not brilliant

Jing Can met Zhou Zhe once by chance. It was the weekend, and Brother Hao said he would have a holiday, so Jing Can slept a little longer in the morning.In a daze, he felt someone kiss his forehead, and when he opened his eyes, he found that He Pingyi had already gone to school.He pushed back the quilt and got up, only to find that He Pingyi left the physics test paper he did the day before on the desk.

Looking at the time, it was not yet time for breakfast, Jing Can thought about it, got dressed, took the test paper and went out.

As soon as the breakfast bell rang, crowds of students flocked to the door from the teaching building. Jing Can had already sent a text message to He Pingyi telling him that she would come to deliver papers to him, so she stood under a tree a little far away from the crowd and waited. he.

He Pingyi didn't wait, but heard a familiar voice calling his name.He turned around and saw Zhou Zhe running towards him anxiously.

"Jing Can, why are you here?"

Jing Can raised the test paper in his hand and signaled to him: "Come and deliver the test paper to He Pingyi."

"Oh..." Zhou Zhe scratched his head, as if he didn't know what to say, he hesitated for a long time, and asked, "How are you recently?"

Jing Can nodded, and replied sincerely: "It wasn't very good at first, but it's better now."

"That's good."

Jing Can noticed the difference on Zhou Zhe's face, and was a little strange: "What's wrong with your face?"

"Ah?" Zhou Zhe didn't react.

Jing Can raised her hand and gestured at the position under her eyes: "Here, the wound seems to have not fully healed."

"Oh..." Zhou Zhe smiled embarrassedly, "I had a fight with someone. It happened a long time ago. My wound healed slowly, and I accidentally flushed it before and got infected, so I haven't recovered yet. good."

Jing Can groaned, looking thoughtfully at Zhou Zhe's dodging eyes.After a while, he asked, "Because of me?"

"Ah? No..." Zhou Zhe wanted to deny it subconsciously, but suddenly felt that such a denial didn't seem appropriate, so he pretended to be relaxed and said, "There are a few boys talking behind their backs, I couldn't stand it, so I fought with them, but my force value is not strong, so I suffered a bit."

Seeing Jing Can's frown getting tighter and tighter, Zhou Zhe aroused the guilt of the other party, and hurriedly approached Jing Can and whispered: "It's okay, He Pingyi has already beaten them, and I don't know how He Pingyi dealt with them. I was beaten so badly that I dare not tell the teacher."

Jing Can didn't know about this at all, and looked at Zhou Zhe in astonishment.Zhou Zhe scratched his head and quickly waved his hands: "Hey, hey, just pretend I didn't say anything."

The time for breakfast was limited, Zhou Zhe hadn't bought food yet, and after a few more words with Jing Can, he was about to leave.

"Zhou Zhe."

Before he turned around, Jing Can called out to stop him.

"I'm usually in that video store called 'If I Remember in the Next Life', all day long. If you have any questions in the future, you can come and ask me, either during meal time or after evening self-study."

Zhou Zhe didn't expect Jing Can to say that. After being slightly surprised, he immediately nodded happily and agreed.

He Pingyi came over in a hurry after Zhou Zhe left. It was rare for Jing Can to see an athlete panting so much. He Pingyi explained: "I was in a hurry, and I was about to rush out before the bell was rung, but I was caught by the head teacher and disciplined him." long time."

"It's okay." Jing Can held back her smile, handed him the test paper, and stuffed the steamed stuffed bun into his hand, "I brought you food, it's still hot."

He suppressed his laughter until his face swelled up. If it wasn't for the crowd, He Pingyi really wanted to kiss Jing Can.

It was on this night that the Huihe River had its first rain this year.It seems that this rain played the prelude to the college entrance examination, and the evening self-study class was extremely restless, which seemed a bit chaotic.He Pingyi couldn't sit still, so he wrote a set of questions. Looking at the continuous rain outside, he kept thinking about the conversation he had with Jing Can.

"I can hear it very accurately. It's still small now, but if you wait two to three minutes for this kind of rain, it will definitely rain heavily."

"No, the more you listen to it, the better it will be."

"Then let me tell you a secret. I have been listening since I was six years old, and I know how many rains have fallen every year in every place I live since I was eight years old. For example, there were 2011 rains in Beijing in 46, and 2012 in 49. There were more games in 2013, with 60 games."

At that time Jing Can said it was because of boredom, but now He Pingyi understood that it was not boredom, but loneliness.

During the last evening self-study, the phone in his pocket vibrated.The head teacher quickly raised his head from the desk and glanced down, but he turned a blind eye after all, pretending not to hear the ringing of the mobile phone.

