"Chunxiang Heroes" Bian Xuedao
Later, we went back to that ski resort together.
Chunxiang was wearing a pink down jacket standing on the road leading to the stone bridge, with a misty smile on her face, staring at a corner of our memory for a long time.
I probably know what she's thinking - it's the kissing scene between Lee Mong Yong and Hong Chae Rim, now, will Chun Hyang still bear that hurt,
"Husband," Chunxiang suddenly turned her face, "Why did you hug me and try to take me away quietly?"
Yes, it was I who wanted to stop her, it was I who grabbed her arm and took her into my arms.Why, because... I know she is being betrayed by her husband, I know she is being hurt.I don't want to see Chunxiang's pain, I don't want to see Chunxiang cry because of that child who is not a man.
Before I met Chunxiang, I thought that love was just an illusion. When I was a teenager, I had witnessed my parents' different dreams and hypocrisy.I believe that everyone has what they need, and my communication with others is nothing more than exchanging and getting what we need.
Chunxiang met me so abruptly. She broke into the hotel where I was staying and misunderstood me as a pervert. She couldn't help but drive me out of my room after taking a shower and begging me in a panic. Believe that her friend did not rob my bag, I hoped hard that I would explain the situation to the police station for her friend.
At that time, I was only surprised that the children nowadays are so frizzy and so off-line, and didn't agree to her impolite request.
Soon, I met Chunxiang again.This time, her innocent personality caught my eye.She mistakenly thought that I was a miscellaneous worker on the set, so she enthusiastically took me to buy props. Seeing Chunxiang wishing to save me money and bargaining with the aunt who sold things in a weird way, it made me, who has been living in an impetuous and hypocritical world, feel right. She developed a special feeling.
So far, in my drawer, there is still the laundry stick that she bought for me at a bargain price when we went shopping together for the first time.
In the days that followed, we met again and again.There was a misunderstanding where I overheard the conversation between Dan Hee and Ji Hyuk and thought 'Chunhyang is also one of the women who approached me with ulterior motives', and I also heard Lee Mong Yong tell me that he and Chunhyang are married and they are husband and wife. Confused and self-deprecating.
But love came in such a way that I was caught off guard. Apart from secretly laughing at my stupidity, all I could do was to keep silent in front of her as a friend and an uncle when facing this feeling.
Chunxiang was admitted to Korea University, and when she came to Seoul to enroll, she asked me to meet, and by the way, she wanted to talk about her idea of cooperating with me in designing and making accessories.I teased Chunxiang on purpose, telling her that in such a business situation, she should usually treat me to a meal.Then, as I wished, I saw Chunxiang tangled up there, and she expressed three opinions on eating within one minute. That little expression was so cute, I couldn't help laughing again and again.
On the way home, I learned that Li Menglong did not go to pick up Chunxiang, and when she was still waiting by the side of the road, I stepped on the brakes and turned the steering wheel without any hesitation to look for her.Seeing that Chunxiang was shivering from the cold and afraid to leave the roadside and miss Li Menglong, I had no choice but to let her sit in the car to warm up.Very pleasant time together.
Li Menglong, who came belatedly, had a very bad expression on his face, and spoke with cold hostility as if firing a machine gun.I don't want their husband and wife's disharmony to make Chunxiang's situation difficult. I invite them to go to the ski resort. It's a gift for the two of them, as long as Chunxiang is happy.
I wanted to give her a gift that would make her happy, but when I rushed to the ski resort, I only saw Chunxiang's loneliness.
Her husband took good care of another woman and left her alone.I invited Chunxiang to dinner and watched her go.I went to a meeting with the crew.I never expected that Li Menglong's cheating would happen later, and I happened to be caught up by Chunxiang and me who was excited to see her and saw her with my own eyes.
At that moment, my heart ached because of what Chunxiang had suffered.
She is such a warm and kind girl, unlike any woman I have ever known, I like her and admire her, and that feeling is growing day by day.Even knowing that she is married, I still can't stop wanting to get close to her. This kind of feeling makes me feel uncontrollable. It surpasses my moral bottom line and violates the principles I have always adhered to. The trend is developing vigorously to let myself are afraid.
Chunxiang and Li Monglong broke up, and I was very happy that I was able to approach Chunxiang openly.I suppressed my impatience and prepared everything carefully.The day I proposed was probably the most stressful day in my life.
I said, "Even if you have a hundred reasons to reject me, I will answer that it's okay." But, how could it be okay?I was very apprehensive and confused, and almost lost all my courage because I was afraid of hearing her refuse.
Lady luck is on my side.
I left the hotel where I lived all the year round and bought a new house. Everything was decorated according to Chunxiang’s liking, and all the furniture was arranged by me and her at that time.I only hope that one day in the future, when I come home from work and open the door, I will see the sly smile on her lips like a little fox, and then hear her happily say to me: "Welcome home."
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"So Beautiful" Hwang Tae Kyung
I have designed the ring presented to Ai Ren for a long time, hoping to give it to the girl who will be with me for the rest of my life at the right time.
Believe it or not, but in fact, many years ago, I started planning to marry her when I grow up, although I didn't understand at that time that it was just a joke.
I met Airen when I returned to Korea when I was ten years old. At Uncle Xiuzhu's wedding, Airen and I acted as wedding flower girls.I am four years older than Airen, so Airen probably won't remember our first meeting, but I can still firmly remember all the details.
Of course, this does not rule out the reason why my mother has been whispering in my ear...
That day, Airen was wearing a pink princess dress, with big black eyes staring at my mother and me on her round, chubby face. She looked so cute, which made her reach out her hand. pinched her face.
I say 'also' because before that, being pinched in the face has always been my exclusive 'benefit'.Yes, my mother, she is good at everything, loves me very, very much, but there is one thing that makes me happy and worries me——Mom, she likes to pinch my face.
I don't care at all that I'm a man, I've grown up, and I feel embarrassed when my mother blatantly pinches my face in a crowded place. My mother is always tireless and happy.
I went from being ignorant to consciously avoiding, and then to protesting in a low voice. Unfortunately, all the objections were ineffective. My mother rejected my appeal with only one sentence and one action-she pursed her mouth, her eyes seemed to be full of grievances Disappointed, he explained to me: "Mom loves Tae Kyung so much. Who told us that Tae Kyung is so cute? Mom really likes it in her heart. She couldn't help but want to express her inner joy with her hands!"
I was subdued by my mother, because I also admit it from the bottom of my heart, I like the way my mother loves me like this, and I like to hear her say that I am her treasure.I believe that my mother is the best mother in the world. I believed everything she said as a golden rule.
Even now that I can decide what I want out of life, I'm still willing to do whatever it takes to make her happy.
It was precisely because my mother pinched Airen's face unexpectedly, I agreed with the idea of "Airen is also cute", so when my mother asked me to play with Airen, I didn't dislike her for being an immature little girl. girl.
However, I was still wondering what kind of game to play with my new acquaintance, but Ai Ren had already run into the flower garden to pick flowers.Mom said that the beautiful flowers should be left for everyone to appreciate together, how could Airen destroy the flowers with her hands?I wanted to go over to stop her, but I was afraid that I would suffer from hay fever allergies, so if I told her to go, she still dared not listen to me.
