[Twilight] Give me sunshine

It seemed that Caius was not interested in scrambling to visit scenic spots among the crowds, so she didn't ask him to visit here.But now that the time for the return journey has been set, she still doesn't want to waste the last time in City A, even if she just walks casually on the road, it is also a kind of commemoration.

I don’t know if it’s her illusion. Caius seems to have something on her mind. During the few days in China, she often disappeared mysteriously alone. She sometimes thought it was hunting, but the frequency was so frequent that she couldn’t help it. Doubts arose.I didn't think about it in the past two days, and I didn't know where to ask when I calmed down these two days.

The two were walking on the cool street in the evening. Joan was holding a simple medicine list in her hand. Tan Yi was planning to go out to buy some simple cold medicine for backup. She felt that the wind was strong and the temperature was low, so she volunteered to help him out. Buy it, and go out for a walk by the way.It's just that Caius definitely couldn't stay at home alone with him, so he went out with her.

"You seem to be very busy these two days?" Joan asked tentatively.

"kindness."

"What are you doing here?"

"I might have to go back to Volturi right away." Caius looked at her searching eyes, rubbed her hair, and explained simply and reassuringly, "Ah Luo has something to do, so he sent Heidi to contact me. "

"when are you leaving?"

"After ensuring your safety, I will leave."

"..."

After he finished speaking, Joan's originally relaxed mood gradually became gloomy. Although she felt that she was not in any danger now, there was no place where vampires were involved in China for the time being, and her ability was enough to deal with some ordinary temporary situations. accident, but she just couldn't get the words to tell him to leave.They always stay together for a while because of some things, and they will separate due to some accidents. It seems that there is no way for them to get along forever.

She knew what the Volturi meant to him, and what Aro meant to him as an older brother.Caius showed great acceptance and tolerance towards the Karen family, and even gave her a touching promise. Therefore, when dealing with Volturi's problems, she often forced herself to think from the perspective of Caius, No matter how much dissatisfaction and dislike she has towards this family, she is trying her best to accept it and adapt to it. She does not seek to accept it much, but tries to dispel her dislike for it, at least she does not want to show it to Caius. Too much negativity.

She wanted him to stay, but she didn't want to embarrass him, so she stood hesitantly at the corner of the street, unable to hold back a word for a while, as if he would leave immediately after visiting this street.

Trying to calm down my mood, suppressing my low-pressure emotions, he hesitated and said: "I am safe now, Tan Yi will not hurt me, and you can leave after I finish buying the medicine."

"Joan?"

"You've been with me for a long time, I'm fine, I'll be waiting for you at Karen's house."

Joan walked forward while talking, not wanting him to see his expression and wanting to walk faster, but thinking that he was leaving, he couldn't help but slow down, but he never stopped and walked towards the nearest pharmacy.

When he was about to leave, time always seemed to pass faster than usual. It took almost an instant to buy medicine and pay and walk to the door. When he regained consciousness, he was already about to send him away.

Joan didn't say anything more, and tried hard to control her emotions. Watching Caius walk away faster and faster, she stood there in a daze.

When he was still in Seattle before, Ah Luo seemed to have sent someone to look for them. She thought it was for her, for the Karen family. Was it always for Caius?In such a hurry to let Caius go back, would there be any troublesome things for Aluodu?Marcus has been ignoring messy affairs for a hundred years, and Aro wants to discuss something. Caius is indeed the best candidate, but she feels very wrong no matter what.

Joan shook her head, abandoning herself to hold on to such thoughts, maybe it was because Aro called Caius back that she felt such displeasure.

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Back in Tan Yi's house, Tan Yi raised his eyebrows unexpectedly when he saw that Joan was the only one coming back, and in a depressed mood, but he didn't ask any more questions.

After confirming the flight time to Seattle tomorrow, she nodded, not in a hurry to prepare her luggage, and sat on the sofa with her in a daze.

"Looks like you're comfortable here."

"In a while, I've been here for almost ten years." Joan turned to look at him with her face propped up, "Have you always lived here?"

"Well, except occasionally to the United States."

"What if there is no way to go back? What will you do?"

Tan Yi smiled gently, as if Joan had asked a silly question, nodded her head lightly, and replied softly: "Whether I go back or not is not that important to me, if there is no way to leave, I just come back here like I never left."

"It's just that I think if I try, I might still have a chance to get my mother's photo."

Joan suddenly became overwhelmed and inadvertently aroused Tan Yi's sadness. She wanted to comfort her but was tongue-tied and couldn't utter a decent word for a long time.

She patted him on the shoulder lightly, and tried her best to comfort him in a low voice: "Tan Yi, don't be sad, everything will be fine."

Tan Yi was not as fragile as she imagined, and shook his head with a smile: "Okay, it's been a long time, and I'm not at the point where I'm going to cry just thinking about it."

"I'm going to prepare my luggage, you can read a book here by yourself."

"it is good."

Looking at the figure of Tan Yi entering the room, Joan sighed, thinking of her parents.In fact, she didn't meet them much in a year. When she was a child, she often lived at her grandma's house. Her impressions of her parents were limited to New Year's gifts and complex thoughts of being half unfamiliar and half wanting to get closer.Although they moved in together after they grew up, because they were too busy with work, sometimes the process in the laboratory was not over, and there were even cases where she was the only one at home for several days in a row.

Scientific researchers have no weekends or holidays. She respects their work and tries not to cause trouble to them. At the same time, she develops an overly independent and quiet character in such a life.There were no playgrounds or parent-child activities in her childhood, and she was only accompanied by one book after another.I don't know if it's because of this reason, she has never been very interested in scientific research, but she has more than usual patience and enthusiasm for literature.

After coming to this world, she thought more than once how they would think of her.Was it because of worry and fear; whether she kept looking for her, searched every corner she would go, and asked all her classmates; or shed tears for her, and was anxious and restless every day...

Joan smiled self-deprecatingly, or more likely, they didn't even notice her disappearance.