Let me have a drunken dream

Cui Shengxian has been rushing to make announcements since that day, domestic and foreign basically non-stop.Chen Nianbei didn't visit him either, not because he didn't want to go, but because he didn't want to cause unnecessary trouble.

Life is as dull as ever, it cannot be said to be boring, just follow the steps that should come.Too much excitement is too tiring, and the long flow of water may be a kind of peaceful happiness.

"Qiqi, are you free tonight? I'll treat you to dinner." Quan Zhilong walked out of Yang Xianshuo's office

Said to Li Qiqi who walked out of the office with him.

Li Qiqi was surprised at first, she glanced at Quan Zhilong, then lowered her head and smiled, shaking her head, "I'm not free, thank you for your kindness. How about next time?"

Quan Zhilong pursed his lips and said with a smile: "It's okay, it will be the same next time. Next time you are free, please tell me and I will pick you up."

Quan Zhilong's words were indescribably clumsy, how could a girl tell him by herself when she had time.But this kind of clumsiness is a bit natural, a bit simple, that is the simplest.Li Qiqi smiled again, and she smiled happily, "Okay, I'll tell you next time I'm free, remember to pick me up."

Quan Zhilong nodded, "Well, I remember." He glanced at her, and then walked as handsomely and chicly as before.

Li Qiqi looked at his back, she wanted to say that she was free, she wanted to go.But she can't go, she can't be free.She wasn't good enough for him, and he couldn't have her.If the result is destined to be bad, then don’t give yourself a chance from the beginning, and don’t give him a chance. It’s best not to have a chance at the beginning, then there will be no harm, no unhappiness, and at most it will be regrettable.When they turn around to each other one day, they will at most lament how time flies.In fact, she is already satisfied, it is good to know something, she does not need to possess, she is very happy just looking at it from a distance.At least one day she can tell herself that she was also liked by the person she likes.

She turned around and called Chen Nianbei: "Chen Nianbei, girls, I'll treat you to dinner today! See you at the gate of YG at 6:00 pm!"

Maybe life is unsatisfactory and makes people helpless, but at least we must create fun by ourselves in this unsatisfactory helplessness, at least we can be happy.Life is just a few dozen years, in fact, it is really not easy to be happy.

Li Qiqi and Chen Nianbei were eating barbecue and drinking wine in a barbecue restaurant.

"I said, Li Qiqi, you are brave enough. Li Shengli was in YG that day, but you said he was in Japan. You lied to me, my sister!" Chen Nianbei got a little drunk, and then brought up what happened a month and a half ago.

"You went to YG later?" Li Qiqi asked suspiciously.

"Yes, I went in, otherwise how would I see him?" Chen Nianbei took a sip of his wine.

"How did you get in? Did you say there was someone inside?"

"Who is there? You're off topic. I'm the one asking you. Why are you asking me! This won't work, you have to give me an explanation first!"

"What can I say, what you see is what you see." Li Qiqi didn't know if Li Shengli had confessed to Chen Nianbei, she planned to have a good laugh and go there.

"I saw him kissing a girl in the corner. You don't know that location is cloudy, at the corner of the stairs. It's still a dark place with no lights. The guy scared me."

"Then you..." Li Qiqi didn't know what to say, she hesitated a bit.

"I know you lied to me because you were afraid that I would be sad, so I finally understood. I broke up with him, and ended my poor youth. Do you know that when I broke up, I suddenly breathed a sigh of relief, and my burden was gone. " Chen Nianbei mumbled while chewing the beef.

"I actually expected that you would not be together in the end. It's just that I didn't know you would be so free and easy. You never mentioned him in the last three years of college. For the whole three years, I knew you couldn't hear, see, see, and want to No, I can’t mention it. I thought it would take at least three or five years for you to get out, but I didn’t expect it to be so soon. In fact, it’s good to think about some things, so you won’t be entangled in anything.” Li Qiqi took a sip of wine He added: "You still haven't said how you got into YG?"

