Jing Wu, my aunt can't be hurt

Chapter 120 Nine

Facing Abe's loud questioning, Atobe remained silent, and buried himself deeply on the steering wheel.

"Jingwu, what happened?" Seeing the appearance of the proud and confident child from childhood to adulthood, Abe felt very uncomfortable. She softened her voice, and she reached out to put her hand on the other's shoulder, but felt the pain under her hand. His body was trembling slightly.

"Jingwu, you..." Realizing that he was crying, Abe was so startled and panicked that he couldn't react at all.It took her a while to find her voice. "Jingwu, tell me, okay? Since we were young, we have faced the burden together, haven't we?"

Maybe it was her gentle words and consolation that worked, or maybe it was because of her great willpower. After a while, Keigo Atobe put away his gaffe.He raised his head and looked at the front of the car in a serious manner, with a solemn and cold expression on his face, no trace of grief could be seen just now, but those red-stained eyes revealed the truth.

"Jingwu, can you tell me?" Suppressing the throbbing pain in his heart, Abe asked in as gentle a tone as possible, and at the same time covered his hand holding the steering wheel tightly, grasping those cold hands Hold on, put it in the palm of your hand.

Atobe turned his head to look at Abe, his gray eyes met her worried and distressed eyes, all the emotions that had been so hard to restrain in his eyes almost burst out like a storm, he trembled his lips, and closed his eyes tightly.

Abe looked at Jingwu's appearance, and a soreness spread to the end of his nose in an instant, and his eyes were hot.Although I don't know what happened, but with Jingwu's strong personality, he can be pushed to such a point, except for his family, don't think about it, of course Seiichi Atobe, and she and Xiuzi It's impossible, then... Thinking of this, Abe suddenly panicked, and tightly clenched the hand that was holding Jingwu, "Jingwu, tell me, is it Dad Atobe? What's wrong with him?"

Facing Abe's anxious and flustered inquiry, Atobe shook his head, took a deep breath, and said slowly: "Grandfather is fine, don't worry, I have already visited in the afternoon."

"So, what happened?" Abe looked at Atobe earnestly, and Abe could feel that he had calmed down a lot.

"...I heard something... from my grandfather..." After a long silence, Atobe finally spoke, but he no longer had the courage to face Abe's direct gaze, and turned his head to look out the window.

Feeling the heaviness and depression in Atobe's tone, Abe clenched the opponent's hand, without urging him, but quietly waiting for him to sort out his mood.

"... This afternoon, I received a call from my mother, knowing that my grandfather rushed to the hospital after he woke up... I didn't know he was there, if I knew he would be there, I don't think I would go, but if I If I don't go, I won't know..."

Atobe spoke intermittently, with a low and hoarse voice. Although the words were vague, Abe sensitively felt his heavy and painful feelings mixed in, as well as the person mentioned in the words. She knew who he was talking about.

The carriage was so quiet that one could even hear each other's breathing, Atobe slowly talked about what happened in the afternoon, and the memory returned to that time.

He was very happy to hear that his grandfather had woken up. Even the youth selection contest could not stop him. At that time, he asked for leave and drove back to Tokyo.When he came to the door of his grandfather's ward, he was about to open the door to enter, but suddenly heard a roar from a strange yet familiar voice in the ward.He knew who it was, and he should have rushed in immediately to drive the person who had hurt his grandfather out of this ward, but, for some unknown reason, this time, he did nothing by accident, just leaned against the door , listening to the dispute inside.

He heard his grandfather helplessly and sadly dissuading that person from being obsessed with obsession, but what he got was an even more angry and resentful accusation from that person. He accused his grandfather of why he did that and why he didn't let them be together. It's all a scam. He needs to know his whereabouts. If he is told, he can forget about the resentment he has held for so many years. He can even let go of the Atobe family. However, if he doesn't tell him, he will get the clues like crazy The family, and then ruined everything, even if it was his own son, he would have no mercy at all.

