The cp of the male god of abstinence is a super A boss

"Wait a minute." Hua Jianli grabbed the man anxiously, "Can you tell me, who has he gotten close to recently?"

"This... I don't know either." The colleague smiled awkwardly, thinking that he shouldn't talk too much.

"Okay." Hua Jianli let go of her hand, and the man smiled embarrassedly and hurried away.

Hua Jianli was a little flustered.

As he walked home, he felt very flustered, so he couldn't help but took out his mobile phone to call Yan Fei.

The phone was picked up quickly.

Hua Jianli asked, "Where are you?"

Yan Fei didn't doubt it before, but now he is a little suspicious, so he deliberately didn't tell him that he is already at home, "I'm having dinner with my colleagues, why?"

Yan Fei was also nervous, he was thinking, he asked where he was, did he want to make sure he was not at home, and then bring the man back?

"Are there many people in your dinner party today?" Hua Jianli felt his heart skip a few beats, and he asked this question holding his breath.

"A lot."

"Really? Then have you seen Zhang Jiarui? I seem to only know you as a colleague."

"I see, why?"

"Last time when he came to my store to buy something, I made a miscalculation and still missed him by 50 yuan. Give it to him for me. I guess he would be too embarrassed to ask me for it."

"Okay, he'll be by my side and I'll give it to him later."

When Hua Jianli heard him say this, her heart felt hot instantly, and her eyes also felt hot. Why did Yan Fei lie to him?

Or... In fact, the busyness of the past two years is all a lie to him?

If this is the case, then what is the meaning of all the sacrifices, loneliness, and grievances he has suffered in the past few years?

"Why don't you talk? Have you gone home?" Yan Fei on the other end of the phone asked a little strangely.

"Fei... Where are you now?" Hua Jianli clenched her fists, resisting the urge to cry, and asked him through gritted teeth.

Although Yan Fei on the other end of the phone felt a little strange, he still replied: "I'm having dinner with my colleagues, didn't I tell you? What's wrong with you?"

Hua Jianli took a deep breath, he looked up at the sky, but tears still fell down in big drops.

If he really doesn't love him anymore, then what should he do with all his heart and soul in the past few years?

"What's wrong with you? Talk!" Yan Fei on the other end of the phone was a little nervous.

Hua Jianli wanted to speak, but he couldn't speak after opening his mouth several times, the excitement blocked his throat, and he couldn't speak a word.

"What's wrong with you? Tell me, where are you now, is something wrong?"

"I'm fine..."

Listening to the tense tone of the person on the other end of the phone, Hua Jianli comforted himself again, he was still very nervous, even if he went out to find others because of novelty, like he went out to play, but he would still go home, As long as he still wants to go home.

But now he no longer has the self-confidence before, because he didn't realize that he would lie to him before.

Hua Jianli squatted down, raised her head but couldn't stop the tears from falling, so she lowered her head, letting the tears drip directly on the floor.

Hua Jianli wanted to say something at first, but he couldn't say anything. He directly hung up the phone, hugged his knees and cried.

He doesn't want to lose him, no matter how dissatisfied he is with the relationship between the two of them now, no matter how many nights he wants to complain about his neglect, he still doesn't want to leave him.

For more than ten years, it has become natural to love this person, and it has penetrated deep into the bone marrow.

As long as he thinks that this person will leave him, he feels that his heart is about to stop.

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Just as Yan Fei wanted to call back, Zhang Jiarui called him.

"Hello." Yan Fei hurriedly picked it up.

"I'm sorry, but there is something I still feel I need to tell you."

"what's up?"

"I saw Hua Jianli just now, so I asked him why you didn't come tonight... He didn't seem to know that you didn't come to the party, and I don't know how the relationship between the two of you is recently. I seem to be talking too much, If I caused you trouble, I would like to say sorry to you... He also asked me if you have been close to anyone recently, and I didn't say anything..."

"You... where did you see him?"

He didn't expect such an oolong, no wonder he asked these questions just now, it turned out that he was suspicious of him.

"It's near the subway entrance of A. After Yan Fei hung up the phone, he immediately called Hua Jianli back and opened the door to go out.

Hua Jianli didn't answer the phone, Yan Fei knew that he must have misunderstood, thinking that he lied to him that he was going to the party, but in fact he was going on a date with someone else.

Hua Jianli also didn't care how ugly he was now, he squatted on the ground and cried sadly with his knees in his arms. He had a lot of grievances in his heart that others didn't know. Heart pharynx.

As long as Yan Fei still loves him, he feels that everything is worth it, but if he doesn't love him anymore, what should he do with the suffering he has suffered in the past few years?

"Boss Hua?"

He Jiao was holding a bag of barbecue in his hand, and he and Lan Qing were going to go back and watch a short movie while eating barbecue and drinking milk tea.

On the way back, I saw an acquaintance squatting on the ground, and he was crying so sadly.

He Jiao immediately felt, could it be that his cheating was known and he broke up?

Hua Jianli wiped her eyes with her sleeves before looking up at them.

"What's wrong with you? Did you quarrel with Professor Yan Fei?" He Jiao wanted to help him up.

Hua Jianli pushed his hand away, "Don't worry about me, I'm fine."

He Jiao squatted down, touched his pocket, took out a pack of tissues and handed it to him.

"Did he find out?" He Jiao asked in a low voice.

Hua Jianli froze for a moment, then shook his head.

"Do you think I'm bad?" Hua Jianli asked in a low voice, her throat was hoarse from crying too much.

"It's not really..." He Jiao originally wanted to say that I think you are a bit wrong, a bit scum.

But seeing that he was crying like this, he was too embarrassed to say it.

Hua Jianli smiled wryly, "You must think that I am not good enough for Yan Fei... right? He is so good, and I still want to steal people outside behind his back... So if he wants to have another boyfriend... it should be , he deserves someone better, don't you think so?"

"No, no... I don't think there is anything unworthy of you, it's just... I always feel that two people who are together should not hurt each other, and don't deceive each other. If you and I really don't love each other, we will separate. I can't accept being together. But half-hearted..."

Hua Jianli's tears fell again, and he looked aggrieved.

"You don't understand, and I don't want to do this, but I can't help it... I really can't help it..." Hua Jianli cried aggrievedly while talking.

When Yan Fei ran out of the community, he saw the three of them.

"Ari!