blue fantasy

He planned not to face Mitsui anymore, but Mitsui said in a more desolate tone.

"You think so?"

He stared at Ayako with an ugly face, and withdrew his hand from the fence.

"Your so-called liking actually doesn't have deep feelings for me, does it? I originally came here with the feeling that you must..."

"Senior Mitsui..."

"I regretted the decision to break up at that time, and I also reflected on what I was worried about. Although many problems have not been resolved so far, I know one thing very well... I don't want to give up on you."

He lowered his eyes and smiled self-deprecatingly, turned around and walked away two steps.

"But since everything is meaningless... sorry to bother you."

Tightly pursing her lips and nodding, she stepped forward to leave.Although his tone was tough, his tone of voice and expression were not as bright as before.The image of the handsome guy who was active on the court in the past has disappeared.

"Senior Mitsui!"

Ayako, who was standing there, watched his back going further and further away, and burst into tears.An indescribable emotion squirmed in the depths of my heart. It was like a ripple at first, and then it got bigger and bigger, like a tsunami...

Mitsui turned around and stared at her.Now standing in front of Ayako is not a top player who is relied on by teammates to be the core of the team, not a bad boy with a cold game life, but a more pure and real Mitsui.

two

It was the first time for Mitsui to step into Ayako's residence. Although he had prepared for a formal visit before, he never thought that he would enter her home under such circumstances.Ayako's residence is divided into upper and lower floors, the lower floor has the functions of living room, dining room and guest room, and the living room is on the second floor.The interior decoration is as clean and fresh as most families, but because she is the only one living in it, it looks very empty.He hesitated to sit down on the sofa in the living room, Ayako turned on the air conditioner, and the room was filled with coolness.

"Do you want some tea?"

Ayako looked at him.

"Do not bother."

Even though he said this, Ayako still took out the iced coffee that had been chilled for a long time from the refrigerator, poured it into a cup, and brought it to him.Mitsui took a sip and smiled.

"It's delicious."

Ayako felt that the atmosphere was strangely awkward. The two who were originally so close were now polite and distant.She loved this man so much that she could give up everything for him, but compared to her own affection, his feelings were unpredictable.

"Are you used to living alone?"

Mitsui put down his coffee and looked up at her.

"Fortunately, Mom will be back here next week."

Ayako stood up as if avoiding it.

"Stay for dinner?"

Mitsui was startled, it seemed more appropriate to refuse in this situation, he was not sure whether the other party really wanted to invite him.But he just nodded slightly.

"Thanks a lot."

The afterglow of the setting sun penetrates through the window, and the floor reflects a golden spot in the pattern of the pane.Ayako took out the ingredients and was silently busy in the kitchen. Mitsui really felt indescribable.What are you going to do here?If it's just eating, I really don't know if I'm in the mood to have dinner with her.Ayako's attitude is confusing, and there is also anxiety in it. The confident call has no effect. Mitsui lowers his head and thinks about what to do to win back her heart.After about a quarter of an hour, his mood gradually calmed down.

"Do you usually cook by yourself?"

"Um."

Ayako nodded slightly without turning around.She paused her hand for a while, remembering the reason why she returned to Kanagawa before, she blushed and said softly.

"After all, using the excuse of taking care of grandpa, it would be more reassuring to do it yourself...... Can I ask you for a favor?"

"what?"

"Please help me take out the black pepper."

Following the direction of Ayako's finger, Mitsui saw a small porcelain bottle similar to the packaging of sake in the glass cabinet on the left, and hurried over to take it out and hand it to her.

"thanks."

After Ayako thanked her in a low voice, there was another silence in the room.Mitsui stared at her slender and light figure, a strange commotion suddenly rose in his heart, he stepped forward and hugged her from behind, whispering.

"Don't leave me! Please come back to me, I don't want to lose you..."

Ayako's body stiffened, she stopped the action of preparing ingredients, and whispered reluctantly.

"Mom... called last night and hoped that I would go back to Tokyo to study."

Mitsui was startled, silent for a moment, and asked.

"What do you think?"

Ayako pursed her lips, but said nothing.Mitsui forcefully turned her around and stared into her eyes.

"Let me stay tonight."

"How...how is it possible?"

Ayako's cheeks were blushing, and she stammered.

"...We are still high school students..."

"This kind of thing is very common among high school students, and we are not children."

Mitsui impatiently went straight to the point.

"You are mine, I will never give you up to anyone...Let me take care of you for the rest of my life!"

