not brilliant

Jing Can didn't dare to look up, but she didn't dare to let go of He Pingyi, so she could only clenched that wrist desperately, as if she wanted to use all her strength to keep the person in front of her.

Feeling that the hand that had been holding her body was gone, Jing Can immediately added another hand to the wrist that was already grasped.Both hands were used to hug He Pingyi, so the tears on his face were naturally ignored.The tears at this time seemed to be just a numb stress response, Jing Can didn't know how to resolve the situation in front of her, so she could only let the tears fall.

A hand cupped his face, which was slightly dry to the touch.

He Pingyi took off Jing Can's glasses, put them in his pocket, and then slowly wiped away the tears that couldn't help crawling over Jing Can's cheeks with his thumb.He didn't ask what happened to Jing Can again. Although he didn't know why Jing Can behaved like this suddenly, at least he could be sure that it wasn't because of physical pain.

The two of them seemed to be engaged in a silent tug-of-war. When the tears flowed down from Jing Can's eyes, He Pingyi wiped them away, and when they flowed down again, he wiped them away again.When Jing Can was already annoyed by his own tears, He Pingyi was still wiping his tears while whispering, "It's okay."

But the more He Pingyi was like this, the more Jing Can cried, and the two of them went round and round in this cycle for a long time, neither of them willing to quit.

When the emotions finally stabilized and the tears finally stopped, Jing Can almost lost her strength.He took the initiative to stand up with He Pingyi's strength, swayed his body, and was immediately caught in He Pingyi's arms.

"Can I go?" He Pingyi put his arms around him, lowered his head and asked, "Let's go and get the prize, and then go home, shall we?"

Jing Can responded to these two questions for nearly ten seconds before slowly nodding her head.

The posture of the two of them attracted the attention of passers-by, and Jing Can heard the voices of others talking, and realized her embarrassment at the moment.He didn't put on his glasses again, he couldn't see the road clearly at all, so instead he held He Pingyi's forearm with both hands, and almost buried his entire face in his arm while walking.

He Pingyi has been carefully observing Jing Can's every movement and every expression. For some reason, no matter whether he buries his face in his arms or presses his body close to him, He Pingyi always gives him a little help. A feeling that he was avoiding something.He could feel his fear, but he couldn't guess what the source of the fear was.

While walking, He Pingyi frowned and looked around.He kept his eyes on everyone around him, but he still didn't find anything unusual.

The two walked to the front desk, and Wang Xiaowei had already communicated with him about accepting the award, and he was waiting for He Pingyi to sign.Wang Xiaowei glanced behind He Pingyi, mouthed and asked him, "Are you all right?"

He Pingyi shook his head lightly, then held Wang Xiaowei in front of him with his free left hand, and whispered in his ear: "Do me a favor. On the right hand side of the entrance, there is a girl in a green coat, and a girl in a purple coat." Hats, girls with yellow letters on hats, just now they took photos of Jing Can, please tell them for me, and let them delete them. Also, I will leave with Jing Can later, so we won’t have dinner together, he He broke his knee, so I'll take him to have a look."

After hearing this, Wang Xiaowei immediately gestured OK to him, and without asking any further questions, he turned around and asked Wang Xiaoyi to go with him to buy two bottles of drinks.

He Pingyi reluctantly signed an ugly name with his left hand, took the prize, and quickly left with Jing Can.

It was almost time for lunch, people in the square left one after another, and He Pingyi didn't find any chance to speak all the way.Originally, He Pingyi had already selected a restaurant for lunch, and it was a Teppanyaki restaurant with a good reputation.But Jing Can's current situation is obviously not suitable for wandering outside anymore. He took Jing Can to pick up the car. When getting in the car, Jing Can took off the hat and returned it to him. Press it up and say, "Put it on."

Jing Can didn't say anything more, and sat in the back seat, the corners of her eyes were still red.

Autumn in the north is very short, and it seems that there are always only a few strong winds.Winter comes quietly, without any symbolic beginning. For boys who don’t wear long johns even when the sky is full of cold, only when they walk on the road one day and the cold wind cuts their faces will they feel that winter is so early It was planned to come.

As usual, He Pingyi stretched out a hand to the back on the road, touched Jing Can's shoulder, asked him if he was cold, and reminded him not to fall asleep.But this time his hand reached out, and his wrist was grabbed by a slightly wet hand.He Pingyi didn't speak, and didn't take his hand back, letting the people behind hold it all the way.

Since He Pingyi had been carrying Jing Can's key in his pocket since the morning, until the two of them arrived at Jing Can's living room, Jing Can didn't say a word.He Ping was familiar with the way, and after arranging Jing Can to sit on the sofa, he first went to the kitchen to bring a cup of hot water for Jing Can to hold.

Jing Can kept her head down, and her whole body was full of exhaustion and exhaustion.He Pingyi sat down next to him and leaned against the back of the sofa. After temporarily relaxing his nerves, he suddenly missed Jing Can who was able to fly the car in the morning.

He stared at the ceiling for a while, but he still hadn't figured out how to ask Jing Can what happened today.The arms stretched out to the sides, and the fingertips of the left hand touched a paper bag.He Pingyi turned his head and glanced, remembering that the prize had not been given to Jing Can yet.

So he picked up the paper bag, straightened up, and put his elbows on his legs.The signed tennis balls are packed in a glass box, and it can be seen that the owner cherishes them very much and keeps them very well.He Pingyi took it out, and then gently poked Jing Can's knee with a corner of the box.

The box was taken by a hand that was a little cold and red. It took a long time for the sound to reappear in the air.

"Thank you."

After experiencing everything in the square just now, He Pingyi's mind was full of thoughts. He couldn't speak, so he raised his hand and rubbed Jing Can's head as a comfort.

