Let me have a drunken dream

Chen Nianbei arranged for Cui Yujing to sleep early, and she was alone in the living room waiting for Cui Shengxian who came back late.During dinner, she asked her daughter, if one day her father had a baby with another aunt, would she still want this father?Cui Yujing shook her head. She said that she should not share her father with others, and if she had a baby with another aunt, then he would no longer be her father.

Chen Nianbei asked himself, if Lin Yunxiao still got entangled in the future, what should she do?Does she still want this husband?She asked herself if she didn't want it anymore, it wasn't that she was ungrateful, but that she didn't want to play a game with three people, and she was the most innocent, she didn't want to spend any more time to hurt her own, it was too tiring.

She poured herself a pot of tea, sat on the sofa, held the remote control in her hand, and switched from one station to another. She couldn't watch any programs, and her mind was full of scenes this afternoon.In fact, she was helpless and flustered. She didn't know how to face her husband who loved her so much, and how to have any good expectations for this family.

At midnight, the car lights illuminated the night, and a lot of light shone into the house. Chen Nianbei heard the sound of the car engine, and she knew he was back.She was suddenly at a loss, her mind was buzzing, and she turned off the noisy TV casually.Hearing the sound of the keyhole turning, he looked back and saw him with a tired face.He was still him, she didn't know how to speak, she watched him lock the door with a smile, change his shoes, then walked up to her and sat beside her.She couldn't say a word from the beginning to the end, she just stared at him blankly.He still had that smiling face, if Lin Yunxiao didn't find her today, then she would be very happy to see him come home.

Cui Shengxian saw Chen Nianbei, who was too quiet, and nodded her nose affectionately, with the same small movements as usual, "Why do you just stare at me when you see me coming back, and don't speak?" After finishing speaking, he untied the neckline button, heaved a sigh of relief.

Chen Nianbei couldn't help thinking, if she hadn't competed with Cui Shengxian to see off Yujing in the morning, would she not have met Lin Yunxiao, then she would not have known about Lin Yunxiao and Cui Shengxian, so she would not have thought so much , she will still be very happy, and she still has the original expectations for this family.Then everything will be the same, nothing will change, at least now she will know what she should do, instead of sitting on the sofa like a puppet unable to say a word or do a thing.

She withdrew her gaze and turned her gaze elsewhere. She wanted to say 'it's okay', but how could it be okay?She couldn't say it out loud, for the sake of this hard-fought family, she wanted the ostrich to settle down, but her conscience couldn't do it.She has all kinds of feelings in her heart, but she can't say a word.

Cui Shengxian realized Chen Nianbei's abnormality, he stretched out his hand to hold her in his arms, and asked patiently again: "What's wrong? Are you unhappy?"

Chen Nianbei didn't answer, she raised her head in his arms, "Is there something you didn't tell me?"

This sentence made Cui Shengxian's heart tense. He subconsciously thought of those things. He didn't know if she knew. He pretended to smile and said, "What's wrong with me that you don't know? What are you thinking about?" Woolen cloth?"

Chen Nianbei was not surprised by his denial, she continued: "It's not that I'm thinking wildly, I met Lin Yunxiao today."

Lin Yunxiao promised him that he would never appear in front of him again, but it has only been three or four months, did she break her promise?The anger in Cui Shengxian's heart and the anger of being cheated were burning.He tentatively asked Chen Nianbei: "Then what did she tell you?"

"She's pregnant, she said it was yours." Chen Nianbei got up from his arms and looked at his face, "Then what do you say?"

Cui Shengxian didn't answer, he asked her: "Then do you believe it?"

Chen Nianbei shook his head, "I don't want to believe it."

It's 'don't want' instead of 'no', Cui Shengxian knew that she was as clear as a mirror in her heart, but she was giving herself a chance to tell her the answer she wanted.

"That's false. What she said is false. I have never betrayed you. I cherish our family very much. It was hard to get. We can't just let it be just because of an outsider's nonsense. It rejected your efforts and mine, and disintegrated the current results. We have experienced such a long separation and family doubts, everything today is worth sticking to, not questioning."

