Cosmos

Bian Boxian can be regarded as an early married person. As a powerful singer who was born as an idol, it is surprising to get married before the age of 35, but it is not surprising to see who he is marrying. The person he wants to marry is Lin Youshi.

The leisurely couple has been public for many years, and it has been so long that fans have started to urge the marriage, and even passers-by have to ask, are these two still together?

Both of them are very cautious, and they are also conscientious and conscientious in their work, and they don't let go of their duties. To say something that passers-by often say, they are so low-key that they think they have broken up.

But definitely not.

When it was first announced, the world's hot searches have been dominating for how many days, and this breakup should not be silent. This can be regarded as the CP effect that passers-by admire.

The outside world always fantasizes how romantic this year's phenomenal CP couples live, but they don't know that it is inevitable to be vulgar in life.

It is difficult to have a reason for a quarrel, that is, at a certain moment, a certain sentence just gets stuck in the place where the other party is in a bad mood.

It's hard to say whose fault it is, but at that moment, I can't back down. If I take a step back, the more I think about it, the more I lose, but I have nothing to lose, so I have to be stubborn.

From the time they met, after a long period of ambiguity and love, Lin Youshi was afraid and loved Bian Boxian's anger at the same time.

When Bian Baekhyun is angry, he is a little scary. He has innocent dog eyes drooping, and when he is angry, he frowns slightly.

There is always a cold air in the slightly drooping eyes that cannot be ignored, but he looks really handsome when he is angry.

Baekhyun Bian on stage is the one who mobilizes the atmosphere. In fact, in real life, he really doesn't like nerds who are overly social. If he loses a game, he will get angry and act like a baby with Lin Youshi, but he treats people around him with gentleness and alienation.

Baekhyun's alienation is not written on his face not to get close, but because he can always find the most appropriate distance and temperature in his interactions with people.

When the husband and wife disagree in life, they will discuss it seriously with Lin Youshi.

Lin Youshi likes that Bian Boxian seriously reasoned with her.

If a man is serious about reasoning with women and talking about principles, then in essence, this man treats women on an equal footing.

Those fast-food sayings on the Internet that don’t reason with women and spoil them are over, in fact, if you look deeper, isn’t it a kind of disrespect for women?

If a man only pets a woman blindly, but never reason with her, how is it different from petting a kitten?

No one will tell their pets about their principles and code of conduct.

But unlike Baekhyun on stage, he doesn't hide his anger in real life.

If the thin lips are only slightly pursed, then the degree of anger can still be saved, just admit your mistake and act like a baby, and then make a promise.

But if you neither frown nor purse your lips, but just look at it blankly, you are very angry.

Once at four o'clock in the middle of the night, I received a call from an illegitimate student. Lin Youshi remembered it very clearly that day. Just after the heavy rain, she caught a cold again and fell asleep after taking the medicine. Baekhyun went to fetch water for her and woke up instantly when she was disturbed by the ringing of the phone before she had time to drink.

Lin Youshi looked at Bian Boxian in a daze and answered the phone, when an inexplicable female voice came from the phone.

"Don't bother Shixun anymore, don't bother Shixun anymore."

Lin Youshi stopped drinking water, really didn't know whether he was awake or dreaming, how could there be such a strange person, and Bian Boxian who answered the phone didn't know whether to be speechless or impatient.

"What makes you think I'm pestering Sehun?"

What kind of tiger and wolf words is this? Lin Youshi was fully awake and realized that this was a frightening and annoying illegitimate child. Even though the girl's voice was extremely charming, it was always annoying.

"I know you've been jealous of Sehun for the past ten years, always accusing him, I know it all, I can see everything, you know that!"

Lin Youshi couldn't believe that he would still hear such words one day. Could this person be dreaming because he couldn't sleep in the middle of the night?

"what……"

Then Baekhyun who was on the phone laughed speechlessly angrily, and then fought back mercilessly.

"You may be out of your mind."

The person on the opposite side really exploded immediately, probably because he didn't expect that Bian Boxian, as an idol, would utter curse words so directly.

"What are you talking about, I think you are crazy!"

