[Comprehensive] Daily Koi

On this day, the weather was cool and the sun was slightly warm. It was a pleasant weather. Qichuan Li put on a black skirt and looked extremely fair. The girl smiled at the mirror and finally showed a faint smile. Qi Chuanli took a deep breath, then walked out the door.

Waiting outside the door was a man in a black suit, Su Chuan Li was stunned, Amuro showed a shallow smile, and his voice was soft, he shouted to Xi Chuan Li:

"Carp sauce."

No one can refuse such a gentle tone, Qichuan Li pursed his lips, and said in a soft voice:

"I'm going to sweep the grave, Tou."

It's not going to other places, Xichuan Li is going to visit the grave, a person who is very important to her, although Toru Amuro was asked to accompany her to a place before, but Xi Chuan Li is still a little hesitant.

Of course Toru Amuro knew what Qi Chuan Li was up to. Last night, the little girl's mood fell. It seemed that it had something to do with that person. Even after such a long time, it could still affect Qi Chuan Li's mood. They were all muttering that name, talking about going to visit the grave tomorrow, Amuro Toru looked at Qi Chuanli's calm expression, which was not as lively as usual, he slightly hooked his lips, raised his hand and gently Rubbing the girl's hair:

"I know, but such a sad thing needs to be accompanied by someone. I'm afraid that Li Jiang will cry alone in a place where I can't see it. So, if Li Jiang wants to cry at that time, I can give you a shoulder." .”

Toru Amuro gently touched Qi Chuanli's cheek, really afraid that she was crying where he couldn't see, so she couldn't be relieved.

Qi Chuanli stared blankly at Toru Amuro's face, then nodded lightly in response, she raised her hand and grabbed Toru Amuro's clothes, Toru Amuro chuckled and grabbed the girl's hand tightly. At this moment, it was really like A helpless child.

The emotion is light, the reaction is slow, and the dazed appearance makes him feel distressed.

Toru Amuro was a little curious about the fact that Qi Chuan Li didn't buy flowers. When he was in the car, he asked a question, and Qi Chuan Li replied slowly:

"Oh, it's enough to have a beautiful little flower like me to visit him."

Well, even if the mood is not high, the temper is still that Qichuan carp.

When they arrived at the cemetery, Qi Chuan Li walked slowly. The cold wind blew up the black skirt. Qi Chuan Li took a deep breath, and then stopped in front of a tombstone. The girl stared at the name on the tombstone. , Amuro Toru paused, and slowly walked to Xichuan Li's side, the little girl pursed her mouth and did not speak, but in Amuro Toru's eyes, her eyes had already started to turn red.

"...carp sauce..."

Toru Amuro yelled softly, as if he wanted to comfort him, but at this moment, everything he said was pale.

The date on the tombstone is today, three years ago, and today is the death day of this person.

Qi Chuanli sniffed, the girl showed a light smile, her voice was soft, as if she was about to hold back her tears, she took another deep breath, and said to Amuro with a smile:

"Tou, let me introduce to you..."

"..."

Toru Amuro opened his mouth, only to hear the soft and intermittent voice of Qichuan Carp:

"He was the person I used to like the most... called..."

Amuro Toru's eyes stayed on the name of the tombstone, he was not unfamiliar with the name on the tombstone at all, the name of the person that Xi Chuanli used to like most was:

"Matsuda Jinpei."

After many years, Toru Amuro heard this name again, and it was from the mouth of Qi Chuanli.

Qi Chuanli called out the name with her sweet voice full of emotion.

Matsuda Jinpei, her favorite person ever.

Three years ago, he died in the line of duty.

******

Toru Amuro stood behind Xichuan Li, and he gave the girl and Matsuda Jinpei a space to talk. With his hands in his pockets, he greedily looked at the girl's back and the name on the tombstone from an angle that Xi Chuan Li couldn't see. It was the first time he was so close to a friend from the past. As Toru Amuro, not Rei Furutani, he was not far away, so he could hear what Su Chuanli and Matsuda Jinpei said. The girl said, but with those words, Toru Amuro realized that the girl who was usually so heartless had hidden this man so deeply in her heart.

Qi Chuanli knelt in front of the tombstone. After kneeling for a while, her feet felt sore. She simply sat down. She raised her hand and gently touched the cold tombstone with her fingertips. said:

"Zhen Ping, I came to see you. Another year has passed. Do you think I have grown up? I have breasts, and I am no longer a little girl."

Xichuanli puffed up his chest and patted his face. If possible, Qichuanli could walk around in front of the tombstone to show him. Xichuanli sniffed and said whatever came to mind. Xichuanli said sweetly:

"I'm already in my third year of high school, I'm about to graduate, and I'm going to university..."

As if thinking of something, Qi Chuan Li pursed his lips, his eye sockets became a little red again, and he blinked vigorously, as if he wanted to back the tears in his eyes, Qi Chuan Li said in a muffled voice:

"You said you would come to my junior high school graduation ceremony, and now I'm about to graduate from high school... My coming-of-age ceremony is coming soon, I really want to show you..."

