Reincarnation of the powerful minister

Chapter 111 Your life is mine

Apologize with death.

Su Yan was not surprised by this, after all, the first time was born and the second time was familiar.Before falling into the valley in the cave, Jing Hongzhui mistakenly thought that she had offended him, and with this mournful expression, she almost slapped Tianling Gai with her palm, killing herself.

This is blackmail!It's just because he is soft-hearted and doesn't hold grudges, and he always thinks of other people's good.For a moment, he really wanted to scold regardless of the consequences: "Then you go to die! Just don't die in front of my eyes."

As soon as this thought flashed like a phantom in his mind, he felt a little pain in his heart, which was not strong, but very worrying.

——This is not a threat.The other party's pain, despair, and sense of guilt were so intense, almost at a loss, they were laid out naked in front of him, allowing him to judge his own fate.

At this moment, as long as he said a word, or even didn't say a word, just a look of disgust and hatred, the other party would kill himself without hesitation.And the movement will be so fast that he has no time to stop it.

He could clearly see the will to die contained in Jing Hong's chasing eyes, both cold and infatuated, as if his whole body and mind were ignited by some kind of obsession, knowing that there was no hope, he still wanted to fly to the flame, like the most devout believer. The self-sacrifice of the gods.

Su Yan had a terrible headache.Intellectually, he knew that Jing Hong couldn't be blamed for chasing him, after all, his mind was confused after going mad, and what he said and did was not his original intention.Ah Zhui is also a victim. If he is in a conscious state, he believes that the other party would rather die than do this kind of thing.

But things really happened after all.He had a relationship with his personal bodyguard, no matter what, it was impossible to treat it as nothing happened and return to the usual atmosphere of getting along.

Su Yan rubbed his temples, took a cloth band to tie the wound on his palm tightly, and said wearily: "So what if you die, can what happened already be wiped out? When people die, the lights go out unconsciously, and they fall on the ground. A living person leaves slush claws in his heart, and bears the debt of life for the rest of his life."

Jing Hongzhui's face was ashen and defeated like embers: "I can't die, and I can't live without face, what should I do?"

Su Yan sighed, "Let's go."

Jing Hongzhui's body trembled suddenly, the expression on his face was more painful and desperate than wanting his life. "My lord..." His lips trembled, his teeth were clenched, and he looked at Su Yan like a dying wolf under a hunting knife, "My lord wants to drive me away?"

When Su Yan made this decision, he couldn't tell whether he felt good or sad.

"You and I were walking together in the hope of taking care of each other. Now that we are out of danger, it is normal to part ways. If you want to go back to the capital to avenge your sister, I will not stop you. And I have Jin Yiwei and Du The safety of the soldiers and horses commanding the envoys is not a problem. Why don't you just say goodbye, just like the note you once left me, 'The green mountains will not change, and the green water will flow forever'."

Jing Hong let out a low growl, and punched her side hard, punching a shallow hole in the brick floor. "I said long ago that this life belongs to adults... If you want to drive me away, you might as well cut me into pieces..."

Su Yan smiled bitterly: "But I also said long ago that a person's life is too long and too precious, and no one else can take it away except himself. You don't belong to me, you should belong to yourself. Go, leave me With this little land around you, the world is vast, and you will be able to accomplish a lot. With your ability, it is not difficult to make achievements, and you may even be able to live forever."

"I'm not going anywhere!"

After Jing Hong chased and roared, she calmed down a bit, and raised her bloodshot eyes to look at Su Yan, "Where I want to be, I'll be there——

"There are so many people in this world, each has his own way of life, some make contributions, some pursue fame and fortune, some are greedy for pleasure, and some are muddle-headed and achieve nothing. In any case, the road is chosen by oneself. Whoever decides to go Take the blue sky road?"

"But Ah Zhui, don't you have great ambitions and want to build your own business..."