"You probably won't believe me when I tell you, I live in Cui Shengxian's house. So...you don't need to tell me, you should know how I got in." Chen Nianbei whispered in Li Qiqi's ear.

Li Qiqi slapped Chen Nianbei's buttocks, "Okay, I've found all the family members. You have to know that Cui Shengxian is the ideal type in the eyes of many women! Do you think you have that first?" Is it better to start?"

"I'm more than preemptive. Girl, I threw him down. I don't know what to do when I bring this up."

"What! You're the one, what about you?" Li Qiqi yelled in surprise.

Chen Nianbei covered Li Qiqi's mouth, "Keep your voice down, I want to live a few more years." She took away her hand covering Li Qiqi's mouth, "I don't know what I will do in the future. I am Incheon I met him at the airport. He was the first person I met in Korea, and he was the one who brought me home. He was very kind to me and thought of everything for me. He would pick me up when I was free, and when I was sad, he would Comfort me, I am happy to laugh with me, I ask him for everything. When the weather is cold, he will give me a coat. When I am hungry, he will take me to eat. He has done many things for me. I am very grateful to him, I also like how he treats me well. I admit that I depend on him, and I have taken his kindness to me as a habit. It was the one who accidentally misfired that day."

"He has so many advantages. You remember it very clearly." Li Qiqi smiled ambiguously and looked at Chen Nianbei.

"Of course I remember clearly that he was kind to me. Isn't this kindness of a drop of water must be repaid by a spring!"

"Yo, your Yongquan Xiangbao is really not small. Don't you feel that the deer in your heart is bumping around? It's rare to remember a person's benefits in such detail for no reason." In Li Qiqi's words If she had something to say, she stared at Chen Nianbei who was wandering out of the situation without saying a word.

Chen Nianbei thought about it, why should he remember everything Cui Shengxian did to her so clearly?In fact, many things are really small, and small things are taken for granted, but she just remembers everything clearly.She suddenly realized that she wasn't used to him being nice to her, and she didn't just like him being nice to her, but liked him.Li Shengli's harm to her was replaced by Cui Shengxian's kindness to her to a certain extent, but he never cared about it.She was not a casual girl, and her willingness that night was not only out of gratitude and satisfaction, but because she liked him.Only those who like a person will be willing to give themselves to him, otherwise even the best person will not be willing.She thought she knew.

Seeing Chen Nianbei's sudden realization, Li Qiqi poured her a glass of wine, "Congratulations on your new relationship. Cheers!"

"Don't talk about me, what about you? How are you doing recently?" Chen Nianbei asked Li Qiqi after drinking.

"Me? Oh, that's not the case. Serving Yang Xianshuo and preparing my own career, my life is not too bad, nor good. But I can see it, so it doesn't matter how much bitterness and hatred." Li Qiqi I took a sip of soju.

"I heard that Quan Zhilong is interested in you, what do you say?" Chen Nianbei recalled what Tablo said last time.

"What can I say? What can I say? It's his business that he is interested in me. I can't afford it, and I can't. Some things are destined to have no results. Why let two people who have no wounds in their hearts add a scar What about it? It’s good for me or him, it’s best to be safe and sound.” Li Qiqi lowered her head and drank the remaining wine in the glass.

Chen Nianbei didn't want to say it, she didn't know what to say, maybe Li Qiqi was right, she protected her only self-esteem and also protected Quan Zhilong's self-esteem.In fact, since many things have never been said, they should never be said or brought up.I don't know, but it's good.

Later, the two of them didn't stay long at the barbecue shop before returning home.

"Nianbei, let me drive you. It's getting late and it's troublesome to take a taxi." Li Qiqi said when she drove her Audi past Chen Nianbei.Chen Nianbei got into the car immediately.

"Have you and Cui Shengxian discussed the matter between you?"

