After the resurrection, I send warmth every day

With the help of that bottle of potion, Hoshimi Haruka recovered quickly.

After recovering, she went back to live in the dormitory, probably frightened by her sudden onset, Tsurumaru Kuninaga disagreed with her going back to work so soon.

She had no choice but to take a long vacation from the coffee shop and hide in a small room to recuperate her frail body.

Tsurumaru Kuninaga couldn't figure it out, and she couldn't figure it out herself either.

She is dead, and she knows that better than anyone.

Now she can still clearly recall that she was lying on the hospital bed struggling to breathe, her mouth was filled with the sweetness of blood, all the cells in her body seemed to be screaming for pain, and the sound of her heart beating crazily was as clear as a death talisman .

Until the end, she could no longer hear the heartbeat that made her feel desperate.

Opening her eyes, she saw hell.

She is dead.

When she first worked as a spiritual examiner, she often stayed up for days and nights without sleep, and her body had no effect. She was a dead soul who didn't need to rest and would not get sick.

But why...

she is sick?

If you think about it carefully, it seems that it started when she returned to Yokohama after worshiping her parents that day.

From that day on, she began to dream from time to time, spending every day like a walking dead, and at night, all the past, the helpless self, would be repeated in the dream.

Haruka Hoshimi was born in a very ordinary family.

Her father is a university professor and her mother is a company employee. She is the only child in the family.

Generally speaking, if there is a child who may die at any time in the family, the parents should want to have another child, let alone her who is determined to die prematurely on the day of birth.

However, her parents were just the opposite. Those two gave her all their love.

As if afraid that she would think they didn't love her enough, those two kept telling her that she was their only child and always would be.

So, don't be afraid, don't worry.

No one will lose you.

Mom and Dad will always love you.

Her family's economic conditions are not bad, but to support a seriously ill child, let alone the expensive medicines and long-term auxiliary medical equipment that are needed every day, even a middle- and upper-class family will be dragged down by her.

But her parents never complained.

In fact, she had overheard their conversation secretly, that the money was not enough, so she went to ask relatives to borrow some and so on.

Dad is married.

She didn't know what her father's family was like, because she had never seen it before, but she hated the relatives that her mother said.

Young children are very sensitive. Those people always think that she is ignorant, so they have no scruples, telling their mothers "give her up", "don't procrastinate like this if it's hopeless", "do it to her Saying it is also torture." Words like that.

They were asking her mother to abandon her and let her die alone, she could still understand.

So, she doesn't like those people very much.

In fact, if I think about it carefully, I seem to understand it now.

At that time, she was a burden to any family, but she was lucky enough to meet her parents who loved her deeply. If she went to those relatives' families, she should only be abandoned and die. There isn't that much money and energy to feed a waste.

However, even so, until now, Hoshimi Haruka has someone he can't accept.

It's her mother's brother.

Because she had heard with her own ears that the man asked her mother to kill herself.

"Don't let me down anymore, kill her, otherwise, don't you know what will happen to you?"

"Kill her."

"For your own sake, kill her."

Now as long as she closes her eyes, the man's cold words are still ringing in her ears clearly as if yesterday.

He hates her so much.

But her mother loved her deeply after all. No matter how difficult it was, that gentle woman never said such words as giving up her daughter, and she would never do anything to hurt her daughter.

however……

The person who died was the mother who loved her deeply.

Is it because of her?Just like what the man said, because of her, the mother was dragged down and let her die, right?

She couldn't come up with an answer.

Until that day, her father also passed away.

After her mother passed away, her condition got worse day by day, and more and more money was needed to treat her. She was like a vampire, a bottomless pit.

She knows better than anyone.

Even if Dad never gave up on her, she couldn't survive at all.

Dad must have known it too.

But even so, he didn't give up on her. He worked hard every day and searched for various part-time jobs on the Internet. Only in the middle of the night could he spare time to visit her.

Under the double pressure of such long-term physical fatigue and mental oppression, he was finally crushed.

he died.

When she saw him, he was already a cold tombstone.

She suddenly realized, did her mother die like this?

For her... died.

Perhaps, what the man said at the beginning was correct, let mother kill her and lose her, for the sake of mother and father's own future, they should let her die earlier.

