Long Island High School

Han Lin has had a hard time since her sophomore year. She had to accompany Cheng Jia to class during the day, and when she came back at night, she had to wash clothes, cook, and take care of Cheng Jia's daily necessities.During the period, I also have to take part-time jobs.Most of the rent and living expenses are supported by her. Cheng Jia originally wanted to ask her family for money, and it's not that her family has no money, but Han Lin didn't want it. She said she could support her.

Yang, what a vocabulary with deep meaning.

Han Lin is willing to support her, and Cheng Jia also needs her, so let's live with her.Before their senior year, the two had a very harmonious and harmonious life.They don't quarrel anymore, and they don't get awkward anymore. On weekends, they go to the supermarket together, buy vegetables, cook, and lie on the sofa together to watch dramas and chat.Han Lin held her in her arms and rubbed her fingers to warm her.They also slept in the same bed at night.

The other girls chased stars and fell in love, and the two of them lived their lives behind closed doors, and they lived happily.Even though Han Lin is busy all day long, she doesn't feel bitter.At that time, she worked as a hostess lady, worked as a tutor, and went to the factory to string chains for others to make packaging, and it only cost 120 yuan a day.Cheng Jia spends money lavishly, but is too embarrassed to ask his family for it.Han Lin dotes on her, spends a lot of money every time she eats out and buys clothes, and treats her like a princess.

From the beginning of her senior year, Han Lin became even busier, busy looking for an internship.Cheng Jia had nothing to do every day, and Han Lin didn't accompany her, so she was even more bored.

During that time, she liked to go to school by herself, and school and home were the places she was most familiar with.Sitting on the grass in the square, read novels with one or two free books.Other students are looking for internships, postgraduate entrance examinations, and public examinations. There are a lot of things to do, and they are very anxious.But she doesn't know sorrow, and maybe her sorrow is unsolvable.At that time, she was obsessed with Baby Annie, because there were more or less flawed people who longed for love. If they were longing for love but could not get it, their souls would be wandering.She feels that her soul is also floating, and there is no safe place to go.Not Han Lin, not her parents, she doesn't know how to satisfy the emptiness in her heart.

There was a senior, who was probably a graduate student in our school, and seeing that she was special, he struck up a conversation with her.The senior, who studies psychology, chatted very speculatively with her.The two often went to the library, school playground and cafeteria together.When Han Lin came to pick her up, she was talking with her senior in front of the teaching building.

The senior was on the steps, she looked up at him with a smile on her face.Han Lin happened to see that Han Lin didn't talk much on the way back. She felt boring after talking by herself for a long time, so she stopped talking.

Han Lin thought viciously, look, she just can't change that problem.Wings are broken, still restless.I was so busy outside, and when I came back, I had to see her flirting with others. What did she think of her?

The two had a quarrel on the road. Cheng Jia was always proud in front of her and couldn't stand being wronged.Her thorny yin and yang questioned her strangely, and Cheng Jia suddenly became angry: "I'm not your real daughter, why do you care so much? You also care about what I say to others, and you also care who I associate with. Don’t worry, do I have to report it to you when I go to the toilet? Have you made a mistake, I am not your servant or your prisoner, don’t I have the freedom to interact with people normally?”

"Do you dare to say that you have a normal relationship with him?"

"Why don't I dare, I just had two meals with him! Even if there is anything, you can't control it, you have no right!"

"I do not have?"

Cheng Jia said stiffly, "Who are you to me..."

Han Lin looked at her with sad eyes, and quarreled for a long time, she was nothing to her.Cheng Jia couldn't bear her gaze and ran away in the night.Han Lin didn't sleep in the room that night. Sleeping on one bed in one room was too hopeless and sad.Instead of being sad face to face, she might as well hide first.

Han Lin went out early in the morning, Cheng Jia slept alone all night, lonely, helpless and frightened, she couldn't take it anymore, and even cried a lot.Han Lin had never treated her so coldly, and she also got angry, and ran home with tears in her eyes.Every time it was Han Lin who accompanied her back home, she had never taken a car by herself.In panic and panic, she found the bus to go home, and halfway through the journey alone, she couldn't hold on anymore.

At this moment, Han Lin called her, and she cried into the phone. Han Lin regretted and felt distressed at the same time, and coaxed her for a long time, asking her to find the driver to stop and tell her the place to wait for her to pick her up.

So Cheng Jia squatted by the side of the road, talking on the phone with Han Lin while waiting for her to come.When Han Lin finally came, she didn't make any fuss anymore, and just threw herself into his arms and cried.

The two had such a quarrel, and they got back together.

But the rift remained after all.

In the summer of 13, Han Lin and Cheng Jia graduated and had to leave school.Han Lin finds a job in a foreign company and works in finance in a foreign company.Cheng Jia was still doing nothing, and her family wanted her to take the public exam, so she studied at home.Han Lin's place of work is far away from home, and Cheng Jia still lives with her, in the euphemistic name of looking for a job while studying.Her parents didn't dare to restrain her too much, knowing that Han Lin was reliable, they let them.

When Han Lin goes home every day, Cheng Jia will cook the rice first, and then Han Lin will cook.The two chatted about what they had seen and heard during the day, and Han Lin talked about her work, the bosses she met, the difficulties and dangers in her internship, her leaders and colleagues.Cheng Jia has nothing to talk about, should we let her talk about Shen Lun?Han Lin's world is strange and exciting, but she is still a puddle of mud.

