Cosmos

In this dark private room, no one knew about Bian Boxian's sudden collapse.

Only Bian Boxian knew how much fear and panic Bian Boxian felt when he had a premonition that Lin Youshi suddenly wanted to leave.

Bian Boxian has been in the entertainment industry for so many years, but he has never seen any kind of relationship.

It's nothing unusual, and occasionally there will always be some people who jump on him.

But just like what Lin Youshi said, he can always find a way to deal with those problems that are very similar to Baekhyun's.

Whether it is the interaction with fans on stage or the communication with people in the circle at work, every moment is comprehensive.

Only when he returned home, when he was alone in his own home.

Only then Baekhyun can unload all the burdens, he doesn't have to rack his brains about how to speak to make others comfortable, and he doesn't have to listen to other people's questions with a smile on his face.

Not to mention trying to be just right and funny in front of the camera.

It's not that because the persona is pretending, as an artist, there might be no persona, nor is it a complete pretense.

He is the one who speaks with high EQ, he is the one who plays happily, he is the one who sings solemnly on stage, and he is the one who jokes with fans.

But people are always tired, they are all multi-faceted, and he has the right to be sad occasionally and worry about gains and losses.

Then what was it like when facing Lin Youshi?

Bian Boxian thought about it carefully and realized that only when he was facing Lin Youshi would he have a naive and speechless childishness that did not match his age.

There will be selfish and bad behavior, and bad desires like a normal person.

Even Lin Youshi was like the key that unlocked all his bad deeds.

Occasionally, there is an urge to stay away from this world with her, not to be the Baekhyun in the eyes of the public.

Only in front of her, let out all your bad emotions and those contemptible desires, and be an ordinary person who has lost his aura.

So he was very selfish, while talking about staying away, he was reluctant to let go.

Because for him, Lin Youshi was really too alluring.

Bian Boxian didn't want to say that Lin Youshi was salvation, because that would be irresponsible for Lin Youshi.

But at this moment, I realized that in these back-and-forth negotiations, Lin Youshi was really not someone who could say not to meet at will.

I want to possess badly and become my own private property.

Even Bian Baekhyun thought unreasonably, even the exquisite charm on the stage, please bloom only for yourself.

But at the moment when Bian Boxian realized the importance of Lin Youshi to him, it was the moment when Lin Youshi said to separate and calm down.

It is said that whoever is tempted first in love loses.

So when parting, whoever can't let go first is doomed to be a loser.

When Lin Youshi said to calm down, Bian Boxian had already heard the signal of parting from her words.

Maybe people are really cheap, the little girl pursued countless times, but was pushed back and forth by Bian Boxian.

But now, after she suddenly woke up in this game of women chasing men, Bian Boxian became inseparable.

Bian Boxian once thought that Lin Youshi was a storybook whose ending could be seen through at once by simply flipping through the contents.

Don’t they all say that women are books? For Baekhyun, who is almost 30 years old, a girl who has just grown up is like the first fairy tale book on the shelf.

Although it is placed in a very conspicuous place, it looks beautiful, bright and dazzling, but at his age, when he sees the dazzling fairy tale book, he will politely go over to find the book he needs at his age.

That is often the cover looks dull and simple, but the content may be obscure.

But now, the fairy tale book is still dazzling, but the story has gradually become more exciting, making it impossible for Bian Boxian to grasp the process and ending at a glance.

So he stopped in front of that storybook, wanting to choose to read it seriously.

From an adult's point of view, Lin Youshi is quite naive and childish, which makes it difficult for him to treat her as a woman.

But I don't know why, now, Lin Youshi suddenly becomes unpredictable for Bian Boxian.

What she said was completely different from what Bian Boxian thought was a childish person before.

But from what she said, Bian Boxian could feel her devotion and nostalgia for him.

At a certain moment here, Bian Boxian suddenly realized a fact.

he loves her.

