I want to stay with you till the end

Xiang Ridong closed her eyes, the clearest sound in the dark world was her shortness of breath, the clearest sound was the beating of her left chest heartbeat, the clearest sound was the lingering sound in her mind The... over and over again, I love you.

That sentence hovered on his lips thousands of times, but he never had the courage to say it.

If Ah Sui was here... would surely laugh at her timidity?

I'm not scared, I'm just nervous and don't know where to start.

To be honest, Keigo Atobe, I like you.

Then I saw Keigo Atobe stunned or surprised or happy or disdainful or satisfied or... indifferent eyes, and then I saw and heard my lost heartbeat?

In fact, I'm not worried about being rejected by you... Atobe, it doesn't matter whether I date you or not, I just like you, that kind of mood just likes you, but I don't want to be with you.

If I like someone, I like it. I don’t want to be in love anymore, I don’t want to trust a person anymore, I don’t want to pay tenderness and expectations, and then welcome a future without a future.

Then forget it.

Anyway, if you haven't thought about starting to like, then don't say anything. I feel tired after loving once, which is really not a good thing.

It's like a creature automatically avoids stimuli, and after one injury, it is unwilling to touch things that will hurt itself again.

So... that's it.

Xiang Ridong opened his eyes with a smile, "Why did you stop moving, are your hands stiff?"

Atobe Keigo chuckled, and took his hands away from her face, "How dare you laugh at me, huh? Do it yourself!"

Xiang Ridongjin took out the paper from the bag, and then grabbed Keigo Atobe's hand with one hand, she wiped off the ointment left on his fingers naturally, as if such an intimate action did not need any embarrassment at all .

Atobe Keigo looked deeply at the girl in front of him who only reached his chest.

The air seemed to be stagnant. The red-haired girl in front of her had a beautiful smile in her eyes, as bright and warm as if peach blossoms were in full bloom. Her movements were delicate and gentle, just like when she put on the dress he gave her. .

But the girl in front of her looked like she didn't realize how such intimacy would touch him, she just smiled to herself, she just grabbed his hand by herself, she just did the trick in her hand The movement, but the bottom of his heart couldn't be calmed down by the temperature of his fingertips.

"Hey, Mr. President, now you can go out and continue working!"

She looked up and gave him a big smile.

"A Tao,..."

He didn't finish his sentence, when she stopped packing her things suddenly, she raised her head and looked at him with a deep smile, "Oh, yes, Atobe, there is something... I want to tell you."

There is something I want to tell you.

That's a very, very important thing.

Even the heartbeat started to become irregular... But A Tao, calm down.

After a short break, the whole hall resumed its busy rehearsal.

Nana Xiyuan carefully checked Xiang Ridongjin's face, "Sure enough, his complexion is much better."

Several people from the news agency gathered around to watch, and then breathed a sigh of relief, "That's all right, you won't fight back or dodge Lai Dongjin... It's really cheap for Miki."

Xiang Ridongjin just rubbed his cheeks and smiled, "There's nothing cheap or not, anyway, the last time was the result of my impulsiveness, it's wrong to hit someone, this is a school."

Several girls gave her a white look, "It should be said that you are fierce or kind."

Xiang Ridong smiled stinkingly, "Of course I'm kind, I'm the super invincible and kind red-haired witch in the universe!"

"..." The girls were speechless.

The whole news agency burst into laughter.

The hall lights dimmed.

There was a faint light on the stage, soft and bright, like the gentle moonlight in a quiet night.

The busy hall also fell silent.

Xiang Ridong cast his eyes on the stage, and then asked in a low voice to Nana Xiyuan beside him, "Which club's program is it?"

Nana Xiyuan looked over with some doubts, and then Xiang Ridongjin wanted to beat herself up... Obviously the club programs have already been reviewed, and now it is the individual performance of the class.

It was probably because the scene of playing musical instruments stimulated her nerves, so she was unresponsive.

"It's a violin duet by Ninzu-kun and Takeuchi."

The lights dimmed, and only the only light fell on the girl on the stage.

Her slender figure looked like a sad angel under the light, her drooping eyelids were stained with helplessness.

There was a commotion in the quiet hall.

Whispers gradually appeared in the ear.

But Xiang Ridong's attention was only on the stage, the only figure on the wide stage - Takeuchi Kiyoshi.

"It's strange, why isn't Shinobu on it?"

"Isn't it a duet?"

Isn't it your duo?

What you keep from me belongs only to you, duo.

