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Love is a blind thing. This does not mean that all shortcomings and complements will be ignored in the eyes of each other, but that people who fall in love will lose their minds.This kind of blindness is definitely not only manifested in matters of love, but the whole person will fall into a kind of chaotic frenzy.

Otherwise, why would I ignore the warnings of Senior Xingmankong, Teacher Ye Yue, and the faint warning light hidden in a small corner deep in my heart, and date Xia Yushi as an ordinary person as if nothing happened?

Rather, the concerns generated by the little bit of reason left in my brain have become the elements of the suspension bridge effect in this relationship-when I stared at Xia Yu in front of me intently, I didn't want to leave for a moment, and I didn't want to separate for a moment , as if nothing that happened out of my sight would affect us.I am so convinced, in fact, Xia Yushi is so convinced, her dark pupils are like the Eris sunglasses in some children's literature, shining with hope, from which I seem to see a happy future.

"Senior, have you been waiting for a long time?"

"Hmm...no! I just arrived too."

Facing Xia Yu who got off the bus, I almost forgot the standard answer to this question in surprise.

Wearing a light blue dress in the summer rain today, wearing a big beige straw hat with a beautiful ribbon on the straw hat, because of the hat, the hair is simply draped behind the back, in the autumn wind It's as conspicuous as the heroine in a warm movie, but it doesn't make people feel vulgar.

"Senior... you're very handsome today~"

Oops, got caught before I could compliment the other person's clothes.Although before I saw Xia Yushi, I could proudly say that I also dressed up for this official date, but compared with Xia Yushi, it is still a little bit worse... What is it?Probably natural.I have always been a Wannian T-shirt and sweatpants, even if I suddenly put on baggy jeans and a well-tailored slim shirt, it will only add a sense of formality, which is not as natural as it was in the summer rain.

"You...you too."

Bad answer, I was so shy that I almost didn't dare to look at Xia Yushi, for fear of seeing her unhappy face.Xia Yushi didn't seem to care about it, she tilted her head and smiled, the bright autumn sun and her bright smile almost burned my eyes.

"Then, I'll wait here for the seniors to buy tickets."

"No, I've already bought it."

I took out of my pocket the ticket that I came to line up to buy the number early this morning.

"Oh~"

Although Xia Yushi didn't say anything, he still showed a slightly surprised expression, and that expression was the best compensation for me.

"Then, let's go in together~"

There was a warm and delicate touch from the other hand, and Xia Yushi gently took my hand.

"Oh, um~"

I responded softly, and the two of them jumped over the long queue at the ticket office and walked into the amusement park.

Although it is also the first time for me to go to a place like an amusement park, I have done some research before so that both of us can have fun.Because I didn’t know if Xia Yushi had already been here with someone else in high school, so I gave up the things I wanted to play that were not suitable for couples—such as roller coasters, cup spins, and rapids.

The general route is to start from the entrance of the amusement park, and go through all the items except those that make the body uncomfortable and the items that girls don't like.Because it is a pass, it will not cost extra money, of course... there are exceptions.For example, in the game hall, although girls should not be interested in game machines in theory, they only have a special love for one kind - claw machines.

Regarding the effect of the claw machine on girls, it is another balanced philosophy. Originally, the claw machine is a very difficult activity for beginners who have never learned the skills. It is impossible to obtain a prize from the machine equal to the coin that is put into it.However, for those claw machine masters who have experienced many battles, they can probably succeed nine times out of ten shots.If such a person is targeted, the claw machine will be emptied in the afternoon.Therefore, when the staff of the game hall see such golden finger characters appearing, they will take the initiative to ask which doll they want. Once they make up a set, players will have no reason to continue playing.

Of course, there are no such unspoken rules in this country... But then again, I'm not the ShiningFinger on the claw machine.I'm exactly the perfect player that arcades are looking for to maintain a balance between revenue and gameplay for claw machines.

In other words, it belongs to the type that can succeed once out of four times, will neither feel frustrated nor make the game hall lose money, and will continue to play.Well, it’s because I can’t keep playing on a date, and I didn’t have much interest in claw machines, it’s just a way to set off the atmosphere so that the two of them can quickly enter the entertainment atmosphere.