I don't know at what time during the confrontation, this book of fairy tales that Bian Boxian once felt careless to read has become a treasure that he wants to hide in his arms without hesitation.

Every page of the story inside makes Baekhyun feel novel and special.

This is actually the so-called beauty in the eye of the beholder. Lin Youshi is still naive, naive and childish, but now in the eyes of Bian Boxian, it has a different meaning.

The indifference he shows now is the biggest slap in the face to his original thoughts.

What should I do, what should I do with her.

Bian Boxian had never been so at a loss, he didn't know how to face Lin Youshi.

The maturity she showed at this moment, even a trace of indifference, made Bian Baekhyun instantly at a loss.

The positions of the two seemed to be reversed in an instant.

Bian Baekhyun became the one who could afford it but couldn't let it go.

What was a kiss, as he had done himself?Does name matter?

When such a problem was thrown on him, Bian Boxian realized how much damage he had caused Lin Youshi back then, so it was all done by himself!

And now that it's really impossible to deny and evade his own intentions, Bian Boxian thinks it's okay to fight hard?

The selfish desire to possess is at work in the bottom of my heart, but that belief is even more firm.

Since you like it, since you love it, don't separate.

Even if you keep getting entangled, you still want to become an irreplaceable existence!

Don't leave him, don't give up on him.

Lin Youshi walked out of the box gracefully, but was a little dazed.

Suddenly she was a little puzzled, how did she and Bian Boxian get to this point?

In this short period of one year, how did the memories sorted out now become so long?

"Buzzing..."

The phone suddenly rang and vibrated, bringing back Lin Youshi's wandering thoughts.

She lowered her head and took out the mobile phone from her pocket, which showed an incoming call from her manager.

Before entering here, Lin Youshi specially sent the phone number and address to the agent, and now the sudden call should be the agent urging him to leave.

Lin Youshi didn't have much nostalgia for such an occasion, and swiped his phone to answer the manager's call.

Glancing at the box with the door closed, he turned around completely and walked outside.

On the phone, the manager's sister said that the person who picked her up had already arrived at the door, Lin Youshi responded and left Qingba.

When Lin You arrived in the car, she was a little surprised, but she didn't expect her manager's sister to come in person.

"Why did you come to such a place suddenly? But let's go if you satisfy your curiosity, it's getting late."

Lin Youshi didn't explain too much, girls should pay attention to safety when they are outside.

Therefore, he obediently responded to the agent's accountability, without making too many excuses.

"Why did O'Neill come in person?"

"I don't worry about you."

Li Xiaoying didn't hide her reason for coming, she was simply worried about Lin Youshi. When she came here to pick her up, Li Xiaoying was relieved to see the bodyguards following her.

Nodding in my heart, I lamented that this child actually knows how to be safe, even if he is willful, he also knows where the correct degree is.

In fact, thinking about it carefully, Lin Youshi did not do anything deviant.

After staying in the circle for a long time, Li Xiaoying has seen a lot of things and people who stepped into the illegal circle.

People in the circle are under a lot of pressure and will do anything for excitement.

When thinking of this, Li Xiaoying looked at Lin Youshi with a hint of admiration in her eyes.

"It's still some time before the filming of the new drama. Is there any show you want to be on recently?"

This child is disobedient occasionally, never does those outrageous things, does not drink, smoke or play disco.

When she got into trouble with the company, she just dyed her head willfully. After thinking about it this way, Li Xiaoying suddenly felt that Lin Youshi was really a good baby.

These days, the estrangement between the two people has almost dissipated in my heart in an instant.

"Is there an invitation to any show recently?"

As soon as the manager's sister asked this question, Lin Youshi understood that she wanted to appear on several shows.

Maybe it’s because she’s afraid of being forgotten by the audience after not showing up for too long. After all, she has very little interaction with fans on social media, and it’s not like idols have a lot of activities such as live broadcasts of fan meetings and signings.

And it has only been more than a year since his debut, so the popularity will dissipate as soon as it is said. If there is a chance, it will be good to appear on a few shows occasionally to consolidate the popularity.

