blue fantasy

He knocked on the door softly, but there was no answer from inside.From the door with a slight gap, we can see a faint light coming through.Time slipped away as fast as a prank.After hesitating to the end, Ayako pushed open the door lightly as if making up her mind, and everything around her seemed quiet and clear, except for the dim light from the night light in the corner, as if she could hear the flow of blood in her body.

In the shadowy place covered by the white screen, a figure curled up silently in a corner of the bed, the moonlight outside the window was icy and poured into the room, the curtains fluttered in the night wind, and the whole room was shrouded in a kind of vague warmth. .

"Senior Mitsui."

She took a deep breath and tried to whisper.no respond.

Ayako was stunned for a moment, then let out a sigh of relief, obviously that person had already fallen asleep, but she still looked terrified.Staring at his face obsessively for a long time, tentatively brushing away the hair covering his cheeks, he couldn't help sighing, the face hidden by the long hair was so pure and immature, so he was just a Just an ordinary high school student.It's just that the corners of his eyes and eyebrows are slightly deeply locked, as if endless worries are invading him, it's still like this in his dream...

She quietly took out the letter in her pocket that she knew she would be hated by the other party but still had a glimmer of hope in her heart, and stared at the bright writing on the cover - "Mitsui Hisashi".Pursing her lips, this is a love letter that no one reads.

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Mitsui didn't sleep well, he felt his body was like a leaky ball, being kicked away from his feet, the feeling of being abandoned made him tremble uncontrollably.In a trance, I seemed to hear Tetsuo's violent drinking.

"Mitsui, what are you doing? Kill them!"

"Uh, well..."

His answer was weak, and an indescribable sense of disgust made him unconsciously make the last resistance, but before the next nightmare came, he obediently picked up a steel pipe beside him.

"Blow his head off! He's dying!"

There was a bit of anxiety in Aaron's voice.However, Mitsui was still unable to swing the steel pipe in his hand.

"You are so cowardly, why are you hanging out with us? Get out! Get out—"

"Don't chase me away!"

His voice trembled in fear, and his body gradually shrank into a ball.

"Don't abandon me...don't..."

The fog is getting denser and deeper, floating and curling, thin as smoke.He buried his head on his knees in a panic, rejecting the intrusion of the outside world like an ostrich.Then everything became quiet, and everyone was hidden in the boundless thick fog.After an unknown amount of time, a voice suddenly rang in his ear.

"Aren't you all freshmen in high school? I won't admit defeat! Never admit defeat!"

Who is that?Aka... Akagi? !

"Come on! Gorilla! Can your huge body keep up with me?"

"Akagi! Your opponent is the MVP of junior high school! If you beat him, I'll buy you some juice!"

MVP, MVP... My name is "Mitsui Hisashi"!

"Hey!!"

"what--!?"

The ball was stolen!How...how is it possible?

"Get back on defense! Back on defense!"

"Uh……"

Mitsui groaned with difficulty, and slowly opened his eyes.

"It's...a dream!"

How long has it been since you had such a dream?He gritted his teeth and barely moved his body, only to find that his forehead was unknowingly covered with a layer of fine beads of sweat, and the clothes next to his body were soaked in cold sweat.He closed his eyes again, only to feel the heart beating violently in his chest, making a strong "thumping" sound in the silence of the night.

After sorting out his miserable emotions, Mitsui wiped the tears of grief from his face.His eyes unconsciously swept to the window, and he couldn't help being shocked.A young girl with straight black hair leaned on the edge of the bed with her face in her arms, and fell into a deep sleep.Her long hair hangs down to her waist, and the strands of hair flutter lightly in the night wind. Her whole body seems to be covered with a shiny black cloak, making her look slender and delicate.Mitsui's eyes were completely attracted by her.

After he leaned over to see the other person's appearance clearly, he was startled again: Is it her?

Looking helplessly at Ayako, Mitsui breathed a sigh of relief, and then found the letter with "Mitsui Hisashi" in her hand.A strong curiosity welled up in his heart, and while he was still struggling whether to open it, his fingers had already quietly taken the letter hesitantly.

