone, so I flirted. One sentence: "If you can't sew, go back to the classroom and take math class."

At that time, when An saw the thing that Yan Feilan sewed out, he fully realized Yan Feilan's abhorrence of math classes and his ignorance of handwork.

"What is this?" Shi An looked up at Yan Feilan, who was shaved with calipers and looked like a gangster, and asked, "Is it a dog?"

Yan Feilan stared at Shi An, didn't say anything for a long time, and finally just asked Shi An: "Do you want it?"

How dare Shi An not want it, Yan Feilan's eyes clearly said: Hold it for me!If you don't take it, I will find a car of bread men to beat you.

"Yes!" Shi An replied decisively.

"Dare to throw it at you." Yan Feilan lowered his head after throwing a sentence, and didn't plan to talk to Shi An again.

At that time, it took at least two months for Shi Kishi to know that the teacher asked him to sew a doll in the handicraft class that day.

This doll is healthier than that watch. It has been tossed and turned on Shi An’s schoolbags, bedside rails and rearview mirrors for so many years, but there is no trace left by the years, but the stitches are still awkward, and it still looks like a watch. Shar Pei.

To this day, Shi An couldn't figure out how it was just a doll, how could it be sewn into such a virtue!

From the time it was still dark until it was almost dark, Tokigi even settled for lunch in the car, and when the sun was about to completely sink below the horizon, the black iron gate finally opened, with a bang, Tokigi wanted to hear it It doesn't matter if you don't see it, the door opened and there was no one, Shi An rushed out of the car, and before he reached the door, two more shadows extended outside the door.

Shi An was far away, and there was another car passing by the side of the road, so he didn't hear what the two people inside the door said.

He stopped unknowingly and stood where he was, without the courage to move forward.

It took a month for the temperature to drop. Today’s weather is not bad. 23 degrees is neither too cold nor too hot. In the evening, the weather got even cooler. Tokishan just stood there for two seconds and got naked. Khan, he slowly held his breath when he saw someone stepping out of the iron gate.

The person who came out of that door was Yan Feilan who rejected Shi An's 59 visits. His hairstyle was the same caliper style back then, but there was no such pride and vigor between his eyebrows and eyes. Shi An had seen countless times in his dreams. The face from this time was so thin that the cheeks were a little sunken, but fortunately, the complexion looked healthy, and the black pupils squinted slightly under the orange light of the setting sun, as if a little unaccustomed to it, or a little uncomfortable. too adapted to the free air.

The clothes Yan Feilan was wearing were the same ones he wore when he went in. The styles from five years ago are no longer popular now, and he was a little haggard because of the gray color. He was originally taller than Shi An. He was five centimeters out, and he was always envious of it when he was in school, but now he is standing at the gate of the prison with a hunched back, and he doesn't seem to be that tall anymore.

Standing not far from the door, Shi An portrayed Yan Feilan's figure over and over again in his eyes, and after a while, he curled up his lips helplessly.

This person is really interesting. If he refuses to visit, he refuses to visit. Why doesn't he even ask for the clothes sent in?

Shi An reckoned that the bag that Yan Feilan was carrying in his hand should contain the clothes he sent over from time to time in the past five years.

"The geese are flying!"

Shi An couldn't move anymore, he hoped that Yan Feilan could walk towards him.

Yan Feilan, who had regained his freedom, stood at the door and heard someone calling his name, and looked over in surprise. The moment he saw Shi An, Shi An could feel Yan Feilan's vain intentions from a distance of 50 meters. Heart to run away.

"Yan Feilan!" Shi An raised his voice and shouted again.

Sure enough, Yan Feilan turned around and was about to leave.

"Yan Feilan!" Shi An didn't chase after him, he still stood on the spot and shouted: "You stand there for me!"

Yan Feilan stopped, but did not turn around.

Shi An turned towards Yan Feilan's back and confronted him silently.

Why!

In just five seconds, Shi An stepped towards Yan Feilan. He didn't say hello to Yan Feilan again. He reached out to pick up the luggage in Yan Feilan's hand and walked to the parking place. Go, if you don’t come with me, you can sleep on the street.”

