my brother is scumbag

When I hung up the phone, I still covered my eyes, unable to calm down.

But compared to the beginning, I have come out of that confused state at this time.

Chanyuanhui is Chanyuanhui, my best friend from the previous life.

She has died twice for me.

And in this phone call, the person who made a future promise with me was Fu Heihui, a boy I know now who is a few years younger than me.

It's just Fu Heihui.

When I calmed down, I finally realized something was wrong, so I immediately let go.

"Fuck!"

I almost didn't kick it straight away.

"Osamu Dazai!!"

No matter how good-looking a face is, when it gets too close and directly occupies the entire field of vision, it will become scary.

Dazai, at some point, while I wasn't paying attention to my surroundings, ran up to me, even bent down to get very close, and stared at me unblinkingly with a pair of round iris eyes.

He looked carefully at my face, finally sighed, straightened up and took a step back.

"I didn't cry." He said with obvious pity.

"..."

My fist hardened.

Hearing what kind of beating this is, I almost want to kill the series after hearing it. I feel that if I don't do it, it will really be unreasonable.

After the beating was over, I suddenly became refreshed and kicked a certain guy who was buzzing.

"Let's go, go back."

"Ah, it hurts so much, I can't walk anymore, I need a hug."

"Then you can continue to lie here and wait for a hug."

After I finished speaking, I turned around and prepared to leave without hesitation, but before I took a step, the guy lying on the ground turned over, jumped straight up, and obediently followed behind me.

"Ah, Yui-chan is really cruel." He beeped softly behind me.

Dazai will continue to follow me, I am neither surprised nor surprised.

It's not surprising because I know my brother is responsible for this, and he must have signaled Dazai to keep an eye on me.

Similarly, although the number of times I get along with Dazai is not many, it is enough to make me feel how capricious and difficult he is. I don't think he will obey my brother's words so much.

But after he came out with me today, he hasn't messed with anything.

He didn't even choose to commit suicide by jumping into the river, which would drift farther and farther away because of drifting with the tide! !

This is what surprised me.

These thoughts flashed through my mind, I glanced at Dazai who was following behind and sighed, and decided to ask him directly.

But when I asked, I actually didn't hold out much hope that he would answer me.

Unexpectedly, he responded very simply.

"Because I also like Yui-chan very much." He cupped his face and smiled shyly at me.

"……speak politely."

I think I could probably fill a basket with goosebumps falling off my body.

"Hey," Dazai dragged his voice, aggrieved, "but this is indeed my truth."

"……never mind."

I think it was a mistake for me to ask him. This guy speaks like my brother now, no wonder he can become a teacher and student.

……

Yui-chan doesn't believe me at all.

Dazai thought.

He looked at the girl walking in front of him.The other party was a little shorter than him, and his figure was not muscular, but slender, and his arms exposed outside his clothes looked like they could be easily broken.

But it was able to fight the King of Sheep.

It also hurts when you hit him.

But it won't cause any harmful injuries on his body, it's just some flesh wounds, which will dissipate after a few rubs.

But if you want to say that she has that kind of pure and kind character, it's not like that.

Dazai didn't think Mori Yui was the kind of person who couldn't kill, he could feel the blood in her hands.

Facing his spontaneous suicide behavior, he would not reach out to stop him, but just watched with cold eyes.

When he saw Mori Yui for the first time, Dazai actually found it boring.

Because she was obviously soaked in black, but she still found an anchor for herself, that is, the Sen couple.

It is conceivable that as long as there are no accidents, her life will only lead to the most ordinary path in the end.

Even after experiencing the power of the eyes, Dazai found himself interested in Mori Yui, but he still didn't take the initiative to do anything.

Because the anchor is still there.

If it had continued, Dazai and Mori Yui might never meet again in the end, and the only thing that could prove that they had been together was probably the photo.

In the end, when he saw Mori Yui again, Dazai discovered that something was wrong with her.

So he secretly encouraged the drunken kitten to fight and relax with the king of sheep, while pondering the reason.

Dazai immediately thought of Mori Ogai's busy work some time ago, and basically never returned to Yokohama.

He quickly connected the two, and thought of the Sen couple.

So when Mori Owai came, took Yui who had lost his strength to the coma back to the clinic, and went to prepare daily necessities, Dazai investigated and found out the death of Mori and his wife, and the custody of Mori Yui was transferred to Mori Ou outside this matter.