Although she may not have noticed, when I was concentrating on the battle situation in the claw machine, I was actually watching her frowning expression quietly through the mirror in the claw machine.When I failed, the disappointed expression she showed at first, and then the slightly distorted expression that quickly turned into gloating because she didn't want me to notice it really made me unable to take my eyes off. If this expression stops, I would rather spend all my money playing claw machines here all afternoon.However, if you do that, it will definitely bring bad memories to this date... Although I don't think Xia Yushi is the kind of girl who would dislike me because of this.However, I really wanted to make her smile as much as possible.

After 10 thrilling games between the two of them, one of the dolls in the crane machine with the same painting style has been stuffed into Xia Yushi's arms.As I expected, although Xia Yushi didn't show it obviously, there was an uncontrollable smile on his face.Even though it is so ordinary and irrelevant, it makes me feel a little unbelievable to be able to show such a happy and heart-warming smile.

"Ah...it's already this time? Sorry, let's go eat now~"

I pretended to forget the time because I was addicted to the game, of course this is also part of the dating plan.

"I've already selected a restaurant~ Although I don't have a reservation, there should be vacancies if I go now."

Because it is a high-end restaurant, there will be time during the meal time at the amusement park... I think so.

"Um...senpai, can you not go to the restaurant?"

Eh?Haven't played enough yet?I looked at Xia Yushi suspiciously, but Xia Yushi didn't say anything, but gently took my hand.

Although it's embarrassing to say, once Xia Yushi holds me, I will obediently follow him like a cow tied by the nose.When we stopped, the two of us were already sitting on a bench opposite the game hall.

Because there are almost no entertainment facilities here, just a small piece of green gardening, so the surrounding area is also silent.Although it's a date, isn't this going too fast?Just as I was thinking about it, Xia Yushi opened the handbag that had been straddling his shoulders all morning.

"convenient……?"

I looked at the two lunch boxes that Xia Yushi took out from my handbag with some surprise. Bentos are not very popular in this country.and……

"I... still want to be able to eat bento, because... I made it for my seniors."

Is this what... love... love some bento?

"Actually, it's better for seniors to eat less food from outside. The school cafeteria is fine. Many meals in restaurants outside are filled with a lot of oil, and the cooking process is not healthy at all. For people like seniors who have a bad stomach let's say..."

Eh?

"Wait, how do you know I have a bad stomach?"

"Ah..." Xia Yushi blushed as if she had been exposed suddenly, "That... just before, I saw seniors covering their stomachs during self-study after eating unhealthy food a few times. Although I didn't say it , but I think..."

My vision suddenly began to blur, and realizing this, I immediately turned my face away.

"What's wrong, senior?"

"No... um..."

He wanted to say that he was fine, but his voice was stuck in his throat, and the emotion that gushed out of his heart almost burst out.The vision in the eyes becomes distorted as the liquid overflows.

"I...I'm fine..."

"Cried?"

"I don't!"

I wiped my tears angrily, because I won't cry because of being so cared for by someone other than my parents for the first time in 20 years, absolutely not!

"Since you made the bento yourself so complacently, I'll come and taste it. If it's not delicious, I won't agree~"

Pretending to be indifferent, he took the lunch box from Xia Yushi's hand. The warm and heavy feel of the lunch box made people happy in his hand for some reason.

There is nothing novel about the dishes, neither Japanese food nor Western style, but this just satisfies my appetite.It doesn't look like the type that will emit golden light when the lid is opened as in the cooking animation. I carefully picked up a piece of chicken with eggs and put it in my mouth, and Xia Yushi was like a small animal. staring at me.

"Mumbling..."

good to eat!

"very delicious!"

The eggs are smooth but not greasy, obviously because of the use of high-quality oil, the heat of the chicken is just right and the outer layer of eggs is perfectly blended together.The teeth are like biting into a cake. It should be two kinds of ingredients, but they can't distinguish the demarcation line that should exist in the delicate and excessive.

Before he could react, he unconsciously put the second piece into his mouth with both hands.

"The taste is also... the blended sauce is a little bland when eaten alone, but it doesn't feel like this when mixed with chicken... Could it be in the egg..."

"That's right, a little seasoning was directly added to the eggs." Xia Yushi said with a smile, "Is it really so delicious? Senior? I'm almost becoming a commentator~"

"Ah, I'm sorry...but this is really delicious!" I chattered like a health product salesman on the street, "Xia Yushi didn't expect you to be so good at cooking."

