When I realized that Lin Pingzhi wasn't joking, I couldn't care less about feeling cold, and my mind turned quickly, because I knew that if I didn't resist, I might really be played to death by this emotional guy.

The feeling of suffocation made my head swell, and I felt that all the air was stuck in my throat and I couldn't get it out, but I still wouldn't die for a while.I struggled and swung Lin Pingzhi with both hands, but this forceful struggle had no effect on him, he easily grabbed my hands with the other hand and pressed them on top of his head.The hand was controlled, and I wanted to kick it with my foot again, but he half-kneeled beside me, and one foot came across and pressed my legs tightly.

At this kind of inexplicable moment, I don't know who is not sensible enough between me and him. In fact, it is too simple to subdue me. If I tap the acupoints, my whole body will become limp. Why bother to take so much trouble.

"You...you don't let go...how can I talk cough cough!"

Staring fiercely at the person above me, I tried my best to squeeze the words out of my throat, and he seemed to be aware of the problem, as soon as he let go of his hand, the pain in his throat eased a lot, and I seized the opportunity to breathe desperately A few mouthfuls.My chest was heaving violently, and I coughed violently again.

"Ahem... Lin Pingzhi, you are crazy! Didn't you tell me not to treat me like a lonely ghost! What's going on when I get out of this body! Do you think I want to be like this? Why are you so fierce?"

"Is it because of you that she lost her?"

Lin Pingzhi asked with a cold face, his tone and attitude without warmth at all, I really felt so inexplicable that I got angry.Why is it because of me, without her, from the first time we met, it was not the real Yue Lingshan but me, Liang Xiaobao, okay?No, just being pinched like that, the whole person's condition is not good.

"Why did you lose her because of me? From the day you first met me, I was Liang Xiaobao! I don't know if it was because of my appearance that she disappeared, but your reaction is very strange. Lin Brother, can you let me go and let me talk properly? I feel uncomfortable when you do this." It's very uncomfortable to be imprisoned like this, and I didn't do anything wrong?

Probably because his convulsions finally healed for a while, Brother Lin looked at the posture of him and me, his eyes dimmed, and he immediately got up from me and pulled me up as well.So what was the reason for being so excited just now?

I patted the mud spots on my clothes, and Lin Pingzhi stood there as if he had lost his soul, and his previous ruthlessness had completely faded away.I felt uneasy again when he was like this. I pulled the corner of his clothes, and I asked in a low voice, "What's wrong with you? Tell me, I'll listen, I won't blame you for what happened just now."

"I noticed her difference a long time ago. She doesn't like to dress up, doesn't know how to sew clothes, secretly learns and practices swords in the room, not only follows Lu Houer down the mountain to play around, sometimes she is very mature like an adult She looks very polite, but she is not big or small, and she no longer has the sense of dependence on Linghu Chong that makes me suspicious. I thought it was just a change caused by my premature appearance, and she will always be her ..."

Lin Pingzhi's eyes slowly shifted to me. He said these words calmly, with deep emotions in his eyes, as if he was holding back something.What he said was me, the difference between me and Yue Lingshan that appeared later, Yue Lingshan seemed lively and mischievous, but in fact she was very polite, well-behaved and obedient, and deep down she liked serious people like Yue Buqun.And she can embroider and make clothes, she can avoid practicing swords, she can run down the mountain with Lu Houer to play, she can often cling to Linghu Chong, she likes those beautiful headdresses and jewelry...

I have similarities with her, but when counted carefully, there are essential differences.

"Yue Lingshan is Yue Lingshan, Liang Xiaobao is Liang Xiaobao, you want to tell me this, don't you?"

"Hey? You understand! That's great! Well, I just want to tell you this. But I'm only going to tell you one person. It doesn't matter if you call me senior sister or Lingshan when there are others around. Yes, if there are two of you, I really want you to call me Xiaobao. Hehe, is this too much to ask?"

Lin Pingzhi laughed lightly at first, and then the laughter suddenly became louder, turning into that kind of crazy laughter.The sound of the rain outside was covered by his laughter. I was stunned and at a loss, but he laughed so hard, as if he had exhausted all his strength to laugh.It was the first time I saw him like this, and I didn't know what to do at this time.

"Little brother Lin, what's wrong with you, little brother Lin?"

"You are not her, you are not her, hahahahaha! You are not her, this is retribution, isn't it!"

