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"Ann, what does grief look like?"

"Will it hurt, will it hurt more than a broken arm?"

The black-haired young man looked up and smiled lightly.

"Yes, but it's not the same as physical pain."

His eyes were distant and lonely, as if he saw another land hidden deep in his memory through thousands of years.

"It's a pain that's rooted in the heart...a more lingering pain."

……

……

My eyes always follow the "self" in the picture.

Watch her kill the malicious guy in the store, watch her go crazy and destroy the [-]th district, watch her torture the real murderer in the most vicious way.

See when she realizes that Ann is really dead—

Crashed silently.

……

That's weird.

At the beginning, I didn’t feel real, and I didn’t realize that I had lost anything, but I just felt that the clouds in the sky were more gloomy than before, and the wind was as cold as a sharp blade when it blew across my cheeks.

Only when he returned to the place where he left his traces, the dense pain of needles would come from all directions.

Like a wild beast that has been watching in the dark for a long time, it is hungry, waiting for the best time to ruthlessly tear fresh flesh from its prey.

Then devour it.

I clutched my chest in a daze, and said the same sentence as my past self.

"It hurts."

It hurts more than all the injuries I have received combined, and it hurts so much that even breathing seems to be alms from others.

Struggling in embarrassment, seeking that trace of life from the suffocation that almost drove people crazy, lingering on.

Every day I feel like I'm dying, and every day I feel alive again.

Why are you still alive?

"Anna" curled up at the corner of the bed, hugging her knees tightly, desperately trying to hide herself, and then died silently.

……

That's when the black mud appeared.

I can't save An, and to make a wish for a cure, you must contact the healed person, but he was burnt to the point where there are not even bones left.

But it can.

As long as I can collect all the pieces and complete the Holy Grail, it will bring Ann back to me.

……

Can it really be done?

I do not know.

But this is my only chance.

"Anna" leaned against the bedpost, and suddenly felt the urge to laugh out loud.

The chest trembled violently, the corners of the grinning mouth pulled higher and higher, and the empty eyes were gradually engulfed by the desperate madness overflowing from the depths of the soul.

Like a turbulent wave, it finally swept away all life.

And the soul floating in the air, filled with boundless malice, also lit up a strange red light at this time, like a demon crawling out of the deepest part of hell.

Intimately, bewitching with a sticky and weird tone, dragging people into the abyss.

Suddenly, it turned its direction, and the scarlet eyes in the middle crossed the illusory memory and stared straight at me.

【The last fragment】

【did you find it】

ha ha ha ha ha ha ha...

I slowly got up from the ground, the bright colors in my eyes gradually fell into darkness, and a sad smile hung on my face.

"I will find it."

The picture jumped back quickly, and my eyes kept passing through countless familiar memories.

[Signed a contract engraved on the soul with the black mud]

That's not it.

[Meet the first shard-carrying monster made of negative emotions]

Neither is this.

[The ability to think can break it, but it can't be completely defeated]

No, neither.

Suddenly, "Anna", who was still unable to cause substantial damage to the monster in the picture, stopped, her chest glowed with a faint golden light, and she quietly disappeared again.

The moment the pitch-black monster charged—

puff.

The palm went straight through its chest, turned hard, and crushed the heart.

Debris fell to the ground mixed with flowing liquid.

--found it.

My heartbeat suddenly increased, and I walked towards "Anna" uncontrollably.

"I found it."

The screen suddenly freezes.

The monster's corpse and fallen debris faded and disappeared, only "Anna" remained in place, as if waiting for me to pass by.

"The last fragment."

I approached her, slowly raised my hand, and gradually moved closer to her chest.

"In my flesh and blood."

then.

Press firmly on her chest.

……

This is the first time I have touched the person in my memory.

touch yourself.

The monster cannot be completely wiped out by relying on the ability of mind alone, so when I found that the attack was ineffective, I buried a piece of debris in my body.

From then on, all my attacks can completely destroy these monsters.

……

The moment my palm touched "Anna", her chest suddenly lit up with a golden light, which was extremely dazzling, as if deliberately reminding me——

see it?It's here.

dig it out.

Just dig it out.

Bewitched, I murmured in a daze, "I have to dig it out."

As soon as the words were finished, a sharpened dagger suddenly appeared in the empty palm, the tip of the blade glowed with a silvery cold light.

"dig it out."

Raise your hand, raise it high, and aim at "myself" chest.

……

……

What is she going to do?

Gojo Wujo watched helplessly as she walked in front of "myself", touched the latter's body, and immediately the latter's chest shone with dazzling golden light.

What's the meaning.

The last fragment, in her flesh?

Immediately afterwards, he watched her raise the dagger almost in astonishment, and when she was about to plunge into "his" chest——

"Anna!"

……

……

Suddenly, a yell sounded in my ears: "What are you doing?!"