At this moment, Chen Nianbei didn't want to pursue whether Cui Shengxian had really betrayed her, even though she knew he was lying to her.But he was not wrong. Could it be that what was obtained with great difficulty will be disintegrated by a few words from outsiders?Since he doesn't admit it, what else can she say.He didn't even recognize it, so what is the meaning of Lin Yunxiao's existence?Although this may be the truth, but insisting on the denied truth, is that still called the truth?No one will remember.Maybe she is really not brave enough, maybe she is really afraid of waiting and separation, but compared to the consequences of this matter, her persistence will only cause more harm.

In fact, forgiveness is very simple, Cui Shengxian's attitude is very clear, Chen Nianbei has nothing to make a fuss about, no matter how violent the trouble is, she has nothing to do.To tell the truth, she was unwilling to let her fall apart so quickly in this home that she had come so hard to come by.She also feels sorry for the past years and the current results.Lin Yunxiao defeated her, she was indeed unwilling.Fortunately, Cui Shengxian denied it completely, and she also thought that Lin Yunxiao would not benefit from Cui Shengxian in the first place, and the best way for this matter is to let it go.

Chen Nianbei leaned on his shoulder, "I believe in you, I believe you will give the best to this family."

Cui Shengxian made a mistake that basically all women can't tolerate, but he understands that the real mistake that all women can't tolerate is that after making a mistake, he admits it too simply, which makes this woman worthless in terms of her own value.This is the most chilling.His firmness told Chen Nianbei that she was the most important thing to him, Lin Yunxiao was just a bad woman who ruined other people's families by any means, and this bad woman had nothing to do with him.The meaning of Xiaosan lies in the sense of existence. When the parties don't take her seriously, then she is transparent, and everything that is true is also false. It is nothing more than a scheming method.Whether it is true or false is only a matter of human thought.

The matter between Lin Yunxiao and Cui Shengxian may really become an eternal secret, no one will mention it again, even if it is mentioned, it will only provoke a burst of laughter, it is just a woman trying to find ways to talk about it hype.Chen Nianbei and Cui Shengxian both kept this matter in their hearts forever, and no one would mention it again.

☆, postscript

The author has something to say: It's finally over!

I finally finished writing this article, and I wrote it one after another for less than a year.I originally planned to write a BE article, because in my own prediction, the identities of the hero and heroine in this article are very different. Basically, they are in different circles in life, and it is very difficult to be together. .But when I wrote about the things that the hero and the heroine went through, I found that it is growth that makes people mature, and in the end it has nothing to do with realistic obstacles. Being together is the best.

This article can be regarded as a story in my heart. At first, it was just a simple "love at first sight" for Cui Shengxian, and then I started to fantasize about various plots in my mind. After fantasizing too much, I wanted to write it out.After writing, it became more and more beyond my preset range, and in the end I just let it go, and just wrote down whatever I wrote.Until I started writing the ending, I was still thinking about how to write BE, and then it was HE.After all, I think it is important for two people to be loyal together, but trust is even more important.Although I myself can't agree with Cui Shengxian's behavior of "selling meat for glory".It's just that when I wrote the ending, I felt that I had paid so much and couldn't have a good ending. That was really too sad.

In terms of writing, I have gained an experience in this article.In fact, I read the whole article carefully before and after, and the writing in the first part was still too immature and jerky, and it probably didn't start to improve until the second half.In addition, my writing is really slow, which leads to discrepancies in some plots, and many plots have been overturned countless times and rewritten.Therefore, there are still many flaws in this article, and it is normal for the judges to feel uncomfortable.Here, I really want to say sorry.

As for the character design, it has completely deviated from the model of a doujin Korean entertainment article. This is my initial setting and it is also a flaw of mine.I am actually a person who basically rarely watches Korean dramas and Korean stars, so it is difficult to write an authentic Korean entertainment article.My personal writing style is still biased towards reality, so I lost the sense of entertainment in reading fanfiction.At the same time, I broke away from the top, GD, and victory that everyone can see on TV. I think that if we start from real life, the contrast with them in front of the screen may be very large.So it makes people feel that the characters are not like what everyone sees.Of course, it is also possible that everyone has her own Cui Shengxian in her heart.

Once again, I would like to express my sincere thanks to the readers who have always supported my articles!You are my food and clothing parents!Thank you for supporting my articles even when I am always putting pigeons and slowing down.I want to say that such readers are good boys!Of course, as an author, my bad habit is indeed very bad, and I will try my best to get rid of it.For the past two days, my network cable has problems, and I have been unable to update normally.I'm here to say sorry again!Fortunately, the art is over!