"But...but..."

Ayako was completely unprepared, and lowered her eyes sadly.Mitsui no longer spoke, but expressed his anxious mood with actions—kissed her lips directly, and kissed her with a passion that seemed to burn his whole body.Ayako felt that she fell from the peak of happiness to the valley, and was picked out of the valley by this man.Is this love?She loves him, loves him deeply from the bottom of her heart, if she was born to prepare to love him, then should she accept him without reservation at this time?She knew his feelings for her, but how long could this feeling last?I can no longer just look at him from a distance like before, and I can't bear the things that I could bear before, so what can I do to trust him?

Feeling the faint salty taste in his mouth, Mitsui raised his head and looked at her hurt.

"What are you afraid of?"

Ayako shrugged her shoulders and shook her head.Mitsui sighed, and while feeling the pain in his heart, he hugged her hard to his chest, lowered his head and bit the skin around her neck, and stuck his fingers into her clothes...

"Don't...don't do this..."

Ayako struggled violently in fear.

"do not do that……"

She desperately tried to break free, but was pulled back... A small offensive and defensive battle started between the two... When Ayako realized that she was forcibly pushed down on the sofa in the living room, tears poured out like a spring.Mitsui stared at her pitifully, then bowed his head and pecked lightly on her eyes. Compared with his actions, this kiss was really tender and heartbreaking.Feeling his fingers slide over her skin, Ayako could barely breathe from crying.

"If you're not serious, don't play with me!"

Mitsui was stunned, stopped his movements, his face was terribly ashen, and his eyes were filled with pain that was almost reproachful.Ayako didn't dare to look at him, she turned her face away while crying.Mitsui straightened up silently, covered his face with his hands, and lowered his head deeply.After a while, he let out a low choked sob.

"I'm sorry, I was just joking...don't mind. I'm sorry..."

His shoulders trembled, his spine curled into a ball.Ayako looked at him in shock, the man she fell in love with madly was trying to suppress his voice and cry with unprecedented strength.A huge pain quickly swept through her whole body, she stroked his back with trembling fingers, Mitsui stood up suddenly as if shocked by electricity, strode to the entrance, and opened the door of the room.The last twilight intertwined with Fang Xing's thin darkness into a blur, the sky darkened, and the street lamps shimmered orange on the gray walkway.Mitsui straightened his back and said shyly.

"I'm sorry for doing such a thing... Maybe you won't want to see me again in the future, but..."

He paused, and looked back at Ayako.

"I love you, I only have you."

His words slowly invaded Ayako's weak heart like beautiful music.She couldn't help thinking to herself, what if she couldn't see the future?So what if he just had a whim?As long as you stay by his side, your soul will not dry up.Wait until he gets tired of himself and gets used to being alone again, even if he will be treated so cruelly, so what?Knowing that loving him is just a moth to a flame, but, so be it...

"I lied to you!"

Ayako's face was white and her voice was trembling, knowing that her cheeks were hot as fire, but at this moment she gave it up.

"I'm sorry, what I told Mitsui-senpai just now was a lie!"

Mitsui's chest throbbed, staring at Ayako in silence, his eyes gradually showed a trace of pity.

"I lied to you that I hate it...Actually, I don't want you to leave, I want to be with you...I want to keep you in my heart, I want to stay with Mitsui-senpai...and please don't leave me..."

Ayako looked at Mitsui obsessively, her pupils full of deep love were full of depression.Mitsui stretched out his arms lightly, and hugged Ayako who came forward tightly. In the dim twilight, the two quietly embraced each other and kissed each other...

**********

The night is like a lavender petal, gradually melting into the white twilight, and the sky is dimly shining.Mitsui glanced down at his watch, then turned around and nodded to Ayako who sent her out of the courtyard.

"There should be a first train by now, so let's meet at school."

Ayako looked at his neck and shoulders, looking hesitant to speak.

"What's the problem?"

Mitsui looked at her in surprise.Ayako bit her lip and said.

"I'm ready for breakfast..."

Mitsui flicked her forehead with a smirk.

"There will still be chances in the future? What's more, the training that was left behind yesterday must be made up today,"

He said and smiled ambiguously.

"If you don't wear a uniform, you will be gossiped about."

Ayako's red face showed complex emotions, and she lowered her eyes.

"How do you explain Mito-san?"

Mitsui was at a loss for words, and after a brief silence, raised his eyebrows.

"is this necessary?"

"I don't want to hurt Mito-san!"

Ayako turned around sadly