night tide recedes

Song Ran was languid for two days, absent-minded in everything he did. He thought that Yan Ming would not contact him again, and he was ready to lose Yan Ming as a friend, but on the third day, he received Yan Ming's news.

It must have been deliberated before sending it to Song Ran. It was a very short sentence, "Can we talk?"

Song Ran was filled with emotion when he saw this ordinary sentence.

Yan Ming was indeed one of the few people he could talk to over the years. In all fairness, Yan Ming was generous and cheerful, and full of the vigor he yearned for. He didn't want to cut off contact with Yan Ming.

He didn't agree to Yan Ming's invitation to go out to meet, and made a phone call with Yan Ming while Shen Wenfei was not at home.

The two were silent for several seconds, Yan Ming broke the silence first, his tone was the same as before, but he threw a bombshell at Song Ran when he opened his mouth, he said, "Brother Ran, have you ever thought about leaving him?"

Song Ran was stunned for a long time because of his words, and did not answer for a long time, and his palms even broke out in fine sweat.

How much he longed to stay by Shen Wenfei's side, how could he take the initiative to leave?

"I don't know much about the relationship between you, but I don't think he treats you like an ordinary employer." He thought about it, and still used Song Ran's previous words, "No employer would treat his employees like this. You are not allowed to communicate with other people, nor are you exposed to the outside world, Brother Ran, maybe I have no position to persuade you, but as a friend, I still hope you can come out."

Song Ran listened quietly, his heart seemed to be thrown high into the sky, no one had ever exposed the sickness in his relationship with Shen Wenfei so bluntly, he murmured nervously, "Little Yan..." "You don't need to answer me in a hurry. In fact, I have thought about it for a long time before telling you these words," Yan Ming said in a deep voice, "Maybe you are used to this kind of life and it is difficult to make changes in a short time, but if you If you continue like this, one day you will be completely out of touch with the society. Brother Ran, I am not afraid of you scolding me. I have been with you for more than half a year. I don’t think you are like a 27-year-old. My friends also have introverts, but no One like you..." Song Ran stared at the glass bottle on the table, a distorted self was reflected in it.

"If you believe me, I can introduce you to a job. There are so many jobs, you don't have to fall on him." Having said this, Yan Ming's tone was already tinged with anxiety.

Song Ran is still silent, he is a fish kept in a glass tank, the world he sees is only a small world outside the tank, before jumping out, he was already frightened by the wind and waves between the world, but he is still grateful to Yan Ming told him these words, unwilling to brush off Yan Ming's kindness, and whispered, "I will think about it carefully."

Yan Ming breathed a sigh of relief, and then resumed his relaxed tone, "Brother Ran, I'm telling you this, don't be angry with me, I really treat you as a friend."

When Song Ran heard that Yan Ming was still willing to be friends with him, his eyes became a little hot.

Yan Ming told him about the interesting things that happened in the past two days, Song Ran occasionally echoed a few words, and half an hour passed without knowing it.

Before hanging up the phone, Yan Ming said again and again, "Brother Ran, if you consider coming out to work, you must tell me."

Song Ran nodded heavily, "Okay."

He sat on the sofa blankly, his mind was a mess of twine, unable to organize his thoughts clearly, it took him a long time to realize that it was almost time for Shen Wenfei to get off work.

In the past two days, he had very little communication with Shen Wenfei. What Shen Wenfei said that day still hurt Song Ran's little self-esteem. Although Shen Wenfei apologized to him afterwards, it still stuck in Song Ran's body like a thorn. heart.

From Shen Wenfei's point of view, no matter who gave the money, he could give himself indefinitely.

But Shen Wenfei was the only one who made him pursue so willingly.

The pickled fish for dinner, Song Ran hadn't cooked for two days, he couldn't get up the spirit, and Shen Wenfei would not force him to prepare three meals a day, the two of them ate the fish fillets silently facing each other, the atmosphere was condensed.

Even so, the moment he saw Shen Wenfei, Song Ran gave up the idea of ​​going out to work. After seven years, he got used to such a comfortable and single life that only revolved around Shen Wenfei, and once he had this idea, he And Shen Wenfei will inevitably come to an end.