Ah, it turned out that the anchor point disappeared, Dazai thought so at the time, and understood why Mori Yui became like this——

A state of walking unsteadily on the edge of a cliff.

When will she fall?

When Dazai was observing her, he couldn't help but think this way.

Strong, Vulnerable, Sad, Angry...

These emotions converged on her, and each time, Dazai felt they were going to overwhelm her.

But she was still in that precarious state, ready to be swallowed by the waves and sink completely at any moment.

Why not choose death?

Dazai didn't understand.

Obviously it's been so hard.

Odasaku may understand her pain, but he just understands it.

Although the only blood relative has some affection for her, none of these can stop Mori Ogai from putting her value on the balance.

As for her friends, most of them couldn't understand how she felt.

Dazai could see her wavering, when she asked that question to himself, he could see from her eyes that she was finally showing signs of sinking.

But in the end she climbed out again.

He rejected his tentatively extended hand.

But when Mori Yui realized what Dazai wanted to do, Dazai would probably stay away.

But people probably have such a mentality of dying, especially Osamu Dazai.

When he found that Mori Yui was unconscious, he couldn't help but get closer again.

So, he really didn't lie to her.

He wanted to know why she hadn't sunk completely even though she had lost her anchor point.

And this reason, Dazai, who has always felt that there is nothing worth pursuing at the expense of prolonging his painful life, cannot understand and find it.

If he was a little closer, would he be able to grasp it?

……

I felt an inexplicable chill, followed by an inexplicable sense of discomfort, as if something would happen in the future that would give me a headache.

But this feeling is only fleeting.

And nothing happened along the way, so I just put this feeling behind me for a while.

When I got back to the clinic, my brother was bandaging a patient's wound.

When Dazai and I walked in, the patient looked over subconsciously, his eyes fell on my face, and then he smiled knowingly, "Dr. Mori, when did you take over the child trafficking... ouch !"

Before he finished speaking, he let out a scream.

My brother tied the bandage on him with a smile, turned a blind eye to the blood oozing from the bandage, patted his shoulder, looked at his sweaty face and said, "This is my sister."

Standing by the side, Alice suggested with a gloomy expression, "Rintaro, just sew his mouth shut. Ah, and the eyes. It won't work for him anyway."

I paused and looked at Alice. Alice noticed my gaze, and her expression changed faster than flipping a book. Suddenly, her gloomy expression turned into a bright and lovely smiling face.

She ran towards me and hugged my arm, "Ah, Yui-chan, these stinky adults are so scary, they actually talk about such terrible things as child trafficking!"

I:"……"

Although, looking at the patients who almost ran away, I couldn't help but wonder who was more terrifying.

However, when I turned my head and looked at the blonde girl who was clinging to me and showing a look of relying on me, I fell silent.

Eh--

Yes, kind of cute.

"..."

Then I couldn't help but raised my hand and touched her head.

Alice's eyes widened, then she bent her eyes and rubbed against my palm.

"Yuki-chan~"

The touch of the palm of my hand is really good, and Alice is really cute, so I couldn't help but touch it again, cleared my throat, "Yeah, it's scary. It's okay, I will protect you."

"Yuki-chan, you are so kind!"

Alice moved closer to me, kissed my cheek quickly, and looked at me with shining eyes.

A faint voice came from the corner next to the mackerel nest: "Ah, it's disgusting, a malicious and cute guy."

And my brother was already biting a handkerchief that came out of nowhere, looking at Alice and me expectantly.

"Actually, you can also give brother a kiss on the cheek~"

I:"……"

No, this is not necessary.

Although my brother looked very sad when he was rejected by me, he soon cheered up and mentioned the matter of living with me.

It turned out that when he went out to prepare daily necessities for me today, he also found a house by the way.

I was a little surprised, because I had already decided that if my brother proposed to live in the old house, I would refuse no matter what.As for coping with sleeping in the clinic, it's not a big deal for me.

I didn't expect that he didn't mention the old house at all.

original……

Is this the kindness that belongs to my brother?

Brother Scatter in the previous life was so hellish, I almost forgot this feeling.

Most of Brother Weasel’s concern for me is reflected in my body. He bears the burden of the family, and later there are more things that involve his attention. It is difficult to pay attention to more details, such as psychological feelings.

Sasuke is not much older than me, let alone.

Morin Taro... Mori Ogai, my brother in this life.

His concern for me may not be pure, but it cannot be denied that he does care about me.

Well, decided.

If ever he makes me feel angry, just hit me lightly.