Mitsui let out a low sneer for his wavering, even though he had no feelings for the other party, he was still proud of the fact that he was liked.He was entangled by this wonderful feeling and tore open the seal, leaned on the bed, and watched quietly——

"Hello, Mitsui-senpai.I am Ayako Shimizu from Class [-]. The first time I saw you in the basketball club of Takeshi Junior High School, I was deeply impressed, and my admiration for you lasted for two years.Now I finally entered Xiangbei High School as I wished, and I am very happy to see the seniors again, so I wrote this letter to express my heart.Mitsui-senpai, I like you. 』

Mitsui's eyes were confused, and a sense of heaviness or commotion rose inexplicably from the bottom of his heart.He stared blankly at the sleeping Ayako, lost for a moment.Like it?Even she despises such a self, how can she be so simple to be sure that she likes it?Getting deeper and deeper in the dark quagmire and unable to extricate myself, how many times I was suddenly awakened in the almost suffocating nightmare, unable to cry like a child, only to be alone in the boundless night and the chillingly quiet room Taste the pain of being alone and helpless.What ability do you have to make her like you?After all, he's just a coward!

"hateful!"

He punched the edge of the bed with his fist, and the sick bed immediately made a "creaking" shaking sound, and the faint tingling pain from the bone gap replaced the hatred that was gradually surging in his heart.

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Ayako, who was suddenly awakened, opened her eyes wide and looked at the man in front of her with a troubled expression on his face.Before she could figure out the situation, she heard the other party's tough questioning.

"What are you doing here?"

Looking up at those deep but emotionless eyes, Ayako felt her cheeks were hot and fidgety.Well... It's so embarrassing to fall asleep on the side of his bed.

"I said what are you doing here?"

Mitsui asked again, he frowned and glared, obviously reaching the verge of impatience.

"You are really a woman..."

"sorry!"

Ayako quickly lowered her head, nervously looking for an excuse for herself to come to visit.

"I'm just worried, worried..."

Her voice was cowardly like a mosquito, and Mitsui pricked up her ears to hear clearly. After throwing a disdainful look with a "hum", he spit out a few words coldly.

"I can't die! Miyagi... Hey, you've already seen it, let's go!"

"Senior..."

"You are such a disgusting woman!"

Mitsui stared at her in disgust, with a bit of sullenness in his tone.

"Don't you understand? I hate women! I hate everyone who comes near me! I hate you laughing like idiots!"

He muttered the words "totally boring" to himself, then bit his lip angrily, and turned his gaze out of the window as if forcing himself to endure.This is the first time for him to reveal his heart, and there is no reason why he is irritable. Looking at the domineering look on his thin and pale face, Ayako feels sad helplessly. Although he is so close, his figure is lonely. sad...

Mitsui stared at the black satin-like night sky outside the window in a silent trance, the cool moonlight sprinkled all over his body, giving him an unreal sense of illusion.The room was deathly silent, Ayako sobbed softly, the voice that was trying to suppress resounded in the silence, making the room even more dull and almost breathless.

"Stop crying." Mitsui frowned.

Ayako's tears suddenly welled up in her eyes.Although all my feelings were pinned on this man, all I could feel in my heart at this moment was incomparable loneliness.Obviously crying will only increase the disgust of the other party, but the tears can't be controlled freely in and out of the eye sockets.Ayako leaned on his shoulder trembling lightly.

"I like Mitsui-senpai! I like you."

"..."

"...The country has liked it since then, and it has never changed..."

Mitsui squinted at her sideways, without any change in his indifferent eyes, as if saying "so what".The unbearable shame made Ayako's ears turn red, and the fingers that were clasped together turned white.

"what do you like about me?"

As if Mitsui didn't see anything, he asked again indifferently.Ayako silently wiped away the tears on her face, and looked up at him in bewilderment.

"what do you like about me?"

After a short silence, Ayako whispered with trembling lips.

"I used to study at Takeishi Junior High School. At that time, I only had Mitsui-senpai in my eyes. Because I knew you entered Shonhoku High School, I gave up my parents' request that I stay in Tokyo to study. I also came to this school because... ..."

She was a little speechless.A mocking smile appeared on Mitsui's lips.

"Stupid woman!"

Ayako immediately felt ashamed, but even though she was treated so unreasonably and at such a close distance, she had never been there before, and he did not push her hand away...

"Don't waste your time!"

Mitsui lowered his eyes and said calmly.

"I'm not dating you! I'm not dating anyone!"

Say no again?Ayako listened dumbly, the world soaked in tears only had despair, and she could only fall into the bottomless darkness.

"No matter what the purpose is, I have no intention of dating you at all!"

Mitsui Stare