So far I don't know what song you are going to play, whether it is sad or happy, whether it is about parting or reunion.

Isn't that the performance you want to work with her without telling me?

So... the moment has come, why aren't you on stage?

"End of winter? End of winter?" Xiyuan Nana shook her hand in front of her.

Xiang Ridong rubbed his eyes, "Sure enough, it's still my fault that I haven't rested well...the eyes are a little astringent again."

Xiyuan Nana's beautiful eyes did not show any wavering, she still looked at her lightly.

Xiang Ridong felt a little apprehensive, and finally smiled, admitting defeat, "Sure enough, I'm not suitable for lying."

"Do you want me to take you backstage?"

Club members are not allowed to walk around privately during non-working hours. If you have to walk around, you need the leadership of the president or documents.

Xiang Ridong thought about it and shook his head.

"Forget it... Anyway, you all heard what I said this morning. Whether he lives or dies has nothing to do with me. I just let him go to Takeuchi, whether he accepts it or not. Takeuchi, he's not mine anymore."

Filtering what I said by myself, why does it feel like letting something...

The first row of the audience.

The assistant sitting next to Keigo Atobe was sweating all the time, "There may be something wrong with Ninzuzu temporarily."

Atobe Keigo kept pursing his lips and did not say a word, his deep pupils could not see his emotions clearly under the dimmed light, the longer the silence, the more uneasy the people around him became.

In this case, it is inevitable that Keigo Atobe will be angry, right?

In Keigo Atobe's worldview, rehearsals and official performances are equally important. He can tolerate flaws and deficiencies as long as they can be made up for, but he cannot tolerate negligence.

perfect.

It is Keigo Atobe's world view.

The atmosphere of the review team condensed.

The club members in the auditorium were curious and surprised.

Xiang Ridong was sitting far away in the back row, far away from the soft lights on the stage, and had completely melted into the darkness. Her complexion was numb and she parted the corners of her lips.

"This show will be cut."

Just after she finished saying this, a voice suddenly appeared behind her, "Isn't that what you hoped for?"

The sluggish and pleasant voice is like a sharp knife, icy cold, caught off guard, piercing deeply behind you.

Xiang Ridongjin froze all over, then turned around and met the boy in the darkness.

She smiled awkwardly, "Ninzu-kun is not on the stage but here, is this intentional to be cut from the show?"

"If you don't perform on the same stage with Qingxi, you won't be angry."

Atobe Keigo raised his hand and made a movement.

The assistant beside him quickly put a red cross on the information page.

"Now that you have done it, Atobe has canceled your program," Xiang Ridong smiled, looking at the young man in front of him calmly, "But, I won't come back either."

She still remembered the saying that when she was still in the United States, there was a post-it note attached to Ayariho's bedside.

The beautiful font is written in Japanese——

we loved before, it hurts when think about it.

Although the information that we broke up was confirmed in the morning.

It is only 24 hours so far, so short, but it feels very long.

I am such a girl with a bad temper. If you say let go, let go, if you say turn around, turn around, if you say goodbye, leave.

Ninja Yuuji, you lost me.

forever.

"Wait a moment……"

On the only stage with light in the darkness, the girl stained with sadness prayed.

"It's okay if I'm alone."

No amount of light can illuminate the sadness in my heart.

I am standing alone on the wide stage, and there is darkness under the stage. I don't know where you are at this time.

If you are.

Then you must be able to hear... from my heart, ten years of so long and so long sadness.

"Please, President, please give me this chance."

"If my solo is qualified, then please change this program to my solo."

The assistant looked at Atobe Keigo with a questioning look.

Xiang Ridong sat back in his seat, "I'm really looking forward to it, Takeuchi's solo, how about you? Classmate Ninzu."

Whether it is the address or the way of speaking, it has become strange.

Actually very unaccustomed.

But that's the only way to go.

I can't go back anymore, I'm tired of that kind of love.

A pleasant melody was uploaded from the stage.

It was a very familiar tune, and it has always been popular music in Japan.

This song can be heard almost everywhere in CD stores, shopping malls, and squares.

……

how can i fall in love with you

how can i make you smile

If you're thinking about the story of the tears that flowed from your eyes, I'm right here

If there is only one wish,

That is, I want to see you who gave me happiness again.

can you hear my heartbeat

I'm waiting here to see you happy

Memories too, secrets too, keep them in your heart,

Hope to see you again someday.

……

Xiang Ridong sat on her seat pretending not to care, but from the corner of his eye he could clearly see the back of the young man turning away.

Now is the grand opening of this show.