Let me have a drunken dream

The author has something to say: This chapter is finally written. . . .

Li Qiqi, who hadn't been in touch with Chen Nianbei for a long time, suddenly appeared at the college reunion after the year, which really surprised Chen Nianbei, who hadn't been in touch with her for a long time.After Cui Shengxian mentioned about Li Qiqi that time, Chen Nianbei looked for her seriously, but she seemed to be determined to leave cleanly. Her phone number and home address were changed, and even her E-mail address was changed. Reply one.Chen Nianbei thought she would not come back, but at this time she unexpectedly airborne.

After the party, Li Qiqi followed Chen Nianbei to find a quiet small park, sobered up in the cool breeze, and talked about what was in her heart.After all, Li Qiqi had been 'disappeared' for a while, out of humanitarianism, Chen Nianbei was obliged to help this weak woman solve her problems and enlighten her thoughts.

The park was pitch black, Chen Nianbei looked at the slide in front of him, the two were silent for a long time. "Tell me where you went after that?"

"Stayed in L city, and then went to volunteer in the orphanage." Li Qiqi said lightly.

"You know about that?" Chen Nianbei asked speculatively.

Li Qiqi nodded without saying a word.In the dark night, Chen Nianbei didn't see it. "I was doing his laundry that day and found a tear in his clothes. After that, I went to find a needle and thread. When I opened the drawer, I saw the medical record card in the compartment of the drawer. When I saw the four words 'hysterectomy' I was completely dumbfounded when I was typing. I didn’t believe it, I thought it was a prank, I checked the hospital on the medical record card to find the packaging bag of the medicine I brought back from the hospital, and found that it was the same one.” Speaking of this, she Unconsciously, he pulled the skirt of his clothes, and then continued: "Before I was still wondering why my aunt didn't come to my aunt after I was discharged from the hospital. I thought it was a car accident that hurt my body, and he kept comforting me and helping me take care of my body. But No matter how good the lie is, there will be a day when it will be revealed, and my doubts will be answered at the same time."

Li Qiqi sneered, and took a big breath, "Before I knew the truth, I kept telling myself that I must take care of my body quickly so that I could give him a son and a half daughter. I was naive and kept thinking about it." I dreamed about me and his family." A stream of heat slid across her face, she choked up, wiped her tears, she continued: "Nianbei, I like children, I want a child. I always remember him Seeing the doting and longing eyes of the kindergarten children when they got together after school, he told me that he likes children. Now thinking about it, I feel ironic, that picture is really harsh, and his words are also harsh."

After getting used to the night, Chen Nianbei looked at her from the side, then took out a pack of tissues from the bag, took out one and stuffed it into her hand, she asked: "Do you know that he is looking for you? I am looking for you too For a long time, I knew you would hide in L City, but you even changed your contact information, are you determined not to see us?"

Li Qiqi shook her head and denied, "I'm not determined, I just want to give myself time."

"No matter how long the time is, no matter how far you hide, you have to face this fact. I know it will be difficult for you to come out, but you have to solve the problems between you after all. At least you have to stay, or you have to leave The next conclusion. Whether you give it to him or you, there must be a conclusion." She looked at her, "It's like an article, you must write a period at the end, otherwise how would anyone know about this article? Is it already written?"

Li Qiqi didn't speak, she just sat there, staring straight ahead, there seemed to be something in the dark woods that attracted her gaze. "Nianbei, I don't want to finish writing this article, but it seems that the time is up, I have to stop writing, and writing any more is a foul."

Is there a foul?Perhaps a foul had been made, and the 'examiner' extended an undeserved amount of time.From the very beginning, Chen Nianbei didn't feel that they could go far together. This was related to Li Qiqi's ulterior secrets, and also related to Quan Zhilong.Quan Zhilong is persistent and single-minded, but how long has it been?Will his so-called love fade away one day?What should Li Qiqi do?If Li Qiqi is a wild lily that blooms on cliffs, then he is a rose that grows on flat ground.The rose can withstand the wind and rain in the plains, but it can't stand the changes of the seasons.In the final analysis, Li Qiqi's view of feelings is mature compared to Quan Zhilong's. A passionate romantic plot can only be thought about occasionally at most. No one in this world will really abandon the most essential human needs, such as sex, for the sake of love. For example, passing on the family line.In this regard, men are inferior to women.

"Qiqi, cut the mess quickly, there are only advantages and no disadvantages. Even if you don't cut it, at least you have to straighten out the relationship in the middle. You can't let yourself have a day of regret, after all, the ability you lost is what almost every man wants. If you can't be foolproof, you have to make sure you can get out at any time." Chen Nianbei's words were very straightforward, she didn't hesitate to enlarge the wound Li Qiqi opened, she wanted her to hurt, people will understand when it hurts, and don't regret it Even the pain is worth it.