"No, he rushed to make an announcement the next day. You are inside, and you also know that he has been flying all over the country and abroad for the past half month. When I got home, he was either abroad, or he hadn't come back yet. After all, it didn't matter. I saw a figure."

"How come you can't see anyone, will you not feel that he is coming back to sleep?"

"I didn't sleep with him afterwards, we still slept in separate rooms."

"Chen Nianbei, you should have a good talk with him. There is not only a spiritual connection between you, but also a physical connection. You must ask him what he thinks. It is a man who is responsible!" Li Qiqi said later. very excited.

"I know, if he wants to go home today, I'll talk to him about it." Chen Nianbei said looking out the dark window.

As expected, Cui Shengxian didn't come home, and the lights at home were dark.After Chen Nianbei opened the door, he turned on the light in the living room, and found that there was a wine bottle on the tea table that Cui Shengxian finished drinking last night and cigarette butts in the ashtray.She seemed to understand this man's loneliness. In fact, he was very afraid of being alone, and he longed for warmth, but he had to bear all these things he didn't like silently.

After cleaning the tea table, Chen Nianbei turned and went to the kitchen to cook soup.This was the first time she willingly washed her hands and made soup for this man.She also suddenly understood that being able to pay for a man, cook food for him, and take care of him is also a kind of happiness.

Chen Nianbei likes white fungus and red dates soup, so she went everywhere to find these dried goods.After racking my brains, I was too lazy to do it, so I kept it in the kitchen cupboard.She thought that Cui Shengxian lived on his face, no matter how good his appearance was, he couldn't stand up to his continuous work, this soup was perfect for him.

The soup had to be boiled slowly over low heat, but Chen Nianbei sat in the kitchen and fell asleep until the sound of the door opening woke her up.

"Landlord Cui, wash your hands and come to the kitchen, I'll make a pot of soup for you!" Chen Nianbei shouted all the way from the kitchen to the door.She's used to it at home.

When she got to the door, she realized that Cui Shengxian didn't come back late from work tonight, but came back late with Jin Yuling.In fact, she should have known that some things would be exposed one day no matter how deliberately they were concealed, because they existed.

Chen Nianbei was very sad and disappointed, but she still greeted Jin Yuling with a smile, that was her workplace ethics. "Assistant Jin is here too, let's have a bowl of soup together. I cooked a big pot."

"No, it's too late. I'd better go home." Jin Yuling was surprised that her immediate boss was living with her ex-boyfriend.She admitted that she was jealous, she deliberately said these words here without 300 taels of silver.He, Cui Shengxian, could fall in love with and marry any female celebrity, but why did he choose to find someone outside the circle, which made her quitting back then seem extremely stupid.

Chen Nianbei glanced at Cui Shengxian, and Cui Shengxian also felt the embarrassment between Jin Yuling and Chen Nianbei.He put down the bag in his hand, went to the kitchen and took out an apron for Chen Nianbei to tie, "You really do, you always forget to tie your apron."

Cui Shengxian had expressed his position, he wanted Chen Nianbei from his ex-girlfriend and Chen Nianbei.After he tied the apron for Chen Nianbei, he said to Jin Yuling: "Since Nianbei has kept you, you should stay and have a drink. If you are afraid, I will send you off with Nianbei later." go back."

"Yeah, I'll take you back with Shengxian later." Chen Nianbei looked at Cui Shengxian intentionally and ambiguously, "I think my pot is ready, Assistant Jin, please sit on the sofa for a while Seung-hyun, come in and help me."

"Alright then, I won't refuse after Deputy Manager Chen has said everything." After finishing speaking, Jin Yuling sat on the sofa.

In the kitchen, Cui Shengxian helped Chen Nianbei pour out the white fungus and red dates soup from the pot. "You call 'Shengxian' again, it sounds really nice."