I hate it when people ignore me, especially after I have accepted her first.However, I had to listen to my mother's words. After thinking about it, I pretended to play hide-and-seek, left Ai Ren behind, and turned away.Hmph, I don't want to play with her, wait for her to look around, anyway, I have an excuse!
Later, the girl who didn't know what to do or what to do came here.I didn't want to be found, but I was not lucky enough to be found by her.Next, we pushed and shoved together, Ai Ren desperately tried to drag me out from behind the curtain, but I didn't want to admit that she found it so easily, so I didn't want to come out.And later, heck, I don't know what happened, I bumped into Ai Ren and kissed on the mouth.
Do kids know what a first kiss is?Anyway, I didn't fully understand it at that time, and Airen probably didn't understand it either.However, we were fooled by our mother... To be precise, I was fooled by my mother.
My mother once told me that I can’t play with girls casually and kiss, especially not on the mouth. If I kiss, I must take it home and show it to her, because if I kiss, it means that the girl is my princess and needs to marry back home—— —Look, the fairy tales have already explained that no matter it is Snow White or Sleeping Beauty, the prince kisses them and takes them home to marry them!
At that time, I really believed that if you kissed on the mouth, you must be married.
So at that time, I didn't know what to do at all, I could only stare at Airen in shame and embarrassment.It's all her fault, she was the one who pulled me and held on to me so I could kiss... No, she kissed me secretly, not me on my own initiative!I was so depressed, that stinky girl was still cheering, "I caught, I caught my brother", so angry that I didn't know what to say about her.
In the end, my mother found out about this matter, and my mother really wanted me to be responsible for Ai Ren.At that time, I didn't understand the true meaning of 'kiss' and 'marriage' like I did later, and I didn't know that I was teased by my mother.Therefore, at that time, I looked at Ai Ren who was winking at me and observed and studied for a while, carefully looked at it and thought about it carefully, Ai Ren is really cute, and I also want a man who dares to be a man, so I bowed my head and silently agreed.
On the day I flew to the United States, I seriously confessed to Ai Ren that I was not allowed to be kissed by other boys again, and I must wait for me to grow up and come back to marry her.
When I returned to Korea again at the age of 16, I already understood that my mother was making fun of me at the beginning, and the marriage contract I had verbally promised to Ai Ren was not counted.When I returned to China, I wanted to be a singer, and I wanted to stand on a shining stage and sing like my mother.I would say that there is no shame in being a singer.
My childhood, and even my teenage years, were all pampered, and I am confident that I am the child who grew up in a honey pot.So before the age of 15, before my parents told me solemnly, I didn't even know that my parents were divorced.
I always thought that Dad was often away because he went to perform with the orchestra around the world, or returned to China to take care of his grandparents.I never knew I was living in a single parent household because our home in America smelled of happiness.
After thinking about it for a whole year, I decided to go back to China and start my life.I really don't think playing the piano or being a music conductor is any more noble than singing.I want to prove it, I want to shine for grandma to see.
My mother didn't go into my thoughts carefully, she was only thinking about what kind of daughter-in-law I would find her when I returned to China, telling me over and over again that she didn't want to be a fool who would only cause trouble, only say 'I'm sorry' but didn't know how to repent, and then The daughter-in-law who went to make trouble.
My mind is full of black lines. To be honest, Mom, my taste has never been that bad. Can you have some confidence in your son?
On the one hand, my mother said that she agreed with my idea that I wanted to earn a piece of sky by myself, and that she would never interfere with my ability to debut, and on the other hand, she hurried back to Korea, pretending to be calm, but actually publicizing it as well known escort for me.
ANJELL became an instant hit, like the sun in the sky.
Four years later, my mother persuaded me to play the leading role in "Full House", and I officially met Airen again.
Since I was ten years old, Ai Ren's name has often been used by my mother to whisper in my ear, saying that she is my little daughter-in-law who made love with a kiss.It was also when I was young that I was fooled by my mother and really thought that Ai Ren was the one I would be responsible for when I grew up.Although later, as I grew older, I realized that my mother's words were very, very unreliable, but I couldn't help hearing too many topics about Airen over the years, and I became very close to Airen unconsciously.
After the two of us met again on the set, it was strange that we didn’t feel unfamiliar at all. Ai Ren grew up pampered like me. She has a straightforward personality but is definitely not bad at heart. have no choice.During the filming of the TV series, we got along day and night, and we became more and more familiar with each other's personalities, hobbies and taboos.Later, Airen said, 'I like Tae Kyung hyung, so, how about our relationship? ', I said yes and gave her the honor.
We have been dating secretly for two years, although the media has been speculating, but we have never let go, only admitting that we are friends.Who would have thought that later, ANJELL added a new member, and the day after the welcome party for Gao Meinan, for some reason, the intimate photos of us kissing on the rooftop were exposed on the Internet.
In the days that followed, she was chased and intercepted by the media, and Ai Ren was also called back by her parents to explain.Fortunately, Uncle Xiuzhu was the guarantor, and her family was quite satisfied with me, and she only urged us to settle down as soon as possible.
I always thought that I would not think about getting married until I was at least 25, but now that I think about it, I feel that 22 is the right age to get engaged.Both Airen and I know what we want and what we are doing, and we also believe that we will love each other well, so why not confirm the importance of each other in front of the world?
The day I proposed to Ai Ren, she cried.
She said that she thought that on the day when she had to ask for marriage, she would be the first to speak.She said she almost thought I was a liar because she waited so long for me not to mention it.
The promise I made to Airen when she was six years old, I thought she must have forgotten it when she was young, but it turned out that she always remembered Airen.
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It’s been a long time since I updated the text, I’ve been stuck for a while, and the hot weather makes me irritable and lazy is also a very important reason... Well, You Lan is seriously reflecting on herself~~~ Today is an updated side story, waiting for the main text Sorry guys, sorry...
Also, You Lan was scolded again, sweating and writing a chapter to upload in the background, and then went to the comment area of the article to see the messages I left for me during this period, and wanted to reply one by one, but I saw one in Chapter 23 Opening the comments of the free chapters, oops, I have been depressed for a long time-using the secrecy of the Internet to vent by cursing others at will, this is not only a matter of personal morality, sometimes a rude word can really hurt people's hearts.
As the saying goes, "A good word will warm the winter three times, and a bad word will hurt people and the June cold." You Lan felt chilled for a moment in this hot weather.Those of you who are familiar with me know that I am not free and easy nor mature enough. I will be happy from ear to ear for everyone's encouragement, I will have a flirt with my girlfriends, and I will be attacked personally. I feel unbearable, and I feel extremely wronged...
In fact, I really want to swear back with all the vicious words I can think of, but the fact is that I have always gotten along well with the girls around me, and my parents don’t allow me to swear, so I haven’t quarreled with girls since I was a child. , I only competed with the guy who wanted to tease me, oh, what a tragedy—if this guy was in front of me, I would definitely punch him, now I can only let this guy take those curse words away through the screen— - I feel weak...
Today the state is full again, I need to readjust my emotions, and I am sorry to my dear friends...but it shouldn't be long before I can return with full blood, because I understand that dear friends are the ones worth cherishing, as long as you I'm still here, and I'll code the main article and upload it as soon as possible.
