How can I gain a foothold beside He Feng?Just because he entrusted his sister to take care of him?Is it just because you encourage yourself to swim in the sea in the dark, and firmly believe that you have the ability to be strong until you see the light?

……

N multiple "justs" are like dominoes, standing up one by one in front of the face, and the memories seem to come out of time suddenly, relying on the cloak, covering them in black.

There are so many "just"?The terrified IELTS then naturally thought, why does he treat me so well?

As soon as this idea appeared in his mind, Yasi immediately slapped himself again.Have you sunk down to the point where friendship is impossible between a man and a woman?Or do you feel like you don't deserve a man's unconditional help?

Then why both He Feng and Song Tai feel that he has "other thoughts" towards me?

……

Realizing that he was about to fall into an endless loop, IELTS really didn't want to slap himself again, so he decisively decided to contact the perpetrator directly.

"Beep, beep, beep, beep, beep..." After the phone was connected, it rang five times before someone answered, which caused IELTS to ask the teacher in a tone of guilt: "Why did it take you so long to answer the phone?" After complaining, I realized the past Shen Botang answered his phone as soon as it rang, and he had already let him out of the problem of thinking that this was the only way to take it for granted.

"Because I want you to feel the feeling of not hearing from you for a week." Shen Botang's voice was as deep and clear as ever, like an anchor in deep water, and his heart calmed down as soon as he heard it.

IELTS stuck out his tongue, and the villain complained first: "Who told you that you haven't sent me a list of recommended books for a week?"

"Are you sure you are in the mood to read a book when you are happy with He Feng's gods and relatives in Thailand? Since you can't see it in your heart, why don't you use this time to make love with each other." Shen Botang responded slowly, with no trace in his voice or tone. Changes, IELTS immediately let go of the heart.If he really had love, how could he be so calm and composed when he mentioned his rival?Thinking of this, he became cheerful, "Then where are you now?"

"At Lachaise Cemetery in Paris."

"Cemetery Lachaise? What are you going to see there?"

"Beside the intensive care unit of the hospital, I heard that everyone has become a philosopher. I can see that as long as people are healthy, everything is good, and safety is a blessing. Once they escaped from the hospital and saw "the world is prosperous, everyone is profit, the world is clamoring, It’s all for the benefit of the future”, so, just breathing the fresh air outside, I can’t let go of the worldly heart. When people are outside the hospital, they should often come to the cemetery to take a look, so that their minds will be clear and their minds will be improved. A little wisdom to discern what you can change and what you have to accept and what is most important to you. As the wise men say: 'Make a decision, stand up for it, give it your all! Don't sleep so long in life, die in death I will sleep forever.'...What's the matter with your rustling voice?"

"I think your sentence is very similar to Martin's discussion about Thailand a few days ago. I have to write it down first and then think about it."

"Ha, it seems that you have carried out what I said about how to study. You have such a good foundation, as long as you are willing to ponder it, you will be able to polish it into a diamond one day. Guess whose tombstone I am now?"

"How can you guess this? There are so many celebrities buried in the Lachaise cemetery. Wait, it can't be Oscar Wilde's cemetery!"

"Jessica, you and I really understand each other."

"What kind of heart is there?" Ya Si hastily denied, "I just think that a noble person like you should like a clean person, right?"

Put a label like "noble" on my head now?Shen Botang smiled, "I can't say whether I like it or not, at least he can be regarded as clean. Clean? I like this evaluation."

"Because I have read his fairy tales, the Happy Prince and the Swallow, the Nightingale and the Rose, the Spanish Princess and the Little Dwarf. I like his fairy tales very much. Those who write such words should be tolerated."

"That's why only Wilde's tombstone is qualified to be filled with a woman's lips." Shen Botang chuckled.

"It's very fragrant, and I'm fascinated by it."

"I was admiring the piles of things on the foundation of the tomb. Flowers, photos, candlesticks, glass bottles, bracelets, and letters written to him one after another. It was all impromptu torn papers, notebooks, receipts, subway Tickets, cigarette cases, everything. Would you like me to write a letter too, with the famous beginning: 'Dear Oscar...'"

Yasi listened quietly to the scene in Shen Botang's mouth, the naked angel with huge wings, the colorful lip prints, and the long or short letters.She likes his tone, like sitting side by side, seeing the faint shadow of the sun shining in the shade of the trees, a kind of indifferent warmth flows.