She forced herself to go to the city library to review every day, and even met a few test takers there.They made an appointment to read books and do quizzes together, and every time Cheng Jia would come back early to cook the rice, otherwise Han Lin would show her face again.

The two quarreled constantly, and gradually, a year later, they had a big quarrel.

Because Han Lin met her with a man again.

At the seaside, she was walking on the beach with a man.Han Lin stepped on high-heeled shoes and dressed in formal attire, and followed the leader to work in the company here.When I came out to buy coffee for my colleagues, I happened to meet them together.

That day was a Saturday, and Cheng Jia called her half an hour ago to act like a baby to her, saying that she would wait for her at home and asked her to come back early, and they would go to the movies together at night.

She answered on the phone, and they talked a lot sweetly.Colleagues teased her that she was on the phone with her boyfriend, she shook her head and smiled, her heart warmed even though she didn't say anything.

As a result, at this moment, she was walking with the man in front of her.She was far away, and she couldn't see the man's appearance clearly, but the sea and the sky were the same color, and the breeze was blowing. The man looked at her face to face, and lifted her messy forehead hair.She smiled at the man, looking like a little girl.

Han Lin only felt dizzy, and a fire burned in her heart.This is betrayal, this is blatant betrayal!

When the man left, Cheng Jia turned around and saw Han Lin with a stern face.That bright smile was still on her face.

The war has begun.

When Han Lin questioned, Cheng Jia not only did not answer, but questioned why she asked.Han Lin is really annoying.The questioning failed, the evolution was getting worse and worse, Cheng Jia simply admitted.

Yes, he is my boyfriend, how about it?At my age, I can't talk about boyfriends anymore?

Han Lin slapped her across the face in anger.

Cheng Jia covered her face and stared at her: Don't think I don't know, you just want to control me, right?You just want to trap me by your side for the rest of your life, so that I can't do anything!You don't love me at all!

No, I'm not!I love you!

Han Lin, you are crazy.

Doesn't she think she's crazy?Doesn't she think she's scary?In fact, she had already felt it.

Cheng Jia turned around and ran away, behind her was a cold snake, entangled her all night and in dreams, and was about to come to her again.Han Lin didn't allow her to run away, and the two got into a fight by the sea.Han Lin controlled her arm, just not letting her go.Once she left, she was gone forever, and Han Lin panicked.Cheng Jia cried and yelled, and the two fought and hugged each other, causing an ugly scene in the street.

In the end, Han Lin had to coax her in a low voice, apologized and slapped herself in the street, in order to get her forgiveness.

The two quarreled so loudly that Cheng Jia was exhausted from crying and squatted on the ground to hug herself.

She felt so alone, so alone.

The reconciliation this time did not make Cheng Jia really change her mind, but made her more and more aboveboard.She began to go out in an open manner, and did not return home in an open manner.Han Lin called her, but she didn't bother to answer, and she didn't reply to the text messages she sent, and she didn't even read them.

She was still living with Han Lin, and she came back every few days, and then came back later and later, and couldn't come back once in ten days and a half months.

The relationship between the two was very tense. Han Lin was waiting for her text messages every day, and she didn't dare to rush or ask. Whenever she asked, she would quarrel again. If she quarreled, Cheng Jia would shut down her phone and disappear for many days to take revenge on her.

She really couldn't bear the taste of revenge.

It was so uncomfortable, I couldn't sleep all night, and I kept hitting the south wall over and over again to call her, but every time there was a mechanical echo that the other party had turned off the phone.Knowing that she won't pick it up, she still hits her, like self-mutilation, as long as she has experienced it once, it will be like hell.

And Cheng Jia taught her several times.

The taste of power in this relationship is still so wonderful.

She no longer dared to ask, dared not tell bad news, and cautiously mentioned the cat they raised together.

The poop the princess pulled today is so stinky, are you free, let's take her to the hospital together.

After a long time, Cheng Jia replied: Do you have diarrhea?

kinda.

Then you take her there first, I'm a little busy, so I probably won't be able to come back.

I'll go first and wait for you in the hospital, at least to see my daughter once.

Cheng Jia guessed that she couldn't be perfunctory, so she came anyway. Someone sent her here when she came, but she didn't show up.On the dark side of the street, only the shadow of an SUV can be seen, passing by in a blink of an eye.The two took the cat to see a doctor, but it was just a little gastroenteritis, so they went home to feed the medicine and take good care of it.

Cheng Jia was very distressed, this is the cat they raised together, and she feeds and plays with it most of the time.Because Han Lin is very busy, busy raising her.But she doesn't need her support.

In the evening, Han Lin was still wearing formal high-heeled shoes, as if she had come right after work and had no time to change.

Cheng Jia saw that she was getting thinner and haggard, but she still said cruelly, "I want to move out."

"what?!"

"Han Lin, I want to move out first."

Han Lin trembled: "You want to live with him?"

"No, I want to go home."

For so many years, she has been wandering outside. Now that her younger sister is in school, and her parents are old, they also need her.She regained the warmth of her family and began to go home frequently.She has been muddled for so many years, and now she has parents to take care of and a younger sister to take care of. She has responsibilities and the thickness of her life, and she seems to have grown up overnight.

She became a very ordinary adult and social person.

And even though Han Lin is more mature and stronger than her, she is still 17 years old in her heart, thinking that friendship can last a lifetime.

How naive she is, how wishful thinking.

Han Lin said, "No!"

"I am pregnant."