Long Island High School

Ling Yan is a gentle person, he was hungover in her arms all night, and he was in terrific pain.In her arms, he temporarily forgot the pain, and only knew happiness and tenderness.Drowsy and drunk, he had to promise her to come to school the next day.

This is a bit out of bounds, he knows, but the greed in his heart makes him indulge for a night, but he doesn't want to be responsible.

When he arrived at the school gate, he asked Ling Yan to get out of the car and sent her to a taxi.

When Song Jing was around, he had no interest in her.With Song Jing not around, he was even more distracted.One night of indulgence had already made him regret it.He is a person with a great sense of boundaries, so he can play. Ling Yan has feelings for him, so he should be more righteous.

Last night, he was an asshole.

However, when Ling Yan arrived at the door, she became depressed, and she didn't sit in the taxis passing by.

He Wenzhou felt trapped by an invisible net, he didn't expect it to be so difficult.

Ling Yan asked: "Who is she?"

He Wenzhou said: "I can't tell you."

Ling Yan said: "Even if we can be ordinary friends?"

It's not like He Wenzhou doesn't understand ordinary friends, how ordinary friends should do.

"Okay, then you just wait for me to bully you."

Ling Yan laughed: "You bully me less? I am willing!"

He Wenzhou suddenly said solemnly: "No. Ling Yan, I can bully any girl, but I can't bully you."

This was the only ivory spit out of his dog's mouth, and he didn't understand her affection and righteousness to him.

This love is just this sentence.

Ling Yan suddenly wanted to cry, but was not reconciled: "Is it really impossible? Is there no nostalgia at all?"

He Wenzhou sighed, and he has also learned to sigh. These days are really a life of inhumanity, and he doesn't know how Song Jing is, he is suffering to death.

Originally, he was somewhat attached to Ling Yan, not much, but because she indulged him and let him play however he likes.Between Song Jing and Ling Yan, he not only enjoys the passion of love, but also steals a moment, indulges physically and mentally, like a fish in water.

After being treated coldly by Song Jing, Ling Yan is a gentle town.In the name of an ordinary friend, he was having an affair with her, and he didn't tell the truth.He is not a good person, if she is willing to give it, he wants it.

Anyway, he didn't touch her, let alone want her, he was clean and a gentleman.

Now that this layer of paper has been punctured by her, it is impossible to continue playing.

"Don't embarrass me."

Ling Yan said: "No, I am not reconciled."

The girl raised her head and made a gesture of declaring war: "Just let her wait, I won't let go."

Ling Yan got into a car and slammed the door shut.He Wenzhou was in a state of desperation. He never expected that he would provoke such a big rotten peach blossom despite his usual chicness.

Ling Yan has feelings for her, he can't hurt her by talking too harshly; he also can't accept her, let him play like this, let alone Song Jing, he doesn't have this hobby.

It's so indecent.

And he doesn't like her anymore.

After staying up all night like this, the rain dripped under the eaves in the morning, as if there was no end.The air was humid, the curtains blocked most of the light, and it was a bit cold in the rainy morning.

Song Jing was lying on the bed, feeling very uncomfortable when he opened his eyes.This kind of discomfort is long-lasting, eternal, and has no end in sight.Even carrying everything is boring, going to school is boring, eating is boring, and the next year of school and even life in the future will be meaningless.

There is no light and no hope.

This would never have happened before. He has always been determined and fulfilled, and every step of his life is planned. He feels flustered.

My heart was heavy, and I didn't have any strength in my body.Grandma called him, and he reluctantly got up in his pajamas and went out to throw out the trash.

He didn't know it, and after he went out, he realized that the rain hadn't stopped, and the cold raindrops hit his body a little cold.

He shrank his body and wanted to throw it away and go back.

Unexpectedly, a person rushed out of the alley. The boy was wearing a white sportswear, drenched from head to toe, his hair was down in the front, and he was looking at him with deep and melancholy eyes.I don't know how long I've been waiting here.

