Cosmos

Christmas birthday presents, New Year's Eve date in Hannam-dong, Baekhyun will feel completely crazy at some point.

Occasionally, Bian Boxian wonders if he shouldn't have provoked Lin You at such a time, he was the one who disdained such a clichéd love story back then, and he was the one who slapped him in the face so quickly.

At the beginning, he vowed that he would not fall in love with a child, but in the end it was like giving up all indulgences. When he was at the top of Hannamdong Mountain, it was difficult for Bian Baekhyun to find suitable words to describe his mood.

So contradictory and delusional.

When he said what a kiss is, Bian Boxian was convinced that he was crazy, so he wanted to cut off the ambiguity with Lin Youshi cleanly.

But in fact, Bian Baekhyun knew better where it could end cleanly. From the kiss that said sorry in Hannandong, he owed her.

Lin Youshi couldn't believe how this man managed to say sorry without changing his expression after kissing her, then pretended nothing happened, and even started to treat himself coldly.

Wow, the behavior of a scumbag like a textbook!

After being angry for a few days, Lin Youshi looked at the phone that had no information about that guy at all, and blocked him without hesitation. Go to the little black room, it's so annoying.

The new year passed in such a strange way, and the new year came as promised, Lin Youshi always had an inexplicable premonition when he locked Bian Boxian in the small dark room for half a month.

She seems to be losing him gradually.

When thinking about it like this, Lin Youshi would feel a little ridiculous, didn't they even have a confirmed relationship, since they didn't have it, how could they lose it?

Before the Lantern Festival, Lin Youshi couldn't help but released Bian Boxian's cell phone number from the little black room, and on the day of the Lantern Festival, he sent him a message of greeting.

[Happy Lantern Festival, does Korea have the custom of eating glutinous rice balls? 】

Let's be cheap, Lin Youshi!You are guilty of I cheap!

After sending the message, Lin You felt that he was hopeless. Is this probably the stubbornness of the Capricorn woman?Or is he really fascinated by this scumbag like Bian Boxian, isn't it just a kiss?

That's right...it was a kiss anyway.

Sure enough, just like what Bian Boxian said, a child who is just in love will always value love more than the sky, because of love in the period of love, and because of ambiguity, worry about gains and losses.

Bian Boxian predicted the love experience of the "children" in advance, but did not expect the stubbornness of the "children".

When preparing for dinner, Lin Youshi didn't receive Bian Boxian's reply. Looking at the steaming bowl of glutinous rice balls in front of him, Lin Youshi just felt dull.

She also wanted to cool down gradually like the glutinous rice balls out of the pot, but just thinking of the words Bian Baekhyun felt that she couldn't really give up.

【{Picture} The glutinous rice balls are cooked. They are filled with black sesame and peanuts. If they are too sweet, they will not taste good. What are you busy with? Do you really have no time to reply? ] I don't know if Lin Youshi's tone was too resentful or the timing of this message was just right, Bian Boxian replied in seconds.

[Still in the company, but I'm busy, I haven't looked at my phone for a long time, I'm sorry I just got back to you now, I don't like sweet things, but Happy Lantern Festival. 】Just after receiving such a message, Lin Youshi immediately came back to life full of energy, took a casual bite of the freshly cooked glutinous rice balls, and then started chatting with Bian Boxian again while holding the phone.

[Did you know that you were blocked by me for half a month? 】

[I know, the previous message was rejected. 】

[What, you all know that you won't look for me if you get blocked? 】

[The club is a bit busy, thinking that we will meet sooner or later, are you still angry? 】

【Yeah, I'm super angry!What, how can you be so irresponsible, are you a scumbag? 】【I'm really sorry, but I'm suddenly a little busy at work during this time, shall we talk about it later? 】【Hmph, it's all an excuse, scoundrel! 】

[Hey, I didn't lie to you, I'm really busy. 】

【Get busy with your work, goodbye!Don't reply me!don't want! 】

Even if it is a rare opportunity to communicate, the two seem to be not on the same channel.

Bian Boxian is used to being the one who coaxes Lin Youshi, and Lin Youshi is also wantonly being that wayward little princess.

I really like it, so Baekhyun is also willing to indulge her cheating, which is probably a good seasoning agent under heavy pressure.

There is no festive atmosphere in the company's practice room, Bian Baekhyun took back his mobile phone and continued to discuss with the staff about his personal solo.