"No, you've brought your ex-girlfriend home. What else can I have to do with you? You have to listen to yourself, or you can ask the person outside to call you every day, I think She would be more than happy." Chen Nianbei sat on the low stool in the kitchen and spoke sourly.

"Are you jealous?" Cui Shengxian turned around and asked Chen Nianbei with a smile.

"I'm so jealous of you, you big-headed ghost! I've been waiting for you to come back and cook you beauty soup. I thought you had to come back late because of hard work. In the end, it turned out that you went out with a beautiful woman. If you are romantic, you should be romantic." She is gone, and I took her home. She came here as soon as she came, and deliberately stimulated me, and I had to treat her to a drink. What is the world! It is simply a decline in the world!"

"Okay, don't be angry. I know I was wrong, and I will explain to you later." After that, Cui Shengxian came out with white fungus and red date soup, followed by Chen Nianbei.

When Jin Yuling saw that it was Cui Shengxian serving the soup, she immediately got up from the sofa and took it with her hands.Naihe is just a hot soup just out of the pan, it is very hot.Jin Yuling scalded his hand when he touched it. "Yeah, it's really hot. Seunghyun, be careful."

Chen Nianbei rolled his eyes as he watched from the sidelines, unable to tell what it was like.This is obviously her man, why is it as if she abused Cui Shengxian now.She felt that Jin Yuling did it on purpose, and she was taking the opportunity to show her favor to Cui Shengxian, so that she would have a chance to revisit the past.This opportunity can't be had, Chen Nianbei rushed over to pick up Jin Yuling's hand, "Ah, why is it hot red, hurry up and I'll give you medicine. Shengxian, you can share the white fungus and red dates soup. It's best Let it cool down, it's too hot, it's burning your hands now, so you don't burn your tongue later. You can still apply medicine to your hands, but it's hard to hurt your tongue." After finishing speaking, he immediately took Jin Yuling to the sofa Give her medicine.

"Assistant Jin is really warm-hearted. I don't take such a hot soup because Shengxian loves me. Next time you come to my house to drink soup, don't help me. It will hurt you if you help me. You see, your fingers will suffer this time. It's not worth it." Chen Nianbei lowered his head and helped Jin Yuling apply the cold ointment.

The corners of Jin Yuling's lips curled up slightly, "Whether it's worth it or not is not determined by whether you suffer or not. After seeing it, I will help you after all. But next time, don't let Shengxian take it. His pampered hands are uncertain." It's not good either."

Chen Nianbei thought that if thoughts could kill, she, Jin Yuling, would already be lying in a pool of blood.This her man is not Jin Yuling's man, at most it is his predecessor's.She felt that Jin Yuling did it on purpose, hiding a needle in every sentence, which sounded nice but was actually a demonstration. "Assistant Jin is very familiar with Shengxian of our family. He even knows that he is spoiled. Shengxian has never said anything to me. He always thinks of me in everything and wants to do everything for me. He It's good for me. Only then did I realize that having a man in the family is really not an ordinary happiness. "

Chen Nianbei deliberately smiled like a little daughter-in-law, Jin Yuling didn't want her and Cui Shengxian to be happy, so she preferred to show her happiness.In fact, she was jealous, she didn't want Jin Yuling to spy on her man.She also realized at this time that Cui Shengxian was really important to her.

Just when Jin Yuling was about to open his mouth to say something, Cui Shengxian asked them to drink soup at the dining table.The secret tension between the two women had to stop.

"Drink it slowly, I'll give you the non-hot one." Cui Shengxian touched the outside of the bowl containing the soup with his hand, and gave the non-hot one to Chen Nianbei.

"En." Chen Nianbei's care for Cui Shengxian was very beneficial, especially in front of Jin Yuling, she felt like she had won.

"Deputy Manager Chen and Shengxian are really affectionate." Jin Yuling said, spooning the soup in the bowl.

"Nianbei and I have been together for so long, if you don't love her, who will I love?" Cui Shengxian said and rubbed Chen Nianbei's hair, his posture and tone were full of intimacy.