Li Xiaoying nodded, speaking of her work, she looked very serious and rigorous.

"Aren't the recent variety shows quite popular? Last time, the prosecutor didn't do much variety show promotion because he wasn't the protagonist. If he wants to promote it next time, he probably has to wait until after the TV series airs this time. It’s still a long time, and I don’t seem to be very nervous about my studies recently, do you want to be on a variety show?”

"What variety show?"

Lin Youshi himself is also a person who likes to watch variety shows, and he is quite clear about these popular variety shows.

So this is what I want to ask my manager's sister.

And Li Xiaoying obviously thought about it early, and just blurted out.

"Recently, the most popular ones are the shows about artists living alone. For example, you have been on "I Live Alone" once."

"This kind of observation variety show is very easy to become fans if you perform well with a little bit of dim sum, because it is easy to create a cute character design that contrasts with the characters. I want to ask if you want to try it?"

The manager's sister wants to give herself the right to make decisions. Lin Youshi carefully considered this kind of observation variety show. Although it is easy to get out of the circle, it is also easy to attract black people.

And she doesn't really like to expose her private life completely in front of the camera.

Nowadays, the eyes of netizens are almost all magnifying glasses. If they accidentally reveal some small corners and corners, they can check it up and down.

Li Xiaoying looked a little hesitant when she saw Lin You, but in fact, she probably understood her thoughts a little bit.

"If you don't like it, you can just participate in one episode and try it out. If there are too many blank periods, I will arrange for you to participate in one or two guest roles. Don't worry."

In contrast to long-term participation in variety shows and guest appearances in TV dramas, Lin Youshi is obviously more inclined to the latter.

"Okay, then trouble Ernie."

The matter of the itinerary came to an end for the time being, Li Xiaoying remembered the incident of Xia Lu's live broadcast last time.

"Did you intervene in Xia Lu's matter? I think they investigate very quickly."

Lin Youshi nodded without hesitation, and answered her honestly.

"If the man is really wrong, he will naturally be punished by law. It has nothing to do with the speed of the investigation. If he is wrong, he will definitely be punished."

What Lin Youshi said was right, Li Xiaoying nodded in agreement.

"But you still have to pay attention to your own safety. As a person in the entertainment industry, any actions will be infinitely magnified. If you accidentally provoke public anger, they will really attack you, especially now that many netizens are not living smoothly. , it is easy to point the finger at entertainers with a good life."

Li Xiaoying's words are true and true.

Most people in the entertainment industry are conscientious and cautious like walking on the tip of a knife. If they make a mistake, they will immediately apologize solemnly, even if sometimes he did nothing wrong.

How many people in this circle can truly be themselves and do whatever they want?

But Lin Youshi never thought of being that deviant person who was even criticized as a maverick.

Of course, don't expect her to be that cautious and timid person.

"Ernie, my family and education predestined me not to be a person who breaks the law, and I will not do those wrong things that attract criticism, but no one can forcibly change my point of view."

"My family and education have also destined me to be a person who dares to speak and act. I can only guarantee that I will never commit any illegal acts, nor will I trample on any moral bottom line. I will act boldly and speak boldly. Attitude, I will restrain it as appropriate, but there is no way to completely change it."

Lin Youshi said this solemnly, and looked at Li Xiaoying, the firmness in her eyes made her slightly stunned.

Li Xiaoying pursed her lips slightly, but at this moment she didn't know what to say, but Lin Youshi continued to speak.

"Oni, what is the definition of an idol? In my opinion, an idol does not just refer to an idol who sings and dances on stage."

"A person who becomes a leader in a certain field can be an idol, a soldier, a doctor, a teacher, or even a father or mother in ordinary life."

"Not to mention that as public figures, we have become people with tens of millions of fans. They believe in us so they will believe in our words."

