[Twilight] Give me sunshine

Joan saw Bella for the first time in the afternoon six years later, in the small town of Fox, the weather was as gloomy as ever, always with dark clouds that would never fall, occasionally a few drops of water fell, and occasionally just drifted through the cool wind.

Joan walked through the small shop at the entrance of the street, holding a piece of warm cheese bread in her hand. Of course, this could not be what she ate. After the transformation, she did try human food, but even if it was her favorite food Strawberry milk and cheesecake were already tasteless and did not bring her any sense of satisfaction.This bread is for the little hamster she raised recently, maybe she is just bored, maybe she still wants to try to see if she can control her desire for a long time, maybe one day, she can make a human friend.

In the past few years, she seems to have adapted to life in the Karen family. She is used to hunting and eating every week, hiding in sunny days, and accepting a new life in high school. She likes to enjoy reading at night, as well as Went to a baseball game on a rainy day, even though she didn't like sports.The strange thing is that the cry of the child on the day of transformation accompanied her for six years, and she never discovered her abilities, but she felt that it didn't matter. The tranquility and harmony of the Karen family really suited her, and her life was peaceful, as if Nothing more is needed.

She saw the sheriff's car stop before the traffic lights, the shoulder-length brown-haired girl propped her arms on the lowered car window, her eyes were full of suppressed unhappiness, she could be sure that it was Bella without any doubts, everything The plot is about to start when Bella leaves Phoenix.

Joan was stunned for a moment. Since she came to this world, she has been looking forward to the beginning of the plot countless times. When she actually saw Bella, she was at a loss. Maybe she should remind Edward that this family member she has a lot of topics in common , but she still chose to keep silent. It might be very interesting to witness this novel with her own eyes and be a small supporting role.

Joan returned home, tried not to think of Bella's name, and tried not to look abnormal. She handed the small handful of roses that Alice asked her to bring to Jasper. 'Vegetarian', they have exchanged a lot of issues about self-control. Obviously, he, a former 'meat eater', has more serious problems than Joan, a 'newborn' who was 'vegetarian' from the beginning, and it will be more difficult to control, so The bottom line is that they all take time.

She quietly went back to the room to feed the hamster, but her thoughts kept drifting to Bella. Tomorrow was Bella's first day of class and the first day they met. She was looking forward to it.

On a rainy day in the middle of the term, she came to school in Rosalie's car, turned her head and saw Bella's semi-old red pickup truck parked opposite, she couldn't help chuckling, hooked Alice's arm and walked to the classroom.

In the Cullen family, she and Edward are only 17 years old, so they are in the same grade.Edward didn't know how many times he went to high school, but he expressed sympathy for her going to high school for the second time, and expressed his expectation for her third time.They shared the same classroom with Bella in biology class in the afternoon. During lunch, she also heard the conversation between Angela and Jessica, calling her the quiet Joan Karen.

In biology class when they first met, Joan sat around them, sighing at Edward's abnormality.After class, she still decided to explain something to Edward.

She sat in front of Bella after Edward left, and said to Bella with apology: "Hey, hello, I'm Joan Karen, er, Edward, that's the boy just now, he may be a little uncomfortable today, don't you mind .”

"It's okay, maybe I do have some problems." Bella obviously didn't feel relieved, but she responded with a kind smile, "Hi, my name is Bella Swan, Bella is fine."

Joan had no way to explain. She walked out of the classroom while chatting with Bella. She found that Bella's personality was very similar to her own. Although the two of them didn't talk much, they were interested in many similar things. Stories and legends, she likes to watch dramas quietly or listen to Debussy's "Moonlight". Apart from Bella's heroine status, she feels that she can become good friends with Bella.

Bella may find it very strange. Most of the time, she always feels that Joan looks at her with some inexplicable expectation.

The two said goodbye in the open space in front of the car. Obviously, the two had become like friends. Joan wanted to invite Bella to his house as a guest, but stopped in time, thinking that he should give the opportunity to Edward.

In the next few days, Edward didn't show up. Bella was always looking for something. When chatting with Joan, she wanted to ask something several times, but she didn't say it.Joan understood but smiled and didn't answer, pretending it was nothing, and continued talking about the unfinished topic.

Joan is happy to see their contact and interaction, and also happy to see Edward strike up a conversation with Bella after he comes back, until Edward resists Taylor's car and saves Bella, Rosalie's anger makes her have no time to take care of Bella, Rosa Li and Edward discussed to no avail, and pulled Joan away with a cold face.

For several days, the topic at home was always inseparable from Bella. As Bella's friend, Rosalie always liked to mention Bella to her, and wanted to ask her if Bella had revealed anything about vampires.Edward is always away at night, but no one asks much, and most of the time everyone is always doing their own things, although they don't actually have much to do.Joan still reads at night and attends classes during the day. Life seems to be the same as usual, but Joan knows that she is always inexplicably excited.