When Bian Boxian saw Lin You over here with a dazed look on his face, his heart became a little more irritable, and he didn't have the heart to break up with this bastard who got his mobile phone number from nowhere.

Impatiently twitching the corners of his mouth, Bian Baekhyun decisively chose to hang up the phone.

"You should have time, take care of yourself, I'll hang up first."

Before Lin Youshi had time to care about him, Bian Boxian hung up the phone and came to comfort her first.

"Are you all right?"

When Bian Boxian said this, he sat on the edge of the bed, throwing away the phone a little impatiently, but when he raised his hand to test Lin You, the temperature between his forehead was extremely gentle.

She was obviously angry, but when she turned around, all the tenderness was given to her.

Lin Youshi felt a little sad at this moment.

It is my distress for Byun Baekhyun.

She remembered that when the two of them had just made public, one night they suddenly received a call from the illegitimate student. The illegitimate student was not just inexplicably insane like today's one, but cursed maliciously.

It was just made public that the illegitimate student called in the middle of the morning and cursed at his girlfriend in the name of being good for his idol.

This is probably not a strange thing for idols who have disclosed their love affairs. What can’t be done illegitimately, and gradually in everyone’s subconscious mind, it is an established rule that idols will definitely be scolded for their love affairs. .

That day was the opposite of today, and it was Baekhyun who was even more angry. He was ready to record and call the police almost a second after he hung up the phone. Their influence is greater, but now he has little hesitation in wanting to punish those people.

At that time, Lin Youshi smiled foolishly and then kissed Bian Boxian's lips to comfort him.

"Isn't it jealous? The person she's scolding now is lying in Baekhyun's arms."

These words made Bian Boxian laugh angrily, what to do with this hopeless look, he hugged her closer, and tapped the tip of her nose with his finger.

"Little good-for-nothing, that's fine? These people are not fans. If they do something they shouldn't do, they will only know how to correct it if they are punished."

Even if you have already made preparations, you will inevitably feel sad when you really listen to those words, and you will hurt your loved one while talking about loving yourself.

When Baekhyun first debuted, he encountered such illegitimate children. They loved their teammates while attacking them with the most vicious words.

At that time, Baekhyun, who had just debuted for a short time, did not understand why some people behaved like this, until later he learned not to care about those people.

His own life is much better than theirs, why would he care about the sour words of those so-called black fans.

When I was young, I could only use such arrogant words to offset those words that made people feel stinging in the heart. Later, when I grew up, I could learn not to care about it without self-comfort.

But now, the person who was hurt was replaced by the person he loves, and Bian Boxian can't completely ignore it.

"Yes, then we, Lin Lin, also have the blessing of the most handsome best man in the world and the cutest Ai Li in the world, who makes us Lin Lin the most beautiful little girl in the world."

Bian Baekhyun said such words in a gentle tone, but there was determination hidden deep in his eyes. This is not the first time, he always hurt the people around him in the name of doing his best.

Lin Youshi thought the past was over, but he didn't expect to receive the news that Bian Boxian filed a lawsuit against the illegitimate student the next day. He was a little surprised and felt that his surprise should not have happened.

Everyone has to pay the corresponding price for what they do, probably because after being with Bian Boxian, they began to learn to be tolerant.

On the contrary, because Bian Boxian wanted to protect her, he was able to argue more directly with those illegitimate students.

In addition to these pressures from the outside world, in fact, two people will also have small conflicts in life.

Husband and wife will also quarrel, and there will be times of disagreement. No one can be the one who gives in forever. How can life be a red carpet of roses every day?

The first quarrel after marriage was because Lin Youshi realized at a certain moment that Bian Boxian's possessiveness was too urgent, and even made her feel that she had completely become his private property at a certain moment.

It's like being trapped in his love, and the occasional possessiveness has become a little fun, but when the excessive possessiveness keeps eroding the other party's private space, it only brings suffocation.

Lin Youshi saw Baekhyun appear at that place after a party where he did not tell him the exact address, in the name of taking her home. There was a little problem between the two of them in those few days, and he said to calm down with each other for a few days. So Lin Youshi didn't tell him the specific address when he went to a friend's gathering.