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Chapter 154
"Palace" Li Xin
That day, my mother informed me that I should get married.
I was stunned. I was only 19 years old and hadn't even graduated from high school.However, the queen mother said that early marriage is a tradition in the royal family. If I don't have a girl I like, the royal family will designate one for me.
I have a favorite girl, Min Hyo-rin from the dance department in the same year, and a beautiful girlfriend whom I have been dating for two years.
We once ran away from home on the same day, met and talked at the same train station, chose the same direction and the same road to walk, and finally buried our secret wishes in the same sealed jar, and agreed to go there every ten years Take a look at that place.
For the first time in my life, I proposed to someone. Although I was lucky enough to maintain my usual calmness, I couldn't control the rapid heartbeat and the sweaty palms.
When I heard her reply that the reasons for my proposal were not enough to impress her, even though I had repeatedly convinced myself that this was expected, I still couldn't restrain the disappointment in my heart.In fact, I don't want Xiaolin to marry into the palace, it will only make her lose herself. Instead of putting the girl I love in trouble, it's better to find a girl I don't care about so that I can feel more at ease.
But, after all, I am a teenager yearning for love, and I also hope to marry my beloved girl as a wife like ordinary people.After my mother gave me an ultimatum, I hoped more than once, how wonderful it would be if my wife could be Xiaolin.
So at that time, my chest was so blocked that I couldn't continue to speak, I just wanted to run away from Xiaolin.
Xiaolin stopped me and declared seriously: "I like letters very much, very much!"
I don't understand what it means to reject my marriage proposal and express liking for me.
Xiaolin told me that the marriage proposal she approved should be because of love, not to avoid marriage with a stranger, only in this way can she muster up the courage to marry into the palace.
The reason I proposed, of course, is because I love Xiaolin.After confessing, Xiaolin agreed to me.
Xiaolin also told Caijing when they met for the first time, I just have a cold face, but in fact I am a very kind and gentle person.Caijing later became the concubine of Prince Gong Li Lu, my sister-in-law.
After the news that Xiaolin was about to become the Crown Princess was announced by the Royal Propaganda Department, groups of media reporters asked to interview her every day.At this time, Lul, who had been away from the palace for 14 years, returned from England, followed by Lul's mother, Princess Huizheng.
Li said that Xiaolin must be very tired studying the palace rules, and should buy her some chocolates and candies to coax her.I follow good deeds, and Xiaolin is really happy, but I am inexplicably unhappy, especially after hearing Xiaolin say that she would like to thank Lil.
I know that my jealousy is a little unreasonable, but I just feel sour in my heart, feeling depressed and unhappy.Later, Xiaolin explained that she was very happy because I bought it for her.I couldn't help feeling warm in my heart, and suddenly felt that I was naive before.
On the wedding day, Xiaolin was so beautiful that people couldn't take their eyes off her.However, Grandma Huang and the Empress refused to hold a joint room ceremony for me and Xiaolin who were underage, and let us sleep in two halls in the East Palace.That night, Xiaolin blushed and said that from now on, the only one she can rely on is me.Her tone was weak, but there was a hint of strength between her brows, which moved me and felt more pity in my heart.
Xiaolin gradually gained recognition from the public, and the elders of the royal family also liked Xiaolin very much, and I also felt that with Xiaolin, the dull court life gradually became colorful.But how much Xiaolin loves me, I was not convinced that I was deeply loved by her until the day when we attended the ribbon-cutting ceremony of the Royal Art Museum together and had an accident.
I don't get pissed off by the egg being smashed, I just find it absurd because I never expected to encounter it.On the other hand, looking at Xiaolin who is full of worry, looking at my wife who softly begged me to take good care of her a few days ago, and then used her weak body to block the attack for me without hesitation, my The mood is extraordinarily soft and complex.
Xiaolin said that she is willing to be protected by me, but she also wants to be someone worthy of my protection. No matter what the past and future will be, she is my wife and she will stand by my side.She firmly stated that she wanted us to be together forever.
There is some touch and joy of being loved, but also some fear of what to do if it hurts her.I don't want to be protected by a weak wife when there is danger, I want to be the husband who can protect her well.As Xiaolin said, I want to hold up a piece of sky for her, and I want her to live happily and smile.
If I can't do this in the palace, I am willing to go out of the palace for Xiaolin.Therefore, I turned a blind eye to the turmoil in the battle for the crown inside and outside the palace, and was even a little happy to see it come to fruition, and lived my newly married life wholeheartedly.
At the invitation of the museum in Jeju Island, Grandma Huang took Xiaolin to relax, which made Xiaolin happy for a long time.Not long after that, at Lil's birthday party, after talking with Xiaolin, I suddenly realized that Xiaolin was more and more like me—very lonely, like being locked in a cage.
Xiaolin said that she used to think that she could survive in the palace as long as she relied on me, but things didn't seem to be like that. She was gradually becoming another person, a person isolated from the world.Her words made me make up my mind. I want to let go of my status as the crown prince and let Li take back his original position, while I will take Xiaolin out of the palace.
The empress mother was very disturbed by the growing prestige of the law among the people and in the palace, so Grandma Huang suggested that we should get together as soon as possible to continue the bloodline of the heirs to stabilize the people's hearts. I am actually looking forward to this arrangement, and my heart has been beating chaotically.
Originally, the position of crown prince did not make me feel happy, if Lily wanted me, I would not hold on to it.However, when I saw the love letter my father wrote to Huizheng Palace, I changed my mind.I finally understood why the queen mother was so obsessed with the right to inherit the throne. It was all because her husband's betrayal made her heartbroken. She could only stubbornly hope that her son would be better than the son of the woman who stole her husband's heart.
I want to be the perfect crown prince, I need that throne to appease my mother's hurt heart, but if I want to do this, I will definitely violate my promise to Xiaolin.All these repetitions are just the selfish thoughts of a wayward person like me, and at this moment I can foresee that this idea may destroy Xiaolin's life.
Xiaolin didn't ask me why I changed my mind, she just said that she would stay with me as long as I said I needed her.I didn't move or speak for a long time, but I knew that I would pity her, love her and be loyal to her throughout my life.
Later, I became the emperor as I wished, Xiaolin was by my side, and we worked together to reform the royal family.No matter how many years have passed, I still remember what she told me softly. She once said with a smile—"It's okay, now there is Xiaolin by Xin's side. Xin, no matter where you are, you are no longer alone."
What Xiaolin promised me, finally came true.
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"My Girl" Seol Gongchan
Chunxiang called me to tell me that Yulin was gone.
Chunxiang is my younger sister, my aunt's biological daughter, and Yurin was her substitute until she was found.
Back then, the aunt's love affair was not accepted by the grandfather so that she ran away from home. After the aunt passed away in the earthquake, the grandfather wanted to recognize his granddaughter back.For more than ten years, our family has been painstakingly looking for her, but unfortunately, there is no news of my sister's whereabouts.The doctor declared that Grandpa's condition was critical, and I had no choice but to ask Yulin and Li Daitao to pretend to be my sister.
At first, I just met Yulin in Jeju Island, she was a very eloquent tour guide.I never thought that Yu Lin and I would meet again in Seoul, let alone that I would fall in love with her in the future.
