Cosmos

When the breathing is intertwined, it seems that even the heart is getting closer.

The two felt a bit inseparable, perhaps because they felt happy breaking through all the psychological shackles at this moment, so they were able to act unscrupulously.

Bian Boxian held Lin Youshi's arm tightly, as if he wanted to rub Lin Youshi into his chest completely.

Bian Boxian didn't let go when he hugged Lin You, and the kiss seemed a bit fierce, the tip of his tongue was tracing the shape of the girl's lips, but in the next second he rose up to attack and completely possessed her.

It is inconsistent with Bian Boxian's usual gentle appearance. His possessive desire only exists for Lin Youshi, so only she can feel the desire derived from her.

Lin Youshi couldn't breathe at all, and kissing was probably something she couldn't face calmly anyway.

Without Bian Baekhyun's experience as a mature man, nor his lung capacity as a lead singer, Lin Youshi was quickly defeated.

From the original movement of wrapping Baekhyun's neck with his hands, he lost his strength with this lengthy kiss.

Baekhyun clutched the clothes on Bian Baekhyun's chest weakly and limply in his arms.

The strength of the whole body seems to rely on Bian Boxian's confinement, otherwise the legs seem to lose their support.

Both the chest cavity and the brain were in a state of hypoxia, and Lin Youshi even felt that he had lost the ability to think normally in a daze.

But at this moment, the door of the private room was unexpectedly opened from the outside.

A ray of light came into the dimly lit box, and at the same time exposed the man and woman who kissed passionately to the eyes of the person who opened the door.

"Halo... I'm sorry, I'm sorry!"

Jin Zhongren did not expect such a scene after the door opened, the two of them must have forgotten their love too much.

He opened the door so hastily, I really don't know if Brother Baekhyun will beat him up when he goes back.

After Jin Zhongren opened the door and saw the scene, he quickly turned around and blocked the other brothers outside.

Then he closed the door with his backhand, and he could vaguely hear him urging Zhang Yixing and the others behind him.

"Let's go..."

The ambiguity in the box dissipated a lot because of Jin Zhongren's interruption, and the two people's thoughts seemed to return suddenly at this moment.

Jin Zhongren's sudden intrusion startled Lin Youshi, and she subconsciously hid in Bian Baekhyun's arms at that moment.

Leaning against Bian Boxian's chest at this moment, panting slightly, she is gradually regaining her senses, her voice is still a little soft, probably because she just found her breathing.

"I'm glad I'm no longer a flailing existence for you, nor a pet to tease when I think about it."

There was a trace of relief in this voice, but looking at it at this moment, Lin Youshi's face probably also looked tired.

So in the next second, after the voice of her last sentence fell, her tone began to become firm.

"But Baekhyun, I don't like worrying about gains and losses, and I don't like feeling insecure either."

Bian Boxian's breathing was slightly stagnant, and he finally understood where the trace of uneasiness came from.

He subconsciously wanted to see Lin Youshi's expression, because just listening to his tone, Bian Boxian suddenly had a bad premonition.

The box was too dark, Bian Boxian failed to capture Lin Youshi's expression, but she didn't give him more time to think.

He suddenly felt Lin Youshi struggling in his arms, Bian Boxian lost his mind slightly, but Lin Youshi broke free from his arms in an instant.

Immediately afterwards, the voice of Lin Youshi standing in front of him continued to ring.

"You never gave me the slightest sense of security."

This sentence hit Bian Baekhyun's heart like a nail, and made him speechless in pain.

He wanted to say something, but there was nothing he could say.

In this unclear emotional entanglement, he, Byun Baekhyun, is the irresponsible person.

He told her to go out and see the world, and even kept saying to see other men.

But it was also him who was afraid of her leaving time and time again, and kept appearing in front of her.

"You hour..."

Bian Boxian could only smile bitterly. He was irresponsible to Lin Youshi and their relationship, but he was not straightforward enough to refuse.

Maybe it's good enough that Lin Youshi didn't slap him.

Bian Boxian had nothing to say, because he knew he was wrong.

It was just because Lin Youshi didn't tell him the news about his stay in Japan during the concert in Japan, and his slightly indifferent attitude when he called made him feel that he was worrying about gains and losses.

Such a small matter brought him such an unpleasant feeling, what about Lin Youshi?

How many worries did she endure when she approached, pushed away again and again, and teased again and again?

How many times has she cried for herself since they met?

Bian Boxian's heart was churning non-stop, as if he was being roasted by fire, because he felt guilty, and also because he felt sorry for her.

"Listen to me. I really wanted to have such a quiet opportunity to talk to you a long time ago. It's not that we both think that we are self-righteous for each other's good, but hide those words in our hearts."