He Pingyi furtively took out his phone and took a look, it was a message from Jing Can.

"It's still raining heavily, I'll pick you up."

He Pingyi typed "No" quickly, hesitated for a moment, and pressed the delete button again.Finally, the echo said, "OK".

"Then I'll wait for you under that tree."

He Pingyi didn't ride the tram, and after finding Jing Can at the school gate, regardless of the crowd around him, he grabbed the person into his arms and hugged him, took the umbrella in Jing Can's hand with the other hand, and held Jing Can firmly. Covered under an umbrella.

Originally, He Ping wanted to take a taxi back, but it was really hard to get a taxi on this heavy rain day, so Jing Can suggested: "It's not too far away, why don't we walk back, or take a longer walk, and then take a taxi when there are not many people."

"Alright, walk in the rain."

Jing Can glanced at him, and muttered in a low voice, "What a walk..."

"Huh?" He Pingyi tilted his head at him and asked, "You don't want to walk in the rain with me, so why don't you bring an umbrella?"

Jing Can huddled under He Pingyi's arm, and said guiltily, "Brother Hao, that's an umbrella..."

He Pingyi pressed the corners of his lips and smiled, not to expose him.

In order to provide convenience for the little dolls who don't remember to bring umbrellas, Brother Hao doesn't know how many umbrellas he has in reserve.

The two huddled under an umbrella and walked for a while. When they were standing in front of the zebra crossing and waiting for the red light, Jing Can saw a little girl sitting in front of a shop with the lights turned off opposite, holding a bear doll. shelter from the rain.

"Hey..." Just as Jing Can was about to tell He Pingyi to go and see the little girl, he suddenly thought of something, so he changed the topic under He Pingyi's gaze, "Is there a little girl?"

He Pingyi followed Jing Can's line of sight and looked over, the steps there were empty and there was no one there.

He shook his head and didn't speak, Jing Can understood.

When the light changed to green, He Ping didn't move, but Jing Can came back to his senses first, and pulled him with a smile: "Let's go."

They walked forward for a while, but the rain was getting heavier and heavier. With the help of the wind, the rain completely bypassed the obstruction of the umbrella, and drilled from under the umbrella to the people.The wind was getting stronger and stronger, and even walking was a little difficult. He Pingyi felt goosebumps on Jing Can's arms. Feeling that this was not possible, he pulled Jing Can and hid under the eaves.He put the umbrella in front of the two of them and said, "Let's go when the rain subsides."

Jing Can also nodded.

He Pingyi raised his hand to help Jing Can wipe off the rain that was blown onto his face by the wind.Jing Can's gaze still wandered to the end of the street from time to time, and He Pingyi noticed it, and asked, "Did you see a little girl just now?"

Jing Can nodded.

He Pingyi didn't know what he was thinking, he lowered his head and didn't speak for a while.Jing Can thought that he was sad, so she reached out and took his hand under the cover of the umbrella.

He is always like this, he likes to comfort He Pingyi when He Pingyi is sad for him.

"It's okay, you tell me no, I just ignore her."

He Pingyi's lips were still tightly pursed into a line, he glanced towards the other side of the street, and grabbed Jing Can's hand behind his back.

"Xiao Can."

Jing Can moved closer to him, in order to hear his choked words clearly.

"Sometimes I wonder, what's that like?"

"what?"

This question was a bit inexplicable, and Jing Can didn't understand.

"How does it feel to deny the world you see?" He Pingyi looked back at him and asked.

How real and huge is that other world, and how much effort and willpower it takes to deny it.

Jing Can understood this time, and then he turned his head sideways, as if he was really thinking about how to answer him.

During this time, the wind died down and the rain lessened.

Jing Can pushed the umbrella towards He Pingyi, and then he stretched out one hand to catch the falling raindrops.

"Do you feel it?" Jing Can held Yu and walked forward.He Pingyi didn't stop him, but watched him completely into the rain, standing with his back to him.

In front of him was a dark background washed by heavy rain, and a boy in white short sleeves who was wet by the rain.

"Xiao Can."

He Pingyi frowned, and called Jing Can.Jing Can turned around and smiled at him.

"Look, it's raining now." Jing Can still stretched out one hand and didn't let it go, "But if you tell me it's sunny, I'll believe it. It's sunny now."

What I see and feel is no longer accurate, they will lie to me and leave me helpless, but I believe you never will.