Li Qiqi suddenly smiled, "Get out?" She looked at Chen Nianbei and said, "If you don't give me the room to get out?" Through the darkness of the night, there was some reflection in her eyes, "Maybe I really I won't go back, I don't want to face the questioning of his seven aunts and eight aunts when I finally get out of this hurdle, and then destroy what I finally got." Love is beauty, it can make people feel happy in the world. At the moment when the blood rushes forward, I almost give up everything I have, but it can't reach the reality. Once the passion recedes and only firewood, rice, oil and salt are left, it is worthless, and everything I did for love before has become a joke.

"I won't see him again, just treat me as missing or dead. After a long time, the feelings will fade, and the thoughts will disappear. Even if it's sad, it's just for a while, no one will be true because of someone I will never marry or marry for the rest of my life." Everyone understands this truth, but the bitterness of letting oneself say these words is heartburning. "I will go back to L City, where the rhythm of life is just right for me, and I can also take care of my mother. In fact, life is very comfortable."

"By the way, is Auntie in good health?" Chen Nianbei remembered that Li Qiqi's mother was seriously ill.

Li Qiqi smiled, "Okay, I sold that apartment in Seoul, and I took the money I deserved from Yang Xianshuo." She shrugged, looked at Chen Nianbei and said, "I'm an excellent the third party."

Chen Nianbei didn't say a word, thinking that she has a lot of 'savings' now, so she doesn't have to worry about money, her mother's body is naturally protected by her money.The "prosperity and wealth" she wanted made her "get ahead of others", and she was finally "returning home in a splendid dress" and "brilliant ancestors".In fact, she gained a lot, and what she lost should be directly proportional.The world has always been extremely fair in terms of gains and losses.

The evening wind at the beginning of the year was still bitterly cold in winter, and the two went back separately soon.

It was late when Chen Nianbei arrived home, and the lights in the living room were all dimmed.The sound of her opening the door awakened Chen's mother. She came out after approving a piece of clothing and asked her why it was so late?

While changing his shoes, Chen Nianbei replied that it was a class reunion, and it was a bit late to make a fuss on a whim.

After Chen's mother said "Oh", she asked her if there is any single man with a decent career?

Chen Nianbei wondered why she asked this question?

Chen's mother said: "Your Aunt Wang's son has just returned from abroad and plans to continue his career in China. I want to ask if you two can give it a try? But I think you still need to find someone who looks good, so I thought May I ask if you have taken a fancy to it recently?"

Obviously Chen Nianbei didn't like this topic, she put her bag on the sofa, "Mom, it's not like you haven't met Yu Jing's father, why bother?"

Chen Nianbei's tone was very aggressive, and the anger in his words made Chen's mother feel that Chen Nianbei didn't know good people.She grabbed Chen Nianbei, who was about to go back to the room, and said, "You and my dad don't admit to that person. Just because your dad and I asked you about the absurd things you did doesn't mean we don't have any problems in our hearts. I forced the little guy in the room." I just accept it by myself, if you want to say how much I like her, it really doesn't matter."

Why not admit it? !What's wrong with him, you can't conclude that he is bad just because I was in a mess when I came back. "Chen Nianbei was very angry. She brought Cui Shengxian home to meet her parents so that they would admit it. Of course, it was really hard for her to accept it first, and she didn't expect them to have much affection for Yu Jing. They could help She is content with her child now. But now that she has paid so much and waited for so long, will all her previous efforts be wasted because of her parents' disapproval? It's not fair! She feels angry in her heart Unbearable, the gushing words hit Chen Mu like sparks.

"Why should I admit it! If he wants to marry you, he will let you go home alone with the child? If he has a sense of responsibility, he should marry you! No matter what difficulties he has, even if he is going to die tomorrow, if he is a capable If you have a conscience, if you have a place in your heart, then you should be married!" Chen's mother was very angry, she didn't think Cui Shengxian was a person who could treat her daughter well.As a bystander, Cui Shengxian did too little for Chen Nianbei, so she couldn't see it. Obviously, she also felt that this man was just playing for fun, and it was simply impossible for Chen Nianbei to have a result with him.

These words have stuck to Chen Nianbei's heart knot in the past few years. What she has been waiting for in the past few years is a marriage letter.How could she not be sour, how could these words not make her sad.She didn't want to say more, picked up the bag on the sofa, lowered her head and took out 3000 yuan from the bag, "The 3000 yuan is for your child care expenses, and I will return it to you. Don't mention the matter of Aunt Zhang's son. I won't think about it." She paused, looked at Mother Chen's angry face, and then said: "Even if you want to match, I am a woman with a bottle of oil, and he is an elite who has returned from overseas and has a successful career. Why are you looking at me? If we really meet, I'll show you my old ways, you don't feel ashamed, I feel ashamed." After she finished speaking, she went back to the room without even looking at Yujing.

Chen's mother saw that her kindness turned into "unnecessary" and "shame".Her anger was almost out of control, and she shouted: "Chen Nianbei, don't you feel ashamed now? Just deceive yourself!"