He was still unwilling to leave Shen Wenfei's side.

At the dinner table, Song Ran picked up a piece of boneless fish for Shen Wenfei, and when their eyes met, a gleam of light flashed in Shen Wenfei's eyes.

"Song Ran," Shen Wenfei shattered the coldness in the room, and brought a message, "Qin Gu is getting married."

Upon first hearing Qin Gu's name, Song Ran raised her head in surprise, "When?"

"The e-mail just sent me this afternoon." Shen Wenfei took out his phone, pointed the page at Song Ran, and clicked on the link, "The wedding date is April [-]."

Song Ran looked at the constantly changing pages. On the screen of the mobile phone, Qin Gu's suit and leather shoes were as fresh as before. In the photo, the woman in the wedding dress was gorgeous, lying on Qin Gu's shoulder and smiling sweetly. She was really envious of others Spouse.

Seven years ago, after he followed Shen Wenfei to University B, he still had intermittent contacts with Qin Gu at the beginning, but as Song Ran guessed, as the two people's life circles became farther and farther away, their young friendship also changed with the years. The relationship between the two was insipid, apart from saying hello during the holidays, there was no difference between the two of them breaking up.

But he was still sincerely happy for Qin Gu.

Song Ran smiled sincerely, "That's great."

Just as he was speaking, a message came from the mobile phone that was placed aside. Song Ran nervously opened it to see that it was Qin Gu who also sent him an invitation card with the attached text - Song Ran, come to my wedding!

Song Ran's brows were dyed with joy, and instantly drove away the melancholy that had been lingering in the room just now. He turned the screen to Shen Wenfei, "Qin Gu also sent it to me."

Shen Wenfei looked at his smiling face, dazed for a moment, and said, "We can go together."

Song Ran's nose was sore, and the grievances of the past two days disappeared immediately. He was always too easy to be satisfied. As long as Shen Wenfei threw a little nectar at him, he could be brought back to life. He sniffed, nodded his head at Shen Wenfei, and then Reply Qin Gu, "Congratulations, I will go."

Qin Gu's happy event was like a timely rain, bringing the relationship between Shen Wenfei and Song Ran down to a freezing point.

The two couldn't help recalling the time when they were young. Apart from making friends with Shen Wenfei and Qin Gu in those years, Song Ran's most memorable thing was the mobile phone he got by lottery. Surprised, he frowned and said softly, "That's the luckiest thing I've done in the past three years. I still hide my mobile phone in the cabinet and refuse to lose it."

Shen Wenfei nodded, "I remember, Qin Gu said that our mobile phones are of the same model."

"Yeah, I also think it's a coincidence." Song Ran's smile froze for a moment, looking at Shen Wenfei with a calm expression, a strange thought came to his mind.

In the end, he secretly laughed at himself for being affectionate. At that time, he had a shallow relationship with Shen Wenfei, how could he have the illusion that the mobile phone was deliberately arranged by Shen Wenfei?

Song Ran recalled the past, and his viscera became active. He thought, if he hadn't followed Shen Wenfei to University B that day, his relationship with Shen Wenfei would probably have drifted away like that with Qin Gu. If he was lucky, Shen Wenfei would still Can remember him as a friend, not like today, he can still have such a close connection with Shen Wenfei.

He secretly rejoiced.

After eating and washing, the two curled up on the sofa watching an unknown movie, but their minds were not on the big screen.

After a while, Shen Wenfei stretched out his arms to hug Song Ran, held him firmly in his arms, and sighed softly, "Make up, Song Ran."

This was Shen Wenfei's rare bowing of his head. No matter in the past, Song Ran couldn't help showing his favor to Shen Wenfei first.

Song Ran's eyes suddenly became hot, and he buried himself deeply in Shen Wenfei's breath, and muffled.

Longing and love can make people lose themselves, but he is willing to stay by Shen Wenfei's side in this capacity, and he can't blame others.

Just wait a little longer, a voice sounded in his heart, if the day came when he had to part ways, he would leave.

The author has something to say: Qin Gu's return is limited.