Jing Hongchai interrupted Su Yan: "Your Excellency is my career! I just want to stand by your side, guard you, protect you, be your sword and your arm, be your stepping stone when necessary, and hold you Lifting up to a higher place - can't I choose this way of living?"

He took a few breaths, stared down at the floor tiles, his voice became low, like stagnant water without waves, "I have no father or mother since I was a child, and the only thing I care about in this world is my sister. I regard killing and being killed as the normal state of life. Even if I enter the death camp, I may not see the sunrise of the next day every night, and I don’t feel afraid. Sometimes I feel like a shadow, without flesh and blood, let alone Needs and desires, I don't know what the meaning of my life is.

"My sister died, and I was extremely angry. I vowed to avenge her at all costs, and at the same time, I felt a little fear... not because I thought about the fate of deserters and defectors, but because I felt that I had lost the last ties in this world. From then on, he was truly a living dead."

A person, if he is not remembered by anyone, has no ties, but hides alone in the darkness, and the only appearance is accompanied by sharp blades and death.So is he still alive?

Su Yan shivered involuntarily.

Jing Hong chased him and walked half a step closer to his knees, then stopped forcefully, and said in a trembling voice: "It wasn't until I met my lord that I gradually felt that I was popular, like a dry bone in a barren mound soaked with blood, delusional to give birth to a child." Flesh and flesh. It was me who overestimated my capabilities and was greedy for the pleasures that should not belong to me, so that I stained the white wall and made a big mistake.

"I know that there is no redemption for ten thousand deaths. If the adults want me to die, I will die; if I want to use the rest of my life to make up for the sins, I can tear the bones into firewood, cut the flesh into cooking, and peel the skin into clothes. As long as there is still something in this body that can be looked at My lord, please take it, but please don't drive me back into the darkness again."

He had never spoken such a long passage, and although the volume was not loud, he was almost hoarse and exhausted in the end.

From his last few words, Su Yan heard the meaning of longing, and said in surprise: "You! You didn't go crazy just now, but..."

Jing Hong gritted her teeth, and said as if she was in a desperate situation: "Obsession can distort people's minds and arouse people's desires, but they can't create things out of nothing. The root cause of doing this kind of thing to adults is still me... I have a desire for adults. The heart! I want to hug, I want to possess, I even want to push forward, and I want to beg for a long-term companion.

"Every time I look at the adults, I feel like I am suffering on the fire, but I don't dare to show the slightest, lest I be rejected by the adults. If I don't go crazy, maybe I will continue to endure it until... until I can't bear it, and finally I myself I don't know what will happen..."

Su Yan's face turned pale, "Wh, when did it start...in the cave?"

Jing Hong chased and shook her head.

"Earlier. I sneaked into the carriage dressed as a woman and wanted to take hostages and flee the capital, but I almost accidentally injured my lord. Regardless of the past, my lord saved me again and buried my face... in your neck. My lord was killed by the sword-ridden soldiers. Surrounded, with just a frail body, he scared away the murderous old thief Wei, and said that I..." His blood-faded cheeks were faintly red, "Call me your concubine."

Su Yan covered his face with his palm...

Call you cheap!Thinking that the other party is a straight steel man, he made a fool of himself and made a joke!This is good, I've made someone take it seriously, now my ass is blooming, I can't live without doing my own crimes!

"I love my lord. If my lord has no intentions for me, I will return to my original place and be a dedicated bodyguard in this life. If my lord has a little affection for me, even if it is just a little bit, it is the greatest mercy God has given me. But It is absolutely impossible for me to leave you, even if you drive me away, I will hide around you day and night, as long as you don't see me."

Jing Hongzhui let out a long breath, as if she had finally let out her heart, relaxed all over, and waited for God's judgment with her eyes closed.

"God" opened his mouth and let out a huge sneeze, followed by several more, tears burst out.

After all, on the mid-autumn night of August [-]th, the weather turned cooler, and the night wind was already chilling.Although the room is warmer than the outside, he and Jing Hongzhui are both naked at the moment.