At that time, I loved Shixuan, and of course, I hated Shixuan, the returning world tennis champion Jin Shixuan.
Shixuan and I, as well as our friend Zhengyu, the three of us can be said to be childhood sweethearts. After entering university, Shixuan and I fell in love naturally.Our family has been running the Robin Law Hotel. The Zhengyu family is the largest shareholder other than our family, and the Shixuan family runs a large store with strong financial strength. Our future is very optimistic about our family's elders.
That year, many things happened.
After Shixuan won the national championship, he decided to continue to work hard for the world championship trophy. Zhengyu said with a smile that he planned to get a master's degree in economics and then left in style.Six or seven months later, the parents who were happily going out to celebrate their wedding anniversary passed away suddenly, and the grandfather fell ill due to the stimulation, and Robin Law Hotel was in trouble.The collapse of my sky made me exhausted physically and mentally, and the most unbearable thing was that two months later, Shixuan quietly left me and flew to England.
She went and told me.At the most difficult moment in my life, I was suddenly cruelly abandoned by my lover, which made me very angry and chilling.
When I knew Shixuan came back, I couldn't control my emotions, it was exhaustion and resentment.I thought about how I should respond if she asked to meet; even more, what would I do if she didn't want to meet at all.My heart was heavy, especially when I heard Yulin say "Jin Shixuan's ex-boyfriend is someone who is unlucky", I really wanted to put a plaster on her mouth.
So, when I really received a call from Shixuan, I immediately and coldly rejected it, just to convince myself that I didn't care anymore.But Yulin laughed at me and said that my performance was trying to cover up!She said, if you really don't want to answer, why don't you just turn off the phone, why does the phone keep ringing, isn't it because the person on the phone is an important person?
I was silent for a long time, and finally I had to admit that Yu Lin was right.I went to see Shixuan, she was still so radiant and glamorous, as if we had never parted, she smiled and invited me to celebrate her winning the world championship trophy.Gazing at the smiling Shixuan who was sitting across the table, I just felt that the resentment and anger that had fermented for two years kept surging in my heart.
Shixuan said that in order to get back to me earlier, she has been practicing hard against the clock.But I couldn't accept her apology. For Shixuan, the two years of separation was a time to try to realize my dream and return to me as soon as possible, but for me it was the time I needed to desperately forget her.It was hard for me to convince myself that I did it, why did she come back to shake me?
I have never objected to Shixuan's dream. What I can't forgive is that she would leave without saying goodbye when I encountered the most terrible situation in my life, and not notify me until I arrived in the UK.Her dream used to be my dream, and I would never stop her. If I had told me frankly at that time that I must go to the training camp, I would have agreed with her to go.What is she afraid of? Is she afraid that I will selfishly ask her to give up her dream and stay by my side?
Looking at the tearful Shixuan, my heart throbbed. It was because I still felt sorry for her, but also because I hated myself for not living up to expectations. At the beginning, she simply left like that without explaining the reason and asked me to wait for her to come back. , her approach is not to leave me alone as she said, but to make me feel that she has abandoned me!How could I forgive so easily.
Shixuan said that she would not give up, she must come back to me; she said that she loves me and has always loved me.She said that after going to England, she realized how important I am, and she loves me more than tennis.
I forced myself not to care.I thought everything was different.But in the end, I have to admit that the hidden side of hatred is my reluctance to Shixuan.
Because Yulin caught me talking with Shixuan at the elevator entrance, after returning home, I made an unidentified anger at Yulin; knowing that Shixuan was sad and drunk, I left Yulin and hurried to take care of her; When Xuan was trampled by the onlookers because of the necklace I gave her, I finally faced up to my feelings - I didn't forgive Shixuan's fault, but just accepted my own heart and still love Shixuan, so I couldn't let go.
Not long after, Zhengyu came back and forgave Shixuan for leaving me without saying a word, and we all got back together, as if we had never been apart.
Now I sometimes think like this, if time stopped at that moment, it would be great, Shixuan and I both sincerely love each other.
When did our relationship start to change?Not the two years of separation, but after I took Shixuan and Yulin to the mountain to worship my parents and aunt.
On the way back there was an accident, we went sideways, my car broke down and we spent the night in the country.That night, under the light of the bonfire, Yu Lin sang a song, saying that she was willing to pick the stars and the moon for the one she loved.
At that time, I didn't think much about it until Zhengyu called me one night and asked me to go to the tavern to pick up Yulin who was drunk. I took off the decorative star on the top of the tree and clamored to give it to me, only then did I realize Yulin's intentions slightly.
Yulin is a lovely and lively girl, she is always full of vigor, although there are some troubles from time to time, but at the same time it also makes me feel happy.I don't know when it started, but I turned my attention to Yu Lin more and more, and when we got along with Shixuan, the topic of discussion became more and more about Yu Lin, so what.
As the days passed, Shixuan gradually resumed training to prepare for the Australian competition.Facing the reporter's request for an interview about the relationship, Shixuan also asked for my opinion, but I was not very willing to make it public.On the other hand, Yu Lin also raised the idea of leaving, and I really don't want to let her go like that.Before I knew it, I seemed to fall in love with Yulin, and my feelings for Shixuan faded.
I didn't expect that Yu Lin's true identity would be known by Zheng Yu, and I didn't expect that Shixuan also knew that Yu Lin was a fake sister but still kept silent to help me hide it.Thinking of how I often praised Yulin’s cuteness in front of Shixuan, remembering that Shixuan suddenly canceled the dinner date after seeing Yulin’s photo on my phone screen, and hearing Zhengyu tell me that Shixuan was so sad that he cried in front of him. Suddenly I felt a panic in my heart.
Zhengyu asked me whether I love Shixuan or Yulin, I hesitated for a while, and finally chose Shixuan.I think, maybe it's because I have been separated from Shixuan for two years, and we are no longer as close as before.But I also thought it was just a matter of time and we could make it up again.
I never expected that I would get deeper and deeper, and that I would become more and more attracted to Yu Lin. Even Zheng Yu found out that I was wrong, so he specially got close to Yu Lin and warned me not to cross the line.
Emotional matters do not exist if we are patient and turn a blind eye.I care more and more about Yulin day by day, no matter how much I pretend not to like her, I still want to see her and stay with her.Once upon a time, the love between me and Shixuan passed away quietly. Looking at Shixuan who I loved deeply, I no longer throbbed.
I seem to be crazy, I lost my mind because of Yulin, but I can't tell Shixuan if we break up.Although I don't love anymore, but after all, I loved her deeply. My heart no longer throbs because of her, but I still want to treat her well.
In order to prevent her grandfather from going to Japan to find her rich adoptive father, Yulin intentionally fell down the stairs.When I was with Yu Lin in the hospital, Zheng Yu suddenly called me and asked me, if he knew that his beloved was hurt and suffering because of another man, should he watch her by the side, or should he take her away?
Zheng Yu once told me that he loved a girl deeply, but the man around her was better than him in every way, so he had to let go and leave.At that time, I was in a state of confusion about Yu Lin's injury, so I didn't care about Zheng Yu's question, and I only replied that a man who makes his lover suffer is not very good.
