Cosmos

Lin Youshi took Fujimasai and ran out of the vast commercial street, and came to the wide road. The city is full of lights and feasting, reflecting the smallness of the people on the roadside.

Standing under the streetlight at the intersection, Lin Youshi let go of Fujimasai's hand and stopped.

"I can't run anymore!"

The two ran wildly for a long distance, standing by the side of the road at this moment, looking at each other's panting appearance, it was quite funny.

Just a moment when their eyes met, they laughed tacitly, and they didn't know what they were happy about. They seemed to think that such an atmosphere made people very happy, and they just wanted to laugh.

Tired of laughing, he gradually calmed down, but the thumping heartbeat suddenly became more obvious in this busy street.

The moment Lin Youshi raised his eyes, he bumped into Teng Jiansai's eyes, only then did he realize that his gaze had been on him the whole time.

The deer thumping in his heart must be because he was too tired from running just now, Lin Youshi asked Fujimasai.

"see what"

Fujimasai pursed his lips when he heard this, and looked at her confident answer with a pair of narrow red phoenix eyes.

"You look good."

"what…"

Lin Youshi did not expect such an answer from Fujimasai, and looked at him a little at a loss.

Fujimasai thought it was very cute, the two of them were not tall like siblings at all, and she still looked up at him, her round eyes were cute and innocent, he couldn't help laughing out loud.

"Hahaha... nothing, let's go home."

"what?"

Fujimasai said half of what he said, and then stopped speaking inexplicably, making Lin Youshi confused.

Fujimasai took the lead in turning around to stop the car, Lin Youshi stopped asking questions, turned around and looked at Fujimasai who was blocking the car on the side of the road, and felt funny for no reason, maybe because today is a good time to laugh, even if there is no reason .

It wasn't too late when I returned to Fujima's house, probably because I had too much fun and my brain was still in the excited stage, Lin Youshi didn't feel sleepy at all.

Lie on the bed tossing and turning for a long time but couldn't fall asleep, maybe because he recognized the bed, Lin Youshi didn't want to attribute the cause of his insomnia to other things.

But behavior can't deceive people, the more it is late at night, the more things I think about, I still can't help but take out my phone, but subconsciously flipped through the chat records with Bian Boxian with my fingers.

The last time the chat broke up, when did it start? It seems that they can't even speak a few words properly between them.

"How was the concert?"

I typed the words but did not press the send button. Lin Youshi still deleted the question. In fact, what I want to ask is why I called today. Is it because I saw some news and felt jealous, so I asked why I was with someone else? ?

Lin Youshi hoped that it was the reason, but he knew very well in his heart that even if it was the reason, it would be difficult for Bian Boxian to say it.

She could feel that Bian Boxian liked her, but not only did she not say anything, but she also hid when she questioned her. Lin Youshi didn't like this kind of behavior.

"Buzz..."

A new message popped up in the dialog box, and the chat history was refreshed again. Lin Youshi paused slightly as he was about to exit the software, and looked at the message sent by Bian Boxian.

【have you slept? 】

How strange, how could such a message be sent in the middle of the night.

Lin Youshi didn't exit to the chat interface, and of course the message he sent was read in an instant. It was obvious that Bian Boxian was also a little surprised by this fact, and neither of them seemed to be able to let it go.

Lin Youshi was a little annoyed when she realized this, and entanglement has never been her favorite.

[Don't you know, didn't sleep. 】

The tone of the words that were sent out sounded a bit aggressive, and even just the words could make people feel that the person who spoke seemed not very happy.

Bian Baekhyun is not an idiot, of course he could feel it and asked her.

【How do you feel today?It's my problem when I'm on the phone, it's time to speak up. 】Lin Youshi was made impatient by Bian Boxian's behavior of slapping a jujube, and it was like this again, agreeing to be together vaguely, and reaching out his hand when she wanted to back off.

【No need to apologize, we are just colleagues, if we are more intimate, we are nothing more than friends, you are my favorite idol, this will not change the fact. 】As for the other things, if Bian Boxian you dare not speak now, then forget it completely.

Lin Youshi didn't want to give Bian Boxian the chance to hurt herself again and again, instead of the two of them being entangled and suffering together, it's better for her to sort out these messy relationships neatly.

