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"Ahhh...it hurts, take it easy..."

Although I already looked like I was about to die, the field nurse who held my arm like a country chef cooking low-end ingredients just showed contempt on his face, and then continued to use cotton soaked in saline The ball scratched unknowingly on my wound.

Is this really not secondary damage?Can I really sue?

Just as I was moaning, struggling, and fighting the murderer, the door of the infirmary was suddenly kicked open forcefully.

"Luo Haofeng, have you gotten into trouble again?"

It was me who was dragged onto the battlefield for no reason, it was me who was attacked for no reason, and it was me who was attacked by a magician. Why did I come to the conclusion that "I got into trouble"...

However, for some reason, Tian Yu-senpai in military uniform is more unresistable and serious than before. The camouflage coat and the black tights exposed on the shoulders now set off a more mature body curve than seven years ago, and it is like magic. The beret fixed in an incredible position on the long hair also had a special flavor, so I lowered my head habitually.

No, wait...even Tian Yu-senpai can't.What's more, although Tian Yu is still my senior sister, but now I am the existence of the preparatory dean in the college, why should I bow my head to a senior tutor and admit my mistake.

"So, it's not my fault this time...it's because that kid rushed out suddenly, and I was only going to deliver goods today and not inspect the battlefield, how could I have thought that there were still remaining enemy troops, and...he was a magician. "

Because the nurse's bandaging made my nerves constantly suffer from painful harassment, it is my limit to be able to say such incoherent explanations.

"Isn't it because of this that it is your fault? It is obvious that the preparatory principal was injured by an unnamed magician, and he was injured like this... Isn't this your fault? To send someone to pick you up in the middle of the desert, and to waste medical equipment... By the way, can't you heal yourself?"

"Ehehe..."

I scratched my head and concealed the fact that I just invested a large amount of assets before coming here, but now I don't have much money to fight.

"Also, there must be something wrong with what you wrote in your report. According to you, the other party should be a user of a single ability such as high-speed alchemy or imaginary realization. How could you suffer such a serious injury at your level? ?”

The report in Tian Yu's hand was completed by typing with one hand on my mobile phone while I was being transported back from the attack site. Because it was really inconvenient, I only said a little bit.

"Also, what is written in the words "please pay attention to safety"? You are a special representative sent by the academy. If such an attack report is sent up, the army will turn around and search the area again for you!"

"Eh...isn't that bad? Ah, it hurts...don't press my arm!"

While I was entangled with Sister Tian Yu, the nurse finally couldn't bear it anymore, packed up the equipment and retreated from my room.Presumably in his eyes, people like us sent from the academy are as hopeless as the maggots that live in this country?After all, even on the front line of this kind of war, we still talk about the battle situation as if we were talking about child's play.There is a lot of power that does nothing, and the government that makes us do nothing is controlled by us who do nothing.

It is inevitable to have this kind of resentment in my heart, just like me in the past.

"Now that there is no one else, you can always tell the reason why you released the water, right?"

"Senior sister, what are you talking about..." I showed a smile that I thought was unfathomable, "I didn't let the water go at all~"

"I said you, don't you know that you are not suitable for deceiving people? So stop learning from Mr. Ye Cheng, you will never learn it in your life."

"It's too much to say, whether it's for me or Teacher Ye Cheng."

After all, I am also Ye Cheng's only disciple. If I was taught like this, I would have no face to say that I have inherited Ye Cheng's lineage.

"I see, you couldn't be playing handsome in front of that child. When you saw him at a young age, you wanted to let him go, but you didn't want to let him go in vain. In the end, you got angry and killed him?"

Tian Yu's sixth sense is really as sharp as before... No, maybe it's even sharper than before.However, my personality of seeing a stray cat on the side of the road and wanting to approach it, but nine times out of ten I will be caught has not changed since the past.

"hey-hey……"

Again I tried to get away with a smirk.

In fact, Senior Sister Tian Yu is right, probably more than half of them are due to this reason, and the other half...

"..."

When I think of the reason for the other half, I can't speak.And the expression I showed made Senior Tian Yu hesitate to speak.

"...I advise you not to have such thoughts."

After hesitating again and again, Senior Tian Yu said what she wanted to say.

"Country E is indeed coming to an end. Even if country Y where we are in does not invade it, it will reach its end due to the extreme internal corruption. The "system" maintained under the old country will If it is destroyed, those who maintain this system and those who came to this system to survive will be impacted by it. This is an inevitable thing, even if it is death, even if it is cruel...that is not something we can do."

"Is that why we invade country E?"

"Well, it can probably be said that way, although even within country M, opinions on this war do not agree. Most of them think that we are only here to allow the allied country A to successfully occupy here, and then share some political benefits and natural resources. Resources... But, you can’t say that, right?”

“‘If human beings have to hurt someone in order to survive, and if this human being has to become a villain to survive, then it is more in line with green to be an optimistic happy criminal than to be a villain with a sense of guilt. Is it the standard of environmental protection? Because if that’s the case, then all the people in the world who are hurting others are happy people.” In this case, you should be able to understand by now.”

I nodded, and had to admit that even after so many years, my senior was still my senior when it came to these word games, and just a few words made my head unable to continue thinking about the previous problems up.However, it might be the other way around.

"So as long as you think about it this way, whether the things we do are called aggression or taking advantage of others, these are all things that can be called "salvation"~ for the birth of new life And killing people, destroying society for the sake of social progress, as long as you think so..." Senior sister said so, without a smile on her face, "Even refusing to save is a kind of 'salvation'."