The tip of the knife rested on the outside of my chest, I froze for a moment, and looked in the direction of the voice, but I didn't see anyone.

But this voice is familiar to me...

"Five Enlightenments?"

I don't have the idea of ​​attacking him at all now, he is not the most important thing, the most important thing is to collect all the fragments, for which I can do whatever it takes.

Even if you kill your past self with your own hands.

"Gojo Satoru, I'm going to dig out the pieces."

Even if I can't see him, I can know that he is probably nearby, blocked by the barrier of space and unable to touch me.

Smile happily like a child who has received a beloved treasure.

"This is the last fragment."

puff.

The sharp blade pierced into the flesh and blood, digging out scarlet wounds.

The moment I stabbed the dagger in, I felt a sudden pain in my chest, and the clothes on my chest were instantly soaked in blood.

My movements stopped for a moment, I looked down, feeling a little confused about the current situation, and then suddenly realized.

Because I am doing something to "myself", there will be corresponding wounds on my body.

"It's ok."

I whispered to myself.

Immediately, he raised his other hand and touched "myself" on the cheek, and imitated Ann's tone, and said to her softly.

"it does not matter."

While comforting, he stabbed the dagger deeper and deeper, more and more blood soaked his chest, and the cold rust smell kept drilling into his nostrils.

"We'll see Ann in a minute."

The tense muscle layer was torn apart by the rough force, as if the sound of rubbing the rough skin, the sharp tear, the wound suddenly became ferocious, and the blood that was originally just a patter gushed out like a column in an instant.

The same severe pain immediately appeared on my body, and blood began to flow out of my throat, accumulated in my mouth, and overflowed along the slightly opened lips.

A trickle of blood gathered at the tip of the chin along the arc of the chin, trickling down the ground.

Countless scarlet blood flowers bloomed.

Dang bang.

I just threw the dagger away.

The whole hand was sent into her chest, pushing away the piles of squeezed flesh and blood.

Unimaginable pain.

Out of a physiological reaction, my body flinched subconsciously for a moment.

The sound of sticky water was accompanied by the slight sound of clothes rubbing, and the eyelids trembled uncontrollably due to the pain, almost closing.

"No, no."

I took a step forward, hugged "myself" shoulder with my left hand, and leaned on her body, and squeezed harder into the wound with my right hand.

"Gulu... hold on... for a while, and... hold on for a while."

Swallowing the blood in my mouth constantly, I trembled my lips and said these words intermittently.

Finally, in the narrow gap, I touched a warm and throbbing object.

"found it."

Immediately, grab it sharply.

Pfft!

My heart trembled at the same time, and immediately began to beat rapidly, as if conveying some kind of mourning to me.

"Don't be afraid, don't be afraid, Anna is good."

I let go of my hand a little, and gently touched the heart of "myself".

The pain of being torn apart seemed to be far away from me at this moment, and the whole person was immersed in the great happiness of seeing Ann soon.

Ethereal, but extremely real.

"It'll be fine soon."

A smile spread across his pale face, he held the heart again, and crushed it hard.

The whole space immediately fell into a stillness.

next second.

"Anna" in front of me suddenly lit up, then turned into dots of light and disappeared into the air.

The wound that originally appeared on my body also quietly healed, and the smile on my face was about to widen, but suddenly froze in place.

there is something.

are constantly disappearing from the body.

Like a balloon that has been poked with a hole, it shrivels up in just a few seconds.

I opened my eyes wide and touched my body blankly——

No, nothing.

why.

Why no wounds?

The mood suddenly became irritable, and I beat myself angrily, using almost all the strength of my body, as if treating a deeply hated enemy.

What the hell is missing from my body? !

Suddenly, the surrounding air became cold.

A pitch-black unknown object appeared in front of me, with a scarlet eye in the middle.

The dark and weird soul was finally collected completely. It still kept the appearance of black mud, and spoke to me in a wet, cold and decayed tone.

【I never thought you could really kill your past self】

The crazy movements stagnated, I listened to its words, and slowly raised my head, a dense fear suddenly appeared in my heart.

【However, you also personally erased the memory of the past】

In a tone of sarcasm, it speaks viciously of the most horrific facts.

【Do you really remember】

Like a ghost crawling out of hell, whispering in his ear, admiring the desperation of others.

【What is the wish】

The atmosphere was dead silent.

"desire……"

"desire?"

I pressed my head in panic, desperately searching for relevant fragments in my memory, trying to find the truth from the fragmented past.

"I want……"

In my memory, there was a man who couldn't see his face, bent down, and spoke to me in a gentle tone.

His voice is more beautiful than the babbling spring water.

"resurrection……"

The sound stopped abruptly.

The memory suddenly fell into a blank, and no matter what, the name that should appear most could not be found.

"resurrection……"

Can't find it!

Why can't I find his name! !