Bian Boxian probably could have predicted what Lin Youshi meant when he said this suddenly.

"Okay, you say."

He was quietly waiting for Lin Youshi's next words.

"I know, you are older than me, you made your debut earlier, you worry more, and you see more."

Sure enough, he continued to listen to Lin Youshi's words, with a hint of melancholy in his tone.

"I was also thinking before, you shined on the stage, you finally climbed to the top of the altar, counterattacked from the bottom of popularity to the top position, once the company gives you a solo, maybe it will show your true self when."

Bian Baekhyun was dumbfounded.

No, no... He encountered so many difficulties and obstacles along the way. He was not afraid of falling off the altar, nor was he afraid of the so-called loss of light.

He was really just afraid that he would not be able to protect his little girl by himself.

"So I can't ruin your future, but occasionally I think, you are already 30 years old, according to the career of male idols, you should enlist in the army if you have a solo in the next two years."

But at this moment, when Lin Youshi said these words clearly, Bian Boxian realized that in this relationship, he was not the only one who was thinking about the other party.

"I'm going to hide it, hide it, and let's talk about it after you leave the army."

His little girl was also worried, worried about his future, and even prepared to go bravely with him, Bian Boxian's eyes suddenly felt sore.

"I actually thought about it a lot, and cried many times when I was angry with you, because I felt powerless and cried many times."

When Lin Youshi said that she was angry with him and cried many times, Bian Boxian couldn't help the sourness in his eyes.

How hard she must have worked. If she didn't know herself, no one in this world would dare to make her cry.

He didn't cry when he got hurt on stage, or when he was sweating in the practice room.

But in this small space, in this box that was too dark to see the other person's expression clearly, Bian Baekhyun suddenly had a terrible premonition.

Is he about to lose her?

"I have worried about gains and losses many times, but actually looking back, you never gave me any promises, and I never got any sense of security from you."

It was his fault, he shouldn't have pushed her away again and again after provoking her.

So in the end, all the pain he gave her and rejected, the helplessness and worry about gains and losses he gave her were all given back to him.

Lin Youshi took a deep breath, but it sounded like a sigh.

She seemed to have finished what she had to say, and she felt relieved, or at some point before, Lin Youshi had already made certain decisions.

Lin Youshi raised his eyes and glanced at Bian Boxian, then turned sideways and raised his foot to leave in front of him.

The sparkle in the corners of Bian Boxian's eyes could not be retracted, and the soreness in his nose made it difficult for him to speak, but he subconsciously reached out and grabbed Lin Youshi's wrist.

Her footsteps froze there.

"Let's calm down with each other."

"I'm not a dodder, nor an ignorant child. I have the capital to accompany you through everything."

"But I know that you, as Baekhyun, know better what people like to see about you, and you will always find a way that belongs to Baekhyun to face everyone."

"So your popularity counterattack is not unreasonable. You know what people want and you give them what you want. Your favorite fan name is because of your high emotional intelligence. You are well versed in the principles of survival in the entertainment industry."

"I don't know if you care about reputation or popularity, I didn't get any definite answer, I can't make a decision for you to risk everything like me, because I have more retreats, you have worked hard for so long, You may not be willing to go out with me, give up and gamble."

Lin Youshi's words were probably sorted out after a long time of deliberation and turbulence, perhaps because of her helpless compromise in so many exchanges between you and me.

So much so that she didn't dare to willfully make decisions for Bian Baekhyun.

But this time Lin Youshi bravely made a decision for himself.

She stretched out her other hand, took off Baekhyun's palm holding her wrist, and walked out without looking back.

Da da da footsteps walked towards the door, Bian Boxian stood there in a daze and at a loss, but suddenly felt that the sound became weaker and weaker.

It was as if he was about to leave his own world at this very moment.

Lin Youshi stretched out his hand and opened the door of the box, revealing a little crack in the door, but stopped in his tracks.

Her voice came from the door.

"Let's really calm down with each other!"

Lin Youshi's words were followed by the sound of footsteps leaving completely, and the door of the box being closed.

pat...

The sourness between Bian Boxian's brows seemed to emerge, and at that moment, it gathered into tears, and the moment Lin Youshi walked out of the box, they rushed out violently.

"I... no, I think those reputations are more important than you."

"Really do not have."

He was a little overwhelmed, even a little incoherent.

The man who was almost 30 years old suddenly cried childishly, and he seemed to be overwhelmed by panic.

Lin Youshi left the room, as if he had taken away all the light, leaving him alone to grope in the darkness.

That feeling of being overwhelmed by darkness brought more and more fear to Baekhyun.

He suddenly cried out of breath, and then his low cry was full of aggrieved pity and pleading.

"I listen to you, calm down, so...don't leave me."