A girl's coming-of-age ceremony is only once in a lifetime, which shows the girl's growth and allows the most important person to witness her transformation. However, the person she most wanted to show him is no longer...already...gone.

Qichuan Li's voice became aggrieved, childishly aggrieved:

"You always said at the beginning that you wanted to see me when I grew up. I have grown up now... You have been absent for three years."

If there are several stages in the growth of Qi Chuan Li, then the first stage is the moment when Matsuda Jinpei died in the line of duty. There is an empty place in Qi Chuan Li's heart. The person she liked so much, she thinks that she will always be with him With the death of Matsuda Jinpei, all the feelings we had together were completely emptied.

The girl's youthful heart was at a loss at that moment, and she was at a loss.

Her like, died.

She simply likes such a person, and that man let her know what liking is. In her youth, that love may not be deep, but it is hot. She simply likes that man, and she is happy when she sees him. Being happy together, that kind of incomparable pure happiness cannot be replicated, she was even proud of his profession, his excellence, Xi Chuanli was so fond of seeing men in uniform waiting to pick her up at the school gate at that time, Smoking a cigarette, he leaned against the car door and waited for her.

Matsuda Jinpei's temperament is indifferent, and he is indifferent to everyone, as if no one can get close to him, so when he smiled lightly at Qichuan Li, extinguished the cigarette in his hand, and rubbed Qichuan Li's head gently, that Xichuan carp couldn't resist being spoiled.

I like him so much.

He said he wanted to see her when she grew up, and Xi Chuanli counted the time, wanting to grow up quickly.

But the liar, didn't wait for her.

Matsuda Jinpei no longer existed in her later years. This man stayed in her youthful years. Every day she grew up was a scene that Matsuda Jinpei no longer had.

"It's been three years..."

Qi Chuanli was stunned for a moment, counting the days when he grew up, counting the days when Matsuda Jinpei left, at this moment, Qi Chuanli really grew up, his smile was flat and bitter, containing a complex and sudden emotion :

"Maybe, in a year or two, I'll really grow up, so I can let go..."

Qi Chuanli smiled softly, she tilted her head and said childishly:

"Jinpei, you love this badge, this cherry blossom badge, but... I am very sad. Maybe, in a few years, I can forgive you."

Qi Chuanli suddenly laughed:

"What? Do you think I'm not angry? You just left me suddenly and voided all our agreements. Do you think I'll forgive you so easily?"

"No way, I am a child, I will get angry, and I will live for a long time before I don't forget. I know your justice, your duty, and you have something to protect. Back then, your choice was correct... But... I don't accept it..."

Qi Chuan Li finally cried out, the girl's tears fell down, sad and bitter, Qi Chuan Li said straight:

"I don't accept it. I understand the truth, but I don't accept it."

Su Chuan Li knew Matsuda Jinpei's choice, even though it was correct, he saved so many people, but Xi Chuan Li still couldn't accept it, she didn't accept it, the man left her in this way.

Die in duty.

He is only 26 years old.

Toru Amuro's expression was restrained, but there was still a hint of bitterness. The girl didn't accept what she said, and it pierced deeply into his heart. There is no way, carp sauce, this is our duty, to protect the people, to protect this country, maybe there is One day, he will make the same choice as Matsuda.

Perhaps, one day, he too will dedicate his life to this country.

I don't know, on that day, will you cry for me like this?

"I really don't understand the justice and responsibilities of you men, Kenji too, and you too."

Qi Chuan Li changed his posture again, wiping the tears off his face, he looked pitiful after crying, Qi Chuan Li curled up, and his expression and tone when talking to the tombstone, it seemed that Matsuda Jinpei was really in front of her , the girl's tears and smiles were all facing that man as before.

"During Kenji's funeral, you told me that you would live with him, and you and Hang were with me at that time."

Xichuanli recalled the scene at that time, it seemed that the bitter mood at that time was recalled, Xichuanli's tears fell drop by drop, extremely wronged, just crying like this, without wiping, just want to cry for Matsuda Zhenping Look, Qi Chuanli choked up and continued, as if telling his own pain:

"Then, at your funeral, it was Hang who accompanied me..."

Qi Chuan Li pursed his lips, but the sour corners of his mouth could not be suppressed, and Qi Chuan Li could not suppress the sadness and bitterness either. Qi Chuan Li cried and said to the tombstone:

"Finally... At Hang's funeral, I was alone, I was alone!! I was alone!!! No one was with me anymore... You all left..."

Qichuan Li cried out his grievance and sadness to the tombstone:

"You're all gone, you bastards!!"

Amuro Toru, who was standing behind Xichuan Li, had sad eyes, as if following Xi Chuan Li's words, he could imagine that scene, three funerals, and finally, only she was left.