Jing Hong pursues martial arts, her body is strong, so it doesn't matter if she is naked.After being delayed for a quarter of an hour, he saw a stuffy nose, chills, and constant sneezing.

In the large bathtub next to it, the white mist has thinned a lot, but the water is still warm.Su Yan touched the goosebumps on his arms, and hurriedly supported the edge of the bucket to step inward. Just as he raised one leg, the overused place behind him was pulled. The pain made him tremble, and he hung on the bath tub. bucket rim.

Jing Hong caught up with her, her pale face flushed red, subconsciously got up and stretched out her hand.

It is said that once bitten by a snake for ten years, Su Yan was afraid of well ropes. Su Yan thought he would reject Jing Hongchai's contact, but he didn't expect that he had already gotten used to the "closeness" of the guards, and he was even familiar with his breath. Habits were more ingrained than new blows, which made him stunned for a moment, and he didn't push away for a moment.

When he reacted and wanted to refuse, he was gently helped into the bathtub.

Immersing the red and swollen area in warm water immediately relieved the burning sensation a lot. Su Yan let out a sigh of relief, and suddenly remembered that he had just washed his swollen face in the bathtub. Didn't the other party's things all melt in the water?And now my whole body is soaked in...

His face suddenly became ugly, he got up suddenly from the water, grabbed the edge of the bucket with his injured hand, and staggered in pain again.

Jing Hongzhui hadn't gotten the confirmation letter from Su Yan yet, and didn't know when the hanging blade would fall, so she asked cautiously when she saw it, "Is the water cold?"

Su Yan swung a handful of water on the other person's face with his uninjured hand: "It's so dirty! It's all yours—"

He shut his mouth angrily.

Jing Hong wiped her face, felt that the water was clear and clean, but not too hot, so she said, "I'm going to bring a few buckets of boiling water to mix it with heat. My lord, be careful not to touch the water on your wounds." As if to escape to get dressed.

Su Yan said angrily, "Don't mix it up! I want to replace all the water with new water."

"It will take some time to change the water. Adults are afraid of catching cold after soaking in warm water for a long time. Why don't you dry off and put on your clothes first?"

Isn't that all glued to the body?In fact, compared to the whole tub of water, "that stuff" is just a little bit insignificant, and Su Yan is not a person who is a clean freak, but because of a panic in his heart, he is simmering with ignorance, and wants to chase after Jing Hong. Vent vent.

"What to wear? The previous body was torn to pieces by you, and you didn't wash it. How can you wear a new one? Give you a stick of incense, no, a cup of tea, give me all the new water! If you don't have time to burn it, you Isn't it martial arts, use your internal strength to help heat it up!"

Jing Hongzhui was not afraid of being ordered by him, but she was afraid that he would not order her, so she hurriedly dressed and went out.

Su Yan sneezed a series of times again, so he retreated into the bathtub, sniffing the smell on the water nervously.

There is really no smell in the water.He wiped his face again, and muttered angrily: "Damn it, I'm afraid of keratitis... How long have you been holding it in? The amount is so big, it's thick, and the smell is so strong..."

He fiddled with the water angrily, and Jing Hongzhui's heart-wrenching confession rang in his ears again.

To say it was completely indifferent... would be a lie.

He knew that Jing Hongzhui was grateful to him and intended to follow him around, but he didn't know that the other party was hiding such deep and hot feelings, it was almost to the point of paranoia... But Yiazhui's background and experience can grow into what he is now , It's not easy to not be too crooked.

Moreover, Ah Zhui tried his best to restrain himself almost like self-torture. If he hadn't accidentally gone mad, he might never know the inside story for the rest of his life.

In this difficult situation, I really don't know what to do, Su Yan sighed.

It is impossible to watch him commit suicide and apologize, and he refuses to leave if he is driven away. It seems that even if he is driven away, he will hide around and follow and peep, which is even more annoying.

