After the resurrection, I send warmth every day

Hoshimi Haruka took a long time to go to the bathroom.

Considering that it was a girl, the men did not urge her.

It's just that when she came back, the cheek that had just been soaked in water, even though it had been wiped dry, the hair tips stained with water droplets on the forehead, the wet eyelashes, and... the red eye sockets.

Anyone could tell that she had just cried.

She walked in front of several people, with a very far-fetched arc on the corner of her lips, and said with a smile: "Thank you Mr. Zetian for taking the time to show me around today. I had a great time and I'm going back."

Sawada Tsunayoshi didn't seem to see the bravado hidden under that smile, and his attitude was as gentle as ever: "Then see you next time."

"You came with Skylark, I won't let anyone send you back."

"um. Thank you."

Hoshimi Haruka and Tsurumaru Kuninaga walked to the yard together, and saw Hibari Kyouya sitting quietly on the bench under the garden tree.

He closed his eyes slightly, and leaned back there, his shattered black hair was slightly fluttered by the wind, behind him was a clear blue sky, the long shade of trees, and his shadow.

As she approached, the light like golden flakes that fell on his cheeks through the gaps in the branches and leaves also dimmed.

Hibari Kyouya opened his eyes, and the face reflected in the gray-blue pupils had an expression as if he had cried a lot.

"Going back." The girl's voice was cold, as if she was venting her dissatisfaction.

After she finished speaking, she turned around and was held by someone's hand.

"remote."

Skylark dragged her back two steps, and finally sat down on the empty seat beside her.

"Are you crying?" His eyes stayed on the reddened eyes, his expression was very ugly, and the corners of his lips were drawn into a line, "What happened?"

Xingjian Yao's expression didn't change, he just repeated what he said just now, "I want to go back."

"..."

He knew Tsunayoshi Zetian tentatively, and the people who made her cry were obviously not the group of herbivores in the opposite house.

After a while, he stood up and led her away.

After returning to the empty home, Xing Jianyao became even more silent, although she didn't say a word on the way back.

Tsurumaru Kuninaga said that she went to the bathroom by herself, and then she became like this when she came out. Before that, nothing special happened, they were just having lunch.

Hoshimi Haruka became like this, it seems that it has nothing to do with anyone.

This is impossible.

When Xingjian Yao didn't want to talk to him, there was only one reason.

She is mad at him.

She locked herself in the room, and she didn't want to talk to anyone. It would be fine if it was someone else, but it was Haruka Xingjian. If she left it alone, she would just keep it like that forever.

He found the key and opened the bedroom door.

In the dimly lit room with the curtains closed, the girl lying on the bed raised her arms to cover her eyes and half of her face, revealing only calm and indifference.

Hibari Kyouya came to her, frowned seeing her like this, "Why are you angry?"

The person lying there didn't move, didn't even show his eyes to look at him, but said calmly: "Sorry, I want to be alone."

So please get out.

Her other meaning is very obvious.

Hibari Kyouya didn't move.

She moved her arm away, revealing her eyes stained with mist, and after staring at him with a stubborn expression for a while, she suddenly got up and walked into the bathroom.

There is the sound of locking.

When she squatted on the cold floor in the bathroom with her knees hugged, and saw those feet intruding into her eyes again, her emotions suddenly collapsed.

Nothing at all.

Here, there is nothing that belongs to the existence of Hoshimi Haruka.

Just like at this moment, she doesn't even have the right to want a separate space when she is in a bad mood.

This so-called home, this base, and everyone here are all bonded by the one in front of them, named Hibari Kyoya.

And she has this person.

Before today, she always thought so.

But now she understands that owning Hibari Kyouya is equivalent to having nothing.

"……remote."

At the moment when the familiar voice heard countless times in the past fell, Xingjian Haruka stood up from the floor and looked at the person in front of him with wet eyes, "I want to be alone, can you stop looking for me for a while?" ?”

The answer is of course no.

This is his home, there is no place he cannot go.

Therefore, she couldn't find a small space where she could exist alone.

She ran out from that base and came to the nearby seaside, where he often accompanied her for a walk at night. There were few people, but there were many rocks, waves, and sea breeze.

Xing Jianyao sat on a high reef, looking down at the deep blue sea, where the dark tide was raging, and the sea wind was howling here.

In fact, she can understand.

It's as if she wants the other party to be by her side forever, always together.

That person thought so too.

That's why he didn't tell her that he couldn't accompany her after death.

Because she can't accept temporary company.

I can't bear the eternal loneliness.

When his life came to an end, at that time, it was not only her who suffered, but also him.

Obviously they are all undead but they cannot be together.

She couldn't bear the pain.