Whenever such thoughts start to arise in her heart, the image of the past, those two people looking at her with loving eyes and saying to her, "Thank you for coming to our side" will appear in her mind.

They love her so unreservedly, how can she loathe herself?

No matter what kind of star Jianyao is, it is their pride.

Just like what those two people said, she also wanted to say to them, "Thank you for being my parents."

Unfortunately, they can no longer hear it.

The long dream is like a cocoon woven by memories, wrapping her in an airtight layer. She is bound by the silk thread called love, unable to break free from this dream.

You can only let your body continue to fall until the sun rises the next day.

She will wake up naturally.

It had been like this ever since she started dreaming.

So this time, when she fell into the dream world again, she closed her eyes as usual, waiting for that ray of golden light.

The indigo flames burned up the criss-crossed silk threads, her body lightly stepped on the floor, Xingjian Yao opened her eyelashes, and found that the cocoon that wrapped her had disappeared without notice.

"It's rare to find an interesting dream. What kind of person I was expecting. I didn't expect it to be you."

The unfamiliar voice was soft and gentle, and the rising end sounded with a hint of meaning. She turned around, and a...

pineapple?

And it's a dark blue pineapple!

Rare!

Xing Jianyao's eyes lit up all of a sudden, shining brightly, staring at the person opposite.

As if the other party didn't notice her gaze, he let out an even weirder laugh.

"kufufu~"

He shrugged, with a frivolous arc on his lips, looked at her and smiled, "Long time no see."

"It should be the first time I've seen you." Xing Jianyao stared at him seriously, and said very sincerely, "Mr. Fairy in the dream, is your body a pineapple?"

"..."

The arc of Liudaoku's lips froze for a moment, and then he replied quickly, as if he hadn't heard it, and said to himself, "It was an accident beyond my expectations to meet you again today and in my dream. Looking back, the distance from the first The first and last time I saw you was ten years ago."

Hoshimi Haruka, who was muttering in his heart that dream elves were not as cute as wood spirits, finally looked at him when he heard these words.

"who are you?"

Ten years... She hasn't seen this person.

"Oh?" The blue-haired man showed a surprised expression, "It seems that you don't know what happened at that time."

"At that time?" Xingjian Yao tilted his head, and the doubts in his eyes deepened.

He didn't know what to think of, the smile on his face was filled with a hint of complacency, and he sighed sincerely, "That's the first time that guy asked me to do something, you can make that proud little sparrow owe you a favor, you are really amazing .”

little sparrow...

This time, Xingjian Yao understood.

With a stern face, she said word by word, "Cloud, sparrow..."

"Ok?"

"It's a cloud-sparrow!" She repeated persistently, with a fierce tone, "Don't talk about the little sparrow, this is my dream, you have to listen to me, or I will drive you out!"

"Uh-huh?"

Liu Daoku stared at her blankly, something was wrong with this development.

"You said that Gongmi asked you to do something related to me. What is it?" Xing Jianyao continued to ask, raising his head with a stubborn expression, and there was only one message in his eyes. If you don't answer, you will be thrown out.

Six Paths: "..."

so fierce?

The girl who looked weak and helpless back then didn't seem to have this personality, did she?

Tsk, it really is that guy's childhood sweetheart, you can't judge by appearance at all!

"It's not impossible to tell you, anyway, it's already failed." He smiled nonchalantly, but his eyes were clouded in an instant, "Ten years ago, Hibari Kyouya found me and wanted me to help a seriously ill man." For a girl who is about to die, using illusion to create a heart is a very simple matter for me, but, for some reason, my illusion does not work on her at all."

Having said that, he paused for a moment, looked at the girl opposite, and after realizing that she had no superfluous expression, he lowered his voice.

"After that... that girl died."

For him as a mesmer, this was the biggest failure in his career as a mesmer. Even his conscience, which he didn't have at all, seemed to hurt a bit, and in an instant he had the thought of feeling sorry for Hibari Kyouya.

But unfortunately, they all understand.

She should have died that day.

Illusion was the only possibility for her to survive.

And that possibility was obliterated by her own existence.

Her body is completely ineffective for all illusions.