Watermelon-flavored wind and you

In the next few days, Tao Shuran remained very calm.

In other words, it was unusually calm.

Until the day before the final assessment, almost all the students expressed more or less anxiety. Even fewer students raised their hands to answer questions in class, but she still had a calm face.

Jiang Hanqi thought about it for a long time, but stopped her: "Ran Ran, do you want to take a stroll around the school?"

They had just finished dinner at this time, and it would be evening class time in an hour, and the teacher would use it to comment on the papers for the afternoon exam.

Tao Shuran shook her head lightly: "No way, there will be opportunities after visiting the campus, so do the questions first."

The atmosphere fell into silence again, the two stood at the corner and paused for a while, and finally Tao Shuran broke the silence: "Go back to the classroom, I want to review again."

"But..." Jiang Hanqi didn't move, but said, "But I don't think you're right."

Tao Shuran didn't object at all, nodded and forced a smile: "Yes, I also think I'm not right."

But Jiang Hanqi didn't hold her back in the end, and the two returned to the classroom to start studying without further discussion.

Even if you want to discuss it, you can't discuss it.

Tao Shuran propped her head with one hand, staring at the pen tip she was touching on the draft paper, she began to lose her mind.

She didn't know what to say to Jiang Hanqi.

Let’s talk about it, she thinks she may not be suitable for studying in a good university.

She felt that after attending this summer camp, she suddenly solved many problems in her life that had troubled her for many years.

Why did she have to study so hard for so many years? Everyone else had a happy childhood, and she was rushing one class after another; why did she have to be repeatedly compared by grades, and going to school became a late-like ceremony.

She has never been so disgusted with studying, or hated to be a good student, in the short ten years.

During those 11 years in school, she was instilled with knowledge like a machine for brushing questions, and worked hard for better scores.

And now, she raised her head, and finally realized how out of place she was.

In the summer camp, everyone can be so confident and courageous. They are real fighters, and they have the power to go on this road without knowing where they come from.

But she, the most ordinary student, dare not say that the answer is correct without counting twice, and dare not say that the idea is feasible without being recognized.

She lost from the start.

So what if you do well in the exam?That's just an excellent machine for brushing questions, not an excellent person.

She sensed that something was missing.

Fifth Middle School looks like a very good school in appearance, but the education level of the urban area is there, and the education level of Shencheng is also there. To put it bluntly, she is an ordinary person who is too ordinary to be ordinary, but accidentally broke into it. How could an outstanding group not be suppressed?

"Ran Ran." Jiang Hanqi suddenly interrupted her train of thought.

Tao Shuran blinked slowly, and looked at the other party.

Jiang Hanqi stood up, her face was always calm, but she bent down and asked her softly: "Should we skip class at night?"

"Do not……"

Before she could say the words of refusal, she heard the other party say again: "But I'm not feeling well, can you accompany me out to blow some air?"

Obviously, this is an excuse.

But she couldn't find a reason to refuse.

The summer sun itself sets late, and the residual heat dissipates slowly.

The two were strolling around the campus of Shenjiao, each with their own concerns, but they didn't feel hot.

The main campus of Shenjiao is in the urban area, and the area is not large. They walked around a building and saw the sports field.

Now is a good time for evening practice, and the sports field is quite lively.

Jiang Hanqi looked in that direction, and opened his mouth softly: "Do you still remember a year ago, that time when you were studying for the chemistry competition in the attached middle school, we also skipped class and slipped out."

"You told me at the time that you wanted to live your life according to your heart. So, do you know what kind of life you want now?"

Tao Shuran involuntarily followed her gaze. Looking at the sweating youths on the sports field, she suddenly felt a little ridiculous: "I don't really want to understand, but I have some self-knowledge."

"Thinking about it now, I was a child a year ago." She stood still and looked away, "You may not know that feeling. That is, what people see at different stages is actually different. When I was young, I always felt that I would become a promising person. You see, my parents are so powerful, how could I not be great? Driven by this concept, I am mentally Occupying the top of the pyramid, I thought that success was within my reach; and because of this, I was going downhill from the beginning.”

"So now, I understand - I'm just a normal person."

"Should ordinary people also have dreams? I don't think so, life just goes by!"

She smiled slightly, her words full of mockery.

Jiang Hanqi was silent for a while before asking: "What about the building? Didn't you say before..."

"Ah, that." Tao Shuran quickly interrupted, "But if these people are my future classmates, then I would rather not go to such a school, because we shouldn't be the same kind of people."

Jiang Hanqi was taken aback for a moment, not understanding what she was referring to for a while, she thought about her words: "You don't like aggressive people, do you?"