Both of them got caught in the rain that day, Jing Can took a hot bath first.When he came out, he saw a notebook on his pillow.Jing Can had never seen this book before, presumably it should be He Pingyi's.

There was the sound of dripping water in the bathroom, Jing Can glanced at the bathroom, and slowly moved his finger to the notebook.He turned the cover of the book over and over several times, and said in a rambling voice, "Put it on my pillow, it should be for me..."

But he was afraid that it might be He Pingyi's own diary or something, so he didn't dare to open it rashly.After hesitating for a long time, he put it back in a proper manner.

When He Pingyi came out of the bathroom, what he saw was Jing Can with a towel hanging around his neck, sitting cross-legged on the bed, focused on confronting the notebook.

He Pingyi was amused by this scene and laughed out loud, Jing Can turned her head, pointed at the notebook with a finger, and asked, "Is it for me?"

"Of course." He Pingyi also sat on the bed and asked him, "Why don't you read it?"

Jing Can answered honestly, "I'm afraid of having your privacy."

He Pingyi picked up the notebook and handed it to him: "Read it now."

Holding the thick notebook, Jing Can stretched her neck and stared at He Pingyi's face for a long while, but she still couldn't guess what was inside.

"Mysterious..." Unable to guess, Jing Can had no choice but to retract her neck, and honestly opened the book to read the answer.

Opening the title page, Jing Can raised her lips at the sweet words written on it.

"Repetition is to express liking?" He Pingyi approached him and smiled in his ear.

Jing Can was so itchy that she dodged for a while, then nodded, "Yes."

"Okay, let's see."

Jing Can followed her words and turned another page.The content inside was beyond his imagination anyway, a sentence was written on each page, and a picture was drawn.

"Jing Can and He Pingyi's first rain."

The accompanying picture is that silent late night, two teenagers were lying on the bed with their eyes open.Jing Can still remembers what they talked about at that time.

……

"Jing Can and He Pingyi's fifth rain."

The accompanying picture is the bathroom, he is sitting on the washing machine, He Ping intends to kiss him.

"Jing Can and He Pingyi's sixth rain."

The accompanying picture is today's heavy rainy night. They put down their umbrellas and walked into the rain. He Pingyi hugged him in the rain.

Jing Can didn't notice when He Pingyi sat behind him.When he came back to his senses, he had already been hugged by He Pingyi.That embrace was still very warm, with the youthful and carefulness unique to teenagers.

"I don't have such a good memory, so I can only rely on notebooks and pens."

During these days, He Pingyi has actually been thinking, what about Xiao Can who remembers every rain?There are many pictures he can think of. Maybe Jing Can once sat at the desk by himself, leaning over to watch the heavy rain pouring outside. Maybe he was once trapped in a certain teaching building, and there were many people passing by outside, but there was no Someone can come and give him an umbrella, or maybe he is holding an umbrella, walking in the rain with his head bowed, stepping on puddles full of city reflections... He remembers every rain, but the more deeply etched Deep memory, probably never rain.It's about looking at the lonely mood when it rains every time, and the situation of being alone when every rain falls.

"Xiao Can, I will accompany you to remember every rain in the future." He Pingyi lowered his head and rubbed Jing Can's ears with his eyes, "I'll pick you up if you forgot to bring an umbrella, or... We all forgot to bring our umbrellas, so we ran home as soon as it was not raining, then closed the curtains, and took a nap in the sound of heavy rain falling... I like sleeping on rainy days the most."

"Let's fill this book together, and then we'll change it to another one, and then another one."

Maybe they can also sum up the law of climate change, maybe one day, there will be no rain in this world, but they are still together.

The sound of rain outside did not stop, coupled with He Pingyi's slow description, it was like a gentle lullaby before going to bed, urging Jing Can to take a quick look at the future.

The future belongs to them, a long future.

"Let's go and see what our future life will be like. Is it really that scary, or is it not bad?" He Pingyi rubbed Jing Can's palm and asked him, "Is it okay?"

"Okay." Jing Can said.

Destiny gives different gifts, pains, or pleasures.He believes that bad things will still happen in the future, but he also believes that there will be many precious apples in their future.

There are two of their names in the apple, and the apple is just an ordinary apple.

At night, He Pingyi got up to go to the bathroom, but saw the book spread out beside Jing Can's pillow, revealing the title page.

A pen was placed on the notebook. It turned out that there was an extra sentence under the sentence he wrote, and there were two small Q-shaped heads circled by apples.

——I really, really, really, really like you.

——Me too, too.

He Pingyi propped himself up, grinning his lips soundlessly.

Whoops, two stutterers.

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two stutters