Atobe listened to the man's crazier remarks, his heart sank lower and lower, but in the warm sunny weather, it was as if he had been immersed in an ice cave.What did he hear?His so-called father, what he was looking for turned out to be a "he". Of course, he heard it right, and it was impossible for him to hear it wrong. His father... Heh~ did he like a man!An extreme sense of absurdity came over him, and Atobe leaned against the wall weakly to avoid slipping to the ground.

All along, he thought that his father didn't like him because he didn't like his mother, so he alienated him and never took him seriously.Although he resented his father, deep down in his heart, there was still the most secret hope for him, or, one day, he would discover the goodness of his mother and abandon that woman from then on.However, it is now proven that he was really wrong!

His father never cared about his mother, nor did he care about him. He could even imagine that a father who liked a man married his mother and gave birth to him. It must be hating, because they are all stains on his emotional road, they are obstacles and obstacles.It turned out that his father never cared about him. At that time, every time he saw his deep frown, it expressed his disgust for him.

So now, his father can use him as a bargaining chip without any burden, in exchange for what he wants, if he can't get it, he will destroy everything in cold blood.

He was tightly against the wall, his nails had been embedded in the palm of his hand, all kinds of tingling pain supported him to stand still, his clenched teeth seemed to be broken at any time, at this moment, the emotions of shame, resentment and resentment squeezed his brain, he even Unable to restrain his emotions, he could only stand stiffly like a corpse.

And at this moment, the quarrel in the ward had come to an end. He heard that person, his father in name, drop the last sentence of threat, whether to destroy or fulfill, all of this was in the grandfather's mind, he just wanted to Give grandfather one night to make his choice.

Then, there was the sound of something breaking, and as the footsteps got closer and closer, he wanted to avoid, leave this place, he couldn't face him, but his stiff and uncontrollable body couldn't move an inch.In the end, he could only lean against the door with a pale face, and met the face that looked very similar to him, and then got a contemptuous and disgusted expression from the other party's face.

He watched that person leave, and told himself that from now on, there would be no contact between him and him, and they would just be strangers forever. Cut out his bones and drain every drop of his blood.

I don't know how much time passed, he stood at the door of the ward in a daze, until the lights in the corridor came on, and a little nurse came over to greet him with a cart, and he suddenly realized that his body was so cold that he lost consciousness.

He followed the little nurse into the ward, and sat stiffly and numbly on the sofa beside him, looking at his grandfather's sleeping face and the busy figure of the little nurse.He had so much confusion in his heart, but he didn't know where to start.

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Listening to Jing Wu's dull and cold words, Abe only felt a throbbing pain in her heart, her mouth was bitter and embarrassed, and she couldn't even find a word to comfort him.She didn't know what happened back then. All along, she thought the same thing as Jingwu, accusing Atobe Makoto of being unfaithful to his wife, but she never thought that this marriage never had or needed " Unfaithful", her sister actually married such a person, but did she know?Know that the man chose a person of the same sex over the opposite sex?

She thought, she must not know, otherwise he and she would not have given birth to Jing Wu.However, after so many years, would my sister still not know the truth?Seiichi Atobe hid it well and used Linnai Miho as a cover, but there was still something preventing the dissolution of this ridiculous marriage.She can think of this reason without even thinking about it. The only person who can make her sister compromise like this is--Papa Atobe.

Thinking of this, resentment inevitably arose in Abe's heart, resentment towards Atobe's father.From Jingwu's narration, she can easily know that it was Atobe's father who stopped Atobe Seiichi from being with that man and married Xiuzi instead, and that man has since disappeared. Maybe now only Atobe Dad didn't know where he was going.So what happened back then, Seiichi Atobe married Xiuzi and gave birth to Keigo, and under what circumstances did Seiichi Atobe marry Seiichi Atobe.All of this is now known only to the people back then, and the director of all this is Atobe's father.