Bian Boxian seems to have sensed Lin Youshi's determination to retreat clearly in this sentence. This is not the little girl losing her temper, but she is really angry, and it's not just a matter of just coaxing her.

Fear spread uncontrollably in his heart, Bian Boxian had a premonition that he was about to lose Lin Youshi completely, and this premonition made him eager to express his thoughts.

【I like you. 】

Yes, it is liking, but not love.

Of course Lin Youshi knew that Bian Boxian liked her, but this kind of liking was not enough for her to resist the whole world.

I'm so timid that I don't even have the courage to have a legitimate relationship together, so what is such a liking?

Lin Youshi looked at the message from Baekhyun in the chat history, her heart softened slightly, and the tip of her nose suddenly felt sad, but she still wanted to take this opportunity to make it clear once again.

[I also like you, love you, but I don't want to be with you anymore, so be it, don't provoke me. 】It's hard for them to have such a chance to say they don't love each other calmly. She is not extreme, and he does not dodge.

【Tired? 】

Bian Boxian spoke very little. I don't know if it was because he had already expected this day.

The scariest thing in a relationship is not not getting and losing, but suddenly realizing that you will lose the other person at a certain moment.

The terrifying tide came, gradually eroding all the defenses, and finally collapsed.

Lin Youshi answered Bian Boxian truthfully.

【Well, very tired and very unhappy. 】

It was he who made himself feel very tired and unhappy. He wanted to give up on countless nights when his eyes were red from crying and he couldn't breathe, but he regretted it because of a certain moment of hesitation.

Repeatedly, it made her physically and mentally exhausted.

At this moment, Lin Youshi's revealing of his heart made Bian Boxian feel sad.

He didn't want to, didn't want Lin Youshi to be sad because of him, the picture of the first meeting still lingered in his mind, how happy the little girl was at that time, now he said it was because of his sadness, Bian Boxian blamed himself.

【Sorry, I always make you unhappy. It's hard for me to say to stay. To make you unhappy is to violate the original intention of loving you. ] Putting aside all the selfishness and jealousy in love, their calm and peaceful tone of parting from the discussion is as calm as if they are concerned about whether the other party is eating, but they all understand that what is calm is just the surface of wanting to talk well.

Let's stop here, there is no need to continue.

Lin Youyang suddenly felt soft-hearted when he saw Bian Boxian's words, but if it continues, neither party will get a good result, so it's better to leave decisively when they can still bless each other well.

Lin Youshi, who was lying on the bed and looking at the phone, had sore eyes, and tears flowed down his cheeks disobediently. It was the last time to cry for him, but he absolutely couldn't let go.

Carefully tap the next sentence with your fingers on the screen.

【Then, I wish you happiness. 】

【Me too, I hope you are happy. 】

Bian Boxian's original intention was to really want her to be happy, instead of making her cry every time because of him.

No new messages popped up on the screen. Lin Youshi impulsively clicked on the contact details and wanted to delete Bian Boxian, but the finger that was about to press at the beginning still froze there honestly.

Looking at the sentence in the chat dialog box, Lin Youshi felt that he was crying for nothing, and the behavior of wanting to delete the block at this moment was also worthless.

You see, even if he decides to part ways and is no longer related, his influence on him is still so great.

When Lin Youshi realized that she had begun to be different because of Bian Baekhyun, apart from the helplessness of realizing that she really loved him, there was also panic.

She is very afraid that she will not be like herself in love, and she is very afraid that she will become an irritable and irritable, worrying about gains and losses, just like the tragic female supporting role in TV dramas.

But Lin Youshi also knew very well that Bian Boxian's helpless reason could even give him some understanding, because he was Boxian.

Lin Youshi felt that he was not only a love brain but also a brain-dead fan, and that he could clearly distinguish Bian Baekhyun from Baekhyun.

But since it was hopeless, Lin Youshi still hoped that he could look away and take it as a lesson in love.

Anyway, it's been said on TV that first love can't be achieved, and it's not bad that she has such a handsome first love brother as a memory.

Therefore, perhaps it is best to just forget about it naturally, after all, she chose to back down.