But Bian Baekhyun precisely appeared in this unknown place. Lin Youshi didn't speak when he got in the car. Maybe from another perspective, this is a man's thoughtfulness, so the question that should be known is still curious. .

"How did you know I was here?"

Bian Boxian was silent at first, and Lin Youshi knew that his appearance was a gesture of favor and compromise, but at this moment, she really wanted to know how Bian Boxian knew her detailed location.

"Did Ernie tell you or do you have some other way of knowing where I am?"

Bian Boxian's voice was a little hoarse, and he didn't know if it was because he was in a bad state these two days or because this question was asked to make him feel guilty.

"I have the location of your phone."

Bian Boxian told the truth, this was the first time Lin Youshi realized that Bian Boxian had overprotected himself to the point where he was pervasive.

This novel-like plot happened to me.

It is very common for couples to have a positioning system, but being monitored by Baekhyun without her knowing, besides the oppressive feeling of too much concern, there is also an unknown feeling of gradually losing their personal space Sense of fear.

Lin Youshi didn't want their love to be a burden for both parties. They are obviously smart people and shouldn't become blind because of love. Maybe it's time to make a change.

"Baekhyun, let's break up."

The atmosphere in the car froze instantly, and you could even see Bian Boxian's momentary stiffness, but he didn't speak. He looked around the road conditions, and then found a roadside where he could stop temporarily, parked the car, and turned his head Looking at Lin Youshi.

"why?"

Neither of them would casually joke about breaking up in love. Their original determination could last forever, but they never expected that these words would be uttered by Lin Youshi so unexpectedly.

Lin Youshi's complexion was a bit ugly, Bian Boxian looked at her carefully, she didn't look like she was joking, and he began to feel uneasy.

"Is it because of positioning?"

Bian Boxian thought of the astonishment in Lin Youshi's eyes the moment he appeared, and knew that it was his abrupt location monitoring that aroused her disgust.

Things always seem to get out of control. I don't know when it started, and many things have changed.

Is it because of a positioning problem? Not entirely.

After the release, the laid-back couple praised by everyone as a fairy cp, when did they start to be unavoidably vulgar in the vortex of love, bickering, quarreling, and disagreement, just like ordinary couples, they will feel bored and lost at a certain moment of life Freshness is a characteristic shared by all human beings.

When the phenylethylamine in love begins to recede, the reason for companionship between lovers seems to be replaced by something other than "love".

"There seems to be something weird between us."

"It's like two ropes that are getting tighter and tighter. When the suffocation starts to appear, it means that the force is in the wrong place."

Lin Youshi's description is simple and rude, but it is just right. If both of you feel tired, it's time to separate and calm down.

Bian Boxian clearly knew where the problem was, he was just persistent and didn't want to look at it, but now this subtle illusion was punctured by Lin Youshi, Bian Boxian couldn't continue to turn a blind eye.

His voice was slightly hoarse, as if he couldn't raise his energy, and it seemed that he didn't dare to breathe heavily at all.

"Break up forever?"

It's all a relationship of marriage, so what are you talking about breaking up forever.

He turned his head to look at Lin Youshi's side face, with just the right amount of helplessness and grievance in the corners of his eyes. This move was especially useful for Lin Youshi. Lin Youshi turned his head to look at Bian Boxian head-on, and it fell into his eyes. I can't utter the cruel words.

What, when I asked this question, I had already prepared the standard answer for her, as if as long as she nodded, he would be so wronged that he would get out of the car and cry on the road.

Pretend.

Lin Youshi pursed the corners of his mouth helplessly, where did that old fox-like shrewdness go?

When living at home, I learned how to become an Angora cat and act like a baby with its belly exposed. Lin Youshi suddenly thought of being invited to participate in the Dream Concert as an MC.

This person is used to these tricks, he is scheming and showing off his belly, using both soft and hard methods.

But Lin Youshi's mind has been made up, even if Bian Boxian really gets out of the car and cheated on the road, she will not take back what she just said, the two of them really need to calm down.

"I'm going back to Beijing tomorrow."