Because she knows the reason, because she knows everything, because she is not the only one who understands the pain. It must be very difficult for him who made this decision...

No, not so.

For Hibari Kyouya, the moment he took the ring, he should have agreed without thinking about it at all.

What he really wanted... was an opponent who could satisfy his desire to fight.

She knows it all.

Known from before.

I will always be in his last option.

Hibari Kyouya is different from her. She has no ideals, no hobbies, and no goals that she wants to work hard for. Just living is hard enough.

For her, the only important person in this world is that boy.

But he has everything.

He has the Bingsheng he loves, the glory he is proud of, the opponent he wants to kill, and the life path he wants to take, which is completely different from her.

There was no her on that road.

Without Hoshimi Haruka's Hibari Kyouya, he will still be the admirable Hibari Kyouya, and he will still live the way most people yearn for.

And she... is like the paint that paints the colors. His life is already dazzling enough, and that extra color doesn't seem to be an eyesore.

But not exaggerating this color will not make him dusty.

What is it that hurts?

perhaps……

is not fair.

'You are so important, more important than anyone else, even though I know many people, in places you don't know, I have formed as many bonds as you. '

'However, in my cognition, in my heart, you will always be the most important existence. '

'But I will never be your one, even if there are countless people, even if there are countless fetters and fates, the most important one among them exists. '

It seems like nothing is wrong.

At least she was sure that she was the most special girl in Hibari Kyoya's heart.

One's life is made up of many things, not just for another person.

So, he was right not to put all his eyes on her.

but……

If we are only together for the sake of pain, if we already know that we will be separated in the future, why do we want to maintain this so-called fate?

It was like in hell at that time, others asked her to go back to this world to meet the person she wanted to see.

Just because she knew that seeing him would only make her more painful, she endured it for ten years without seeing him once.

Compared with eternal pain, she would only choose temporary pain.

She is used to living in such an evasive way.

and so……

There is no need to think about it anymore.

The sea breeze blew her skirt and long hair, Xingjian Haruka suddenly relaxed from the stiff posture, stood up little by little, and turned around against the wind.

The long hair tied with ribbons was blown away suddenly by the wind, and the hair was flying messily and wantonly. She saw the blue color flying into the sky and falling into the deep sea unsteadily.

Collom bought it for her...

The moment this idea appeared, she jumped into the cold deep sea over there, and while grabbing the ribbon, her body also fell into the sea.

She can swim, and they taught her when I went to the beach with everyone in Honmaru.

But when she was floating in the sea, when she opened her eyes and saw the endless dark blue that seemed to be eroded by darkness, she suddenly realized it, right... Which direction is it coming from?

Forget it, choose a direction at will.

Anyway, she will not drown in this sea like humans.

Thinking of this, she turned around and planned to swim to the left, but a hand came from nowhere, grabbed her hard and pulled her in the opposite direction.

The body quickly surfaced.

Compared to her steady breathing, the person who "saved" her was panting heavily, dragging her to swim to the side of the coast.

He has red hair that shines brightly in the sun.

Xing Jianyao stared at his back in a daze, and then, after the man landed, he grabbed the coat he left on the ground and put it on her body, with a very complicated expression, "Well, you..."

It's Japanese.

"No matter how difficult things are, don't give up your life!"

Xingjian Haruka: "..."

He looked down at the blue ribbon in his hand.

"Although, although I don't know anything about you, it's rude to say so, but please cherish your life!" The red-haired young man's tone was solemn with a hint of sincerity, and his expression was sincere.

"...Thank you for saving me." She took a step back and bowed, "I didn't intend to commit suicide."

"Eh?"

"It's just that the ribbon given to me by an important friend fell into the sea, and I'll go pick it up."

"Then, then you..."

"I can swim."

"..."

He was silent for a while, then suddenly covered his face with his hand, as if he was extremely ashamed and indignant at his behavior, "Hug, I'm sorry, I misunderstood and said such strange things."

"It's okay, thank you." Xing Jianyao pursed his lips and smiled, "I'm Xing Jianyao, how about you?"

"...!!"

The red-haired young man swung his hands away from his face, his eyes widened in horror, and he pointed at her in surprise and confusion, "You, you are the rumored...girlfriend of Skylark!?"

"I'm sorry, I suddenly remembered that I have something urgent to do, so let's go first!"

"I met you today, and I saved you from the water, absolutely don't tell Skylark!"

"No, we haven't met at all! Goodbye!!"

"...?"

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The author has something to say:

Haruka's mentality is actually not considered from the standpoint of human beings. She has become accustomed to the passage of time in hell, and has no concept of time. She feels that human time is really short.

The next chapter will make it clear.

As for the redhead... guess for yourself.