Sitting back in the cab, Shi An stared at the figure in the rearview mirror that was still frozen in place and hadn't moved a bit. He stared at the doll pendant and said, "Why are you both so annoying!"

Shi An put the car in reverse gear, reversed the car in front of Yan Feilan, honked the horn, and asked through the car window: "Hey, that guy, can you walk in the city at 35? Hurry up, you can't go here Too long."

The door of the co-pilot's seat was closed, Tokigi turned his head and glanced, "Seat belt."

Yan Feilan pulled the seat belt buckle to the buckle with a little slow movement, Shi An started the car and asked: "Young man, who is it? How old is this year?"

"From Linshan, I'm 28 this year."

Shi An asked again: "Where is this going?"

Yan Feilan was silent, he didn't know where he was going, or more precisely, he didn't know where he could go. After thinking about it, he asked: "Master, can I go back to Linshan? I'll pay more."

Shi An refused without thinking: "No, Linshan is a big job, at least that's what you get for a trip."

He stretched out a hand and waved it in front of Yan Feilan's eyes.

Yan Feilan was completely speechless, and it took him a long time to say: "Then master can go wherever the master says."

Shi An curled his lips, there was nothing between the two of them for a while, and an awkward silence filled the car.

In fact, it's not too bad.

Shi An wanted to ask Yan Feilan if everything was fine inside, why he always refused his visits, and if he refused the visits, did you read the letters he wrote?Shi An was rejected by Yan Feilan 59 times, and he wrote a total of 58 letters to Yan Feilan. He never wrote anything important in the letter, it was just trivial.

Yan Feilan also wanted to ask Shi An, how he has been doing well in the past few years, and why he still came every month even after being rejected for so many years, and even more wanted to ask Fei, who was mentioned in his letter. How is Fei doing now.

"The wild goose flies."

"Time shore."

Either no one spoke, or both spoke at the same time.

"You go ahead," Tokigi said.

Yan Feilan paused and said: "It's nothing, I just want to ask... I want to ask about your life... are you okay?"

Shi An turned on the turn signal and said, "Not good."

Yan Feilan didn't know how much of Shi An's so-called badness was related to him, he sat timidly on the co-pilot, as if he was afraid of adding a little bit of badness to Shi An or Shi An's car.

Why don't you see me.

These words were repeated on Shi An's lips more than a dozen times, until the car parked in the underground parking lot at home, Shi An couldn't ask, he got out of the car and walked around the back seat to pick up Yan Feilan's luggage, and then said: " Let's go, first go upstairs to put things away and then we'll go out to eat."

Walking into the elevator, Yan Feilan stood on one side neatly, as if he was being punished, but his back was still hunched, Shi An was angry no matter what he saw, and wanted Yan Feilan to straighten his back, but he didn't speak, and the elevator door opened At that time, Shi An said: "The house on the left, I bought the house after I saved money after working, and the door code is 012800."

With a beep, the door opened, Shi An went in and changed his shoes, but Yan Feilan stood at the door without moving.

0128, he looked at Shi An who was standing at the entrance and let him in and asked, "This password..."

"Don't think too much." Shi An said calmly: "It has nothing to do with you, I have used this password for a long time and got used to it."

Yan Feilan nodded and said, "Understood."

Shi An took Yan Feilan's shoes, and Yan Feilan saw the old pair of canvas shoes on the shoe rack that were covered with graffiti that looked like Van Gogh's.

The shoes were the homework of the second handicraft class that year, and the graffiti was of course also drawn by Yan Feilan.

At this point, Yan Feilan dullly realized that Shi An's life seemed to be full of things related to him, such as the watch on his wrist with the hands off, the unstained doll on the rearview mirror, and this pair of The canvas shoes that should have been outdated for a long time, and the door lock code composed of his birthday plus two zeros.

When Shi An saw Yan Feilan was looking at the pair of shoes, he said indifferently: "Don't think too much, it has nothing to do with you. I wanted to throw it away a few days ago and forgot about it when I went out in a hurry, so I kept it here."

don't think too much...

don't think too much...

Don't think too much, if you think I like you, you will stay away from me.