Bella's cleverness and Edward's non-disguise made her quickly discover Edward's abnormality. Bella even tentatively asked Joan if she knew the legend of Quileut, but Joan kept a nonchalant attitude.Until one day, they also said goodbye in the open space in front of the parking lot. Bella took her hand and it was cold. Joan instinctively wanted to withdraw her hand, but she saw Bella smiling at her.

Joan knew that Bella would know the truth sooner or later, but she didn't expect that when this day came, she would be so nervous. After all, reading a book is different from being there, and now she is also afraid of being scared by Bella.When Bella smiled at her, she relaxed. The two didn't speak, but just smiled face to face. With mutual understanding and intelligence, there was no need to say much about the matter.

Edward and Bella developed beautifully and quickly, everything was written in the book, and the two were extremely suitable and suitable.Edward became more and more inseparable from Bella, and Joan also liked this friend who talked about everything more and more.

On a rainy day, before the storm, Edward invited Bella to the family's routine baseball game.Even if Joan intercepts midway and wants to deliberately take Bella away, the plot will still go on as it is in the end.Even knowing that Bella was fine in the end, Joan was already sweating, and when she took Bella south with Alice and Jasper, Joan didn't seem to be as calm as usual.

She tried not to let Bella out of her sight, but Bella always had a way to distract her. When she rushed to the ballet classroom with Edward, Bella was already in a pool of blood.Joan can feel Bella's pain now, and can feel the burning sensation of Bella's skin, but with her current self-control, she can only be taken away by Rosalie to avoid secondary harm to Bella.

Bella's injury made Edward especially guilty, but he still did not choose to leave under Bella's pleading, but Joan knew that it was not long before they left.

Knowing that Edward invited Bella to a family reunion, Joan was always mixed with joy and sorrow.She knew that the development of the plot was irreversible, but she was afraid of seeing Bella's longing and horrified expression when she was bleeding.So she missed the party that day, found Bella's bookstore in Port Angel, and bought the long-heard Quileut legend.

When she walked out of the store, Joan felt that there was always a pair of eyes staring at her. If it was a human being, she would not feel afraid, but when she looked at the corner of the far edge of Port Angel, she believed that she was right. Those red eyes With arrogance, with an air of inhumanity, he walked across the street, across half the city, and looked at her.

This was the first time she met her kind alone.Looking at the black cloak on his body, the blond hair slightly protruding from the hat, and the faint imprint, she estimated her ability, and Joan decided to avoid him to avoid trouble, gave up driving, and ran straight home.He didn't seem to have any real intention of chasing her. Joan didn't feel his breath all the way home. With his own speed, if it was easy for him to catch up, then he was just testing her. ?

The atmosphere at home was a little gloomy because of what happened at the party.Alice came out of the room and pulled Joan, her eyes, which were always full of vitality, were also somewhat melancholy: "Joan, maybe we will move soon."

Joan didn't know how to comfort Alice. After moving to Forks, her life had been peaceful and peaceful. She was used to the continuous rainy days in Forks and her rare friends.Suddenly want to leave, always feel that everything becomes empty.Although staying away from Bella is not the best solution, this is already the biggest retreat that Edward can do for Bella.

Four days later, everyone quickly moved out of Forks, and everyone except Joan seemed to be used to such regular moves.Joan only felt that life was getting quieter and quieter. Edward only went home once in a few months. The situation didn't look much better than in Forks, and he was always full of unconcealable sadness and loneliness.

Time passed day by day, Edward became worse and worse, everyone was worried but didn't know what to do, Bella sent a lot of emails to Joan and Alice, Joan and Alice couldn't reply, in order not to give Bella Inflicting harm, they chose silence.

The day Alice foresaw Bella's suicide, Joan was watching her new play selection.Hearing Alice's words, even though she knew Bella didn't really commit suicide, and remembering Bella's condition written in the book, she decided to go back to Forks with Alice.

Bella, whom I haven't seen for a long time, looks very haggard, her slightly curly brown hair looks like it hasn't been taken care of for a long time, and there are unsmoothed folds at the corners of her clothes. Although she was pleasantly surprised to see Joan and Alice, there is still difficulty in her eyes. Cover up sadness and sadness.

Alice told Bella that Edward knew that she would commit suicide and go to the Volturi to choose to die.The three immediately decided to rush to Volturi immediately to change the scene that Alice saw in the prophecy.

Joan suddenly felt uneasy. She remembered the eyes she saw in Port Angel, and felt that there was always something guiding her to the Volturi.

The author has something to say: In the transitional chapter, there are some explanations about Joan, and Caius will appear soon.Thank you for your comments, thank you for your favorites, I am really happy, thank you.