I still remember that at the funeral of Hagiwara Kenji, Matsuda Jinpei wore his black suit and black sunglasses, and Sukawa Koi stood beside Matsuda Jinpei and Dateko, watching the two men bear their sorrow and silently give Hagiwara Kenji On the incense sticks, in the photos at the funeral, the man looks so young. Xi Chuanli didn’t know Hagiwara Kenji not long ago, but that man is very good at talking, and his seemingly buoyant personality is surprisingly serious And meticulous, he is really like the big brother next door, he will coax Xi Chuan Li, and he will vent his anger on the little girl when she is angry and wronged.

At that time, Qichuan Li was still young, and Hagiwara Kenji always called her Miss. When Matsuda Jinpei was busy, Hagiwara Kenji would give her a lollipop and the two of them waited for him together. Xichuan Li said yes When watching fireworks, Hagiwara Kenji would buy a bunch of fireworks back, but Hagiwara Kenji was afraid of lighting fireworks, and at that time he would be complained by Matsuda Jinpei. He was obviously a bomb defuser, but he was afraid of lighting fireworks.

That's the good Hagiwara Kenji, he's gone.

Qi Chuan Li still remembers that at Hagiwara Kenji's funeral, Matsuda Jinpei told her so seriously that he would live with him. Thinking about it now, Qi Chuan Li feels ridiculous. You didn't realize that sentence at all. , you buried my past together with Yan Er.

It's ridiculous that after attending one funeral, I attended a second one.

Qi Chuanli never thought that Matsuda Jinpei would die suddenly in the line of duty. The day before the man's death, they made an appointment to go to the amusement park.

However, the man died on the Ferris wheel.

Qi Chuanli has been afraid of the Ferris wheel all his life.

The place known as the place where the highest point will get happiness, buried the man she loved the most in her life.

At the funeral of Matsuda Jinpei, Qi Chuanli looked at everything blankly. Matsuda Jinpei had no relatives, and all those who attended the funeral were colleagues. If you want to say that the closest relationship is with her, she is 15 years old, and there are people around her. traces of his existence.

It's just that after the age of 15, every day in her future, there will be no him.

Qi Chuan Li's heart was so empty that she couldn't even cry, but the next day, Qi Chuan Li seemed to be the same as usual again, because she sealed everything related to Matsuda Jinpei in her heart. If the heart is empty, there will be no pain.

Her liking is dead.

Therefore, Qichuan carp no longer knows what liking is.

Kenji died, Jinhei died, and the one who said he would protect her instead of the two of them also died in the end. When he attended the third funeral, Su Chuanli was already numb. From Hagiwara Kenji's funeral to Matsuda Jinpei's funeral, and then Datehang's funeral, what's ridiculous is that at the funeral, Suichuan Li saw the same colleagues, they said the same words to her, maybe even they remembered her, since At the funeral seven years ago, there were two men beside her. At the funeral three years ago, there was only one person accompanying her. Finally, at the funeral one year ago, the little girl became a lonely person.

The only constant is her.

"Is it ridiculous, tell me."

She attended three funerals for the same reason.

Kenji Hagiwara died in the line of duty seven years ago.

Matsuda Jinpei died in the line of duty three years ago.

Date Airlines, a year ago, died in the line of duty.

Toru Amuro walked behind Xi Chuan Li, and lightly patted Xi Chuan Li's shoulder, indicating that he was still there. Xi Chuan Li took a deep breath:

"I don't particularly like to cry, but only when I'm wronged, but these bastards really gave me a big wrong."

"Well, I know."

Toru Amuro chuckled, and went to wipe the girl's tears, why didn't he know what kind of personality they bastards had.

There were five of them at the beginning, but now he is the only one left.

Of the five members of the police academy, four died in the line of duty, and he was the only one left immersed in the quagmire, groping in the dark. Toru Amuro thought, perhaps, death in the line of duty was also his final outcome.

But seeing the girl crying so aggrieved, Toru Amuro's heart softened.

He couldn't bear to let him cry again.

Li, I will live on, for you, for them, and for their sake.

******

On the way home, Su Chuan Li and Amuro Toru walked slowly. Since Date Hang passed away, she went to visit the grave alone. This year, with Amuro Toru, Su Chuan Li's mood is not as bad as in previous years, Xi Chuan Li resisted the word "death in the line of duty", so when he heard about someone he knew died in the line of duty again, Xi Chuanli felt like he was cursed, and everything she valued would be taken away.

"through."

Su Chuanli suddenly grabbed Toru Amuro's sleeve, the girl carefully and suddenly grasped the man's sleeve, Toru Amuro stopped and turned his head and asked gently:

"What's wrong? Carp sauce?"

Qi Chuan Li's eyes were still a little red, Toru Amuro raised his hand to wipe the tears from the corners of the girl's eyes, Qi Chuan Li murmured and asked:

"Tou, you won't leave, will you?"

Obviously the man agreed, but Su Chuan Li just didn't feel safe, Toru Amuro didn't hesitate, his usual gentle and hearty smile seemed to be able to dispel Xi Chuan Li's uneasiness, he solemnly responded:

"Well, it won't."

This sentence answered, at least the current Qichuan carp was comforted.

[It's only now. 】