I couldn't help but feel that what my senior sister said made sense. After all, for those who are dying of old age and illness, they don't necessarily really want their lives to last.No matter how modern medical methods are used to maintain the patient's life, it is only to maintain the "alive" state, and there is nothing worthy of praise other than that.The pain that those patients endured physically, the imprisonment they endured mentally, and what is more terrible than death is something that doctors cannot do anyway.In the eyes of those old people whose eyes are covered with gray clouds, whose breathing depends on the ventilator, whose whole body muscles cannot move, even when they open their mouths, they can only make meaningless sounds like a baby, standing in front of them Is it a relative, a doctor, or a demon?

And in the eyes of ordinary people, those sicknesses and gods of death may actually be like saviors in the eyes of these people.

As I am doing now, the savior of hastening death.

"However, it's not impossible to save it... If there is at least one child, it should be possible..."

"You still don't understand? Headmaster Luo Haofeng."

Senior sister put on a rare serious expression, knowing that I can't refuse this kind of harsh lecture, but she still said to me,

"Even if you can save the child, so what? Do you still want to bring all the refugees from country E to country M? I'm afraid you won't even be able to earn back your own spells for such expenses? What's more? What's more, if it's just that one child, do you think you can save it, Dean? Even if you can prevent him from dying in the flames of war, give him enough food, and even take him back to country E—maybe just this one Humans can still do it—then what happens after that? Let him live his whole life in an enemy country that exterminates his race and country? Let him live his whole life with you, one of the people who pushed his country to perish? Or Said that you were going to use magic to erase his memory..."

This reminded me that maybe I can really do this, but obviously Tian Yu didn't intend to give me a glimmer of hope, and immediately added after seeing my eyes light up.

"If you do that, it's not redemption, but obliteration. I don't need to remind you of this. Headmaster Luo Haofeng has experienced it personally, right?"

Isn't this too despicable?

I stared at Senior Tian Yu with some resentment, without saying a word.I know as a man I'm past the age where I can fool the audience with such a cute look, but actually since my body's aging has stopped since the accident, it looks childish at best nausea.

"I just don't want Mr. Luo Haofeng to do anything that I regret. If Headmaster Luo Haofeng still has the energy to save others, he might as well think about how to save himself."

Tian Yu's gaze stayed on me, to be precise, on my shoulder.Because of today's accident, the wounds on the body and the old wounds on the soul overlapped together, and the synchronous numbness made me feel a little relieved.

Tian Yu's meaning couldn't be more clear. From my standpoint, I simply don't have the energy to save others.With my own lifespan problem still unresolved, even a casual charity like taking in an abandoned kitten on the side of the road can only end up being kicked out by the apartment manager.

"Okay..." I lowered my head, lowered my posture, and said with some embarrassment, "I will reflect on what happened today, and what will happen next, a specific report on what happened today... just Leave it to the senior sister."

"Hey...that's not a sincere attitude at all."

"But... I'm still not used to dealing with the military."

I'm being stared at by Tian Yu's realization...Obviously I don't have eyes on the top of my head, but I still feel Tian Yu's gaze. It dropped a few points.

Then, finally, a sigh was heard.

"Really, you can't help it. Then I will do the report from the commander for you. But anyway, you are the highest rank among the people who came from the academy this time. Even if I explain it, you will only understand. It just left a bad impression on the other party.”

Will you think I'm putting on airs?However, that is also something that cannot be helped...

"However, in the next few days, don't cause any trouble to the college! Otherwise, I will write a report to the principal! This war is basically over, and the front line has been pushed to the other side of the border of country E. Whether it is this The government on the border of the country has surrendered, and the organizations below the border... well, it seems that the people who were originally active in this country have not formed an organization, so it can't be called suppression, right? The next thing will be a long time With the establishment of the garrison and the new government, those things have nothing to do with us. So this business trip is over, no matter how lonely it is, Luo Haofeng can just endure it for another two or three days."

"Yes, I understand."

Even though I am the dean, why is the senior sister still able to overwhelm me in terms of momentum?This is the question I should think about...but.

"I would like to modify the schedule a little bit. In the next few days, I will not go to the front line, and will continue to patrol in today's area."

"Um?"

"I still care about that magician."

"You don't want to..."

"No, it's just pure concern. You said before that there are no organizations under the borders of this country, right?"

"That's right. Didn't the information you got before say that too?"

"That's weird, that kid..."

"strangeness?"

"That child's fighting skills don't seem to be natural. If you only talk about physical skills, they might be better than me..."

"Oh... It's really strange to say that. With the current education level in country E, few people should be able to complete high school."

After a pause, I realized what Senior Tian Yu was talking about.

"It's too insulting to say that!"

"Isn't that the truth? With the physical skills of the headmaster Luo Haofeng, he will lose to most of the students in the academy, right?"

irrefutable fact.

"That's not what I meant, but... I really didn't see the veins of his magic clearly, and I couldn't feel the operation of the magic power in my body at all, and it seemed to be closely integrated with physical skills. Can amateurs...can reach this level? ?”

Faced with the question I raised, Tian Yu seemed to be a little shaken.With the level of country E in the past 20 years, not to mention the school of magicians, even ordinary young people cannot get a good education. Even gifted magicians may suffer from famine or war in this environment. And after death, it is impossible to have a formal training institution.

"And, the most important point... That guy wasn't surprised at all by my use of magic... Rather, after confirming that I am a magician, his killing intent became even stronger."

"This is important information... In this case, I have to reconsider the previous policy, and I will also discuss this matter with the military..."

"No, can I not say this?"

I tried my best to raise the corners of my mouth, revealing a smile that was lethal enough for any middle-aged woman without causing myself to twitch from nausea.

"please."