I never knew that Zhengyu liked Shixuan.
Later, we went back to that ski resort together.
Chunxiang was wearing a pink down jacket standing on the road leading to the stone bridge, with a misty smile on her face, staring at a corner of our memory for a long time.
I probably know what she's thinking - it's the kissing scene between Lee Mong Yong and Hong Chae Rim, now, will Chun Hyang still bear that hurt,
"Husband," Chunxiang suddenly turned her face, "Why did you hug me and try to take me away quietly?"
Yes, it was I who wanted to stop her, it was I who grabbed her arm and took her into my arms.Why, because... I know she is being betrayed by her husband, I know she is being hurt.I don't want to see Chunxiang's pain, I don't want to see Chunxiang cry because of that child who is not a man.
Before I met Chunxiang, I thought that love was just an illusion. When I was a teenager, I had witnessed my parents' different dreams and hypocrisy.I believe that everyone has what they need, and my communication with others is nothing more than exchanging and getting what we need.
Chunxiang met me so abruptly. She broke into the hotel where I was staying and misunderstood me as a pervert. She couldn't help but drive me out of my room after taking a shower and begging me in a panic. Believe that her friend did not rob my bag, I hoped hard that I would explain the situation to the police station for her friend.
At that time, I was only surprised that the children nowadays are so frizzy and so off-line, and didn't agree to her impolite request.
Soon, I met Chunxiang again.This time, her innocent personality caught my eye.She mistakenly thought that I was a miscellaneous worker on the set, so she enthusiastically took me to buy props. Seeing Chunxiang wishing to save me money and bargaining with the aunt who sold things in a weird way, it made me, who has been living in an impetuous and hypocritical world, feel right. She developed a special feeling.
So far, in my drawer, there is still the laundry stick that she bought for me at a bargain price when we went shopping together for the first time.
In the days that followed, we met again and again.There was a misunderstanding where I overheard the conversation between Dan Hee and Ji Hyuk and thought 'Chunhyang is also one of the women who approached me with ulterior motives', and I also heard Lee Mong Yong tell me that he and Chunhyang are married and they are husband and wife. Confused and self-deprecating.
But love came in such a way that I was caught off guard. Apart from secretly laughing at my stupidity, all I could do was to keep silent in front of her as a friend and an uncle when facing this feeling.
Chunxiang was admitted to Korea University, and when she came to Seoul to enroll, she asked me to meet, and by the way, she wanted to talk about her idea of cooperating with me in designing and making accessories.I teased Chunxiang on purpose, telling her that in such a business situation, she should usually treat me to a meal.Then, as I wished, I saw Chunxiang tangled up there, and she expressed three opinions on eating within one minute. That little expression was so cute, I couldn't help laughing again and again.
On the way home, I learned that Li Menglong did not go to pick up Chunxiang, and when she was still waiting by the side of the road, I stepped on the brakes and turned the steering wheel without any hesitation to look for her.Seeing that Chunxiang was shivering from the cold and afraid to leave the roadside and miss Li Menglong, I had no choice but to let her sit in the car to warm up.Very pleasant time together.
Li Menglong, who came belatedly, had a very bad expression on his face, and spoke with cold hostility as if firing a machine gun.I don't want their husband and wife's disharmony to make Chunxiang's situation difficult. I invite them to go to the ski resort. It's a gift for the two of them, as long as Chunxiang is happy.
I wanted to give her a gift that would make her happy, but when I rushed to the ski resort, I only saw Chunxiang's loneliness.
Her husband took good care of another woman and left her alone.I invited Chunxiang to dinner and watched her go.I went to a meeting with the crew.I never expected that Li Menglong's cheating would happen later, and I happened to be caught up by Chunxiang and me who was excited to see her and saw her with my own eyes.
At that moment, my heart ached because of what Chunxiang had suffered.
She is such a warm and kind girl, unlike any woman I have ever known, I like her and admire her, and that feeling is growing day by day.Even knowing that she is married, I still can't stop wanting to get close to her. This kind of feeling makes me feel uncontrollable. It surpasses my moral bottom line and violates the principles I have always adhered to. The trend is developing vigorously to let myself are afraid.
Chunxiang and Li Monglong broke up, and I was very happy that I was able to approach Chunxiang openly.I suppressed my impatience and prepared everything carefully.The day I proposed was probably the most stressful day in my life.
I said, "Even if you have a hundred reasons to reject me, I will answer that it's okay." But, how could it be okay?I was very apprehensive and confused, and almost lost all my courage because I was afraid of hearing her refuse.
Lady luck is on my side.
I left the hotel where I lived all the year round and bought a new house. Everything was decorated according to Chunxiang’s liking, and all the furniture was arranged by me and her at that time.I only hope that one day in the future, when I come home from work and open the door, I will see the sly smile on her lips like a little fox, and then hear her happily say to me: "Welcome home."
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"So Beautiful" Hwang Tae Kyung
I have designed the ring presented to Ai Ren for a long time, hoping to give it to the girl who will be with me for the rest of my life at the right time.
Believe it or not, but in fact, many years ago, I started planning to marry her when I grow up, although I didn't understand at that time that it was just a joke.
I met Airen when I returned to Korea when I was ten years old. At Uncle Xiuzhu's wedding, Airen and I acted as wedding flower girls.I am four years older than Airen, so Airen probably won't remember our first meeting, but I can still firmly remember all the details.
Of course, this does not rule out the reason why my mother has been whispering in my ear...
That day, Airen was wearing a pink princess dress, with big black eyes staring at my mother and me on her round, chubby face. She looked so cute, which made her reach out her hand. pinched her face.
I say 'also' because before that, being pinched in the face has always been my exclusive 'benefit'.Yes, my mother, she is good at everything, loves me very, very much, but there is one thing that makes me happy and worries me——Mom, she likes to pinch my face.
I don't care at all that I'm a man, I've grown up, and I feel embarrassed when my mother blatantly pinches my face in a crowded place. My mother is always tireless and happy.
I went from being ignorant to consciously avoiding, and then to protesting in a low voice. Unfortunately, all the objections were ineffective. My mother rejected my appeal with only one sentence and one action-she pursed her mouth, her eyes seemed to be full of grievances Disappointed, he explained to me: "Mom loves Tae Kyung so much. Who told us that Tae Kyung is so cute? Mom really likes it in her heart. She couldn't help but want to express her inner joy with her hands!"
I was subdued by my mother, because I also admit it from the bottom of my heart, I like the way my mother loves me like this, and I like to hear her say that I am her treasure.I believe that my mother is the best mother in the world. I believed everything she said as a golden rule.
Even now that I can decide what I want out of life, I'm still willing to do whatever it takes to make her happy.
It was precisely because my mother pinched Airen's face unexpectedly, I agreed with the idea of "Airen is also cute", so when my mother asked me to play with Airen, I didn't dislike her for being an immature little girl. girl.
However, I was still wondering what kind of game to play with my new acquaintance, but Ai Ren had already run into the flower garden to pick flowers.Mom said that the beautiful flowers should be left for everyone to appreciate together, how could Airen destroy the flowers with her hands?I wanted to go over to stop her, but I was afraid that I would suffer from hay fever allergies, so if I told her to go, she still dared not listen to me.