Jin Yuling was really bitter and jealous watching her former lover and her immediate boss flirting with each other.She thought that if she hadn't given up at that time, she should be the one being cared for now.She accompanied him in the most difficult time to keep his dream and fulfill it. She witnessed his success and gave her all.Although she has left him these years, she still thinks of him, misses him all the time.I thought he was like this too, after all, what they experienced was too unforgettable, but in the end he still has a beautiful woman in his arms.How could such a result not be jealous, how could it make her stop.Why can Chen Nianbei take the place where she used to be and taste the fruits of Cui Shengxian's victory? You must know that half of Cui Shengxian's current achievements are due to her, and she is not reconciled.

The three of them didn't talk much. After eating the white fungus and red date soup, Chen Nianbei stayed to clean up the table, while Cui Shengxian and Jin Yuling went to the living room.

"Yu Ling, you saw that Nianbei and I are living a good life. I hope you can live a good life too." Cui Shengxian lit a cigarette, took a puff and said.

"Okay? I would have been better for so many years. Why do I still have to miss you so far? We have experienced so much that I can't forget it. I thought it was all over, but I occasionally have a shadow In my heart. But when I saw you at Seth International today, I knew I couldn’t get through it. What was in my heart was not a shadow but my longing for you, the unforgettable past. Shengxian, I’m really in a difficult situation.” Jin Yuling's eyes were filled with tears when he spoke, and his voice was choked up.

Cui Shengxian took another puff of cigarette, "It is impossible for us, if I hadn't met you at Seth International today, I don't think I will contact you again in my life. Maybe some words hurt people, but I have to say , I don't love you anymore, time has not corroded your feelings, but it has diluted my love for you. I even feel that we should not meet again if it is not necessary until you can let go. This is for you, for read Bei, it's not good for me." Cui Shengxian always feels that what should be broken must be broken, and what should be said must be said, even if it hurts someone, it is the best way to deal with the other party.

"Are you afraid that I will hurt Chen Nianbei? I have known you for so long, and you actually think I am such a person!" Jin Yuling stared at Cui Shengxian with wide eyes.

Cui Shengxian smiled, "I have known you for a long time, but we haven't seen each other for a long time. I don't know what you went through in the middle, and I don't know how much time will change you. I believe that you in the past are right. I am kind, but today your attitude towards Nianbei is good, what you say, and what you do, nothing is right. You are provoking her on purpose, you want her to be jealous, you want her You made a mistake. Jin Yuling used your method in the wrong place. I can see it clearly in front of me."

"Cui Shengxian, you have changed, you are really different from before." Jin Yuling never thought that Cui Shengxian could be so indifferent, his maturity has turned into coldness.

"Of course I will change. Time will change people the most. I am no longer the foolish boy I used to be, reckless and impulsive. I think I can think clearly about many things." Cui Shengxian took a puff of cigarette, and then smoked half a cigarette Stuffed in an ashtray.

"Let's go, I'll take you home. The matter between us ends here, from bridge to bridge, road to road." Cui Shengxian got up and walked to Chen Nianbei who was in the kitchen and said: "Nianbei, you are at home Wait for me, I'll take Assistant Jin home. Don't worry, I have nothing to do with her, I don't think she will come here again." Cui Shengxian picked up his coat, put it on, and walked out of the house.

"Deputy manager Chen, see you at the company tomorrow, goodbye." Jin Yuling also got up to say goodbye to Chen Nianbei.But she went out without waiting for Chen Nianbei to speak.

At twelve o'clock in the evening, the moonlight was exceptionally clear, shining through the window of the car with a brown protective film, and shining on Jin Yuling and Cui Shengxian.But no matter how bright it was, the moonlight still couldn't shine into Jin Yuling's heart.

"Are you really going to be so heartless? Don't you even want to give me the chance to be friends?" Jin Yuling raised her head and whispered while looking at the blurred scenery outside the car window.Her expression was indescribably lonely.