I wanted to go over to help him but was pushed away by force, and this time I was prepared and did not fall, but Lin Pingzhi was obviously mentally unstable.When I was desperately wanting him to stop, he suddenly turned to me, took a few steps forward and grabbed me by the shoulder, his expression was crazy and his eyes were like torches, this change was unexpected by me, so that I Forgot to break free.

"Lingshan, Lingshan, you did it on purpose! Did you do it on purpose? In fact, like me, you returned to more than ten years ago with your memory and started from the beginning, didn't you! You did it because you hated me, Are you trying to take revenge on me!"

"You talk! Why don't you talk! You still hate me! You hate me for treating you like that!"

"If my appearance hadn't disrupted your original life, you should have lived a good life and become a beautiful couple with Linghu Chong. You hate me! You tell me you hate me!"

"Lin Pingzhi, you are enough!"

At this time, slapping the other person can calm the other person down. I don't mind doing it, although I feel uncomfortable when I slap him.But I did slap Lin Pingzhi over the head, so hard that my entire right palm went numb.

The corner of my mouth was cracked by my hard slap, with blood oozing from the broken corner of his mouth, Lin Pingzhi slowly turned his head to look at me, he looked at a loss like a child who did something wrong.

"Are you sober? Can't you say something well? Who can hear you when you yell like this. What happened to returning to more than ten years ago with your memory? You might as well explain it clearly and let me understand why you are like this? If you don’t tell me, I won’t force it, but Brother Lin, there is a limit to self-will.”

I opened my mouth, and I can forgive him for a series of inexplicable actions before, but I don't know, some things can become a kind of injury if you put it bluntly.

The existence of the truth is always gorgeously whitewashed by lies. When those layers of false surfaces are peeled off to reveal the most real part, how many people can accept it?Maybe it was because I couldn't accept it that I was wrapped in lies. The ridiculous thing is that deception is also a kind of protection.

If Lin Pingzhi was reborn, then everything he did would have an explanation.Such a strange move, arranging the trap of exterminating the family, scheming against Yu Canghai and Mu Gaofeng...

Because of anticipating the future, because of avoiding those tragedies, because of cherishing those who have hurt in the past...

I never thought about it, but when he told me the truth, I lost those messy emotions.My heart was empty, as if I had lost something.

It turned out that he didn't like me from the very beginning, received so much care and care, it was all because I was using Yue Lingshan's body from the beginning to the end.I understand this simple truth, but why do I feel so at a loss when I think that Lin Pingzhi treats me well because of this?

I was so sad that I couldn't find the reason, but it was my own fault.

It is also true, if you have not paid anything, why should you enjoy his dedication and care from the beginning.It seems that the soul piercing into Yue Lingshan's body is the biggest cheating tool I have opened, but I can't be happy at all.I can indeed hide it forever, but I can't. I can pretend to be Yue Lingshan for the rest of my life, but I still selfishly hope that the one he likes is that Liang Xiaobao.

My appearance made Yue Lingshan disappear.

Brother Lin is born again, he only treats me well because of Yue Lingshan, not this Liang Xiaobao who suddenly appeared.

It was me, my appearance made Yue Lingshan who was supposed to enjoy his tenderness disappear.

How can I come to steal her achievements?Without her steadfastly waiting, how could there be the gentle and considerate Lin Pingzhi now?

"why are you crying?"

Tears rolled down from my eyes, and I looked up at Brother Lin, speechless.What am I crying for?How do I know, I can't even cry, tears are rolling, I feel guilty, I feel uncomfortable, I blame myself, I'm jealous, I want to scream like crazy, I can't wait to break free from this body...

The tears in front of my eyes prevented me from seeing his face clearly, and I couldn't cry when he asked him this question.

why am i crying...

I turned around and raised my sleeves and wiped them violently, rubbing my eyes so painfully, as if I could make myself less ashamed.Even if I cry again, he will soften his heart because this is Yue Lingshan's face, not because he feels pity for me, Liang Xiaobao.

"Lin Xiao... Lin Pingzhi, I'm sorry."

Having said that, I went to the stone table and squatted down, picked up the broken bowl, and put it at the bottom of the food box.The rain outside the cave became heavier, and the pouring rain seemed to be crying, which made people feel even heavier.Taking a deep breath, ignoring the dull pain in my chest, I lifted the food box and handed it to Xiaodi Lin.

I just looked at him like this, not avoiding or blinking, Lin Xiaodi's eyes flickered a few times, he stretched out his hand to look at me blankly, wanting to wipe my tears, but he didn't do it in the end.The hand fell to the side of my face, and took the food box from my hand.Looking away, he walked past me.

Without saying anything or asking, he just left.

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