I hate it when people ignore me, especially after I have accepted her first.However, I had to listen to my mother's words. After thinking about it, I pretended to play hide-and-seek, left Ai Ren behind, and turned away.Hmph, I don't want to play with her, wait for her to look around, anyway, I have an excuse!
Later, the girl who didn't know what to do or what to do came here.I didn't want to be found, but I was not lucky enough to be found by her.Next, we pushed and shoved together, Ai Ren desperately tried to drag me out from behind the curtain, but I didn't want to admit that she found it so easily, so I didn't want to come out.And later, heck, I don't know what happened, I bumped into Ai Ren and kissed on the mouth.
Do kids know what a first kiss is?Anyway, I didn't fully understand it at that time, and Airen probably didn't understand it either.However, we were fooled by our mother... To be precise, I was fooled by my mother.
My mother once told me that I can’t play with girls casually and kiss, especially not on the mouth. If I kiss, I must take it home and show it to her, because if I kiss, it means that the girl is my princess and needs to marry back home—— —Look, the fairy tales have already explained that no matter it is Snow White or Sleeping Beauty, the prince kisses them and takes them home to marry them!
At that time, I really believed that if you kissed on the mouth, you must be married.
So at that time, I didn't know what to do at all, I could only stare at Airen in shame and embarrassment.It's all her fault, she was the one who pulled me and held on to me so I could kiss... No, she kissed me secretly, not me on my own initiative!I was so depressed, that stinky girl was still cheering, "I caught, I caught my brother", so angry that I didn't know what to say about her.
In the end, my mother found out about this matter, and my mother really wanted me to be responsible for Ai Ren.At that time, I didn't understand the true meaning of 'kiss' and 'marriage' like I did later, and I didn't know that I was teased by my mother.Therefore, at that time, I looked at Ai Ren who was winking at me and observed and studied for a while, carefully looked at it and thought about it carefully, Ai Ren is really cute, and I also want a man who dares to be a man, so I bowed my head and silently agreed.
On the day I flew to the United States, I seriously confessed to Ai Ren that I was not allowed to be kissed by other boys again, and I must wait for me to grow up and come back to marry her.
When I returned to Korea again at the age of 16, I already understood that my mother was making fun of me at the beginning, and the marriage contract I had verbally promised to Ai Ren was not counted.When I returned to China, I wanted to be a singer, and I wanted to stand on a shining stage and sing like my mother.I would say that there is no shame in being a singer.
My childhood, and even my teenage years, were all pampered, and I am confident that I am the child who grew up in a honey pot.So before the age of 15, before my parents told me solemnly, I didn't even know that my parents were divorced.
I always thought that Dad was often away because he went to perform with the orchestra around the world, or returned to China to take care of his grandparents.I never knew I was living in a single parent household because our home in America smelled of happiness.
After thinking about it for a whole year, I decided to go back to China and start my life.I really don't think playing the piano or being a music conductor is any more noble than singing.I want to prove it, I want to shine for grandma to see.
My mother didn't go into my thoughts carefully, she was only thinking about what kind of daughter-in-law I would find her when I returned to China, telling me over and over again that she didn't want to be a fool who would only cause trouble, only say 'I'm sorry' but didn't know how to repent, and then The daughter-in-law who went to make trouble.
My mind is full of black lines. To be honest, Mom, my taste has never been that bad. Can you have some confidence in your son?
On the one hand, my mother said that she agreed with my idea that I wanted to earn a piece of sky by myself, and that she would never interfere with my ability to debut, and on the other hand, she hurried back to Korea, pretending to be calm, but actually publicizing it as well known escort for me.
ANJELL became an instant hit, like the sun in the sky.
Four years later, my mother persuaded me to play the leading role in "Full House", and I officially met Airen again.
Since I was ten years old, Ai Ren's name has often been used by my mother to whisper in my ear, saying that she is my little daughter-in-law who made love with a kiss.It was also when I was young that I was fooled by my mother and really thought that Ai Ren was the one I would be responsible for when I grew up.Although later, as I grew older, I realized that my mother's words were very, very unreliable, but I couldn't help hearing too many topics about Airen over the years, and I became very close to Airen unconsciously.
After the two of us met again on the set, it was strange that we didn’t feel unfamiliar at all. Ai Ren grew up pampered like me. She has a straightforward personality but is definitely not bad at heart. have no choice.During the filming of the TV series, we got along day and night, and we became more and more familiar with each other's personalities, hobbies and taboos.Later, Airen said, 'I like Tae Kyung hyung, so, how about our relationship? ', I said yes and gave her the honor.
We have been dating secretly for two years, although the media has been speculating, but we have never let go, only admitting that we are friends.Who would have thought that later, ANJELL added a new member, and the day after the welcome party for Gao Meinan, for some reason, the intimate photos of us kissing on the rooftop were exposed on the Internet.
In the days that followed, she was chased and intercepted by the media, and Ai Ren was also called back by her parents to explain.Fortunately, Uncle Xiuzhu was the guarantor, and her family was quite satisfied with me, and she only urged us to settle down as soon as possible.
I always thought that I would not think about getting married until I was at least 25, but now that I think about it, I feel that 22 is the right age to get engaged.Both Airen and I know what we want and what we are doing, and we also believe that we will love each other well, so why not confirm the importance of each other in front of the world?
The day I proposed to Ai Ren, she cried.
She said that she thought that on the day when she had to ask for marriage, she would be the first to speak.She said she almost thought I was a liar because she waited so long for me not to mention it.
The promise I made to Airen when she was six years old, I thought she must have forgotten it when she was young, but it turned out that she always remembered Airen.
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It’s been a long time since I updated the text, I’ve been stuck for a while, and the hot weather makes me irritable and lazy is also a very important reason... Well, You Lan is seriously reflecting on herself~~~ Today is an updated side story, waiting for the main text Sorry guys, sorry...
Also, You Lan was scolded again, sweating and writing a chapter to upload in the background, and then went to the comment area of the article to see the messages I left for me during this period, and wanted to reply one by one, but I saw one in Chapter 23 Opening the comments of the free chapters, oops, I have been depressed for a long time-using the secrecy of the Internet to vent by cursing others at will, this is not only a matter of personal morality, sometimes a rude word can really hurt people's hearts.
As the saying goes, "A good word will warm the winter three times, and a bad word will hurt people and the June cold." You Lan felt chilled for a moment in this hot weather.Those of you who are familiar with me know that I am not free and easy nor mature enough. I will be happy from ear to ear for everyone's encouragement, I will have a flirt with my girlfriends, and I will be attacked personally. I feel unbearable, and I feel extremely wronged...
In fact, I really want to swear back with all the vicious words I can think of, but the fact is that I have always gotten along well with the girls around me, and my parents don’t allow me to swear, so I haven’t quarreled with girls since I was a child. , I only competed with the guy who wanted to tease me, oh, what a tragedy—if this guy was in front of me, I would definitely punch him, now I can only let this guy take those curse words away through the screen— - I feel weak...
Today the state is full again, I need to readjust my emotions, and I am sorry to my dear friends...but it shouldn't be long before I can return with full blood, because I understand that dear friends are the ones worth cherishing, as long as you I'm still here, and I'll code the main article and upload it as soon as possible.