The release of the solo needs to be prepared half a year or even a year in advance. Apart from the solo, there are other schedules interspersed. Bian Baekhyun did not expect that the time when he and Lin Youshi were on the production team last year was actually the most relaxed.

Bian Boxian was always very slow to reply to messages, and sometimes he didn't reply all afternoon and night. Lin Youshi woke up the next morning and only saw the message he replied two hours ago.

What kind of time difference is this? I don't know if I got up early or went to bed late. Lin Youshi didn't dare to continue sending messages for fear of disturbing his sleep.

Occasionally, when the time is right, the two can chat casually for a while, most of them are nonsense without nutrition.

Find fault with Baekhyun, call him a scumbag, ask how his work is, post his daily photos, and care about eating well.

Bian Baekhyun was even more speechless. Every time he chatted, he felt stuck as if he had a task. Those who didn't know it thought they had already served in the military and were under time management.

It was only when he heard the drama OST sung by Bian Baekhyun on TV and saw the beautiful magazine pictorials, and also heard the news that the company announced that SPM was coming back, that Lim Youshi realized that Bian Baekhyun was real in an instant. I'm busy, and I'm catching up with the busy itinerary.

When he realizes that Bian Boxian is really busy, Lin Youshi always hesitates to send him a message. Will he disturb his eating, sleeping or resting?

Lin Youshi understood his pressure and busyness, and didn't want to be a vexatious and indifferent annoying person, so the number of contact with him gradually decreased.

Bian Boxian is indeed under a lot of pressure recently, feeling a little tense, Lin Youshi suddenly doesn't contact him very much, did that kid give up?

How did he know that Lin Youshi contacted Kim Min-seok who had a good relationship with Bian Baekhyun to inquire about him.

"Brother Minxi, can you help me get Baekhyun's itinerary?"

I learned from Brother Minxi that Baekhyun not only has pictorials, OST, and SPM comeback, but also that he is preparing his own solo album with the company. Lin Youshi was stunned. workload.

Looking at the news from Kim Min-seok on the mobile phone interface, he casually mentioned a few itineraries and it made people feel suffocated. Finally, he added that in such a long-term itinerary, some one-off items are usually interspersed. Small itineraries, such as recording an OST, participating in a little variety show, having a live broadcast, etc., are considered one-time small itineraries.

Lin Youshi didn't reply to Jin Minxi's message for a long time, which made him a little strange.

"Didn't you receive the picture? Why is there no sound?"

Lin Youshi felt a little unspeakably sad, she always felt that her premonition of the Lantern Festival seemed to come true.

"I saw the picture, thank you Brother Minxi."

Lin Youshi's thank you made Kim Minseok feel that something was wrong through the phone screen. Although he was a little speechless about the behavior of these two people who used themselves as intermediaries to inquire about the news, they were indeed friends who wanted to care. Kim Minseok took advantage of the opportunity to tell Lin Youshi truth.

"Did something happen? Actually, he knew that Tu Boxian was what you wanted."

Otherwise, why would he want Baekhyun's itinerary by himself in the army, but when Jin Minxi thought about it, Lin Youshi came to him to ask for it, so he told Baekhyun openly, and Lin Youshi did not surprise Baekhyun Bian Know it is what she wants.

"Well, don't hide it from him, I'm just curious about what work he's busy with."

This made Jin Minxi really puzzled. The two seemed to know each other's behavior very well, so why didn't they just line up directly.

He, a single dog who is still serving in the army, should be hurt like this?Why not let Junmian suffer this harm!

Jin Minxi originally wanted to complain about the two people's confusing behavior awards, but he didn't know that the next sentence sent by Lin Youshi confused him.

"I'm kind of like a fool."

Kim Min-seok, who has served in the army for a long time, has a heart of gossip, and quickly replied to the message.

"Why do you say that, did something happen to you? Need help?"

"I'm fine, and I still have a lot of time to bother Baekhyun for chatting. I think I'm really too much. It turns out that he is really busy, so I always talk to him about those messy things about the relationship between children and children." matter."

Looking at the message from Lin Youshi, Kim Min-seok remembered that when she and she participated in the live variety show, the little girl was still a carefree child. She liked to dip French fries in ketchup, and she only felt cute when she saw fish.

How did he know that the childlike girl also looked like an adult who was troubled by love, Jin Minxi felt a little bit emotional, love really hurts people a lot, but as a responsible elder brother, he replied to Lin Youshi seriously.