But if you let him continue to hang around day and night, you will inevitably think about it... Brother Chu is really troublesome, he doesn't know anything about foreplay, dilation, and lubrication. It's already bleeding profusely... It still hurts even if it's lubricated, when the hell did I suffer from this kind of crime.

Shen Qi has never slept with a man before, so she knows how to plan ahead.And that bastard, King Yu, forced to return to force, after all, it didn't really hurt him... Bah!What do I think these are for?Is this something worthy of comparison?

It's all because of the gay body of the original owner. It hurt like that at the beginning, his chest was worn out, but he still felt so good, and he climaxed several times. He didn't even masturbate in front of him, and was caosheed directly from behind!This is so f***ing—God, can't you change your skin? !Even those in their [-]s and [-]s will do!If you die early and reincarnate early, you will still be a hero in your next life...

Su Yan felt aggrieved and guilty, his mind was full of unconstrained imagination, and all that floated was the aftertaste of pain and pleasure, and he didn't realize how long it had passed.

When Jing Hong came in with several buckets of freshly boiled water in one breath, she saw Mrs. Su sitting in the tub sluggishly, his eyes seemed to penetrate the void and reach the 33rd heaven. It's more like life without love.

He was startled in his heart, put down the bucket and swept over, grabbed Su Yan's shoulders exposed on the water, and said anxiously: "My lord? Don't scare me, my lord! I know I was wrong! If my lord really doesn't want to see me, I... Just stay out of the sight of adults, and you must not have the idea of ​​committing suicide!"

Su Yan turned his head to look at him a little numbly, thinking: Mom is not big, but the guy is quite big, and the skirt can be thrown into battle as soon as the skirt is lifted, which makes me feel psychologically shadowed. When I think of the maids wearing skirts outside, I worry that I will She won't be another cute girl...

Jing Hongzhui felt chills all over his body when he saw him, retracted his hand like a needle prick, lowered his eyes and gritted his teeth, and said with difficulty: "This subordinate knows, so I will leave now, take care, sir... I will call the servant to come in and change it." water."

After saying that, the figure flickered, and only heard the slight sound of the window sash, it floated out like blue smoke.

Su Yan came back to his senses, opened his mouth, and cursed in a low voice: "Tiduti came in, help me change the water before leaving, I will die! You have an elm head! You are stunned!"

The air in the room was still filled with the smell of intercourse, and he was ashamed to ask the boys to come in to deal with the aftermath, so he could only resign himself to his fate and climb out of the bathtub, poured some buckets of boiling water to warm it up, took a makeshift bath, and changed into clean underwear.

He found another bottle of wound medicine powder and applied medicine to the wound on the palm that had stopped the bleeding. Actually, the wound was not too big, but the puncture was a bit deep. This hand will need to be raised for a few days.

Medicine was also applied to the worn skin on the chest.He hesitated for a moment, then reached out to touch the chrysanthemum... Fortunately, it wasn't broken, and the swelling started to disappear, so it was probably all right.

There was a lot of water and broken porcelain, and he didn't bother to clean up, so he stuffed the torn underwear at the end of the bed. Su Yan felt that his bones were falling apart, and fell asleep when he was so tired.

It was a pity that the time was too short.

It was less than three o'clock, and I heard noise and noise in the front yard, as well as the sound of weapons fighting.With a troubled expression on his face, Su Yan forced himself to stand up, put on an overshirt, pushed the door open and asked, "What's going on?"

Gao Shuo came in a hurry, clasped his fists and said, "Your Majesty is alarmed. It's the Wara people who have gone crazy for some reason and want to ask their leader for an explanation."

"The leader of the Oirats..." Su Yan's mushy mind was slowly disturbed by drowsiness, "Altan? What's wrong with him."

"It is said that he was poisoned by an assassin, and he is about to die."

Su Yan woke up suddenly, broke out in a cold sweat, and lost his voice: "What?"

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