"Probably so." Tao Shuran lowered her head and kicked the pebbles under her feet. She thought for a while and added, "Actually, aren't you the same kind of person? You have the same attitude towards many classmates. It's just because I am Yours... so it's different."

"But……"

"Jiang Hanqi!" Tao Shuran didn't intend for her to speak, she raised her head and looked over, "Are you going to dump me because I didn't get into a good school?"

"will not."

Answering without hesitation, with firm eyes, Tao Shuran carefully recognized it for a while, and finally nodded.

No matter what happens in the future, but at least the heart at this moment is sincere, that's enough.

Tao Shuran puffed her mouth, she looked around, and pointed to the cafeteria not far away: "Are you still feeling sick? I want to treat you to drink watermelon juice."

There are too many dessert shops to choose from near the school and on the delivery software, and the unknown cafeteria is as deserted as ever.

In the past period of time, Tao Shuran occasionally came here to buy a few drinks, but the taste was not good.

However, the combination of freshly squeezed watermelon and ice cubes can't be wrong in any store.

She sat side by side with Jiang Hanqi on the bar counter by the window, holding a transparent plastic cup in her hand, the bright and soft red color was extraordinarily beautiful in the crystal clear ice.

Taking a deep breath, I felt that the heat in my internal organs was dissipated.

They all say "Second Child Disease", and say that the rebellious period is an inevitable period for teenagers.

Tao Shuran once didn't believe it. She felt that she had been obedient for so many years and had never been rebellious.

Looking back now, I belatedly realize that my rebellious period is over.

When she first entered junior high school, she was actually quite a flamboyant person. She and Qi Wenwen moved to be at the same table, and the two of them spent the most heartless days by playing tricks and fooling around.

At that time, she would also be anxious about her studies, and she would be scolded constantly, but she would never react as calmly as she does now.

This may be the so-called growth.

The only thing that is consistent with the past is probably the glass of juice in her hand and the person beside her.

The season she hates the most is summer, and her favorite fruit is watermelon.

In the past, she complained to Qi Wenwen more than once, saying why such a delicious thing like watermelon grows in such a hot season.

Qi Wenwen was still in the first grade of junior high school at the time, jumping up and down like a wild monkey, but she had already begun to show her character as a writer.

She rolled her eyes at Tao Shuran, threw the watermelon rind with a large red rind into the trash can, and said, "Have you ever thought that watermelon looks delicious because it is too hot in summer; just like The stars actually hang in the sky forever, but you only feel that they are bright at night."

After thinking about it, Tao Shuran felt that it made sense, so she believed it.

It wasn't until she met Jiang Hanqi that something felt wrong.

After thinking about it, she suddenly felt a little happy, leaned on Jiang Hanqi's body, and said inexplicably: "Ah, Jiang Hanqi, do you know that watermelon is really delicious?" .”

Jiang Hanqi took the initiative to relax her body so that she could lean more comfortably, and nodded seriously: "Okay, I'll buy some more when I go back."

Tao Shuran suddenly felt happier, turned her head away, and while there was no one around, touched her face lightly with her lips: "Didn't you ask me what kind of life I want before? Actually, yes, I want Live a watermelon every day."

Jiang Hanqi thought about it, now that the logistics and transportation are so developed, it is not difficult to eat watermelon in winter, so he nodded again: "Okay, I will remember."

Seeing the other party's serious look, Tao Shuran finally laughed.

Hey, this person didn't understand her again.

But it doesn't matter, she just understands.

After all, are words more important than actions?

The shattered dream seemed to have traces of stitching, and her thoughts turned back to the exam she was facing——

She knew that she was not suitable for such a learning atmosphere, and she had the urge to drop her pen and leave the classroom countless times.

But she also knew that this was where Jiang Hanqi should be, so she couldn't leave.

She once told Jiang Hanqi not to let go no matter what happened. In fact, this sentence was also said to herself.

She couldn't admit that she couldn't keep up with Jiang Hanqi's footsteps, she couldn't admit that she wasn't qualified to be by Jiang Hanqi's side.

For the sake of the most important person, she did not allow herself to give up on her own initiative.

Even if she really wants to, really wants to.

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The author has something to say:

A very difficult chapter to write...

The writing power is really bad, I can't write the feeling I want to write.

I don't know if anyone can see that this whole chapter is about Ranmei's chaotic and collapsed heart, like a trapped animal, she went on a rampage and entered a dead corner, thinking she had found an exit.

You won't wake up until your head is bleeding, and then you will find the real exit, or another dead end.

This is the last problem they have to solve in a practical sense!