"I think that as an artist or a public figure, when you have a certain power to become a role model, you should pay attention to your words and deeds, but more often, that kind of role model idol power should make more positive things. matter."

"If I am wrong, I will immediately review, admit and change. If I am not wrong, no one can make me admit my mistake. If something bad happens to the person I love or the people around me, I will Within the scope of my ability, I will not hesitate to reach out to help, I am not a timid person."

"I know that maybe as an artist, more people will follow the principles of wisdom and self-preservation. Sometimes it is easy to be criticized by netizens if you say something boldly."

"But about Xia Lu, I don't regret helping her, nor do I regret saying those words, because those words are what I really want to say in my heart."

"This situation can't stop here. If the next time someone who is treated unfairly is a senior in the company, or a friend I know, or maybe even an idol I like, I will speak up."

After Lin Youshi's voice fell, the car fell into a long silence.

Driving in the streets of Seoul in the middle of the night, the surrounding cars are constantly flowing, and the bright lights of the city are shining, making the nightlife extraordinarily exciting.

But in this small space, Li Xiaoying was speechless because of Lin Youshi's words.

She has seen too many children with a sense of justice, and too many children who are innocent and full of fantasy.

Lin Youshi's firmness is like those children who, with their passion, think that they can make a fortune in the entertainment circle with their dreams.

The vigor on those children is the same as the radiance on Lin Youshi's body now.

But in this circle, Li Xiaoying has also seen the brilliance of countless children go out, and the energy is gradually extinguished.

Only at this moment, the firmness in the eyes of the girl in front of her was unusually dazzling.

Li Xiaoying suddenly felt that the light in Lin Youshi's eyes would never go out.

For some reason, Li Xiaoying suddenly wanted to laugh, she lowered her head slightly, raised the corners of her lips, and then raised her eyes to look at Lin Youshi who was opposite.

The expression on her face softened suddenly, she said.

"Then... I hope you can always maintain your sense of justice, your kindness, your firmness, and always be a child with bright eyes."

Li Xiaoying looked at the girl with an immature face in front of her, then turned her head to look at the bustling world outside, and suddenly said something.

"This world always needs some perseverance. I hope you can become a clean stream in the turbid Vanity Fair of the entertainment industry."

These conversations between the two should not appear in the impetuous entertainment industry, nor should they appear in artists and managers.

In the eyes of everyone, the entertainment industry is a vanity fair, as if what everyone says should be related to the words of purpose and benefit.

What the two of them said was too much like the idle chicken soup in the chicken soup text that was delicious to eat but useless to drink.

But Li Xiaoying decided at this moment that this child is different from others not only because of the strong capital behind her, but also because of her nature.

This child is destined to be different from those who are already muddy in the Vanity Fair in the world of feasting and debauchery, and will not be assimilated.

She is a rising star in the feasting and feasting Vanity Fair, which will never die out.

The author has something to say:

This one can be regarded as temporarily settling the relationship with Baekhyun, and then repairing the relationship with the manager's sister. If the manager is a good manager, there is no need for the manager to be deadlocked.

I don’t know if what I wrote will be too cryptic, but Kobayashi didn’t say it, because he was rejected by Bian Boxian time and time again or decided to give up on him, and when he was himself, he became as mature as other people in the entertainment circle It's slippery.

She is still that naive and childish person, but she is only a little more mature in the face of emotional situations.

I will slowly change some views later on, and it is possible that the final ending of this book and some of the ideas I think about now are completely subverted.

I am a person who is very good at writing stinky and long articles, especially if the protagonist I like very much, I may always extend the length of this article.

I have a lot of preferences for Kobayashi, and I won't rush to the end.

So, well, I actually said at the beginning that this article is not the love article you imagined.

Because I saw many people have been urging to be together since the two of them met until now, urging to make it public, I think you may feel impatient with urging and urging.

The timeline is gradually approaching Baekhyun's enlistment in the army, and there will be a big turning point in the plot later, I will think about it slowly.

This article will definitely be finished before this year.