He tightened suddenly, his heart was beating wildly, and he was about to jump out.

He Wenzhou looked at him for a while, probably because the air was too sticky and heavy, so he tilted his head pretending to be relaxed: "Ha!"

Song Jing was drenched in the rain, looking at him bewilderedly.

"I miss you so much."

"I think you can't bear to think about it. You feel like you're going to die in the morning. You can't wait, so you ran here first."

Yeah, dying, he was like him, waking up in the morning feeling like he was going to die.

"Song Jing, I love you."

"Let's not break up, shall we?"

Song Jing's body shook for a moment, the rain made his head feverish, and he couldn't think of anything anymore.His heart melted, and he couldn't speak from his throat.

"You let her feed you yogurt."

After a long time, Song Jing choked out a sentence.

He Wenzhou smiled: "I was wrong. I don't want her feeding in the future, as long as you feed me."

"You're still in touch with her."

"I don't have it anymore, I have already rejected her."

No matter how slow Song Jing's mind was, he instantly thought of last night when he and she flew in front of him, full of youth.This is a wolf in sheep's clothing, he wants everything, and nothing is wrong.

He Wenzhou grinned, thinking that he hurt him yesterday, but today's sudden visit would coax him to change his mind.

Song Jing shook his head: "Not good."

He Wenzhou held him tightly: "What's wrong? I have made it clear to her for you, and I will never contact her again."

"Did I separate you from her?"

"What's the difference? Isn't the purpose achieved?"

Song Jing said: "No. You don't understand at all."

Song Jing shook off his hand and wanted to go into the cave.

He Wenzhou shouted from behind: "What do you want from me!"

Song Jing was about to leave and didn't want to talk to him.Hearing this sentence, he came back suddenly.

"Why did you agree to be ordinary friends with her? What kind of relationship did she have with you before? Don't tell me you don't understand!"

He Wenzhou was speechless.

"I didn't touch her."

"If you touch her, there will be no chance to talk here now. You want to hug her left and right, want everything, I can't stand it."

"I don't have one."

"I really don't like liars."

"But I don't want to break up, I'm sad."

Song Jing took a breath: "Before this, did I tell you what kind of person I am, and did we make it clear?"

"Have."

"Then what else do you want?"

"I……"

"Song Jing, you are really strong, making you breathless."

The two unknowingly started to quarrel, arguing and arguing, He Wenzhou couldn't help but say something.

"Am I difficult to serve?"

"A little."

"You... don't you like me like this?"

"Ah."

Song Jing closed his eyes, feeling so sad that he didn't know what to do.The most uncomfortable thing for him was not that he was still in touch with Ling Yan, but that he found that he could not satisfy He Wenzhou.

He has always had his eyes high above the top, and he is self-confident. Even though he is out of character, because He Wenzhou said he likes him, he should like him even if he has shortcomings.

However, he was not as perfect as he thought.He doesn't like his shortcomings, and he also thinks that he has a bad personality and is not soft enough. Compared with that girl, his toughness and indifference are so dazzling.

He's also not nice enough to him, not sweet enough.Not interesting, not good at playing, not easy to make out with him.He knew it all, so others could take advantage of it.

But can he blame himself?Can he change for him?

Is the changed love still worth it?

He doesn't know anything.

Among the extreme contradictions, his questioning and negation of himself is the most uncomfortable.

While desperately self-destructing, he also desperately maintained his own face, refusing to lose face in front of him.

Song Jing said coldly, "Then let's break up."

He Wenzhou said: "Okay."

"Stop looking for me again."

"Well, not coming."

He Wenzhou flicked his schoolbag, no matter how drenched he was, he disappeared in a blink of an eye.

Song Jing bit her lip, her face was pale with cold, and her lips were trembling.He gritted his teeth and braced himself against the wall, not letting himself fall like that.

too tired.

It hurts too much.