Jing Can suddenly leaned forward, apparently wanting to put the water glass on the table, but because she didn't wear glasses or was in a trance, the bottom of the glass just barely touched the edge of the coffee table, and then turned towards the ground, straight come down.

The sound made both of them tremble, He Pingyi reacted quickly, and quickly pushed Jing Can's legs away to keep him away from the broken glass on the ground, then got up and went to the kitchen to get a broom.

When he returned to the living room, he saw Jing Can squatting on the ground, picking up glass shards one by one.

"Don't pick it up," He Pingyi walked over and pulled him to stand up, "I'll just sweep it up, be careful not to prick your hands."

Jing Can looked at the mess on the ground and said, "There's water, so it's not easy to sweep."

He Pingyi didn't speak, took a few pieces of paper from the coffee table, knelt down and wiped from the edge of the water stain.

Standing behind him, Jing Can looked at his back which was constantly rising and falling due to waving his arms, and suddenly called out to him.

"Ok?"

Hearing his voice, He Pingyi stopped what he was doing and turned to look at him.

"I promise you that I will answer your question." Because of anxiety and nervousness, Jing Can kept picking at her finger while speaking. There was a barb on her index finger, which was painfully pulled by him backwards. "You don't need to ask today. Me?"

After hearing this, He Pingyi didn't immediately agree, nor did he immediately refuse.He stood up, faced Jing Can, and asked, "Why?"

The living room was too quiet, and they stood too close together, as if they could even touch the sound of their heartbeats.

Jing Can blinked and met his gaze.

At this moment, Jing Can seemed to have returned to the usual person who didn't have much emotional ups and downs. His mouth was peeled due to dryness. Although the corners of his mouth were already painful when he lifted the corners of his mouth, Jing Can still insisted on smiling. laugh.

"If you ask me now, I'm afraid I'll lie to you."

He Pingyi didn't expect Jing Can to say that, and he also didn't expect him to recover so quickly.At this moment, he suddenly felt that he knew too little about Jing Can, or in other words, every time he thought he knew Jing Can better, Jing Can would have some new behaviors, which made him have to doubt previous conclusions.He used to think that Jing Can was like a little tortoise, who liked to hide in his own tortoise shell, but now he realized that this little tortoise was different from others, other turtles carried their shells to protect themselves, and this The shell of the little turtle is used to stuff one secret after another into it.

There were even traces of tears on Jing Can's face, and her eyes were still red and swollen from the unstoppable tears just now.

"Okay, I don't ask." He Pingyi looked at him, endured it for a long time, and finally was forced to sigh because of the soreness in his heart, "Then can I hug you?"

Hearing this, Jing Can stared at him blankly, as if she didn't understand what he was saying

Before he could nod or shake his head, He Pingyi reached out and hugged him.

He Pingyi left very late that day. He used the limited ingredients in the refrigerator to make tomato and egg noodles for Jing Can. It was already afternoon when he ate, so he couldn't tell whether it was lunch or dinner.Jing Can seemed to be completely fine, and insisted on washing the dishes after dinner, and insisted on sending He Pingyi out.

He Pingyi was sitting on the electric car, but for some reason, he couldn't turn the accelerator.He looked at Jing Can several times, but each time he hesitated to speak, until Jing Can raised the corner of his mouth and said, "Don't worry, I'm really fine."

"En." He Pingyi nodded his head, but he was still worried, thinking about saying something to Jing Can again.But it seemed that his mind was blocked, and he couldn't think of what to say in this situation.In the end, I just said one thing, and I came to pick up Jing Can from the self-study tomorrow night, so I ruthlessly turned off the accelerator and left.

Jing Can stood at the gate, looked at He Pingyi's back, and watched him leave.Jing Can didn't move until he turned the corner and the little shadow completely disappeared at the corner of the street.

The sun was about to set, and Jing Can was not wearing a coat, so she naturally felt cold in the evening wind.He thought, it's better not to go out with He Pingyi in the future, he is really sorry for causing so much trouble to He Pingyi today.

He lowered his head, thought for a while, and corrected himself - no, not only not to hang out with He Pingyi, but also to stay away from him.

Jing Can shivered from the cold, but he was still nostalgic for the scene after He Pingyi left, so he stubbornly wanted to stand outside for a while longer.

About half a minute later, a small electric car suddenly turned around the corner of the street. Jing Can looked at the people who were going back and forth in astonishment, until He Pingyi got closer and closer, and stopped beside her.

He Pingyi didn't speak, took out something from his pocket, then stretched out his fist in front of Jing Can, and slowly spread his palm.

A small green paper umbrella lay in his palm, carved delicately by the light of the setting sun.

"Jing Can, do you have WeChat?"

Jing Can looked away from the little green umbrella and looked at He Pingyi.He shook his head, not knowing what it was.

"I guess you don't either." He Pingyi smiled and said, "I don't either. I just saw this green umbrella and remembered it. This is a social app with a green logo. I think they are all using it for chatting. Very convenient."

When WeChat first emerged in the class, He Pingyi was actually very annoyed by it.He is a person who doesn't like being found by others all the time. He used to find it annoying to receive calls from others when he was sleeping or playing games. Without downloading this software, no matter how intimidating and luring my friends are, it is useless.

But just now, when he was driving home with a small electric car, the cold wind blew, and he suddenly understood what he had been holding back in his heart and didn't know how to express it.In fact, it's nothing else, he just wants to spend more time with Jing Can.When he thought of Jing Can being alone in this big house, he felt uneasy and even distressed.

Unlike others, if it is Jing Can, he hopes that Jing Can can find him within 24 hours, and also hopes that he can talk to him at any time.

"You can make another one later, I'll get another one when I go back."

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Xiaocan’s scene is so real, it made me bald