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Chapter 154
"Palace" Li Xin
That day, my mother informed me that I should get married.
I was stunned. I was only 19 years old and hadn't even graduated from high school.However, the queen mother said that early marriage is a tradition in the royal family. If I don't have a girl I like, the royal family will designate one for me.
I have a favorite girl, Min Hyo-rin from the dance department in the same year, and a beautiful girlfriend whom I have been dating for two years.
We once ran away from home on the same day, met and talked at the same train station, chose the same direction and the same road to walk, and finally buried our secret wishes in the same sealed jar, and agreed to go there every ten years Take a look at that place.
For the first time in my life, I proposed to someone. Although I was lucky enough to maintain my usual calmness, I couldn't control the rapid heartbeat and the sweaty palms.
When I heard her reply that the reasons for my proposal were not enough to impress her, even though I had repeatedly convinced myself that this was expected, I still couldn't restrain the disappointment in my heart.In fact, I don't want Xiaolin to marry into the palace, it will only make her lose herself. Instead of putting the girl I love in trouble, it's better to find a girl I don't care about so that I can feel more at ease.
But, after all, I am a teenager yearning for love, and I also hope to marry my beloved girl as a wife like ordinary people.After my mother gave me an ultimatum, I hoped more than once, how wonderful it would be if my wife could be Xiaolin.
So at that time, my chest was so blocked that I couldn't continue to speak, I just wanted to run away from Xiaolin.
Xiaolin stopped me and declared seriously: "I like letters very much, very much!"
I don't understand what it means to reject my marriage proposal and express liking for me.
Xiaolin told me that the marriage proposal she approved should be because of love, not to avoid marriage with a stranger, only in this way can she muster up the courage to marry into the palace.
The reason I proposed, of course, is because I love Xiaolin.After confessing, Xiaolin agreed to me.
Xiaolin also told Caijing when they met for the first time, I just have a cold face, but in fact I am a very kind and gentle person.Caijing later became the concubine of Prince Gong Li Lu, my sister-in-law.
After the news that Xiaolin was about to become the Crown Princess was announced by the Royal Propaganda Department, groups of media reporters asked to interview her every day.At this time, Lul, who had been away from the palace for 14 years, returned from England, followed by Lul's mother, Princess Huizheng.
Li said that Xiaolin must be very tired studying the palace rules, and should buy her some chocolates and candies to coax her.I follow good deeds, and Xiaolin is really happy, but I am inexplicably unhappy, especially after hearing Xiaolin say that she would like to thank Lil.
I know that my jealousy is a little unreasonable, but I just feel sour in my heart, feeling depressed and unhappy.Later, Xiaolin explained that she was very happy because I bought it for her.I couldn't help feeling warm in my heart, and suddenly felt that I was naive before.
On the wedding day, Xiaolin was so beautiful that people couldn't take their eyes off her.However, Grandma Huang and the Empress refused to hold a joint room ceremony for me and Xiaolin who were underage, and let us sleep in two halls in the East Palace.That night, Xiaolin blushed and said that from now on, the only one she can rely on is me.Her tone was weak, but there was a hint of strength between her brows, which moved me and felt more pity in my heart.
Xiaolin gradually gained recognition from the public, and the elders of the royal family also liked Xiaolin very much, and I also felt that with Xiaolin, the dull court life gradually became colorful.But how much Xiaolin loves me, I was not convinced that I was deeply loved by her until the day when we attended the ribbon-cutting ceremony of the Royal Art Museum together and had an accident.
I don't get pissed off by the egg being smashed, I just find it absurd because I never expected to encounter it.On the other hand, looking at Xiaolin who is full of worry, looking at my wife who softly begged me to take good care of her a few days ago, and then used her weak body to block the attack for me without hesitation, my The mood is extraordinarily soft and complex.
Xiaolin said that she is willing to be protected by me, but she also wants to be someone worthy of my protection. No matter what the past and future will be, she is my wife and she will stand by my side.She firmly stated that she wanted us to be together forever.
There is some touch and joy of being loved, but also some fear of what to do if it hurts her.I don't want to be protected by a weak wife when there is danger, I want to be the husband who can protect her well.As Xiaolin said, I want to hold up a piece of sky for her, and I want her to live happily and smile.
If I can't do this in the palace, I am willing to go out of the palace for Xiaolin.Therefore, I turned a blind eye to the turmoil in the battle for the crown inside and outside the palace, and was even a little happy to see it come to fruition, and lived my newly married life wholeheartedly.
At the invitation of the museum in Jeju Island, Grandma Huang took Xiaolin to relax, which made Xiaolin happy for a long time.Not long after that, at Lil's birthday party, after talking with Xiaolin, I suddenly realized that Xiaolin was more and more like me—very lonely, like being locked in a cage.
Xiaolin said that she used to think that she could survive in the palace as long as she relied on me, but things didn't seem to be like that. She was gradually becoming another person, a person isolated from the world.Her words made me make up my mind. I want to let go of my status as the crown prince and let Li take back his original position, while I will take Xiaolin out of the palace.
The empress mother was very disturbed by the growing prestige of the law among the people and in the palace, so Grandma Huang suggested that we should get together as soon as possible to continue the bloodline of the heirs to stabilize the people's hearts. I am actually looking forward to this arrangement, and my heart has been beating chaotically.
Originally, the position of crown prince did not make me feel happy, if Lily wanted me, I would not hold on to it.However, when I saw the love letter my father wrote to Huizheng Palace, I changed my mind.I finally understood why the queen mother was so obsessed with the right to inherit the throne. It was all because her husband's betrayal made her heartbroken. She could only stubbornly hope that her son would be better than the son of the woman who stole her husband's heart.
I want to be the perfect crown prince, I need that throne to appease my mother's hurt heart, but if I want to do this, I will definitely violate my promise to Xiaolin.All these repetitions are just the selfish thoughts of a wayward person like me, and at this moment I can foresee that this idea may destroy Xiaolin's life.
Xiaolin didn't ask me why I changed my mind, she just said that she would stay with me as long as I said I needed her.I didn't move or speak for a long time, but I knew that I would pity her, love her and be loyal to her throughout my life.
Later, I became the emperor as I wished, Xiaolin was by my side, and we worked together to reform the royal family.No matter how many years have passed, I still remember what she told me softly. She once said with a smile—"It's okay, now there is Xiaolin by Xin's side. Xin, no matter where you are, you are no longer alone."
What Xiaolin promised me, finally came true.
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"My Girl" Seol Gongchan
Chunxiang called me to tell me that Yulin was gone.
Chunxiang is my younger sister, my aunt's biological daughter, and Yurin was her substitute until she was found.
Back then, the aunt's love affair was not accepted by the grandfather so that she ran away from home. After the aunt passed away in the earthquake, the grandfather wanted to recognize his granddaughter back.For more than ten years, our family has been painstakingly looking for her, but unfortunately, there is no news of my sister's whereabouts.The doctor declared that Grandpa's condition was critical, and I had no choice but to ask Yulin and Li Daitao to pretend to be my sister.
At first, I just met Yulin in Jeju Island, she was a very eloquent tour guide.I never thought that Yu Lin and I would meet again in Seoul, let alone that I would fall in love with her in the future.