Lin Youshi didn't want to give Bian Boxian another chance to pester him for cheating, but he didn't answer his question directly.

What they said was just to calm down and there would be no such four words as breaking up forever, both of them knew it well.

Calm down, this kind of talk is already Lin Youshi's step backward, she said calm down when she was still in the ambiguous period, but she was coaxed back by Bian Boxian not long after.

"You time..."

When Bian Boxian heard Lin Youshi's words, he subconsciously reached out to grab her hand. This is his habitual coaxing action. Lin Youshi did not avoid his movements, and finally raised his eyes to look at Bian wise man.

The man under the night had breathtakingly gentle eyebrows and eyes, Lin Youshi suddenly calmed down, because the anger aroused by his position also subsided a little.

"Baekhyun, the future is still very long. We need to learn too much. I hope to go through this life with you. I don't want to give up halfway."

Lin Youshi's beautiful peach eyes were full of stars, and the tears in the corners of his eyes didn't have time to fall, but Bian Boxian's eyes were redder than hers first, and all his stubbornness was broken in an instant, his red drooping eyes seemed to be trapped The owner coaxed the little corgi dog, and then pulled his long arm, and couldn't help but hug Lin Youshi in his arms.

"I'm sorry, I didn't do well enough."

Lin Youshi felt the warm tears falling from Baekhyun's shoulder blades, and the unstoppable acid in his chest. For the first time, he felt that his life was so long.

Bian Boxian did a good job, he was always thinking of himself, Lin Youshi felt that he couldn't say what Bian Boxian didn't do well enough, no matter how a relationship develops, it cannot be the responsibility of one person.

She reached out and patted Baekhyun's back lightly.

"No, I'm not doing well enough."

It can only be said that both parties have worked too hard, caring and worrying about too many things have become mutual demons, making this relationship not pure enough.

Calm thinking and a brief separation are good for both parties. They need to lighten the burden of this relationship and make it simple and pure.

"We go home."

They hugged each other quietly like this, and when both parties were calm enough, they didn't know who spoke first, ending this awkward parting.

Silence is not a cold war, nor embarrassment, but how to describe the upcoming parting.

Maybe it's more appropriate to describe it as confusion. When we hugged each other at night, Baekhyun was more gentle than ever before. When he hugged Lin You, he said "I love you" tirelessly, and kissed her delicately on the eyebrows and the bridge of the nose. On the chest, cheeks and corners of the mouth, this kind of tenderness made it easy to detect his helplessness.

The scorching breath sprinkled between each other's hearts, and the extreme lingering feeling was more like welcoming parting. Lin Youshi once again talked about the question that Bian Boxian didn't answer directly.

"let's break up."

"it is good."

This time, he agreed.

Lin Youshi returned to Beijing, while Bian Boxian stayed in Seoul alone.

Neither of them promised that anyone should be with each other, but as Lin Youshi said before, they are people who want to spend their lives together with each other, and the temporary separation is for a longer-term love.

It's like the two of them never mentioned the word divorce even if they were talking about breaking up.

Temporarily leaving the love line, not being affected by the strong passion, is more conducive for both parties to calmly think about how to work hard for this relationship correctly.

The agreement was to separate temporarily, but Baekhyun waited from autumn to winter, but he couldn't wait for the news of Lin Youshi's return to Seoul.

I also promised her not to ask about the itinerary before, and seeing that it was almost Christmas, I finally couldn't help sending Lin Youshi a message of inquiry.

"Go back to Seoul for Christmas?"

"Let's go to Paris."

When the message was sent, Lin You replied in seconds. Bian Boxian thought he would be busy at home during the holidays.

The two entered into a strange atmosphere and still loved each other, but at a certain moment, they were the ones who could bring each other the most discomfort.

This may be the strange thing about love. After the passion of dopamine recedes, the instinct to find more love needs to be found.

Not duty, not habit, but the instinct of love.

For this strange atmosphere, Bian Baekhyun was confused for a moment, but suddenly became energetic in the next moment.

Open the itinerary, make time decisively, and then book a ticket to Beijing, choose the nearest time, then pack up and go straight to Beijing.