Cui Shengxian turned down the volume of the music in the car, "I have never been unfeeling, and I have never refused to give you a chance to be friends. It is you who gave up such an opportunity."

"I give up? If I give up, I can still go to YG to have dinner with you after meeting you? You should know that I want to be with you more than anyone else. Seunghyun, I never want much, I I just want to be by your side and watch you, guarding you, I don't expect us to start over, but I hope we can be like friends." Jin Yuling turned her head to look at Cui Shengxian's side face, the begging in her tone matched the tears in her eyes. She shed tears like tears.

Cui Shengxian still drove the car calmly.He knew she was crying, he knew he was sad, he knew he was moved, but he didn't want to look back, even if it was just an effortless turn, he was no longer willing to give.It's not just because of Chen Nianbei, but also because of that memory.He is not strong, he knows that if he hits the south wall once, he will turn back, and one cannot make mistakes twice on the same thing, especially today, the situation is already different.

"Yu Ling, I hated you. I always felt that we shouldn't have come to that point. I always remember you telling me, 'If you don't finish what you decide, it will be a pity to look back. I’m still so uneasy, at least I can feel at ease.” At that time, this sentence was always turning over and over again in my mind. I always wondered why you could say this sentence but couldn’t do it in the end? Although You are for me, but many things can be passed as long as you handle them properly. I don’t think you are wise, nor do you think you are good for me. I just felt that you gave up on me and left me in the On the road of dreams. In the first year, I was full of resentment and incomprehension. In the second year, I gradually got used to the days without you. In the third year, the wound in my heart healed, although it left a scar, In the fourth year, I forgot the past events. In the fifth year, I forgot your contact information. Although this contact information has long since lost you, in the sixth year, I met Chen Nianbei. alright."

Cui Shengxian parked the car in front of Jin Yuling's house, "In fact, I didn't give up, but I was the one who persisted all the time, but I couldn't stand the passage of time, and I couldn't stand the growth of the years. My life Whether it is good or emotional, there will be a day in the end. I used to think that one day I would die of depression or madness because of this relationship. But in the end, I found that it was just what I thought, and we lost Anyone can live, and they all live well. Love will not kill, it will only plant a flag in the deepest part of our hearts, making us painfully declare our vows and ownership to each other. When this flag Once it was pulled up, although it hurt, I have to admit that this love has disappeared since then. Now I am relieved, and you must also know that the story between me and you is just a memory now."

Jin Yuling doesn't understand these truths, but sometimes we understand it, but doing it is another matter.She just didn't want to admit that the story was over long ago.

"Is there really no room for redemption? You know, this time I really just want to..."

"Nianbei is my woman, my responsibility. If she wants, I can marry her." Cui Shengxian opened the car window and lit a cigarette.

"But I was your woman too." Jin Yuling lowered her head and sneered at herself, that mocking laugh was really desolate.She opened the door and got out of the car, before closing the door she said: "If this is the ending you want, I am willing to satisfy you.

Jin Yuling originally thought that this life would be like that, but she always firmly believed that even if the ending of some things was not perfect, once it existed, it would be difficult to disappear.But she just forgot, if people really want to forget, there is no reason why they can't forget.Cui Shengxian forgot that part of the past, that part of the past that almost killed her.Does she want to blame herself for not living up to expectations?Do you want to blame Choi Seung Hyun for being cold-blooded?Should Chen Nianbei be blamed for appearing?Maybe she blames it, but at this moment she wants to blame the passing years, because it is time that eventually corrodes everything.

There is one more thing she never told Cui Shengxian, she left that year because she was pregnant, and she couldn't drag down Cui Shengxian's fledgling career because of this child.Maybe this child is just as doomed as their relationship. When she was three months old, she fell on the way to watch his concert secretly, and the child was lost.She remembered that it rained heavily that day, the sky was dark, the ground was slippery and wet, and the rain hurt her body.