"Youshi, it's hard to talk about feelings, but since Baekhyun knows that you are asking for the itinerary and is willing to give it to you, then think about it, does he think you are special to him, or even someone who can share the pressure? Well, maybe every time you find Baekhyun to chat with him, it's a way for him to relax."

Lin Youshi couldn't describe her mood, she just wanted to let out a deep breath, but felt that many things really disappeared after she let out this breath.

But it's really uncomfortable to hold that breath. Anyway, I already had a hunch, so it's better to let it go.

She couldn't continue chasing Bian Baekhyun and only cared about making love, and she couldn't look forward to an irresponsible and secret love like an ignorant child.

There is no way to ignore the importance of being an idol and fans to Bian Baekhyun, and there is no way to pretend not to realize that Bian Baekhyun gave up on her before everything else.

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SPM's concert is nothing but the company's desire to take advantage of the heat to harvest a wave of leeks abroad. As a worker, Bian Baekhyun can only do his own account reconciliation duties.

But the injury was caught off guard, and there was an old injury on the leg. People who have been dancing for so many years, even if they are not the main dancer, they will inevitably be injured.

Fans found him injured on the stage, Baekhyun could only pretend that it didn't affect him and continue doing what he should do, and in turn comfort the fans in the audience, it really doesn't matter.

After getting off the stage, they could only be taken to the hospital by their teammates. This kind of injury seems to have become a matter of course in their eyes.

"Brother Baekhyun, are you feeling better? We're going back to China tomorrow, and it will be hard to fly. Do you want to rest here for two days before going back?"

As a temporary roommate, Kim Jong-in went to his manager to bring back the needed medicine for Bian Baekhyun, looking at his legs inevitably worried.

In fact, being busy and tired is nothing, but getting hurt is the most uncomfortable thing for them.

"It's okay. After taking the medicine tonight and resting, it should be relieved. Let's go back to Seoul normally tomorrow."

Bian Baekhyun didn't want his injury to become a trouble for his teammates, not to mention his role as the big brother and captain in this regiment.

When Kim Jong-in went to wash up, Baekhyun's indifferent and optimistic look just disappeared. It really hurts, but he didn't want his younger brother to worry.

"Buzz!"

The rapid vibration of the mobile phone reminded Bian Boxian that there was an incoming call. When he saw Lin You on the screen, he was a little surprised why she called at this time. Just when he connected to Lin You over there, a anxious voice of concern came from the receiver.

"Does it hurt? Where does it hurt? It's okay, right? There won't be any sequelae, right? What kind of stage is this? Why do you blame the company for giving you such a busy schedule? Have you eaten yet?"

Lin Youshi asked a lot of questions in a row, and did not give Bian Boxian a chance to answer each question. He first asked him if he was in pain, and finally asked if he had eaten.

Bian Boxian suddenly felt a little sore, and the pressure that had been tense all this time seemed to collapse suddenly when he heard Lin Youshi's voice.

Obviously working very hard to live, but life suddenly seems to be very bitter.

Bian Boxian's sour silence worried Lin Youshi who was opposite. She understood that this should not be the atmosphere that Bian Boxian would have, but the little girl who was still impatient just now suddenly calmed down and asked him gently.

"I know, it must hurt, so I won't laugh at you if you cry."

I don't know if it was because the tone of this sentence was too gentle or because it was Lin Youshi who spoke, Bian Boxian still couldn't hold back the bitter sourness in the end.

"It really hurts. It hurts when I'm injured. It hurts when the doctor bandages and treats the wound. It hurts when I come back to spray medicine. It hurts to move."

This man, who didn't know how much pressure and pain he endured silently, cried like a wronged child at this moment. He didn't pay attention to beauty or masculinity.

He is really just a mortal who will cry when he is hurt.

The sound of running water in the bathroom stopped for a moment, but then resumed in an instant. Jin Zhongren didn't come out of the bathroom for a long time. He didn't want to show his brother face, but wanted him to take the opportunity to vent.

"Lin Youshi, I'm sorry."

Bian Boxian's crying changed from grievance to pressure collapse to apology and regret in the end. In front of these things, he gave up Lin Youshi.

That period of reckless intoxication and indulgence will probably be a romantic memory in his life.

So why is it still like this at the end, it seems like everything has become a mess.

Lin Youshi knew better than anyone else what his sorry meant, and Bian Boxian's giving up and persistence better than anyone else. Because of this, she also silently cooperated with Bian Boxian.

If you say give up, then if two people give up together, there is no need for one party to bear the apology.

"Oh, are you a fool? Say sorry, aren't we friends?"