The author has something to say: ①This sentence and the words in the following single quotation marks in this section are all quoted from "Jacqueline Kennedy's Pictorial Biography"

40 Surprise

"It was dangerous to me to meet you, and fatal to me to meet you at that particular moment. 1"

"What did you say?" Yasi was taken aback.Then he realized that he was just silently writing the famous quotes in Wilde's letter "From the Deep" to his homosexual/lover Posey.

"I'm just, I'm just surprised why you wrote this in the letter." IELTS explained in a vague way, "Yes, I'm just surprised."

"Why did you react so strongly? I just suddenly felt that if Wilde had a spirit, he would want Percy's ashes to be placed in his grave instead of Robbie's. Wilde and Percy are a typical example of falling in love and killing each other. Outsiders feel sympathy , but they themselves like this." Shen Botang said thoughtfully.

"Yes, he should rest in peace when the two of them are together." Before Yasi finished thanking him for his thoughtfulness, a question came out of his ear unexpectedly.

"Then who do you feel at peace with?"

"Of course it's Martin." Yasi blurted out, "It's only now that I realize that there is actually a certain degree of agreement between Mrs. Song and I. If I can worship our ancestors with He Feng, I can be buried as Mrs. He after death." Beside him, I can rest in peace."

"Song Tai, Song Shiwan's wife?"

"Yeah." Let's die, Yasi plucked up the courage to ask: "She said that people who can see my love and loneliness love me, what do you think?"

"'Twenty years of romance turns a woman into a pile of ruins, and a 20-year marriage turns a woman into a public building'. If you choose to believe the announcement of a public building, I think so too It's better for girls to be simple when they are young, and stop thinking about things that shouldn't be experienced."

Shen Botang's voice was low and cold, like a glass of mint wine, which penetrated from the eardrums to the heart. On such a summer day, the coolness was deep and comfortable, which made the IELTS feel joy and happiness like a safe landing in an instant.

"What, talk like you're always right."

"'First, I'm always right, and second, if I'm wrong, refer to number one.'"

"Are you going to keep talking to me in Wilde quotes?"

"Okay, then here is what Shen Botang is saying: I can really do anything to the person I don't love, and I can do anything to the person I love. So, don't Give me a chance to fall in love with you."

"Hey, Vincent, you don't have to play with people like this!" Yasi felt like she was riding a roller coaster, dodging between the highest point and the lowest point.

"Okay, I'm not joking with you anymore. I want to write to Wilde quietly, and you should hurry up and waste time with your He Feng."

Shen Botang hung up the phone and continued to write to Wilde, "When you think someone is mysterious, you will be attracted; when you think someone is romantic, you will fall in love; but these are all fleeting. Life begins when it becomes a habit. Even on the highest mountain, one step at a time. Don't wake up, don't wake up my love, wait for her to wake up. 2"

The sky was not clear, and the surroundings of the swimming pool were extremely quiet, except for the gurgling water, there was no other sound.IELTS kicked off her shoes and tried soaking her feet in the lake water. The temperature was great. The amaranth sun showed a small face from behind the mountains by the lake, and a warm smile gradually appeared on IELTS's face.

Someone hugged the waist from behind, and sighed: "It's too bad, the soft silk is a stumbling block!" 3

"It's a great honor to be able to trip you, the god of war, Martin." Yasi happily rested her head on his arm.

"What did Mrs. Song say to you yesterday?" He Feng asked with concern, "It made you so angry?"

"You see I'm angry?"

"I am not with you, but my eyes are with you."

Yasi recalled Song Tai's phrase, "Isn't continuous attention the closest model to love?" Her heart was sweet, but her mouth was merciless, "She is very virtuous and hopes to introduce me to Song Shiwan."

The arms around Chu's waist were suddenly stiff as iron, and they were tightly locked.

IELTS didn't realize it, "In fact, I sympathize with Mrs. Song. Her inner pain may be deeper than every concubine, because she really loves Mr. Song as her husband. But the husband only respects her. What's the use of respect?" ?Women need love. Forbearance is a knife on the head. Unfortunately, sometimes even if you endure, you may not be able to keep the clouds open and see the moon. You can only maintain it if you work together vertically and horizontally. It’s really not easy to be a rich wife, just like a pair of red dancing shoes..."

"To you, I'm not a wealthy family." He Feng said nervously.

"I'm not afraid to put it on." Yasi comforted with a smile.

"That's because you haven't met the right person. As Wilde said, 'I like

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