"Nianbei, I'm back." Cui Shengxian put his arms around Chen Nianbei who was sitting on the sofa, and whispered affectionately in her ear.

Chen Nianbei ignored him angrily, flipping through the magazine in his hand.

"Don't be like this, Nianbei, there is no need for us to be unhappy about the past." Cui Shengxian hugged Chen Nianbei tightly.He completely cut off the past today, and now he is embracing his present. In fact, he is afraid, he is afraid that the present will become the past.

Chen Nianbei suddenly laughed, he was right, why should he be angry about the past.She closed the magazine in her hand, leaned against Cui Shengxian's body, and wrapped her arms around his neck. "Is today's white fungus and red date soup delicious?"

Cui Shengxian nodded Chen Nianbei's nose, "It's delicious, you cook it well."

Sweet talk is the most useful thing for women, "Forgive me, you don't dare to say bad things."

Cui Shengxian looked at Chen Nianbei's acting like a baby and felt an indescribable itch and sweetness in his heart.He couldn't help pressing Chen Nianbei on the sofa, stroking her body back and forth from her thighs to her back.He gently sucked Chen Nianbei's lips.Chen Nianbei closed his eyes and couldn't help moaning. Cui Shengxian let go of Chen Nianbei after hearing this, panting, "Nianbei, you are such a sensitive little fairy. I have never lost control like this before, but when I met you I was always out of control afterwards."

Chen Nianbei raised his hand to stroke the bangs that covered Cui Shengxian's eyes, "Have you ever thought about waking up? Maybe after you wake up, many things will return to the original track. Don't worry, don't be afraid, you can have no scruples." Go your way. There is no entanglement, no worries, everything is so logical."

"Nianbei, some roads are gone, and there is no chance to turn back." Cui Shengxian had already made preparations not to turn back that night, and if the next step was an abyss, he would have admitted it.

Chen Nianbei thought, why is he someone who has a way back? "Landlord Cui, let's not look back together, okay?"

Chen Nianbei is a timid person, Cui Shengxian has seen through it early on, but he is willing that Chen Nianbei will always be timid, and then he can always protect her, so that he can tie her by his side no matter what the reason is.He remembered that Chen Nianbei had said that she liked him being nice to her. At that time, he thought it would be like this, he would be nice to her for the rest of his life, asking for nothing, not wanting anything.But people are always greedy. After seeing Chen Nianbei's occasional wavering, he also understood what role he was in her heart. At that time, he wanted her to be with him.But he was afraid of frightening her, so he always kept his mouth shut.Today, Chen Nianbei's words surprised him more than surprise.

"Aren't you afraid?" Cui Shengxian looked at Chen Nianbei's face seriously, almost staring.

Chen Nianbei actually smiled, she shook her head, "Afraid? I have nothing to be afraid of. I'm afraid you are afraid."

"You are not afraid, so I have nothing to be afraid of. I am a man." After finishing speaking, Cui Shengxian and Chen Nianbei clasped their fingers tightly.Cui Shengxian bowed his head and kissed Chen Nianbei's forehead, "Call me Shengxian, I like it when you call me Shengxian."

Chen Nianbei called out 'Shengxian' sweetly, the sound was tingling, and Cui Shengxian lowered his head, giving him an affectionate French kiss.His hands were restless, driving the atmosphere.

Chen Nianbei stopped Cui Shengxian suddenly, "Shengxian, don't want it today."

Cui Shengxian, whose mind was about to collapse, slowed down, "Why? I remember you haven't had your period yet."

The date of menstruation is a girl's private matter, Chen Nianbei never thought that Cui Shengxian could be so careful. "How do you remember such a thing?"

Cui Shengxian smiled, and felt that he seemed to be too impatient, so he felt embarrassed instead. "Every time you come there, you will drink brown sugar water. You have no energy, and you go to bed very early. After a long time, I will remember it."

