Let me have a drunken dream

Spring comes and winter goes, and the time of the year is always staggering.Chen Nianbei asked Wang Nan for leave early and waited under the old sycamore tree of the University of Finance and Economics in S City.

There is a brown bench under the old sycamore tree, and she has been sitting there since the night before the appointment time, for a full 24 hours, and she kept the appointment and waited for 24 hours.

She watched the sun rise, watched the school girls rushing to class early in the morning, watched them go out of school in small groups to eat and drink, watched the sun set, and heard the school clock strike. 24 strokes.Li Shengli did not come.She understood that it was over, that everything was back to zero.These 24 hours were the longest 24 hours in her life.She went from anticipation at the beginning, to excitement later, to worry and anxiety later, and finally she was disappointed.She thought she would cry, but she found that the tears had been boiled dry, and there was only dryness in the eye sockets, which was very uncomfortable.She felt a block in her heart, and even her heart beat slower than usual.For a moment she felt a sense of suffocation, but it was only for a moment, and then everything recovered.Is it really recovered?The body function may have recovered, but the function in the heart has stopped. She is nostalgic for the suffocation feeling at that moment. Don't read it, don't care about anything.But unhappily, she survived. She lived in so much pain and depression.She felt the pain, starting from the bottom of her heart, the pain was so painful that all her muscles were trembling, she wanted to scream, but her throat was blocked and she couldn't scream.She felt so stuffy and hurt, she couldn't cry or cry out, let alone move.

There was a muffled thunder in the sky, and then a few drops of rain fell on Chen Nianbei's body and face. The end of July is the season of heavy rain from time to time, and there must be a burst of thunder after the dull thunder.Lightning drew a streak of silver light in the sky, as if cutting open a wound in the sky abruptly.Maybe the sky hurts, and then it burst into tears.Those ones hit every corner of S City University of Finance and Economics unscrupulously and recklessly.Chen Nianbei was not spared from being drenched, she was completely soaked.She felt so cold, but so refreshing.She looked at the crying sky and listened to the sound of the rainstorm, but finally couldn't help it.She cried loudly, she cried unscrupulously, she wanted to cry out all the sadness in her heart, she didn't want to hurt, she didn't want to feel uncomfortable.

She didn't understand why Li Shengli had to give her hope again and again and break her hope with his own hands.If he loves her, then she is willing to forgive Li Shengli for all his mistakes.But how could Li Shengli trample on her trust in him so recklessly!She suddenly began to wonder why she persisted all these years, for a look back at Li Shengli?But what else can there be after looking back?She planted the seeds, worked hard, and endured the lonely wait. She thought that even if she couldn't taste the delicious fruits, she could still see them and smell the fragrance.But now I can't even see the shadow.Whose fault is this?Is she doing something wrong?Or is he wrong?Or is God wrong?Or maybe it was a mistake from the start?She doesn't understand, she really doesn't understand!She didn't even know whether she was abandoned or abandoned, she felt that the end of her relationship with him was too unclear.She remembered that when she said "There will be no relationship from now on, forget about each other", it was very light, but now she feels that this sentence is too heavy, and it is too heavy for her to bear.She asked herself how could she have nothing to do with it?He, Li Shengli, was a man she fell in love with when she was young, how could this relationship be broken!She can't stop, and she doesn't want to!Counting it completely, for a full 10 years, she and Li Shengli have known each other for 10 years. I fell in love with him at the age of 17, and we broke up until now at the age of 23.But this relationship has a 4-year window period, and she used these 4 years of waiting to change herself from a young girl to a sad young woman.What is she doing this for?What is she for?

At this moment, she really started to resent and hate.She blamed him, she hated him, and she hated herself for not living up to expectations.

After crying under the plane tree all night, she endured dizziness and returned home the next morning, took a shower and changed her clothes.Regardless of her mother's scolding for not coming home all night, she took the first subway with her bag and rushed to work.

When she entered Seth International, she didn't go to her desk to work, but directly opened the door of Wang Nan's office, without even knocking on the door.She put the document of going to work in the South Korean branch in front of Wang Nan, and she said in a nasal voice: "Director Wang, I have decided to work there."

Wang Nan was very surprised. It had been half a year since the last time we talked about this matter, during which time Chen Nianbei had never mentioned this matter to him.He originally thought that Chen Nianbei would not go, but this sudden change made him a little bit hesitant, "Why do you want to go?"

For the first time, Chen Nianbei felt that Wang Nan was a bit annoying, and whether to go or not was her business and had nothing to do with him. "I just wanted to go, so I went."

Wang Nan also knew that his question was too personal, so he didn't care about Chen Nianbei's attitude. "Then let's understand the content of this contract." Wang Nan took out a contract from the drawer and handed it to Chen Nianbei.Chen Nianbei also found it strange, is this Wang Nan's drawer a Pandora's box?Anything can be taken out from there, and there is no need to look for it.

After getting the contract, Chen Nianbei didn't care what Wang Nan said, she turned to the last page and signed her name.She immediately closed the contract and handed it back to Wang Nan.Wang Nan was completely shocked by Chen Nianbei's behavior. It was the first time he saw someone sign a contract so recklessly.He handed the contract back to Chen Nianbei and kindly reminded him, "You have to be careful, do you want to stop looking at it?"

Chen Nianbei shook his head, "Don't look at it, I'm one of your subordinates, I got out of your hands, and if something happens to me, you can't get rid of it. Director Wang, we are grasshoppers on a rope, we are all prosperous together, You will lose everything. You will not let any obstacles appear on your way to promotion and wealth, you are a smart person. I think you can check for me, and I trust you."

Wang Nan smiled. He took back the contract and put it back in the drawer, "Chen Nianbei, you are a smart person, and you understand a lot of things. It seems that your father has successfully educated you. You are really a tiger father without a dog girl." .”

Chen Qifan may have taught Chen Nianbei a lot, but he was the only one in this society who hadn't taught anything. "You think highly of me, my father never taught me these things. He always taught me to be honest, don't be a laughing tiger, a duplicitous person inside and out. I think my father is right, I am not a person inside and outside In the end, we will be stabbed by others. None of us will stab anyone else, and we will live well. In the end, we will taste the sweetness, and we can taste it with peace of mind."

Wang Nan applauded Chen Nianbei's remarks, and said with a smile: "Chen Nianbei is so eloquent, just for your trust, I will check for you. If you feel that the road ahead is sincere, You can also tell me if you walk smoothly. I want to see how the intrigue can be smooth sailing, so I can feel at ease."

"Okay, then I'll walk, and you just watch."

"Okay, I'll wait for your good news. Your plane will fly to Seoul at 10:30 tomorrow. You can go back and prepare now. Today is your holiday." Wang Nan stood up and prepared to see Chen Nianbei off.

Chen Nianbei signaled no need, she picked up her bag and opened the door to leave the company.She didn't come back until many years later.The only time I just went around the downstairs of the company and then left.

Wang Nan returned to his seat, picked up the contract just now and looked at it.In his impression, although Chen Nianbei didn't talk much, his carefulness and diligence in his work were obvious to all.It is a pity that such an excellent employee is "assigned" abroad, and he is missing a left and right arm.

Chen Nianbei knew very well that his real purpose this time was to seek an explanation.She insisted on seeing Li Shengli, she just wanted to ask him why he didn't come to the appointment in front of his face.If he can't give a reason, she, Chen Nianbei, will never end with him.Why does she have to swallow the grievances she has suffered, she just wants to pour them all out for him to taste.