【Quickly tell me, who do you want to revive】

The black mud laughed wildly, and the pitch-black mud spread out into strange shapes, as if it had won the final victory.

Suddenly, a fragment appeared in the long memory.

A sharp dagger, white to glowing skin.

There are also bloody words engraved stroke by stroke.

"I saw."

Carefully unbuttoning the neckline, revealing pale skin, lowering the head, the skin on the chest was deeply scratched by the knife.

Leaves an indelible scar.

Staring at the engraved words without blinking, he spelled out its name bit by bit.

"install."

Even though I have no memory, the moment I uttered the name, the remaining emotions in my body immediately overwhelmed me.

Instantly burst into tears.

"It's Ann."

Even though my eyes were covered with salty liquid and I couldn't see clearly what was in front of me, I still stared at it firmly.

"I want to resurrect Ann."

Hei Ni seemed to be stunned for a moment, he didn't expect that I would still engrave my name on my body, but soon, he returned to that vicious look.

【OK】

【Resurrect him now】

Immediately afterwards, a corpse with its cheek hollowed out appeared in front of my eyes, and it bounced slightly when it fell to the ground.

Not like a living body, more like a simulated rubber toy.

【Give it back to you】

I subconsciously rushed up and touched the body, and the joyful emotions collapsed in an instant.

"It's not him."

Not the body, not the soul, not either!

The black mud floated in the air, looking down at me.

【There is no trace of him in this world】

【This body is brought out from your memory】

The scarlet eyes overflowed with malice, and the voice hoarsely mocked me.

【That person is your delusion, does not exist at all】

wrong.

He is real.

I shook my head and refused to accept Hei Ni's words, my fingertips trembling under extreme anger.

"Body, soul, spirit, memory."

I kept repeating these words, like an invisible spell, the clarity in my eyes was gradually replaced by madness.

"This is our original agreement."

A black power like mist and smoke surged in the pupils, like a ghost.

"You broke the agreement."

Hei Ni laughed wildly, not paying attention to me at all.

【so what】

……

What is it saying, so what?

"Hahahahaha..."

I laughed suddenly, raised my head, and the corners of my mouth almost reached the base of my ears.

"It's ok."

This is what I expected, how can I completely believe it.

"It's ok."

The flesh covering the surface of the soul was suddenly torn apart fiercely from the inside by a mysterious force. Starting from the top of the hair, the scalp opened to the sides and melted down little by little.

Like chocolate that is constantly melting under high temperature, the bright red skin is dripping.

"I will do it myself."

The soul that has been imprisoned for many years rushes out of the shackles of the flesh violently, and gathers in the air to form a black hole of desire that can swallow everything.

The black mud, who was still smug just now, suddenly gave birth to boundless fear.

It was an emotion it had never felt before.

【You are not human? ! 】

[What the hell are you! 】

The dark power hovering in the air did not speak, a large mouth full of sharp teeth emerged from the center of the vortex, and it swooped down suddenly, swallowing the black mud.

The frightened and angry words were instantly submerged in even weirder power of desire.

……

……

As long as I abandon my human body and return to my body, I can completely take the power of the black mud as my own.

It is only malice, but I am lust.

There may be only a little bit of malice in human beings, but they must have endless desires.

So even if it doesn't want to fulfill its promise, it doesn't matter, I can swallow it and fulfill this wish by myself.

……

……

The fine and sharp teeth are constantly chewing [Human Evil], and every time I swallow, I can feel a strange force pouring into my body, accumulating in my heart bit by bit.

Finally, I completely swallowed the power of the black mud, and transformed from a misty mist into a human form, with big black holes in my eyes and mouth.

It doesn't matter if I lose my human body, as long as An is resurrected, he will definitely make another wish to help me.

As long as Ann is resurrected...

if only……

Excited, after using the new power to search the whole world, it sank to the bottom.

No.

Nothing.

The anticipation of a sure victory was directly smashed into a crack by the terrifying facts, and then expanded a little bit, like a tough and strong ghost spider web, constantly extending in all directions.

I frantically used my new power to search the entire world over and over again, not giving up even in a narrow corner.

Ann died in this world, so his soul should still be in this world!

"No no!!"

While swallowing the black mud, my memory came back. I clearly remember every bit of getting along with An. These can’t be my delusions, he must be real!

but--

Can't find it!

Can't find it anywhere!

"Why not?!"

I knelt on the ground trembling, my pupils trembling violently due to the overwhelming impact.

Calm down, don't panic.

Now it's time to find out why, to find out why this is so!

I rummaged through the power of the black mud, trying to find the reason why I couldn't find An Soul.

But I only found the facts that completely broke me down.

……

……

An object whose soul is completely broken.

Cannot be resurrected.

……

……

no no.

I do not want……

do not do that.