Chen Nianbei didn't expect that Cui Shengxian could see all these little tricks, awkwardness in his heart was second, sweetness was the main one.She lightly thumped Cui Shengxian's chest, "I hate it, I remember this." Cui Shengxian didn't say a word, just smiled and kissed Chen Nianbei's flushed cheek because of embarrassment, he thought it was very cute.

"Shengxian, I'm afraid of pain, last time it hurt too much. I have to go to work tomorrow, how about not today?" Chen Nianbei buried his face in Cui Shengxian's arms and said shyly.

Cui Shengxian felt the numbness in his chest. He closed his eyes, rubbed Chen Nianbei's hair, and said softly, "Okay, I don't want it today. Go take a shower and rest early." After that, He let go of Chen Nianbei, got up from the sofa and left.

Chen Nianbei suddenly felt lost again, she slowly got up from the sofa to take a shower.Under the shower head, she found that every time she tried to get closer, she inadvertently pushed him away.Sometimes she told herself to hold him, but she couldn't lift her hand like a thousand catties, she still had her pride.But the desire in my heart is clamoring again.She asked herself if this is the only chance in her life, would she never have another chance if she missed it?In fact, the success or failure of many things is just a slight turning point.

Cui Shengxian sat with his legs bent in front of the floor-to-ceiling windows of his bedroom drinking beer.The floor-to-ceiling windows were opened wide, blowing the gauze curtains fluttering everywhere, cold wind gusts blew into the room, and also into Cui Shengxian's heart.What he did was so obvious, but Chen Nianbei's constant nonchalance made him suffer a lot of setbacks.But even so, he is willing to enjoy it. In fact, once a person's love reaches a deep level, he can't help it.

"With such a big window open, aren't you afraid of catching a cold?" Chen Nianbei picked up the thin blanket on the bed and covered Cui Shengxian.

This was the first time Chen Nianbei entered his bedroom since the last time, and he was flattered and ecstatic.He watched the corners of her mouth turn up unconsciously, and the tenderness in her eyes was like a hot spring.Chen Nianbei likes Cui Shengxian like this, he is so beautiful, but gentle as jade, handsome, but without any pressure.She sat beside him in her pajamas and touched his face, "It's so pretty, I like it when you smile at me, because you smile at me differently from others. You can always smile just right, okay It makes people think that he is a handsome man from heaven."

Cui Shengxian wrapped Chen Nianbei and him in a blanket, blushing, "Is it cold? Shall I close the window?"

Chen Nianbei shook her head, she picked up the can of beer on the ground and took a sip. "I seldom drink. First, I don't like it. Second, it's unnecessary. Drunkenness is not suitable for me. I always think that I should live clearly." Chen Nianbei took another sip, maybe she was real It was cold, and after taking a sip of beer, not only did her body tremble.Cui Shengxian subconsciously wrapped her tighter.

"I remember reading a book, and there is a sentence in the book that I always remember. In the book, it says 'the moment the beer enters the mouth, it is like a flower blooming in the mouth'. Later, I like to order beer Drink. I always look forward to someone blooming a flower for me the moment they enter my life." After finishing speaking, Chen Nianbei was about to take another sip of wine, but Cui Shengxian stopped the hand holding the wine halfway.Cui Shengxian took the wine from her hand, "Don't drink it, your hands are cold."

Chen Nianbei didn't struggle, but lay half on Cui Shengxian's chest, "Shengxian, shall we be together? Maybe the road ahead will be difficult, and I know that you have many worries like me, but put aside your concerns, we are made in heaven Isn't it?"

Cui Shengxian picked up Chen Nianbei who was half lying on his body, he put her on the bed and covered her with a quilt. "Sleep well, I'll close the window."

Some feelings always make us feel that we can't get through in this life, but when we really get through, we realize that these are just insignificant, although we used to think that it almost took all our energy.