So Lin Youshi chose to be the one who cooperated with giving up, and chose to be the one who took 50% of the responsibility.

Lin Youshi chases him every day to be together, everything in life is going well, he seems very happy, the only regret may be that he wants Bian Boxian to be with her, it is a relaxed life that makes people enviable.

In contrast, this is probably the reason why Bian Boxian likes her but can't completely choose her.

Bian Boxian didn't want Lin Youshi to be his so-called salvation, and he didn't want Lin Youshi to feel his pressure.

A more selfish way of saying it is that he put Lin Youshi and his children's love last in front of everything.

After Bian Boxian returned to China, everything returned to the way it was before. The only difference is that Lin Youshi no longer chased him like a child and only knew how to talk about love.

Lin Youshi did what she said, we are friends, we try our best to make Baekhyun happy, bring him interesting things, and hope to become friends who can share the pressure with him.

When I am too busy to meet up or visit classes, I will also post interesting videos and pictures to get through this hard low period together. Sometimes when I am photographed, the outside world thinks that we are together, but Lin Youshi is the first to deny it. They are good friends, and we get through the troughs together.

In fact, Lin Youshi knew very well that it was Baekhyun who put her at the end in the face of all the suffering and pressure. That period of intoxicating ambiguity was more like the utopia that Bian Baekhyun broke away from reality at that moment.

After Bian Boxian broke down and cried for a long time, Bian Boxian returned to China for half a month, and they met for the first time at the company.

His solo news was announced, and he was busy day and night in the company. Lin Youshi took a break and delivered delicious snacks and drinks.

Bian Boxian came up with an apology again, but Lin Youshi looked at him no longer with the sticky little girl's thoughts in his eyes.

"Because I know you, I also understand your sense of responsibility and love, and I also understand the importance of this job and fans to you, and I also understand your dedication and hard work."

"So Baekhyun, I think it's disrespectful to you to only care about your children's love. If you secretly fall in love, you think it's disrespectful to your fans, and it's also disrespectful to your hard-working career."

The greatest suffering in life seems to be that the little princess who did not catch up with the person she likes has really grown up, at the cost of losing her innocence and willfulness, Bian Baekhyun can't describe his feelings.

"You time."

Lin Youshi just smiled and joked while looking at Bian Boxian.

"It seems that it is difficult to have a real relationship before you retire."

She didn't say the stubborn thing about waiting until he retired, and he didn't say the crazy thing about being together now.

It's just a relationship of friends, it seems to be easier to get along with, no one needs to be responsible for that abandonment.

No one needs to put heavy shackles on the other side's future.

The author has something to say:

Frankly speaking, I cried twice while writing this episode.

Once for his hard work and once for his breakdown.

Living very hard and living a bit bitter, these two sentences are what he said.

Geez, I know I'm kind of stupid for suddenly feeling real.

In fact, I want to write a side story that Xiaolin can also become the support of the old side or the comfort of life.

Because it seems that the whole article and the episode are written that Lao Bian has been tolerant of Xiao Lin, always saying various things, coaxing her and comforting her.

I was thinking, if you really want to be the life partner of the other party, then it is the best to be mutual comfort.

Just like the two of the popular goblins, they actually have a feeling of growing up with each other.

But as I write, it seems that I have become BE again. Well, this face is too suitable for writing scumbags. In many of my later articles, he is a scumbag, sorry.

Then, if you have a cutie who likes to read BE articles, don’t miss the two articles in my column.

Woohoo, I really love this kind of sticky BE love.

Hee hee, 2022 is coming in two days, everyone cheers me up, my work is going smoothly, and I am in good health.

If you encounter such a scumbag, you should beat him up violently, and then find another little brother!Or you can find a caring young lady like me!

Then I decided on the name after thinking about it for a long time. I didn’t deliberately hide my love because I wanted to stay with him and said it was a friend. I just let it happen. If there is fate, I will spend the rest of my life. Together again, if there is no fate, each will be happy.

The day before yesterday, I just saw a blogger complaining about online novels, saying that it is difficult to accept the behavior of idols and heroines secretly dating. My God, I seem to feel guilty about idols secretly falling in love.

It's really hard for me to write sweet texts anymore, help me.

I may have to change my name, so let’s change it to Dawang who focuses on sticky BE love.

Don't take the reading king, be polite to you, me, and him.

well, bye! (There are still a bunch of side stories and articles waiting for me to love, I am still in the new year!!!!)