Despair is like a sticky swamp, stretching out countless pairs of cold and malicious hands, grabbing my ankles and sinking continuously.

"Please...please..."

Trying to drown me in the dark, cold pit of despair.

"Don't leave me..."

The scene wrapped in the memory world suddenly crackled, and countless cracks appeared on the edge, dividing the whole world into different plates.

With a soft sound, a small half of space fragments fell.

The whole world suddenly broke, the scene began to wither and wither, and the small memory fragments were like sharp blades, piercing straight into my heart.

Cut it into broken pieces.

Blood dripping.

The light in my eyes was completely extinguished, and I curled up into a ball, silently shedding dark tears.

Flow more and more, flow more and more.

The turbid and muddy liquid overflowed the dry and hard ground, and spread to farther places, and all the ground that flowed was polluted by it into a desperate state.

Suddenly, very light footsteps approached from far to near, gradually approaching me.

Those feet were not affected at all when they stepped on the pitch-black liquid, they automatically split into two halves, bypassed the owner of the feet, and flowed to other places.

The footsteps kept approaching and finally stopped in front of me.

The world in my eyes is dark red and gloomy, like a lonely hell without light, everything is barren.

He raised his head slowly, "gazing" at the person coming with his deep black eyes, his voice was so soft that it was about to float.

"Five enlightenments."

It was so dark that I couldn't even see his beautiful eyes.

The unique color in the world, where the sky and the sea are integrated, is light and deep blue.

I won't see you anymore.

"Kill me."

I hang my head.

The endless loneliness strangled my neck, opened my eyelids, and used the vicious and real status quo——

Wake me up completely.

"No one will love me anymore."

I now.

Nothing.

……

……

When the memory scene shattered, Gojo Satoru stepped into a new world.

The world is a dark red, and the surrounding conditions can only be vaguely seen by relying on the weak to almost non-existent light.

There are bottomless big holes everywhere, and there is no light when looking down, and you will only die silently when you fall.

Even if the ground is still intact, it is full of hideous cracks, densely scattered all over the ground, as if it will be reduced to dust in the next second.

this world.

A mess, full of embers.

And Anna was sitting in the very center of the world, motionless, letting the dark liquid pour out from her eyes, gradually covering the whole world.

He stepped on the messy embers, walked up to her step by step, and stopped.

Should have killed her.

He raised his hand, pointing his fingertips at her head, not falling for a long time.

She tried to kill him again and again, and even broke her heart the last time. If it wasn't for the reversal technique, he would definitely be dead.

Should have killed her.

As he thought about it, his fingers had already touched her forehead, but his fingertips didn't gather any strength.

Looking down at her, she looked helpless like an abandoned little beast, lying alone in the boundless wilderness, giving up all life.

[no one will love me anymore]

Chelan's eyes dimmed, and he clenched his fists.

Suddenly, he let out a long breath, laughed at himself, squatted down, and looked at her steadily.

"You're always like this, every time you make your own decisions."

The pure black liquid entwined with her hair, stretching across the blood-colored ground, presenting a sense of hopeless beauty.

Gojo Satoru put his hands on his knees, and his tone was rare and calm, unhurried.

"If you encounter something you don't like, just avoid it. It doesn't matter if you want to get something, even if it is completely destroyed."

"No mercy when trying to kill me."

Facing his words, Anna kept her head down, without any reaction, just like a puppet with dry and rusty joints, she could only sit there decadently.

"Obviously a coward, but also like a lunatic."

Gojo Satoru raised his face and looked at the blood-red sky. Fragments of withered memories kept pouring down from above, turning into bright red spots of light and extinguishing in the air.

"Is it just that desperate, so desperate that you want to die?"

He held Anna's face up with his fingers, and black tears flowed onto his hands, corroding the flesh the moment he touched him, billowing fine green smoke.

As if feeling no pain at all, he didn't even glance at her, just looked at her with unprecedented seriousness.

The voice is extremely light, and the words are clear.

"Can't I?"

The dark red world suddenly surged up, the earth trembled violently, the cracks further expanded, and finely broken stones fell from the cracks into the bottomless abyss.

It's like a newborn purgatory.

The five fingers holding the cheek exerted a little force, and the fingertips sank into the soft flesh of the face.

He didn't care about the sudden change in the surroundings, and forcibly lifted Anna's chin, preventing her from having any evasive emotions.

Seriously again, looking straight into her empty "eyes", asked.

"Can't I love you?"

The tolerance of space reached its limit, and the world suddenly collapsed.

Anna still didn't respond to what he said, just remained motionless and silent like a pool of stagnant water.

In the world that was shaking more and more, Gojo Satoru stretched out his hands, hooked her knees and shoulders with both hands, and lifted her from the ground.

too light.

Weightless like a feather.

"Go out first."

He lowered his head and said to the unresponsive girl in his arms.

"At least don't die in a place like this."

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