"No...no...actually, this is the first time I try...to cook for others." Xia Yushi lowered her head shyly, and her voice became smaller and smaller, "It's great that the senior likes it... "

"The...first time?"

"Hmm...Although I have practiced before, it's the first time I've given it to others...so...if senior likes it, I can do it every day from now on."

Xia Yushi, who showed a shy smile, made me have an impulse, and also made me feel uneasy.Once I think of what Ye Yue said to me before, I feel even more anxious.In any case, the idea of ​​wanting to protect this smile gradually rose from the bottom of my heart.

"Xia Yushi...well, actually..."

"I know~" Xia Yushi withdrew his chopsticks and opened his lunch box with a smile, "I know that senior has something to hide from me."

"Um……"

"Because, sometimes I feel that when Senpai is with me, he is actually thinking about other things. But at least he is not thinking of anyone else, right?"

I nodded, but I still doubted whether my performance was really that obvious?

"Also, I took a look at the things that seniors learned in the study room, and they don't look like things that should be learned in the second year of university..."

There is no room for refutation on this point, but I thought I had successfully fooled it before.

"However, I think... none of this matters, and the senior doesn't have to feel any burden because of it, even if you don't say it... The important thing is that the senior is still eating the bento I made here, isn't it? Seeing someone you like eating it Looking at the things I made and smiling, Xia Yushi is already very satisfied."

"Xia Yushi...have you never thought about what kind of person I am?"

It's a strange question to ask, but it's true.Even though the two have fallen in love to this extent, Xia Yushi never asked me about my family background, nor about my possible past love history, and only when I talked about my affairs did he seem to listen listened so quietly.As a result, although nearly half a semester has passed, we don't really understand each other.

"About this... I'm a little scared~" Xia Yushi stopped his chopsticks and said cautiously, "I'm afraid of meeting a senior who is different from my impression."

"Eh?"

"The senior I met was very gentle from the very beginning. Although he was a little impulsive and sometimes stupid, he was very considerate. But, was the senior like this from the beginning? If you know the past seniors , maybe there will be a gap in my heart..."

"Ah~ Of course it doesn't mean that you will hate the senior..." Xia Yu waved his hands in a panic, "It doesn't mean that there will definitely be a psychological gap, but if the senior has always been a gentle person on the contrary, then before meeting me How do seniors treat the people they meet? If they were so gentle, Xia Yushi... would be a little jealous."

Although it was different from what I had imagined, I was surprised to hear an idea I had never thought of.However, this feeling is actually the same as mine. Once I think that Xia Yushi may have had another lover in high school, I will feel restless.Even knowing that it was a thing of the past, just thinking about it like this would already cause pain.This probably refers to the selfishness of love, right?

"In other words, Xia Yushi is the type who will stay with me no matter who I am or what kind of past I have?"

"That's not the case..." Xia Yushi became anxious, "Since I entered university, my seniors have taught me many things. I really can't imagine what kind of situation I would be in without my seniors. But I have great respect for my seniors. The mood is really sincere, it is precisely because of this that I have no qualifications to ask the seniors to do anything, as long as I can get the... love from the current seniors, it is enough, and it is also necessary to gradually understand the past things in the future. Not too late."

What, such tragic words that seem to be said by a girl with unrequited love, is it such a painful thing to associate with me...

"Xia Yushi... If it's a troublesome thing when you're dating me..."

"No, how is it possible!"

That's right, if you feel troublesome, you will refuse from the beginning, right?But it's my fault anyway for making my girlfriend feel like unrequited love.

Although I want to tell Xia Yushi about the school now, I'm too bad at timing, right?

"I'm sorry, it's really inappropriate to talk about this kind of topic on a date... We will have time to let Xia Yushi get to know me later." I squeezed out a smile, "After lunch, let's sit there again ~"

Disregarding my image, I held my chopsticks and pointed to the huge building in the distance, where no couple came to the climax of an amusement park date - the Ferris wheel.Of course, in my plan, I also hope that the relationship between me and Xia Yushi can be further improved there.

"Okay~"

The intoxicating smile returned to Xia Yushi's face.