"What did he do back then? I'm talking about Daddy Jibu!" She gritted her teeth and asked, although she didn't want to, she was afraid to hear the truth, afraid to know that the person who ruined Xiuzi's life was the one she had always loved, However, can she choose to deceive herself?Can she not know?Of course it is - no!She wants to know that all is not as she thought.

Hearing Abe's hoarse and suppressed questioning, feeling that the hand that had been holding him and giving him warmth was shaking and gradually losing its temperature, Atobe's heart also tugged, and he understood the meaning behind that questioning , the accusation and resentment towards his grandfather, but he didn't know how to speak, should he persuade her not to resent, or tell her that's it? !It was the grandfather who broke up those two people back then, and then forced the father to marry the mother and gave birth to him. The only difference is, did these mothers know and agree?

Back then, there was more than one person who was wrong, the grandfather was wrong, the grandmother he had never met was wrong, and even the mother who chose to sacrifice her emotions for the sake of the Abe family was also wrong, not to mention, Atobe who fell in love with a man The only son of the family.But all of this has become a thing of the past. They can complain or hate, but they have no power to change this established existence.

Reaching out to hold Abe's thin and trembling shoulders, Atobe looked into her eyes seriously, and said hoarsely: "Back then, my mother voluntarily, for the Abe family."

"Then tell me, what's going on? You asked, didn't you!" Hearing this answer, Abe cried out almost immediately, but she couldn't, she covered her mouth with her hands tightly, and buried her head in Abe's chest .

"Yes, I asked." Atobe put his arms around Abe, closed his eyes, and restrained himself so as not to lose his composure again.

"...As the only son of the Atobe family, we have inescapable responsibilities to the family, and one of them is marriage. Marriage makes the family stronger and stronger, and also increases our own power and prestige. As members of the Atobe family, From an early age, you must understand that your marriage is impossible to be autonomous, and it is impossible to marry a woman you like but is not in the right family, let alone a man. But that person doesn't understand. "

"Although the grandfather and grandmother were also married at that time, they loved each other very much. Unfortunately, they could not conceive a child for a long time. However, in the end, they still got a child bestowed by heaven. But because the grandmother at that time The age of the child is not young, and he accidentally fell before giving birth, and the child was born prematurely. The premature child has been weak and sick since he was a child, and he has almost received all the love from his parents. This kind of love also makes him selfish and extreme. In his world Here, it is impossible for his parents to go against his wishes. He has always lived a self-willed and self-willed life. He does not need to touch the family business and does not need to accept too strict guidance. This is also because his grandmother was sick after giving birth to him. More energy to teach him as a result.”

"In this way, doted on by his parents and neglected, he still behaved like that even when he was an adult. Then, finally one day, he made a mistake that shocked his grandparents. He fell in love with a man, and He went home excitedly and told his parents that he wanted to be with him, and he hoped to get their blessings. Of course, how could this kind of thing be approved by the Atobe family, he is really naive." Speaking of this, Trace A sarcastic smile appeared on his face.

"Of course, he was opposed, which was unprecedented, and his attitude became extremely fierce. This kind of resistance was only suppressed. He was detained in the Atobe House, and even lost his freedom. However, this is also the case. The incident caused my grandmother's bad health to collapse suddenly. The grandmother used her own death as a bargaining chip to force him to swear to marry the child-in-law whom he had made since childhood, that is, the mother, and he promised to leave a trace The heir of the Ministry family. Then he did it, married my mother, and made me."

"He endured it until after I was born, and he chose to leave Atobe's house to look for his self again, but he never found it. Of course, this matter can't be hidden from my grandfather. All this time, my grandfather never thought about it. He had wanted to give up on him, the child he had always loved, but he didn't know that the resentment towards his grandfather and his mother finally made him take more acts of revenge. He found the woman Linnai and took revenge on his mother. , hurt us, and demonstrated to my grandfather, so that my grandfather had to abandon him and exile him to the United States."