At that time, I loved Shixuan, and of course, I hated Shixuan, the returning world tennis champion Jin Shixuan.
Shixuan and I, as well as our friend Zhengyu, the three of us can be said to be childhood sweethearts. After entering university, Shixuan and I fell in love naturally.Our family has been running the Robin Law Hotel. The Zhengyu family is the largest shareholder other than our family, and the Shixuan family runs a large store with strong financial strength. Our future is very optimistic about our family's elders.
That year, many things happened.
After Shixuan won the national championship, he decided to continue to work hard for the world championship trophy. Zhengyu said with a smile that he planned to get a master's degree in economics and then left in style.Six or seven months later, the parents who were happily going out to celebrate their wedding anniversary passed away suddenly, and the grandfather fell ill due to the stimulation, and Robin Law Hotel was in trouble.The collapse of my sky made me exhausted physically and mentally, and the most unbearable thing was that two months later, Shixuan quietly left me and flew to England.
She went and told me.At the most difficult moment in my life, I was suddenly cruelly abandoned by my lover, which made me very angry and chilling.
When I knew Shixuan came back, I couldn't control my emotions, it was exhaustion and resentment.I thought about how I should respond if she asked to meet; even more, what would I do if she didn't want to meet at all.My heart was heavy, especially when I heard Yulin say "Jin Shixuan's ex-boyfriend is someone who is unlucky", I really wanted to put a plaster on her mouth.
So, when I really received a call from Shixuan, I immediately and coldly rejected it, just to convince myself that I didn't care anymore.But Yulin laughed at me and said that my performance was trying to cover up!She said, if you really don't want to answer, why don't you just turn off the phone, why does the phone keep ringing, isn't it because the person on the phone is an important person?
I was silent for a long time, and finally I had to admit that Yu Lin was right.I went to see Shixuan, she was still so radiant and glamorous, as if we had never parted, she smiled and invited me to celebrate her winning the world championship trophy.Gazing at the smiling Shixuan who was sitting across the table, I just felt that the resentment and anger that had fermented for two years kept surging in my heart.
Shixuan said that in order to get back to me earlier, she has been practicing hard against the clock.But I couldn't accept her apology. For Shixuan, the two years of separation was a time to try to realize my dream and return to me as soon as possible, but for me it was the time I needed to desperately forget her.It was hard for me to convince myself that I did it, why did she come back to shake me?
I have never objected to Shixuan's dream. What I can't forgive is that she would leave without saying goodbye when I encountered the most terrible situation in my life, and not notify me until I arrived in the UK.Her dream used to be my dream, and I would never stop her. If I had told me frankly at that time that I must go to the training camp, I would have agreed with her to go.What is she afraid of? Is she afraid that I will selfishly ask her to give up her dream and stay by my side?
Looking at the tearful Shixuan, my heart throbbed. It was because I still felt sorry for her, but also because I hated myself for not living up to expectations. At the beginning, she simply left like that without explaining the reason and asked me to wait for her to come back. , her approach is not to leave me alone as she said, but to make me feel that she has abandoned me!How could I forgive so easily.
Shixuan said that she would not give up, she must come back to me; she said that she loves me and has always loved me.She said that after going to England, she realized how important I am, and she loves me more than tennis.
I forced myself not to care.I thought everything was different.But in the end, I have to admit that the hidden side of hatred is my reluctance to Shixuan.
Because Yulin caught me talking with Shixuan at the elevator entrance, after returning home, I made an unidentified anger at Yulin; knowing that Shixuan was sad and drunk, I left Yulin and hurried to take care of her; When Xuan was trampled by the onlookers because of the necklace I gave her, I finally faced up to my feelings - I didn't forgive Shixuan's fault, but just accepted my own heart and still love Shixuan, so I couldn't let go.
Not long after, Zhengyu came back and forgave Shixuan for leaving me without saying a word, and we all got back together, as if we had never been apart.
Now I sometimes think like this, if time stopped at that moment, it would be great, Shixuan and I both sincerely love each other.
When did our relationship start to change?Not the two years of separation, but after I took Shixuan and Yulin to the mountain to worship my parents and aunt.
On the way back there was an accident, we went sideways, my car broke down and we spent the night in the country.That night, under the light of the bonfire, Yu Lin sang a song, saying that she was willing to pick the stars and the moon for the one she loved.
At that time, I didn't think much about it until Zhengyu called me one night and asked me to go to the tavern to pick up Yulin who was drunk. I took off the decorative star on the top of the tree and clamored to give it to me, only then did I realize Yulin's intentions slightly.
Yulin is a lovely and lively girl, she is always full of vigor, although there are some troubles from time to time, but at the same time it also makes me feel happy.I don't know when it started, but I turned my attention to Yu Lin more and more, and when we got along with Shixuan, the topic of discussion became more and more about Yu Lin, so what.
As the days passed, Shixuan gradually resumed training to prepare for the Australian competition.Facing the reporter's request for an interview about the relationship, Shixuan also asked for my opinion, but I was not very willing to make it public.On the other hand, Yu Lin also raised the idea of leaving, and I really don't want to let her go like that.Before I knew it, I seemed to fall in love with Yulin, and my feelings for Shixuan faded.
I didn't expect that Yu Lin's true identity would be known by Zheng Yu, and I didn't expect that Shixuan also knew that Yu Lin was a fake sister but still kept silent to help me hide it.Thinking of how I often praised Yulin’s cuteness in front of Shixuan, remembering that Shixuan suddenly canceled the dinner date after seeing Yulin’s photo on my phone screen, and hearing Zhengyu tell me that Shixuan was so sad that he cried in front of him. Suddenly I felt a panic in my heart.
Zhengyu asked me whether I love Shixuan or Yulin, I hesitated for a while, and finally chose Shixuan.I think, maybe it's because I have been separated from Shixuan for two years, and we are no longer as close as before.But I also thought it was just a matter of time and we could make it up again.
I never expected that I would get deeper and deeper, and that I would become more and more attracted to Yu Lin. Even Zheng Yu found out that I was wrong, so he specially got close to Yu Lin and warned me not to cross the line.
Emotional matters do not exist if we are patient and turn a blind eye.I care more and more about Yulin day by day, no matter how much I pretend not to like her, I still want to see her and stay with her.Once upon a time, the love between me and Shixuan passed away quietly. Looking at Shixuan who I loved deeply, I no longer throbbed.
I seem to be crazy, I lost my mind because of Yulin, but I can't tell Shixuan if we break up.Although I don't love anymore, but after all, I loved her deeply. My heart no longer throbs because of her, but I still want to treat her well.
In order to prevent her grandfather from going to Japan to find her rich adoptive father, Yulin intentionally fell down the stairs.When I was with Yu Lin in the hospital, Zheng Yu suddenly called me and asked me, if he knew that his beloved was hurt and suffering because of another man, should he watch her by the side, or should he take her away?
Zheng Yu once told me that he loved a girl deeply, but the man around her was better than him in every way, so he had to let go and leave.At that time, I was in a state of confusion about Yu Lin's injury, so I didn't care about Zheng Yu's question, and I only replied that a man who makes his lover suffer is not very good.
I never knew that Zhengyu liked Shixuan.
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